"Every тιмe yoυ нυrт мe, тнe leѕѕ I cry.
Aɴd every тιмe yoυ leαve мe, тнe qυιcĸer тнeѕe тeαrѕ dry."
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You woke up in a strange place, white emblazoned the empty place. The clothes you're wearing is different your last clothes, a white unblemished dress. A green ring used up onto one of your knuckles, very peculiar sight. Nothing greeted you, you're clearly clueless. Instead of lingering onto the same place, you chose to moved both of your feet to explore the endless. Suddenly, a familiar voice droned sesomnated,
"Why're you here, (F/N)? It isn't your time to be here."
"Eh.. This voice?"
You slew swiftly towards the source where the voice perceived. As expected, you saw your grandmother standing with a nice dress, a horrified countenance plastered onto her visage. Unwittingly, tears trickled down onto your cheeks. Nonetheless, your body glutinous latched there,
"Grandma... Where are we?"
"You shouldn't be here, (F/N). What did you do this time? Losing your control?"
"... Someone messed up with my mind... She keep playing my bad memories to tore me apart.."
"It means you should be stronger."
"I know.. Maybe I'm too pompous, I should've stayed inside the Villa with Iida-kun.."
"It's okay, (F/N). I know you're doing anything that you could do at that time."
".. Iida-kun and the rest will be devastated.."
"People learn better from experiences. Now, you need to help your friends to bring your boyfriend back."
"Katsuki isn't my boyfriend."
"Or that Todoroki boy?"
"Neither him, grandma! Pft-Why we're arguing about this?"
"It's been a long time to see your smile. Good bye (F/N), I'll be with you 'till the end of the lines."
"Wait-Grandma-!"
Your eyelids became heavy as your consciousness slowly disembodied. 'I haven't told her that I'm gonna continue what she's started-!' Thought you. Suddenly, your eyes furled open, and you're in a different whole place. A small room, small window where the sun's ray bathed in the room.
"... Where am I again..?"
You haven't retrieved some morals onto the bed where you're resting. You looked down and caught a certain figure slowly waking up from his slumber. Not the blond lad, but the Half-and-Half boy. You didn't need to decipher his mind to know that he's been waiting for your awareness, but you didn't want to elucidate it onto your reverie.
"You're awake?"
".. I'm..."
"Are you feeling better?"
"Yes, I'm fine.."
"Good then."
"Where's Katsuki, Todoroki-kun? Is he coming back?"
"He's still under abduction."
"I see... I'm still dizzy, would you mind to leave me alone so I can take another rest, Todoroki-kun?"
Your tone was stoical, but Todoroki sensed hatred from it. He retrieved that you dislike his entity right now. But he couldn't hold his urge anymore, he stood up from his seat and leaned closer towards your willow figure,
"What is he for you, (F/N)?"
"Who? Katsuki? Why you should know, Todoroki-kun?"
"I thought we're best friends."
"We were."
"Why, (F/N)? What did I do wrong?"
"A lot of things."
"What are them?"
"You don't even know your mistakes, it makes me hate you more."
"You hate me? That's why you choose to hang-out with a balderdash like Bakugō ?"
"He isn't a Balderdash, Shōto-!"
You screeched loudly, left Todoroki surprised. You've lost your forbearance, stifled within Todoroki's stubbornness. And, he chose not to argue furthermore or he'll be dead because of your tantrum.
"You're always taking reckless actions, you never asked my opinion! You make me worried and keep telling that you're alright when you're not! I hate that!"
"...I-"
"You're acting like you really care about me but in the fact, you aren't-"
"Hold on, I care about you, (F/N). What makes you think like that?"
"You became Yaoyorozu-san's girlfriend."
"It's a different pragmatic."
"IT ISN'T! Let me ask you, do you even have a feeling towards her? Even just for a bit?"
"I don't mind with her."
"That's your only reason?"
"Yes."
"Then what if I was the one who asked you out? Would you accept me because of pity?"
"Would you even ask me out?"
"I loved you, Shōto!"
The sudden confession busted from your mouth, left Todoroki, very shocked. Hall of his heart scrunched when he heard the confession, regretted about the decision that he think was the most proper one before.
"You're opened up to me, caring about me, doing anything which makes my heart flutters! And, you're seeing me only as best friends! You acted like you're my boyfriend, you're just too dense to notice that-"
"I didn't know.."
"You wouldn't know. It suffocated me, Shōto!"
"I'm sorry, (F/N)."
"Your apologies don't mean anything for me. I already have Katsuki, he truly cares about me even if he doesn't directly show his feeling."
"Please, I'll make it up for you-"
"That's enough, Shōto. We're over, could you just leave me alone?"
"... Fine..."
Todoroki knows that there wouldn't be any point to insisted, he left you alone inside the room. Your breath became erratic, you hate the time whenever you got mad or even sad. Your (E/C) orbs looked out to the window, caught the spectacle of dazzingly sun. A thin smile emerged onto your visage, 'If you're here, I know you'll laugh.' The day continued with you being checked by the Doctors and they permitted you to leave the Hospital. You decided to paid a visit onto Midoriya's room, however, the room has already crammed with 1-A Students, and you eavesdropped their conversations which going too far,
"Breaking the law and saving Katsuki? Congratulation, you've all just aggravated the National Security."
"(L/N)-chan? You're awake?!"
"I've discharged from the hospital a few moments before. What the hell you're going to take, guys?"
"Just like what Todoroki-kun has said, we're going to save Bakugō by ourselves."
"The Pro Heroes won't allow it, U.A won't allow it."
"Aren't you angry just like us?"
"Huh, funny question."
Angry? The perplexed feeling is far away deeper than angry, more fierce than hatred. You despise the Villains who had amended your childhood into severe one, goose your cherubs soul. An infuriated countenance appeared onto your visage, made the whole room terrified.
"That bitch played with my mind. I got more reasonable reason to kick her ass."
"... Scary.."
"However, any of us shouldn't be defeated by our feelings. Sometimes, the better choice to stay and let the person with upper hands take control of it. You can't just breaking the law and told the police and Pro Heroes that we're doing it to save our friend! No, we don't even have our Hero's License, we're at our own."
The whole room remained into awkward silence, some tried to comprehended your syllables, some thinking for better idea, and some hopeless. Suddenly, Tsuyu broke the silence by uttered her opinion,
"It's just as Aoyama-kun says, though given to the circumstances, I did nothing but require saving myself, I can't say it very firmly... Everybody is in shock about how they took Bakugō-kun. But, we need to think things through calmly. (L/N)-chan is right, no matter how reasonable your emotions may feel, if you say you're going into battle again—If you say you're going to break the rules, then that's the same thing Villains do."
Silence scraped the room again for few seconds before a Doctor scrunched the silence, let all of the students gradually left the room. Todoroki spared a glance towards you, noticed that you've changed meticulously due to the skirmish on the morning. He realized that he should've given you up, nothing would be able to fix both of you. You might live up your life happily with new circle, but him, he'd live by venturing every regrets that he felt because of his foolish decision. On other hand, you walked beside Iida which seem stifled with his classmates' objection,
"Iida-kun, are you angry?"
"No, I'm just worried."
"I can sense your feeling. I just want to apologize that I should've obeyed you before, so I wouldn't end up defeated.."
"It's okay, (L/N)-kun. It just hurts me seeing my classmates getting injured because of the fight that they couldn't win.. Like you've said, sometimes letting the Pro Heroes to take care of the Villains will be better."
"Yes.. But you can't change someone's decision, right? No matter how hard you insist someone, if they've decided their choice, they'd still do that."
"I know."
"Cheer up! We should be grateful that we're able to stand here, right now."
"Yeah, thanks, (L/N)-kun."
"Your welcome."
The Sun's getting low. The Night become the omen for everyone's life, a juggernaut will occur and changed their own life. But of course, none of them has realized it. The new beginning of an era will come for sure, and no one could stop that.
꒰ ͜͡➸ I·ᴍ ᴡᴀʏ ᴛᴏᴏ ɢᴏᴏᴅ ᴀᴛ ɢᴏᴏᴅʙʏᴇ.