Chapter 8 Trembling
Holding a large bundle of psychiatric hospital materials and thinking about it most of the night, Qiao Zhenzhen finally wanted to understand why Chi Shen did this. Nearly one o'clock in the morning, she suddenly sneered, raised her hand and turned off the light and went to sleep.
She was too angry. She had a dream as soon as she fell asleep. In the dream, she was lying on the sofa and told Chi Shen seriously. Every time he said a word, he took out a psychiatric hospital manual and threw it at her. She said that in the middle of the night, he threw it away most of the night. As a result, she was gradually buried by the manual, her heart became heavier and her breathing heavier, and she was infinitely suffocating.
When she was about to be suffocated, the desire to live made her open her eyes suddenly, and after a few deep breaths, she realized that the material that was placed by the pillow yesterday, I don't know when it ran on to her body, and it should have been covered on her body. The quilt fell to the ground.
... No wonder she suffocated, co-authoring was because the air conditioner was too cold and the materials were used as quilts. Qiao Zhenzhen felt inexplicably bad, and he remembered Chi in his heart again, and then slowly washed down the stairs.
"Get up, come over for breakfast," Qin Jing was sitting in the living room drinking coffee. She said hello casually, but in the next second she saw her dark circles, "Did you stay up late yesterday?"
Qiao Zhenzhen yawned: "Well, I have some insomnia."
"Is it insomnia or playing games and chasing drama?" Qin Jing was not happy, "You are in the third year of high school, and you are about to take the college entrance examination. Can you study hard?"
Qiao Zhenzhen was a little faint: "I also want to study hard, but I can't understand the teacher."
"I haven't studied in the previous two years. It's strange if I can understand it. When will you let me save some snacks?" Qin Jing's face suddenly stood up.
"I will study hard in the future." Qiao Zhenzhen promised.
Qin Jing sneered: "Do you think I will believe it?"
Qiao Zhenzhen curled his mouth and looked at her eagerly, as pitiful as a malnourished kitten.
"...What do you look at, eat quickly, and learn to be at least as good as your body, right?" Qin Jing gave her a sideways glance.
Qiao Zhenzhen was happy now, and after breakfast with Qin Jing, he took two more pizzas before leaving.
It took a long time for her to eat breakfast. When she arrived at the school, she was already late. There were only a few students left at the school gate. One of them was Chi Shen, who was standing in the corner and waiting.
As soon as Qiao Zhenzhen saw him, he remembered the fear of being dominated by nightmares. He immediately walked over with a blank face and slammed the pizza box in front of him: "Here!"
Chi Shen took it silently and started eating in front of her. He didn't like sweet and salty things, and couldn't stand the taste of cheese and cheese, but in front of her, he took a bite after another.
[Favorite +5, 90 points in existence]
Qiao Zhenzhen sternly waited for him to finish eating, and then suddenly said, "I'm not sick."
Chi Shen's hand holding the garbage from the meal suddenly tightened, her thin lips pressed into a straight line, and her eyes looked straight at the ground, without the intention of looking at her.
When Qiao Zhenzhen saw his escaping virtue, he laughed directly: "I'm not crazy either. I treat you well because I want to be nice to you and want to be friends with you. What about you? What do you think? ?"
The answer Chi Shen gave was to take a step back in silence.
"Chi Shen!" She gritted her teeth.
Chi Shen was finally willing to look at her directly. After staring at her for a long time, his face became paler and paler.
The school's morning reading bell rang, and the vendors at the school's gate began to close the stalls. The school security guard took the iron lock and was about to lock the door. Seeing that they were still outside, he immediately urged: "There are two students over there, which class is from which class? Not come in yet?!"
Qiao Zhenzhen stood still, stalemate with Chi Shen. I used to think that he was mentally ill, so I didn't dare to push him easily, for fear that he would be forced to have an attack. Now that I know that he is not ill, I can't let him go anymore. I have to explain the misunderstanding.
She is good to him, not because of a split personality or mental illness, but because she wants to be nice to him and wants to protect him. She needs him to understand this.
Chi Shen opened his thin lips slightly, took a trembling breath, and then opened his voice even more rough and unpleasant: "Go to the hospital."
Qiao Zhenzhen: "..."
After a brief silence, she was sure that what Chi Shen believed would not change easily. She was completely out of action. After a deep glance at him, she turned her head and walked to school. Chi Shen watched her back further and further away, and finally forced him to bend over and vomit on the ground with her stomach overwhelmingly overwhelming.
After bursts of nausea, he emptied his stomach. At the end of the vomiting, there was nothing to vomit, and he barely vomited some water. He looked at the extra filth on the ground, and his fingertips couldn't help shaking.
Qiao Zhenzhen walked very fast, and did not notice the movement behind him. When he was approaching the teaching building, he looked back, but he did not see Chi Shen. She hurriedly looked back, and waited for a while to see Chi Shen appearing before she breathed a sigh of relief. However, before she was too relaxed, she noticed that his face became more ugly. It was only pale before, and now there is a faint blue in the white.
...I scared people like this?
Qiao Zhenzhen suddenly regretted and felt that she had acted too hastily. She wanted to come forward and explain, but when she thought that her approach would only make him more nervous, she stopped her steps and turned upstairs cruelly.
Chi Shen silently followed behind. Her hesitation and determination fell in his eyes. He didn't seem to have any emotions, but followed quietly.
The two came into the classroom one after the other. Zhao Lianqiao hated him when he saw it, and opened the textbook with a sullen face, but couldn't enter a word.
As usual, Qiao Zhenzhen ignored her, and when he sat down, he began to think about what to do next. Although it seemed good to maintain the current state, she couldn't let him follow her for a lifetime.
Chi Shen is an individual. He will have a long life waiting for him in the future. He must know the normal way of making friends, and he must also learn to express his feelings normally. He can't stay in a dark corner as a mushroom all his life.
how should I do it? Qiao Zhenzhen propped his chin in thought, thinking about a class time and finally came up with a way.
At noon that day, she took a leave of absence after having lunch with Chi Shen, and did not come back until evening for her self-study. In the next few days, she took leave of absence either in the morning or in the afternoon. She didn't go to class well for the whole week, just no matter how she took leave. , Will come back to supervise Chi Shen's meal at the meal.
Chi Shen tried to follow her as before, but every time she asked for leave, she was in class and occasionally skipped school. Every time she left without warning, and when he was in trouble, he gradually realized it. , She deliberately avoided herself.
It's okay, this is normal. Chi Shen looked at the empty seat again, his heart hurting like it was crushed.
Qiao Zhenzhen disappeared from time to time, and caused a small discussion in the class. They were all guessing that she was going to go abroad, and she often asked for leave to participate in the interview.
"Lian Qiao, you are Qiao Zhenzhen's best friend. Do you know what she has been doing lately?" Someone asked Zhao Lianqiao to gossip.
Zhao Lianqiao squinted at the man: "It's not going abroad anyway."
"How do you know?" The man was curious.
Because Qiao Jian went to Zhao Qin every day, but he never mentioned that Qiao Zhenzhen was going abroad. Zhao Lianqiao was a little unhappy: "It's not going abroad anyway, I don't know anything else."
She wants to know why Qiao Zhenzhen asked for leave more than anyone else. The original text didn't mention what she did during this time period. She couldn't guess how to guess. This feeling of being out of control is really bad.
"You don't know, then she kept the secret strictly enough," the man was even more curious, and when he turned his head and saw Chi Shen in the corner, his eyes lit up, "Do you think he would know?"
Zhao Lianqiao casually followed his line of sight and became impatient when he saw Chi Shen: "I don't know, you can ask him if you want to."
"...I just gossip with you, why are you so excited?" The man was a bit speechless, and turned his head to talk to someone else.
Zhao Lianqiao always looks carefree in the class, and he has not lost control like he is now, so that he has been left alone. She gritted her teeth and took a deep look at the pond, and took the account to him.
We must think of a way to solve this thorny issue as soon as possible.
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When Qiao Zhenzhen came out of the last psychiatric hospital, she only felt refreshed. It was already seven o'clock in the evening when she hurried back to school. She didn't have time to accompany Chi Shen for dinner, so she didn't go to self-study at night, so she went straight back. Home now.
Qin Jing was doing yoga when she got home, and she was surprised when she saw her come back: "Isn't school not over yet? Why are you back?"
"I feel a little uncomfortable, so I returned early." Qiao Zhenzhen deliberately coughed.
Qin Jing squinted at her: "Don't pretend, don't want to go to school if you don't want to go to school, follow me to make these curves."
Qiao Zhenzhen smiled and hurried back to the bedroom to rest.
She didn't need to study at night. She went to bed before nine o'clock and did not wake up until six o'clock the next day. When she woke up, she checked her schoolbag first and made sure everything was there before going to school. Deep in the pool.
However, after searching for a circle, he did not see him.
Qiao Zhenzhen was uneasy. After searching for a few times to make sure that he didn't see anyone, he frowned and walked to school.
She felt faintly uneasy in her heart, and her walking speed kept accelerating, until she finally started to trot. When she was a few meters away from the classroom, she heard Zhao Lianqiao's yelling voice--
"I have always known that you are a pervert, but I didn't expect you to be so perverted. You are so disgusting!"
Qiao Zhenzhen didn't even want to rush into the classroom. As soon as he entered the room, he saw that most of the students in the class were there. At this moment, the inner three floors and the outer three floors surrounded the back row corners. The prisoner held Chi Shen like a prisoner, and Zhao Lianqiao poked Chi Shen's nose and cursed.
Qiao Zhenzhen rushed into his forehead with a violent anger, and asked sharply, "What are you doing?!"
As soon as she spoke, everyone looked over, and the onlookers voluntarily gave up a way, and came back up after she walked into the encirclement.
Zhao Lianqiao saw that she was coming, and hurriedly handed her what was in her hands: "Look, is this yours?"
Qiao Zhenzhen's face was dark, and as soon as he lowered his head, he saw a half-pack of unpacked sanitary napkins. It is a foreign niche brand, there are no counters in China, and the price is expensive. She is allergic to most sanitary napkins. Qin Jing carefully selected this one for many times. She personally buys it for her every year when she goes abroad to play. I am afraid she is the only one in the school to use it.
Seeing that Qiao Zhenzhen was not speaking, Zhao Lianqiao immediately squinted at Chi Shen proudly: "I saw him sneaking in your seat after school last night and didn't know what he was doing, so he turned over after he left. Looking through his table hole, I saw this."
"This is too perverted. I actually steal a girl's sanitary napkin." One of the onlookers whispered, "Now I start to sympathize with Qiao Zhenzhen."
"Really, it's too terrible to be stared at by perverts."
Qiao Zhenzhen's hand holding the sanitary napkin gradually tightened, and the soft packaging bag gradually deformed in her hand. Chi Shen lowered his head, his eyes hidden under the black slightly curled bangs, as quiet as a lifeless corpse.
But his fingers were clearly shaking.