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Jungkook's POV
It was around midnight, and everybody was resting, but I couldn't sleep, how could I? I had ruined everything... my loss had started to hit me. I was thinking about the 4 months we spent together... my heart pained thinking she was still wanting to talk to me when I shamelessly dragged her here... what was wrong with me, how could my love fall so short that I couldn't see it in her eyes... I have to make this alright at least I have to try... All this is my fault, she is in pain because of me...
I was laying on the couch, thinking about her when I saw her coming in moving towards the kitchen she must be drunk, I saw her down half of my whiskey....
I follow her mindlessly, while she is pours herself a glass of water to sober down.... unable to resist I pulled her into a back hug, pulling the fabric off her shoulder and kissing her skin gently...
Y/N: Stop...I don't want you near me...
Jungkook: Y/N... I am so sorry... I can't take it anymore.... your scent... it's making me want you...
Y/N's POV
He was rubbing his nose on my neck and slowly breathing in my scent, I was angry, but I was already melting in his touch, his hands around my waist, I longed for his embrace... but he hurt me, he left me, he tortured my brother for no good reason, this wasn't right... I push him off me...
Y/N: Don't touch me!
Jungkook: Y/N, Baby... I'm so sorry... Please let me make it up to you...I swear...I don't want you to forgive me right away... make me suffer... I'll wait for your forgiveness, let me earn it...
I sighed rolling my eyes trying to return to the room when he pulled me back into the hug... tighter this time... while the guards, their eyes widened at his scandalous acts... but when I signaled them, they pretended not to see us...
He was placing soft kisses on my neck, he knew my weakness was him, I wasn't able to hold back so I turned towards him...
Y/N: And how will you make it up? huh?
I don't know why but I was in a good mood maybe it was the alcohol mixed with months of pent-up sexual frustration, I smiled a little looking at his lips... he looked at my lips hungrily and cupped my cheeks impatiently
Jungkook: I will do everything you say princess... but please don't hurt me like this... you talking to Jimin like that... flirting with him, makes me wanna strangle him... and I will, you know I will fuck anyone up...
I felt so good knowing he got jealous of Jimin, he looked at my lips one more time and gently kissed me closing his eyes... I didn't kiss him back at first, I just wanted to know his sincerity...
Jungkook: Please.....just.... please... kiss me back...
And his hands slowly shifted at the nape of my neck pulling me closer, and deepening the kiss, I couldn't resist anymore and gave into his soft kisses...
The small kisses became needy, we both were craving for each other, I was losing my breath over his kisses and his hands were gently gliding over my body, he cupped my breasts gently and a tiny moan escaped my mouth, his actions felt more intense since it had been a long wait.... this was so wrong at so many levels, but I couldn't help but give in...
The guards had turned around respecting our privacy...but we weren't being so discreet...our moans were loud and clear....we just had to make believe they weren't there...
Jungkook: Shush... don't wake them up... I want this to last forever...
He suddenly lifted me placing me on the counter, he was in between my legs caressing my cheeks and looking into my eyes, his big doe eyes were hungry for me and sparkling with lust...
Jungkook: You have no idea how much I missed you... I was so stupid, I messed up...
Y/N: You did Jeon... Now, aren't you going to show me how much you missed me, Mr.Jeon...
And with that he kissed my lips again....this time, his kisses traveled from my lips to the neck, and he grazed his lips on my neck, gently nibbling and tasting every inch of me....his hand traveled to my shirt opening few buttons when something made him stop...
Jungkook's POV
I was so into kissing her body, her soft neck... when I felt something disturb my lips, and when I saw it, my heart raced and my breaths became even heavier, she was wearing my ring, I gently lift the ring which was now a pendant around her neck... I was speechless...
Jungkook: Y-you still kept it? Even after I hurt you?
Y/N: Y-You were the one that said as long as I wear the ring we are married... s-so h-how could I t-take it off...
She sobbed softly, and I cupped her cheeks again...
Jungkook: I don't deserve this... I am not worthy of your love... but I swear I'll never do this to you again... I'll be yours... I will be a better man...
I watched her movements, she took off the chain taking the ring out, and placed it on my palms...
Jungkook: I know I sound so selfish....but...Will you still marry me?
Y/N: Well my brother is married to your sister, I think it makes sense if we get married too... I'm a little drunk but I'm not delusional... I want you back... it will be really hard... but I want you... we will make it work.... *giggle*
Jungkook: We- we will...
I take her soft hands and slide the ring into her finger, pulling her into a kiss, we were kissing like there is no tomorrow, she was really into it, I felt her hands go down on me... they were slowly unbuttoning my pants that were getting tighter by the second. I took the opportunity to rub my hardness on her hot core when she threw her head back in pleasure making me more eager to do her...
Her hands were doing wonders, they were palming my hardness, the usual tease that she was, but I wasn't having it today I wanted more... I quickly thought of a room that could be empty and carried her to the bed gently placing her down.... while she looked at me hungrily...
Y/N: Make love to me Jungkook....
I gasped hearing her words... I looked at her as I hovered over her tiny figure. I ran one of my hands under her shirt feeling her bare breasts and pressing down on her perky nipples... she jumped at my touch making me feel so hot that my touches still had an effect on her.... I was curious to what this little session had done to her down there when I slid my hands in her pants gently feeling her wet core...
Jungkook: Fuck... I missed your wetness...
She blushed biting down on her lips as I circled my fingers around her area enjoying the view in front of me... her body sunk into the mattress as I saw her enjoying herself when a sudden noise disrupted us... the door had flung open with a bang... we both flinched but quickly got off each other fixing our clothing, Jimin and Jin entered as well...
Taehyung: Y/N GET AWAY FROM HIM RIGHT NOW.....
Y/N: R-relax Taehyung, it's ok... he wasn't doing anything without my consent--
Taehyung: OK? This is anything but ok.... didn't I tell you to stay away from her???
Jungkook: I... I
Taehyung: Is this how low you are Jeon? are you going to pretend you didn't wrong my sister?
Jungkook: W-what are you saying hyung--
He grabbed my collar silencing me, I looked at him confused and scared about what he was trying to say
Taehyung: Jungkook, where we you on your wedding night ?...
My heart drops listening to that, in all this mess I forgot about that day...
Jungkook: H-Hyung... I- Please... I - d-don't do this.... l-let me ... le-let me tell her...
I whispered to hyung, but he looked at me with disgust tightening the hold on my collar...
Taehyung: I told you this wouldn't end well for you... I will make you pay till you drop dead...
He growled at my face... making me want to cry... I begged him, while she spoke up unaware of what I had done...
Y/N: Taehyung! let him go... I know he made a mistake, but it's alright, he is ready to make it up to me... we will work on it... Now calm down...
Taehyung chuckled I looked at him pleading eyes begging him not to tell her, but he spoke anyways
Taehyung: Calm down? Are you stupid Y/N?? LIKE REALLY FUCKING STUPID? HUH? HE CHEATED ON YOU! ON YOUR STUPID WEDDING DAY!
Her eyes were switching between Taehyung and me I couldn't look her in the eyes anymore
Y/N: What? What are you talking about...?
Taehyung: Ask your boyfriend... while you were crying and begging him to come back how he was balls deep in some other woman... he came back home covered in love bites...I don't know how many women he fu...
Y/N: ENOUGH!... Stop it you!... Jungkook tell him.... tell him he is wrong!
She looked at me angrily, she wanted me to defend myself, and prove Taehyung wrong....but the truth was I had failed her... I looked down, and she warned me...
Y/N: Jungkook.tell.him.he.is.wrong....
Jungkook: I....I...can explain...I -I was drunk... and out of my mind...I ...m so sorry.... Just.. hear me out...
I tried to hold her but she immediately backed away from me
Y/N: D-did you?... sl-sleep with--
She was so upset she wasn't able to complete her sentences, my silence was her answer...
Y/N: H-how...Co-ould...you....d-didn't you think about me... even once....*sigh*...
Taehyung: He played all your voice messages in front of all of us and made a joke out of you...
I was breaking down at the disappointed look on her face.... she wasn't showing it but I knew I had hurt her beyond what she could take... I wanted to hold her so I took a step closer to her but she showed me her hand asking me to stop... she looked at me with no emotions... suddenly all sorrow draining from her face and a blank expression taking over... like she had turned her emotions off....she cleared her throat...
Y/N: I m going home... anyways everything is fixed here.... *sigh* good luck...
She said without breaking down in a strong tone and she walked out with her head held high... she was walking away, and I had lost all right to stop her... Jimin followed her sensing the pain she must be in... while Taehyung looked at me like he was gonna kill me anytime now if Jin Hyung wasn't here...
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