Chanyeol’s P.O.V:
The next morning I woke up earlier than usual thinking about the conversation with my manager yesterday. Would SM really stand in the way of our love? Should I just give up? Or should I ignore the hate and continue our relationship. No, she would get too much hate. I don’t her to be hurt by the fans.
“I’m doing this for her, I won’t be able to make her smile but I know she will find somebody better.” I say forcing the thought inside my head.
Now how would I break up with_______? Should I just tell her the truth? No , she won’t understand, she’ll probably deny the breakup. I’ll just have to say that I never loved her anyway and the reason I’m dating her was because of the comfort. This was going to be harder than I had expected, telling ________ I don’t love her when I am madly in love with her. The next few weeks I’ll enjoy what we have until I can’t anymore.
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The days went by quicker than expected, today was our last day together. I thought to myself,”I should act distant and cold, at least this way she may think I’m a jerk and get over me faster.”
“I am doing the right thing for the both of us, right?” I questioned to myself.
Y/N P.O.V:
Days go by and I find myself falling deeply in love with Chanyeol. The past few days he would always take me out for lunch and dinner, we would also have adventures in which we call dates.
Those were one of the happiest days in my life, I couldn't wait to see him today.
My phone started to ring, picking it up I answered, “ Hello?”
“Oh hey________, meet me at the Han River at 5pm tonight okay?” Chanyeol said.
“Umm sure oppa! I’ll see you then, I love you!” I happily replied.
“Oh…umm….okay..uh bye” he said hanging up quickly.
That was strange, he didn't say I love you back. He always say that after every phone call. Hmm the day continued as I begin getting ready for class.
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Class today wasn't any different than the other days, the usual long lecture and tons of homework. Walking out of class exhausted I looked around confused.
“Hmm, Chanyeol is not here? Maybe he’s busier today?” I thought.
Dialing Y/B/F/N you asked, “Hey! You want to go out and grab lunch with me?”
“Yeah sure, I have something I want to talk to you about as well.” she replied in a gloomy tone.
“Sounds great! Let’s meet up at the Korean restaurant near campus!” I said.
“Okay see you there_______.” she said before hanging up.
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When I arrived at the place I saw Y/B/F/N had already arrived.
“Hey! I feel like I haven’t seen you a while!” I said.
“I know right? I missed my best friend!” she said smiling.
“What should we order?” I asked.
“I want a bibimbap! I haven’t had those in a long time!” she said rubbing her stomach.
“Haha, I’ll get a bibimbap too!” I replied.
Placing our order and waiting I decided to ask Y/B/F/N what she wanted to talk about.
“Oh right, I almost forgot!’’ she said.
“Well you know how Kai and I are dating and everything right? So I feel like for the past days he has became distant. Does he still feel the spark I feel in our relationship?” Y/B/F/N questioned.
“Well I think he might have been pretty tired due to the comeback, don’t worry about it too much!” I replied.
“Ever since that day when the manager talked to Kai he has been so different than how I met him. We still do couple things but I don’t feel like he is happy. I really do love him” she answered.
“It’s going to be alright, If you guys are meant to be then I believe you guys will find each other again!” I replied with a sincere smile.
“Thanks for always being their for me!” she answered in a happier tone than before.
“What are friends are for?!” I joked.
The food came and it looks great and taste even better! We began digging in and having a few conversation about our school and daily life. It was good having a nice lunch and talk with my best friend. In my mind I was still missing Chanyeol, It’s alright I’ll see him tonight! After the meal Y/B/F/N and I were stuffed! With our stomach full and energy even fuller we drove back to class.
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Preparing for our date tonight I decided to dress in some comfy jeans, girly top, and my coat. Since it was the winter I decide to bundle up with scarves, gloves, and hats. I lived near the Han River so I decided to walk there. Opening the front door of my dorm I walk out to the winter night feeling the cold air hitting my cheeks. The walk only took a few minutes before I spotted Chanyeol waiting near the river throwing pebbles at the glistening water.
“Chanyeol oppa!” I screamed laughing.
“Oh _______ you're here.” he answered.
“What are we doing tonight?” I said with a wide smile.
“I’m here to have a talk with you_______.” he replied with a stern face.
“Oh what is it oppa?”
“I think we should break up_______, I never loved you.”
“Haha oppa what are you saying!” I replied confused.
“I thought I made it clear that I don’t love you and never did!” he screamed.
“No, you're lying! I think the comeback is making you tired, lets go grab some dinner.” I replied grabbing onto his hand.
“I’m serious, I only acted like I love you because I was lonely and needed someone to comfort me!” he yelled yanking his hand away from mine.
“Chanyeol I can’t believe it!” I screamed tears running down my cheeks.
“Did all those happy times mean nothing to you?” I said crying.
“They meant nothing to me,…….you mean nothing to me.” he replied avoiding eye contact.
“You jerk! I thought you loved me! You were my first love!” I said falling down to the ground.
“Am I just your toy? Are you going to find another fan and do the same thing to her.” I said.
“I’m just a silly fan thinking that you loved me, it was to good to be true.” I said laughing at myself.
Silence he didn't even say anything or budge. I guess this is it.
“Bye Chanyeol, thanks for playing with my heart. Have fun with the next fan, make sure you treat her better this time.” I said before getting up and leaving with tears falling down my cheeks. I thought he loved me……I guess I was wrong.
Chanyeol’s P.O.V:
What have I done, I just broke up with ______. After she left I collapsed down to the ground tears streaming down. I wasn’t playing with you, what I had for you was real. I could never find a fan like you, I could never love someone as much as I love you, ______. I do love you, very….very….very much.