It was about 11pm when we all decided to go back, I still didn't manage to get to talk to him...but then again, why would he, he's hot and I'm not, he's got good taste and well I'm average, but then there's Emma who is drop dead gorgeous, I've gotta admit so I wouldn't be surprised if he hooked up with her this summer. *sigh* oh well, guess I'll just enjoy it while I can, the thing I hate the most though is everyone is leaving this week and I've gotta stay another week...so it means going through the whole process of having to try and meet people again which I absolutely hate.
When I got back into the chalet, the sofa bed in the front room was ready made for me, however my mum and sister was lying in it watching tv, and all I wanted to do right now is curl up into a ball, in fluffy pj's and well cry...I dunno why, but I felt a bit heart broken, maybe because of all the memories that this place holds...and that's when a year rolled down my cheek, just as I was thinking about him, that knob head who broke my heart just 7 months ago...I dunno why I ain't over him, maybe because I considered him my fort proper relationship even though we had only been going out for 6 weeks, maybe because I knew he was after 1 thing, maybe because he only went out with me because his 1st choice decided to get of with some other lad...I guess I was just some girl he thought he could fuck with, fuck with my feelings and literally try to fuck me...but I said no, obviously, I still have my innocence, I ain't read for that.
I didn't want to interrupt my mum and sister from watching their film so I made my self a cup of tea and went onto the balcony for some fresh air, but this could have been the worse mistake I made, every little part of the holiday camp had some sort of memory and it just made me cry and cry and cry. I must have been out here for about half an hour and that's when I heard to people rowing, however no matter how upset I am, I am still nosey, so I tried to quieten my sniffling and well my whole self so I could listen...
'You phoned me up and told me you loved me' the girl said
I couldn't really hear the boy...it just sounded mumbled but the voice I sort of recognised.
And I could hear that poor girl sniffling...aww, whoever that boy is, he must have done something bad and at this moment In time I hate every boy in the universe, so even though I don't even have a clue who this boy is or the girl he hurt, I hate him. It's as simple as that...
'Who are you kidding, you don't hate every boy in the universe because you still love him'
Oh shut the fuck up you stupid voice in my head, if you haven't realised I'm trying to forget him.
Oh my god, I'm going nuts, IM BLOODY TALKING TO MYSELF! Yeah shut up Katrina.
Great, I missed the rest of the argument, just great.
Next day:
I woke up and I felt like absolute crap, I had a blocked nose, my eyes where all puffy and red and well my hair was just sticking up in so many places. And right now I didn't feel like doing anything. I checked the time on my phone and it was 7 am in the morning, oh what I would do to kill for another hours sleep...wait a minuet, no one else is awake so why not...but then I heard shuffling. I turned away and ignored it since I assumed it was my mum or dad going to the toilet and I tried to get back into my blissful sleep...then I heard music playing...so I tried to ignore that, but then I heard the kettle, and that really did it for me. WHAT DOES A GIRL HAVE TO DO TO GET SOME SLEEP AROUND HERE. And what the hell are my whole family doing up?!
I turned around and my mum was making herself some coffee and since I wasn't going to get any sleep any time soon I decided to ask her to make me some tea...well more like demanded, but oh well, both mean the same thing...well in my mind.
After me and mum had a chat about today's plans, which consisted of staying on site today and go crabbing and swimming (yeah I'm not, she must be crazy if she thinks I am) we decides to go to the laundrette and get the washing sorted.
'So come on, spill the beans'
Fear raised inside if me, surely she didn't know about me crying for about 3 hours straight last night.
'Katrina, you can't hide anything from me, well not even from your sister from the look of your face when you woke up this morning'
Gee thanks mum for sugar coating it...-.-
'I-I dun-no what you mean' I said while stuttering.
'Ermm I think you do, you know, you staying up to silly o'clock in the morning crying'
Fuck, I just want this world to swallow me whole right now.
'Ermm I wasn't, it was just allergies'
'Katrina, first of, it was at night, second of all, YOU DON'T HAVE ALLERGIES! I should know of all people since I'm your mother'
I really should have thought that answer through...woops.
'This place just holds so many memories of you know who...I guess I'm trying to deny that I love him but in reality I can't
Yeah me and my mum forbid to say his name. It's as simple as that.
'Sweat heart, why didn't you tell me? You know you could have told me'
'Thing is mum, I thought I was over him...but I guess I just proved myself wrong, it's hard when I'm staying in the place I met him for two weeks'
'We can go home yannoe'
'What, and ruin this holiday for all of you? No I don't think so, besides I would never hear the end of it of dad then'
'Yeah well we all know what he gets like sometimes'
'Mum could I have a pound to go to the arcade for a bit, I could do with getting out of this small room... And with all these machines in here, it really doesn't help'
'Yeah sure, here' she said while passing me a pound
Yes, finally, no more interrogation about last night...okay so maybe a bit over dramatic but yeah you get the point, I just don't wanna think about last night cause I'll just end up in years again.
When I arrived to the arcade, he was there!
'Its your chance Katrina'
Oh shut up you stupid voice, I am not talking to him, he can talk to me first if he wants me...which is very doubtful.
I put my pound in the machine that turns them into 2ps and had a go in the slot machines, why not ay? They have got to be the best arcade machines...okay, I'm only saying that because I don't know how to play the rest in here apart from ice hockey, which involves 2 players, and well there's only one of me and the car and motorcycle machines.
After i ran out I walked back to the laundrette, however I couldn't help but notice, each time I moved, he moved that bit closer to me and at one point he was behind me, and bloody hell does he smell good, I could get lost in that smell, it's just so sexy and...
'SHUT UP WILL YOU, YOU SOUND LIKE A PERV'
Shit did I say that out loud, wait I'm on my own, STUPID VOICE IN MY HEAD INTERRUPTING MY VERY DIRTY BUT IMAGINATIVE THOUGHTS. Argh.
Stupid, stupid voice. I swear I'm going crazy.
I went back to the laundrette to see my mum and she was just finishing up, I checked the time and it was 9am. My sister and dad must be up now so I made my way back to the chalet and what a surprise they was.
A few hours later:
We all went swimming at about 2, and it was alright, but I just couldn't stay in there for too long because my hands started going all horrible and my hair went all knotty. Okay so I may sound a bit fake at the moment, but you do not realise what happens to my hair if I stay in swimming pool water for too long, it takes so much conditioner and brushing my hair so many times just to get the hideous knots out. So after about an hour I got out, went to the showers and cleaned of. I decided to go back into the arcade since that's where it seems the hot lad hangs around.
I went in their and what a surprise he was on the fruit machine and not that much later my mum dad and sister soon followed in. My mum then went on the fruit machine while I say on the seat of a car game, in a position that normal people would consider abnormal, but very normal to me, and then he came over to the fruit machine next to me...OMG he's so close to me...bloody hell, he smells so nice and Fucka-
'Shut up you Peru'
Shut up imaginary voice.
Okay Katrina, keep it cool, just play on your phone, act like your not bothered he's next to you, then I realised I left my iPhone at home and brought my shitty blackberry out instead. Good one Katrina, what you gunna do now. Right I could still search Facebook and talk to Kelly on bbm. Tell her about this amazingly hot lad:') wait he's next to me, he'll be able to read over my shoulder.
'I won £25 on that machine the other day'
That voice sounded so close to me, I looked up and notice the hot lad taking to MY MOTHER?! Oh, you better keep your hands of him mum!
'Oh really?' I heard her reply
'Yeah' oh his voice...
Okay maybe I do sound a bit pervy...oh well, this boy next to me, smells so good and looks so damn sexy, well how could I keep my mins from dirty thoughts?
Next thing I now my mums talking about my sister to my dad.
'Is that your sister they're talking about?'
I look up and he's actually talking to me. OMG YES! AHHHH! HE'S FUCKING TALKING TO ME. HAPPY DANCE. Wait shit, reply knob!
'Ermm yeah' OMG I hope that didn't sound all weak and stupid like. Oh god he's gunna think I'm an idiot.
'Haha, by any chance do you know any of these logos' he asks.
What the fuck is he talking about. Wait he's showing me his phone...oh that makes sense..the game he's on.
'No sorry'
'Ohh okay, my names Adam by the way' mmm, sexy name...okay maybe not, but since he's so sexy, his name just sounds it...
Shut it Katrina-.-
'My names Katrina' I say while smiling at him, I could feel my cheeks burning up as he smiles back at me. He must think I'm a idiot with the way I look right now. I must look like a tomato.
We kept taking for a while and he finally asked for my number, I have him my iPhone number since I dot use my Blackberry for texting, and he left, he said he'd text me later and the minuet I walked into the chalet, I heard my phone beep, and a message from an number not saved in my contact list and said 'hey;) xx'
Yup, definitely him:)! AHHHH!
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Okay, what do you think? Not sure? Katrina finally met the hot lad!! So what's gunna happen next?
This took me so long! Ah my god.
Comment what you think, I would really appreciate your views on this story:3!
Oh and btw, I wrote this on my phone so their may be some errors on here and on my previous chapters, but as soon as I get on the only laptop in the house, I will go through them and check for spelling mistakes and correct them:)!