it hasn't come back to me
I'm worried that it
did something to her
but I know
I know deep down
even though it hasn't completely
sunken in yet
that it can't
because the only one it can hurt
is me
but it seems to do that easily
and now that it knows I love her
it will use her against me
and that is something
I cannot handle
-Graham
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I'm mad because I can't go to a trampoline park tomorrow