It all stared 5 year ago when masahiro came out to his family about being gay and having a boyfriend his parents was shock to say the least " This all your brother fault he made u like this " is father had said to him. ( ye im making masahiro have a brother in this story he his called Sebastian setagawa ) Masahiro know his parent was homophobic. They believe that it a chose and he was following through his brother steps.
when his brother came out as bi he got slap and told to get out off the house considering he was 18 and had a job .
the next thing masahiro knew was a sting in his cheek his dad had slap him it was a hard slap he was doing what he did to his brother but This one was different masahiro was not get frown out " u faggot " his dad had said to him " I am disappointed in u SON his mother had said to him while he run up the stair "this so all ur fault for not raising the 2 son right and now look where we are 2 stupid gay excuse of a sons " his father had said to his mother and with that the door slam and his mother crying could be hear from downstairs His dad had walk out on him
5 minute later
he walk down stair to see him mother with tear flowing down her cheek " this is all ur fault why can't u just be normal " his mother has said to him as she got up and out of the door and masahiro having was dryers tear now wet tear going down his face as he grab his phone and scrolling down through his contact and tap his now ex-boyfriend contact and text him saying
We have to break up ! I'm sorry
⚠️tw : sh
After Masahiro said that he noticed this silver thing on his desk as he sits on his bed crying sanding up he goes to grab the sharpener and screw driver unscrewing the sharpener and taking the razor from it " 1 cut can't hurt can it "
1 cut
"U should do more" the voice says
Maybe I should do more He says as he cuts more
1 turn to 2 turn to 4 turn to 6 then 6 turn to 7 .
as he is now finished satisfies with what he done " that felt ..amazing " he said not realising he now fuck up his life even more then it was
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Hi guy I hope u like the start and also in the next part that was not mention his mother come home with lot of beer and cigarettes and also drunk and mentally abuse masahiro through the year