RAFE'S POV
"I'm telling you Rafe, one more screw up like this and you're done. Now get out of here. I can't even look at you." My dad spat at me and I couldn't help but laugh in disbelief. This was such bullshit.
My dad walked off, ending our conversation there. I bit my nail, trying to figure out what I was going to do. I'll admit, I did screw up, but to be fair, my dad should've never given me that much money to begin with.
"Told you." I heard a voice come up from behind me and I looked up to see my younger sister, Sarah, stand there with her arms crossed over her chest and smirk on her face. "Should've never bought that bike with the generator money."
God, she was such a bitch.
"Fuck you." I scowled as I stood up and walked past her.
I had to think of a way to fix this. I was tired of being a disappointment to my dad and for some odd reason, Sarah was always the favorite. I never understood why, but it was my turn to mean something to my dad.
I headed inside and grabbed the keys to my truck. I could always clear my mind by going for a drive, so that's what I was going to do.
Once I got my keys, I headed back outside and got in my truck. I sped down the driveway out onto the road with no destination in mind.
I was alone with my thoughts now and there was nothing I wanted more than to get vengeance on my sister. She was always the favorite and it never made any sense to me. She was such a princess, she always got what ever she wanted. It was like my dad would kiss the ground she walked on. It made me sick.
As I was driving down an isolated road, I noticed a girl with dark hair walking down the street. I slowed down and realized it was Scar. What the hell was she doing walking this street alone?
I came up from behind her and stopped once I approached her. She looked at my truck confused and I rolled the passenger side window down. I noticed her face soften once she realized it was me.
"Why are you always following me?" She grinned.
"The hell are you doing walking around here alone?" I asked, ignoring her question.
"Why does it matter? I don't have to tell you what I'm doing." She snapped back at me, now matching the tone that I gave her.
"Get in." I demanded as I unlocked the truck. It wasn't safe for her to walk these streets, especially alone, and especially being as hot as she was. She was new to town after all, she didn't know this place like I did.
She rolled her eyes before opening the door and getting in. "What's got your panties in a twist?" She raised an eyebrow at me.
"Don't," I snapped, hitting my steering wheel, causing her to jump. "Don't, j-just don't worry about it." I now said a little softer. I wasn't going to take my anger out on her. She didn't know, after all.
"Seriously, Rafe, what the hell is your problem?"
I wished she would've dropped it. It wasn't any of her concern, I didn't know why she cared so much.
"Don't worry about it." I repeated as I now began driving down the road again. I still didn't know where I was going, or even where Scar was going, but I didn't care right now.
"You can talk about it if you want, I'll listen." She said softly and once she said that, I instantly felt my demeanor ease.
I sighed as I ran my fingers through my hair. I didn't want to pour my problems on her, but she was the only one, out of everyone in my life, who was willing to do something no one else would. Listen to me.
"I-I'm so sick of being a disappointment to my dad, i-it's like I can't do anything right." I expressed.
"Welcome to the club." She laughed and I looked over at her, not understanding what she meant by her comment. "I'm sorry, continue." She now said once she saw my confused face.
"I mean, everything's always my fault, right? A-And my sister, it's never her fault. She's a fucking princess a-and I'm just sick of it. I-I can never seem to satisfy my dad and it's so frustrating. I don't know what to do." I sighed. I didn't know what else to say besides the fact that my sister was practically perfect and no matter how hard I tried, my dad wanted nothing to do with me.
"Pull over." Was all Scar said and I looked over at her confused again before she motioned towards the side of the road. I did as she said, pulling over to the side of the road. I had no idea why she was having me do this. "It's not your fault, okay?" She said softly as she now turned her body towards me. "I know it probably feels like your fault, and it feels like you can't do anything right, but you're trying your best, Rafe. If your dad can't see that you're trying your best, then it's his fault, not yours."
She spoke so softly, it sent chills down my spine. Her words seemed to comfort me in a way I've never felt before. Though she had no idea what my father and I have been through, she was right. If my dad can't see that I'm trying my best, then it's his fault, not mine.
"I-I try so hard." I told her, my voice cracking. I felt a lump form in my throat from how upset this made me and I instantly looked away from her, trying so hard not to cry. I didn't want to cry, especially in front of her. I was more of a man than that.
"Hey," Scar whispered. She leaned over the center console of the truck and gently placed her hand along my jaw, directing my face towards her which led to us now make eye contact. "You're gonna be okay." She softly nodded. "If it makes you feel any better, I know how you feel. Trust me."
When she said that, I couldn't help but wonder what she was talking about. How could she possibly know how I felt?
"You do?" I asked her after a few seconds of studying her face.
"I do, Rafe. But that's a story for another time." She said as I felt her fingertips gently glide against my jaw. "Things will get better, I promise."
Between her gentle touches on my face, and our faces being merely inches apart, our soft tones toward each other, and the fact that she was listening to me, I couldn't help but feel some type of way.
She was so insanely gorgeous, and the fact that I was able to secure a type of relationship with her that no one else had made me feel so empowered.
I had yet to be this close to her and as I took in every inch of her beauty, I couldn't help but crave to feel her lips against mine. I looked down at her full lips that seemed so soft. I felt myself slowly lean in, and soon enough, my lips were pressed against hers, and for a split second, I felt an electrifying sensation run down my spine.
Scar pulled away after a second and my eyes opened, not expecting her to pull away. "Rafe," She breathed and I saw her eyes dart back and forth between my eyes. I waited for her to say something else to stop whatever was about to happen. I saw a slight grin on her face before she gently crashed her lips back into mine and God, I loved the way her lips felt on mine.
Our lips continued to dance together as if we've both been craving this, despite knowing each other for all of three days. It had been so long since I felt someones lips against mine, and now that her lips were finally on mine, I could feel myself melting into her.
I leaned into her more, placing my hand along her jaw as her ear was in between my fingers. My tongue gently brushed her lips, asking to enter. I wanted to taste every inch of her. And almost instantly, her lips spread apart in the kiss, my tongue now reaching for hers.
My entire body was pulsating at this encounter. I couldn't help but want more. She was so fucking hot, I didn't know how I got so lucky.
I pulled my lips away from hers and I heard a soft moan escape her lips at my action. My lips soon placed themselves on her neck, leaving soft and gentle kisses down her neck and along her collarbone that was exposed. I then moved my way back up her neck, gently sucking and nibbling at her skin as I heard her breathe even heavier and another moan escaping her mouth. I loved the way her moans sounded.
I felt her fingers now run through my hair, tugging at the ends, which drove me crazy. The simplest gestures made the lower part of my body throb, and it wasn't long before I was hard.
I pulled away from her, both of us breathing heavily from the moment we had together. She lifted up the center console that separated us, which turned into a middle seat for the front row of my truck and I pulled her closer to me, both of us still trying to catch our breath.
Scar bit her lip, and I could tell she was trying not to smile. I wanted to know so badly what was going on in her mind. She soon leaned in and our lips met again, that electrifying sensation running down my spine again.
I felt her place her hand on my chest before lightly and slowly making its way down my body. Her touch left goosebumps on my skin. As her hand made its way down my body, she stopped at the waistband of my shorts. She placed her hand over my crotch and I could feel myself throbbing like crazy. I hadn't been touched in so long.
I felt her smile into the kiss as she realized I was just as aroused as I needed to be.
"Mmm," Scar said softly as she pulled away from the kiss, our faces only about an inch apart. "You're so hard, Rafe." She smirked.
"Shit, Scar." I breathed. I was so turned on right now, I was dying to do something to relieve myself.
I watched Scar as she bit her lip again before I felt her hands try and undo my shorts. I looked down as I watched her hands, my mouth dropped open from the way she was already making me feel and the fact that this was happening.
Once she got the button on my shorts undone, I helped her slide my shorts down a bit. She pulled down the waistband of my boxers and my member sprung up, excited to see her.
I watched Scar to see what she was thinking or what she was going to do next. She lightly spit on my dick before her hand was wrapped around it, gently stroking it up and down. Scar leaned down and I felt her tongue lick around the tip. I closed my eyes, a moan escaping my mouth.
"Shit," I rasped as I felt myself in her mouth. This was the last thing I would've expected to happen to me today, but God did I need it.
I felt Scar's head continue to bob up and down on my hard member and I had to hold onto her head, my fingers tangled in her hair. This felt so good.
I had been wondering when we were going to start our fun together, but this was it. This was the start and I was so glad we went in this direction.
I couldn't help but moan as Scar continued to work whatever magic she was doing to my dick. She would reach herself further down my member, and at one point I felt myself in the back of her throat.
Though she had just started, I could feel myself throbbing profusely, and I felt like I was going to release any second. I didn't want to finish this quickly, but considering I hadn't been touched like this in such a long time and it was coming from Scar, I couldn't help myself.
"Fuck, Scar," I seethed, squeezing my eyes closed and resting my head back. "I-I'm gonna-"
Scar took her mouth off of my member and began stroking my dick faster, and I was getting closer and closer. I bit my lip as I looked down at her, and I saw her with her mouth open above my dick. That sight in of itself made me finish, my remains going right into her mouth.
"Fuck," I sighed, finally releasing myself. I looked down at Scar to see her swallow before she left a light kiss on my tip, causing me to flinch from how sensitive I was.
She looked up at me now, a smile on her face. "I told you things will get better." She lightly laughed and I couldn't help but grin at what she was talking about.
"That was so fucking hot," I breathed, trying to catch my breath. I pulled up my boxers and my shorts, now situating myself after an intense moment.
Scar shrugged as she licked her lips. "Glad I could help you take your mind off of things." She smirked.
During that moment, I had completely forgotten why she was even here to begin with. She helped distract me from what was going on and I seriously needed it.
After a few minutes of us collecting ourselves back to normal, me still trying to come down the high I was just on, I couldn't help but think about amazing Scar just made me feel. I knew I was going to enjoy our time together.
I now drove Scar into town since she told me she was going to just walk around. I told her I didn't have any coke at the moment, since I wasn't prepared for something like that, and she told me not to worry about it.
She reached over and kissed my cheek before she said goodbye and exited my truck. I watched her as she walked away from me and I bit my lip.
She had just left and I was already craving to be with her again.
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