Sasuke woke me up today so that's a great start to my day
We quickly run ro the location our team leader gave us in fear that we would be late
We quickly learned that our sensei doesn't share the same concern
" is he really late" I say
" why would he set a time to meet if he's not gonna make it in time" Sasuke says
We wait a little longer and he arrives
" hey kids, follow me to where the test will be held" Kakashi says
Me and Sasuke look at each other then I look at Naruto and Sakura
We quietly follow him untill we come to a stop
" alright team, the test is to see if you can get these bells from my hand, if you do not intend to go all in and try to kill me then you won't be able to get the bells, if you don't have a bell you don't get to eat " Kakashi says
" but sir there are only two bells" Sakura says
" so there will be 2 losers" Kakashi says
" me and sasuke will win this" I say with a determined look on my face
" hey! What makes you so sure it will be you and sasuke" Naruto says
" me and sasuke train every day, we are basically above our current title " I say
" I'll teach you and your fancy eye patch!" Naruto says
I just chuckle
" uh, why do you wear an eyepatch now anyway" Sakura says
" none of your business" I say
" find your places" Kakashi says
The sasuke pulls me aside
" hey, I think you should try to use your eye during this, it will be good practice " Sasuke says
" what if somthing dangerous happends" I say
" we almost have it figured out, I don't think you don't have it under control" Sasuke says
He then leaves and we both scrabble
I hide in the bushes and stay still
I close my eye then open it so I can pinpoint where the others are
I tap In to Kakashi sensei's emotion and he's feeling bored but prepared for anything, I sense a lingering sadness but leave it alone
I close my eye and zoom in on Kakashi' Chakra points and block them for two minutes
I then walk up to Kakashi and try to grab a bell he looks at me with shock
" i.. can't use my chakra" he says as he dodges my hand
" if getting these bells were that easy I wouldn't be a sensai" Kakashi sensei says as he kicks me to the ground
" I don't know what or how you did that but that's not enough to get these bells" Kakashi says
He bends down and looks at me close, reaching for my eyepatch, just then I hear sasuke
" she's not the only one you should watch out for" Sasuke says running towards us
" get up miya" Sasuke says
I get up as asked
" I didn't think a kick would be enough to get you down, should I get a new train partner " Sasuke says
" no sir, I'm worthy enough" I say in a joking matter
" seems like you have enough time to joke around but not enough to get the bells" Sasuke says
" im on it" I say as I jump up high
Kakashi looks at me as I land on him
We fall to the ground but when I look at him he turns into a log
" what?" I say
" don't let that distract us, you know what to do" Sasuke says
"Your right" I say as I close and reopen my eye to active my power
I pinpoint his location quickly and run towards him
" he's over here" I say
As I say that I see Sakura and Sasuke run towards me
Huh
" great job" Sasuke says run up to Kakashi with a kunai
He throws it and Kakashi dodges
Kakashi leaves his current spot and runs past us
We all switch direction and Sakura bumps into me
I fall to the ground and my eyepatch also slips
Before it could completely fall I cath it
" im so sorry miya, I really didn't mean it this time" Sakura says
" how can I belive that sakura" I say as I clench the eye patch
I get up and look at her
I run towards her and tackle her to the ground
" im sorry miya. Please, get off of me" Sakura says
I pin her to the ground and punch the floor that's right next to he head
" you will quickly learn that I'm no longer a doormat for your little games" I say
" your... your eye" Sakura says
Kakashi stops us hand me one of his spare mask and sends me home
I wait for sasuke at home with patients
When he walk threw the door He seems mad
" how could you not control your self" Sasuke says
" i... I don't know sasuke, I just got sick of her " I say
" doing that revealed your eye " sauske says
" what do you care it's my eye" I say
" what if the take you away for testing" Sasuke says
" what do you care!" I say
" because I like you, miya!" Sasuke says
I look at him
" what would become of me when your gone, I won't have training partner anymore, and you would be somewhere struggling!" Sasuje says
" sasuke..." I say
" you were being selfish, miya" Sasuke says
" sasuke...." I say
" say something other then my name miya" Sasuke says
" sasuke... I hate you" I say slowly and softly
Sasuke looks at me with a surprised faced
I look at him with tears and walk out his doors
♡~Time skip~♡
Alot of time has past, I am now 16, reflecting back on it now that was a stupid decision on me and sasukes parts
I shouldn't have said I hated him but he shouldn't have confessed
I was 12 and never really processed love or even liking someone romantically
My only vision on love was my dad betraying me for the person he loved and Sakura doing the same
I never had a good representation of love
Love and hatred are cut out of the same thread and I guess you can say the same with jealousy
And those lines for me were just blurred
I spent 4 years processing my emotions and I'm just not good at doing that
Leaning on people is somthing I learned not to do
Let me catch you up on what happend in the span time of 4 years
Sasuke wouldn't even look at me after I left, shortly after he left the village without warning
Sakura and Naruto are dead set on bringing him back
I've joined the anbu black ops, I no longer use my special eye and found out how to turn my eye to appear normal on the outside but I got so used to covering my face I still cover it with anything I can
And I meet this nice fellow named sai and we recently made things official between us
He kinda reminds me of sasuke and he knows that, he knows that I am incapable of falling in love because I never experienced it
He doesn't know how to love either so we are perfect together, he always says that when I meet with Sasuke again I will learn how to love but I genuinely feel like I love Sai
Bit me and Sai got so used to hiding our feeling we now have no idea how to understand them
Anyway
I still live in sasuke house, in his bed but that doesn't help me at all
Sasuke left and life turned
I barely saw Sakura and Naruto
And Kakashi sensai
Life is bland