Divya
I din't know how it happened, but we just kissed.. he kissed me!!
I was already very close to him partially hugging him due to the cold weather and the moment I felt his lips against mine I felt the world stop a second.
Everything felt right when he was sucking and pressing his lips with mine and I just couldn't think of anything else that moment.
It's not like I'm into this in a trace, I know what I was doing.. but it wasn't feeling wrong to me shockingly..
He quickly apologized thinking of what I would feel and I din't know what to answer as I was myself confused of how to process it.
"It's getting late Arjun", I said
"Divi please I'm sorry.. I.. I really din't mean to offend you", he said with moist eyes
"Arjun", I whispered seeing his almost cry
"I'm sorry Divi", he kept mumbling
"Arjun please don't say sorry, it wasn't your mistake also.. I should have pushed you which I dint.. so should I also be sorry for letting you do?", I asked
"Are you angry on me?", He asked
"Not at all Arjun, I'm not angry on you", I said holding his hand
"Do you regret what happened?", He asked
Stuck! Why should he ask this now?
"I probably should, but I honestly don't.. I don't know Arjun, when it's with you I feel everything right", I said my heart out
"Ok then come", he smiled
"Wait.. do you regret it?", I asked back curiously
"Never Divi, it's just that I regret not taking your permission before.. but I don't regret kissing you", he said looking at my lips
And involuntary even my eyes moved to his lips but realising I quickly averted my gaze.
"Shall we go?", He asked
I nodded and sat back behind him and drove to my home and luckily it's not raining heavily now.
We soon reached and I felt all awkward thinking of what just happened..
"Ok bye then", I said turning around
I turned to leave but stopped when I felt him holding my wrist.
"I'm sorry again Divi, I don't want you to be embarrassed with me.. if that's bothering you to even look at me then can we just forget it?", He asked
Heck I don't wanna forget what happened.. it's my first kiss ever and I can't forget it just like that.
Everytime I see any kissing scenes I used to feel disgusting of how they would just stick there mouth with the other but today I myself was so lost that I din't want him to back off at all.
I din't know what to answer so giving him a small nod I went inside and waved him a bye to which he smiled and left the place.
The next day also went in a blink and I kept thinking about the kiss we shared last night.. it was magical.
We couldn't meet in the morning and it was already a wrap for the day and me and Anu went out looking for both of them.
We spoke for a while and we where waiting for Bhai to come so that we can leave and all the while I found an intense gaze on me and I know it's him.. Arjun!
Minutes later, I bid bye to him and turned around to leave but stopped when I felt someone holding my hand, I knew it was him and every time his touch make me shutter.
I slowly looked back and he was looking deep into my eyes, for a second I found myself lost in his deep black orbs.
I turned facing him completely and he left my hand, I raised my eyebrows asking him what and he stood up right infront of me.
"I don't know if this is the right time or no to say this, initially when I thought to express my feelings I decided to make it very special for both of us.. but now I think I no longer can keep it within me", he said slowly taking my hand in his
Feelings? I hope he doesn't say something I can't handle to listen..
"I Love You Divya", he said cupping my cheek
I din't know what to answer, this is something I never expected.. what do I do now?
"I don't know how this happened, but the first time I saw you I knew it was just you.. I wouldn't say some filmy dialogues, but one thing Divi.. I'll always protect you from all the odds and give you all the love I can throughout my life", he said genuinely
Although I know his flirting nature, I also know if he say something he mean it everytime. But I know this isn't gonna happen ever.
"I'm sorry Arjun, but I.. I don't feel such for you.. you are.. are just my friend and.. honestly all this wouldn't work between us", I said not meeting his eyes
He left my hands and stayed silent for a couple of minutes.
"I understand, sorry if I troubled you with my words.. I wouldn't talk about this again, but I.. I hope..", he was saying while I interrupted
"Our friendship wouldn't spoil Arjun", I voiced out his concern
He gave a sad smile and we both stood silent for a couple of minutes.
"Arjun", I whispered seeing his fallen face
"I'm fine Divi, don't think otherwise.. and hey seems like Siddharth Bhai came, you should probably leave", he said casually
Is he trying to hide his pain? Is he in pain? Hell yes, I could see how genuine he was while confessing it to me and I just rejected?
Love was something I never thought of.. and when he said he loves me and my instant answer was a no, but now I don't know if I did right by doing such..
I should have asked him some time to figure out things, but heck why am I this confused in life?
Arjun
I thought I would make it special but heck I was all nervous after the kiss we shared last night.. although she said she doesn't regret, I know she must be feeling embarrassed.
We never shared anything such till now and a kiss is out of box for her to process.
I somehow decided that I'm gonna tell it to her all straight without any much preparations.. I was feeling hell nervous the entire day and Aarav kept comforting me but nothing seems to work..
And finally I did it.. but to my bad luck she rejected stating we are just friends.. was it really just Friendship between us and nothing more?
After Divya and Anu left, Aarav came towards me probably understanding what just happened looking at my face.
"Bro I think you must give her some time to think", he said
"She said it off bro.. I'm just a friend to her and nothing more", I said sadly
"Arjun don't disappoint yourself, let's wait", he said
"I'm going home", I stated
"You can go alone?", He asked concerned
"I'm not drunk Aarav, I can manage.. bye", I smiled sadly
He tried to say something but I took my bike and drove to my house.
"Hey kiddo", I heard dad
"I wish I was dad", I replied
"Arjun, what happened?", He probably sensed something is wrong
"Dad", I whispered taking him in a hug
I spit it out, about our kiss till my confession..
"Does she really don't like me dad?", I asked sobbing in his arms
"Shh Arjun, you should probably give her some time.. as far as I know she isn't someone who allows anyone in her comfort zone easily.. and if you are in it then you are important to her Arjun..", it was mom now
"Aarav also said the same.. but when she clearly said she doesn't feel the same then what's the use maa", I asked
"Arjun.. ok fine, forget all this for now and get ready.. I'll make your favourite and send", mom said
I know she's trying to cheer me but honestly I just need her.. only her!
I got up and went back to my room and getting freshen up I fell on the bed and don't know when I drifted to sleep.
I wokeup when I felt continuous noise and looked at mom who was standing next to me.
"What happened mom?", I asked rubbing my eyes
"Divya was calling you since very long Arjun.. initially I thought not to disturb you as you where fast asleep but I guess she will be worried if you won't talk now", mom said
I nodded taking my phone from her and mom left the room closing the door.
I looked at my phone only to find 29 missed calls and 37 messages, all from Divya alone.
I wonder what and immediately dailed her number which she picked in the first ring..
"Arjun", she called
"Yeah Divya, is everything alright?", I asked
"No, nothing is alright.. do you know from how long I was trying reach you?", She yelled
"Sorry, I was sleeping till now.. anything important?", I asked
"Sleeping? As far as I know you usually don't sleep at this time right?", She asked
"Yeah, just felt a bit tired so lied back", I said
"You fine?", She asked concerned
"Yeah I'm good Divya", I replied
"When did you start calling Divya again?", She asked
"Means?", I asked
"You always love calling me Divi, don't you? Then what happened now Arjun? If my answer is a no, I'm no one to you?", She asked sniffing
"Divi no, it's not like that.. absolutely not", I said
"Then what is it Arjun?", She asked and I could sence her crying by her voice
"Divi you are important to me, whatever your answer is my feelings wouldn't change.. so stop thinking all that, I was sleeping so couldn't answer your call", I clarified
"Pakka?", She asked
"Pinky promise", I smiled
"Ok then, take care.. I'll text you again in some time ok? Mom is calling", she said
"Okay bye", I said and cut the call
I smiled seeing her photo in my wallpaper.. she's concerned for me, she cares for me.. that's enough for me then..
Three days passed and I felt time moving very slow, probably coz I was trying to distance myself from Divya..
Not like I wanna ignore her, but everytime I see her I feel I may loose my control like the night I kissed her..
I did notice she was trying to talk to me and tons of calls and messages.. but I maintained my conversation to just monosyllables only.
I don't know what she must be thinking about me after all these days but I hope she just doesn't take me wrong..
I love her.. and will always do, I hope I can be back to normal with her atleast like a friend..
I can't dare to loose her as a friend atleast but I'm just unable to form guts to face her after that incident..
"Arjun", dad came to my room
"Yes dad", I replied
"Come down, there's someone for you", he said
"For me? Aarav?", I asked
"He would have directly come to you Arjun.. it's not him", dad said
"Then who is it dad?", I asked
"Do you mind moving your ass from the same place you where sticking to and come and see yourself?", He asked more like a taunt
"Ok fine, come", I said moving along
The moment I reached down my eyes widen in shock seeing the person I don't wanna meet atleast now..
Divya!
"Divya", I whispered
"Oh hi Arjun, I hope I din't come in any odd time disturbing your valuable time", she said
Is she also taunting me? But what did I do?
Mom dad looked equally surprised by her words and so am I..
"What?", I asked confused
"Nothing, you free now?", She asked
"Ahh.. yeah", I said slowly
"Good then, won't you ask your guest to sit atleast?", She asked me raising her eyebrow
What is she upto?
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