ynpov
when he said he miss me i really feel a pain in my heart i loved him for 2years but i broke up with him because(i won't tell you now😜)
yn:i miss you too
jackson:can't we be together again??😢
yn:im sorry jack but it will be great if we are just friends
jackson:yn i always wanted to ask but couldn't
yn:and it is?
jackson:did i do anything wrong in our relation or ...
yn:no it is just i just fell out of love.
then he go from online it really hurt me to hurt him.
I don't want to hurt him thats why im keeping distance with him.
yeah we were in relationship for 2 years.He were really nice always support me love me care me he was the dream boyfriend of every girls.He always spend times with me we always cuddle with me.he wasn't any pervert boyfriend who only love his girlfriend's body.He love my personality and my heart.
i loved him with my whole heart but atlast i endup with hurting him and myself.
i walk to the bar that is in this mansion.yes there is a small bar in this mansion
then take devil springs vodka
then i pure it to 10 glass then i dilute it with putting ice and some water then i start drinking .
after drinking 10 glass i start doing same thing puring putting and and water then drink in 1 gulp
After sometime i finished whole bottle and then walk to swimming pool with 1 glass of that vodka then i sit there and said.
yn:why!!?why am i like this!?!?why can't i change!?!?just why!?!?
then i drink that vodka then jumb to pool it is really deep i close my eyes and let my body sink.
TIMESKIP
i open my eyes only to see everyone sleeping wait im in a hospital what actually happened.There dad jin jimin tae and jungkook they all have dried tears in their face except jungkook and dad.
jimin and tae oppa is helding my two hands while sitting and sleeping in two sides of my bed dad is also sitting in a seat that is beside my bed and jin oppa is hugging my waist and resting his head on bed.
They all cried??
what is the time now??
How did i end up here??
i was in my own thoughts while staring blankly at the ceiling then realisation hit me i drank vodka and then sleep in swimming pool.
(you guys must be thinking am i fucking crazy right?well yeah a little bit crazy😅)
i don't want to wake them up but after doing a debate me vs my mind i lost.and wake taeoppa
when he open his eyes he rub his eyes and look at every where atlast at me and his eyes widened and wake everyone up.
tae:yn you ok??
jin:wait let me call doctor.
jin left to find doctor.
while they all kept asking if im ok or not.Also jungkook just kept silent and look at me his face was emotionless i don't know what he is thinking right now.
Dad pat my head and said to everyone that we will talk in house.
all just nodd.
jin came with a doctor and he check me.
doctor:why did you try to suicide?
yn:huh??i didn't
doctor:you can discharge today.Thankz to them if they were late then you won't be here.
yn:o-oh
i look at them and smile thank fully
Dad:sweety go and change into this
dad gave a pack and i said ok then they all left and i change into this👇
Then open the door then see jin oppa and jungkook waiting outside.
jin:lets go?
yn:hm what about others?
jin:they are waiting for us
yn:ok then lets go
We walk outside and get in the limo and see everyone already seated mom is also with them.
Then i sit in middle of yoongi and jungkook.
hobi:why did you drink alcohol??
shit i didn't delete camera clips aishh
dad:you are just 14 you can't drink yn
i look at mom and see her sharp eyes looking deadly into my soul.
i immediatly broke the eye contact.
jin:why did you try to suicide??
tae:is something bothering you??
jimin:or did something happened??
yn:no no i just slept in pool
i looked down in embarressment
dad:but how did you drink whole bottle of devil spring vodka??
yn:i i i don't know
i was sad and angry
jin:why were you sad??
yn:because how im now
jin:huh?
yn:how im now
suga:why were you angry??
yn:same reason how im now
im angry and sad at myself
dad:what is reason?
yn:im sorry dad i don't want to talk about that now
dad:itsok if you want share something with me im always free ok?
yn:Thank you dad
dad:itsokay sweety
TIMESKIP AT HOME
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I hope you guys like this part thankz for reading Stay Safe Take Care bye byeeee
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