Addiction

By desiredheartss

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I didn't deserve her. At the end of the day, no one deserved her. ~~ Camila Sofia. Short, long wavy brown ha... More

Chapter 1- Cafรฉ
Chapter 2- inside
Chapter 3- "not working"
Chapter 4- meet up
Chapter 5- darlin'
Chapter 6- Ignoring
Chapter 7- tired
Chapter 8- no one
Chapter 9- Messed up
Chapter 10- in the wrong
Chapter 11- "Jack"
Chapter 12- Stay
Chapter 13- party
Chapter 14- coming back
Chapter 15- I want you
Chapter 16- Explain
Chaper 17- tell me
Chapter 18- no you don't
Chapter 19- Not fair
Chapter 20- no means no
Chapter 21- ๏ฟผapologized
Chapter 22- tapping out
Chapter 23- kids
Chapter 24- kiss
Chapter 25- A sec
Chapter 26- "I'm so sorry"
Chapter 27- comfort
Chapter 28- pain
Chapter 29- maybe
Chapter 30- Love
Chapter 31- bother
Chapter 32: needy

Chapter 33- oh

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By desiredheartss

       「 Camila 」

Waking up from a dream I frown.

Was that?

No.

I clench my thighs and my mind wanders off to yesterday making me clench them more.

What he did to me felt so good and I want more.

He's so good at it and I don't know how to do it myself.

I see besides me, Harry not there just in time Harry walks out of our bathroom, his hair messy and his eyes sleepy.

"What are you doing up?" His voice is grumpy and low and I look down.

What was that dream?

I've never dreamt anything so... sexual.

Harry lays besides me before grabbing me and pulling me in his arms.

"Sleep" he demands and I sigh before kissing his chest.

Somehow I'm squirming in place my lower part wanting something.

Harry notices and sighs, "baby lay still" his deep voice comes out.

And I scowl at nothing being annoyed, "I'm not tired" I bark back.

I sit up making Harry's hand just stay at my thigh rubbing it and I look at the time.

14:31 pm!

Are you joking how did I sleep so long!?

Did he really exhaust me that much?

I stand up going to the bathroom doing my business and brushing my teeth.

When I come out Harry comes in the bedroom making it clear that he used the other bathroom in the hallway his eyes on me before coming in front me of.

"Whats up?" He asks leaning down to my height and I look away.

How do I tell him I'm- what did he use.

Horny.

"Hungry" I mumble and he chuckles.

"Okay c'mon I'll make you something" he says softly, taking my hand and we go to kitchen where Dog sits in front of the tv watching Netflix.

He loves watching tv that's why Harry wakes up and turns it on for Dog.

I sit on the chair and watch him fix something, "want me to help" I tilt my head.

He shakes his head his back facing me.

"We're going to a event today" he says turning around and I tilt my head.

"A lot of fancy people will come and I have to make an appearance since I'm the head of my work, so I'll take you with me" he says and I smile.

"You didn't ask" I suppress my laughter and he raises his eyebrows before clearing his throat.

"Camila would you do the honor to be my date to this event?" He asks and I laugh.

"I don't know I'll have to check my-"

"My assistant will bring you dresses and you just choose" he says cutting me off and I nod.

"Will the guys also come?" I say hopefully and he nods placing waffles in front of me and I smile up at him.

He takes a seat besides me with his own plate.

~~

"Why can't you sit still Mila?" Harry asks and I stop shifting in my seat and I clench my thighs.

"Don't know" I mumble.

This feeling is frustrating.

Ugh!

"Do you like the red blue or cream white one?" The assistant asks, her name is Flora.

Her hair is dirty blond with highlights in her eyes brown and she so pretty.

I like the white dress, it's a long silk with a slit.

"The white one" I mumble and Flora looks confused not hearing me.

"Speak up baby" Harry lifts my chin with his index finger, causing me to look at Flora.

I turn to him with my eyebrows pinched, "speak up yourself" I say with a attitude and he raises his eyebrows.

"The white one Flora" Harry confirms, smirking at me and I huff crossing my arms.

Flora nods before she leaves Harry's office and I avoid his burning gaze.

He goes over to the door before bolting it and I frown.

Instead of taking a seat in front of his desks, he slides his chair in front of me, our knees touching.

I look at him confused.

"Tell me what's wrong and I'll fix it" he says amused, as if he knows what's wrong but want's me to say it and I look down.

He puts a hand on my thigh before pulling them apart and he rubs the inside of my thighs.

That feels good.

I swallow as I try to close my my legs he makes a tsk sound not letting me and I bite my lip.

"Look at me" he says and I look up at him.

He's so pretty. 

"Tell me darling" he taunts and I groan.

"Fine don't tell me" he shrugs standing up, his warm hands leaving my body and I huff out frustrated.

"C'mon we have to leave to the event" he pats the top of my hair.

~~

"Eli!" I yell happy seeing him, I run to him hugging him.

He laughs before pulling away, "what's up?"

I smile shrugging.

"You look gorgeous in that dress" his eyes goes down to my body and I smile.

"Thanks you-"

"Let's go" Harry grumbles throwing a arm around me and Eli smirks at him.

"We're meeting the others over there" Harry says and we all go into the car.

All Harry did was say that I looked good and he kissed me.

That's all!

I don't know what I want but I want something more.

Harry places a hand on my thigh while he's driving and I bite my lip.

"Hey keep it pg thirteen!" Eli yells and I shake my head laughing while Harry rolls his eyes giving my thigh a firm squeeze.

The car comes to a stop and we enter the event guard everywhere.

Outside and inside.

I frown but brush it off walking close to Harry.

"Remember if you have to go to the bathroom tell me" he says and I hum.

"Words"

"Yes" I murmur and he nods walking to a table with his name on it.

The lighting isn't dark but it isn't light either.

We meet the rest at our table and greet them.

I see people dancing as in fact dancing with fancy music.

I would love to dance with Harry but I don't know how to.

"Wait here okay" Harry says to me about to leave, but I grab him not wanting to be left.

"Please stay" I mumble and he sighs looking around before giving Eli a look.

"I'll come back fast love, I just have some business to take care of, stay with Eli okay" he leans down tucking my hair behind my ear and I roll my eyes letting him go.

"We have to talk about this attitude when I come back" he grabs my chin firmly giving me a sharp look.

He leaves and Eli gives me a drink.

"I don't drink" I smile up at him and he laughs.

"I know Cara it's not alcohol" he says teasingly.

"Oh thanks" I take a sip liking the taste.

Before I know it it's been twenty minutes and I look around for Harry but it's way too crowded.

I look over at Eli who's talking to a beautiful brunette girl.

"I'm going to the bathroom" I yell and he just nods I'm not sure if he heard me but.

I start walking trying to find the bathroom

I look to my left seeing the dance floor and a face catches my attention.

Harry with...someone?

A girl to be exact.

They're dancing that fancy dance.

Oh.

My eyes start to water.

Why am I sad it's just a dance am being ridiculous.

Then why do I feel like this?

A tear rolls down my cheek but I wipe it off aggressively being annoyed.

"Care to dance beautiful?" Someone says behind me I turn around his hand out for me to take.

His hair is yet black and he's tall.

I wouldn't want to dance with someone that's not Harry.

I turn my head to look at Harry and the girl seeing their smiles and he twirls her around.

I look back at the man.

"What's your name?" I ask tilting my head.

"I'll tell you when we're done dancing" he winks and I fiddle with my fingers.

"Don't know how to dance like that" I laugh awkwardly and he chuckles.

"I'll teach you just follow my moves" he says and I think about before grabbing his hand and he smirks walking us to the floor.

His hands grabs around my waist and I take my arms around his neck.

I accidentally step on his foot and I gasp.

"I'm so sorry" I say and he smiles.

"Look down at my feet honey" he says and I look down copying his actions and I start to get it.

"I'm doing it" I laugh and he nods smiling down at me.

We just look at each other dancing to the music and I feel proud for learning so fast.

"Trust me here" he whispers in my ear before twirling me and then he dips me and I giggle.

Woaw this is so fun.

He helps me stand straight and the song comes to an end.

"My name is-" before he can say his name a hand yanks me to them.

I gasp looking up seeing a angry Harry.

"Harry" I smile happily "this man just taught me how to do the fancy dance" I say excited and he just looks down at me.

"Camila what the fuck are you doing?" He says lowly and I tilt my head.

"What you were doing" I say simply and he clenches his jaw before turning to the man.

"Don't ever fucking touch her again Ryder" Harry says to him and I scoff.

I could say the same thing to the girl he was dancing with.

"Hey Harry didn't know that was you girl" Ryder smirks and Harry gives him a look and Ryder leaves with a smile.

Harry turns to me, "why were you dancing with-"

"You were dancing with someone too" I cross my arm and he sighs.

"That's fucking business, but you're too naive to think of that" he says grabbing my arm, dragging me somewhere.

"I told you to stay with Eli" Harry glares at me and I roll my eyes looking away.

"Where are we going" I mumble and he shakes his head.

"We are not going anywhere, you are. You're going home" he says with fake amusement and I glare at him.

"You're so unfair and I hope you know that" I mutter ripping my arm away from his grip.

He does things and then the second I do them he gets mad.

It's so annoying!

It's like living with my parents all over again.

I'm not allowed to do anything.

"The car will be here in five minutes" Harry says before making his way inside.

"Have fun with her" I yell after him and he just keeps walking.

Petty I know but I'm so frustrated.

I shouldn't have said that because it is his job he said.

I look around the parking place.

It's pitch dark outside.

A Tesla pulls up and I see Aiden, another of Harry work buddies.

I take a seat in the passenger seat and he gives me a smile.

"It got boring huh" he laughs and I look at him.

"No actually it was really fun" I say leaning in my seat and he chuckles.

I should ask him if he knows Ryder.

"Hey do you know a Ryder?" I hesitate to ask and he frowns staying quiet for a second.

"Why?" He asks and I shrug.

"Yeah we kinda hate him he's like our enemy since he tries to be better then Harry and he's just fucked mentally" Aiden says in disgusting and let out a oh.

Great.

Aiden drops me home and I get ready for bed.

Im I sleeping in the guest room because am mad?

Yes.

I also locked the door because last time I did this Harry just waited till he feel asleep and carried me in our bedroom.

Which I also got pissed about.

~~

I wake up tired which is something I hate.

I go to the bathroom connected to the bedroom I freshen up since I have to go to work.

I unlock the door and open it.

I gasp seeing Harry leaning up against the wall his eyes shut and soft snores coming out.

I think the noises I made wakes him up and I just look down at him.

"What are you doing?" I ask he rubs his eyes before standing up.

"Why did you lock the door?" He asks confused and sigh.

I decide not to answer him instead I go to the kitchen giving Dog food.

I hear him go to the bathroom before coming back to me.

"Mila-"

"Please stop Harry" I glare at him and he sighs.

"You had no right to get that mad" I cross my arms, "and then you just send me home" I say shocked.

"I had every right" he says shaking his head and I give up.

"Whatever"

"I'm not gonna apologize you need to realize-"

"No because you get mad for nothing! I did the exact same thing you did, did I get mad at you no I didn't" I yell and he pinches the bridge of his nose.

"But next time don't invite me if you're just gonna leave me and dance with another girl" I inform him.

"Quit yelling" he stresses and I scoff.

"Hope you had fun" I say smiling at he gives me a heated look.

"We're not even together" the second the words leaves his mouth regret takes over his face.

My face falls and so does my big girl facade.

I think I just heard my heart crack.

I go into the bedroom grabbing my work clothes and I change fast.

Harry comes in as I'm grabbing my phone.

"Don't know why I'm living here so" I say honestly and he looks guilty.

"No baby I'm sorry I didn't mean that" he sighs and I just glare at him.

"I don't care"

"I'll grab my stuff after work" I say about to walk away but he grabs my arm turning me around.

"Im sorry I danced with a another girl it was a job but I know I should have told you that wasn't fair

Im sorry I sent you home and sorry for always messing it up, I love you" he says cupping my cheeks.

"But you dancing with someone else wasn't fair either baby" he mutters and I sighs out frustrated.

"Well I wouldn't have done it if you didn't" I cross my arms.

"You know I'm yours" Harry says leaning down placing a kiss on the corner of my mouth.

"You're mine" I say grabbing his shirt in a fist and he nods.

"Always"

~~~

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