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~Y/n pov~
I laid there and faced the back of the couch. I didn't even close my eyes, I only could think of what he told me.
I felt so bad. It probably hurt when he spoke about his life, even if he didn't show it. I didn't lay still, I sat up and Levi was still sitting there.
"Can't sleep because of my story?" He asked
"No. . . Is everyone okay out there?" I asked before getting up and walking to the window.
It was a field of debris and dust. I couldn't see anything!
"Where are they?" I asked as I searched with my eyes.
I heard shuffling behind me saw Levi walked beside me.
"We'll find them. Erwin and Hange probably found another place for them to bunker down in, me and you will go and get your dad and your uncle. By then Micheal might be there already." He said plainly.
". . . How are you so sure?"
"I'm not." He answered.
"Well that made me feel better." I chuckled nervously.
I didn't have Comrade with me anymore. . . He's my support animal, always beside me when I felt scared or alone.
"Y/n." Levi said.
"What?"
"Get some sleep, we have to get moving once the dead pass."
I listened and made a bed on the floor instead, I made it extra big so I had more space for myself, I was used to Comrade taking up that place with me. As I laid down, I saw Levi standing by the window.
"Aren't you going to sleep?" I asked.
"No. . . I'm staying watch. Now go to bed." He said.
I didn't say anything and closed my eyes.
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Darkness surrounded me. I couldn't see anything. . . My breathing was uneven and shaking. The surroundings then shifted into a restaurant. . . To be specific. . . The Fredbear's Diner.
"Y/N!" A voice yelled.
". . . C-Chris?"
"Y/N!!!" Chris cried with more urgency.
"Chris!!" I screamed as I followed his crying voice.
I ran down the hall and saw the doors. I ran to them and hit them, I tried to open it but they wouldn't budge. They were locked.
"Y/N!! HELP! HELP ME!!" He sobbed.
"Chris!! Christopher!!" I yelled.
"MIKE STOP!! Y/N HELP!! PLEASE!! I DON'T WANNA DIE!!" He shrieked.
"CHRIS!! MICHEAL!! STOP! LEAVE HIM ALONE!!" I shouted as I rammed my shoulder against the doors.
I could hear the laughs of Micheal and his friends, the chains on the other side of the doors, I screamed and even kicked the door.
"MICHEAL LEAVE CHRIS ALONE!! OPEN THE DOOR!! STOP!!"
~~~
"Y/N!!"
"AHHHH!!-"
"Be quiet!! It's me! Your safe!" He said as he held my shoulders.
"C-Chris. . . He's in trou-"
"He's not here." He whispered.
My body was shaking as I slowly sat up and came out of shock. My knees curled up to my chest before I hugged my knees and felt my eyes water up and cry quietly.
"I-I could've saved him. . . He was s-so scared. . ." I sniffled.
"Your brother?" He asked.
I didn't answer as I mopped my tears up with my hands.
"You were screaming in your sleep. I had to wake you up so we don't attract anymore of the dead."
"Sorry. . . I didn't mean to put us in anymore danger than we already are in. . . How long was I asleep?"
"About an hour. . . Get some more-"
"You need sleep, Levi. I had enough. . . Here. . . Take my place-"
"I'm fine. I don't need any sleep." He said before I grabbed his sleeve and held him.
"Can you at least. . . St-. . . Nevermind. . ." I muttered.
"What?"
"Nothing."
"Tell me, now."
"It's stupid. I'll just lay dow-" he grabbed the collar of my shirt and pulled me closer to his face.
"Tell me. Now." He said.
I gulped and looked away.
"Can you. . . Lay with me?. . ." I muttered embarrassingly.
I saw his shocked expression but was quickly changed when he scoffed and let me go.
"Why?" He asked.
"I. . . I don't want to sleep alone. . . I'm used to having my pet with me. . . But he's with Micheal right now. . ." I answered.
". . . Tch."
He pushed me over and removed his shoes before laying down beside me.
"Go to bed." He said.
I laid down and faced him. He just closed his eyes and pretended to sleep in front of me. I slowly crawled over and put my hand on his arm.
"What?"
"Nothing. . . Just making sure if you're awake."
"Why?"
". . . I just remembered something so. . . I needed to make sure. . ." I turned my back and closed my eyes.
But no matter how many sheep I counted, I still didn't fall asleep. I didn't want to sleep after I heard Christopher's screams. . . I couldn't handle it.
I just laid there and pretended to be asleep. I didn't know what Levi was doing, he was so quiet he might as well have not been behind me. I always wanted to know what he was thinking. How does he handle this? How does his squad handle this?
I remembered seeing Levi sleeping with me. His breathing was calming and his strong arms held me close to his very built body. He was very warm too. . . Why do I want that to happen again? I'm probably just missing Comrade's comfort right now.
After many failed attempts, I managed to fall asleep. Never knowing what Levi was doing, either awake or sleeping. The night rolled into the morning soon after, we ate what snacks and food I had saved in my bag before he got his gear on, then we slowly and quietly opened the door.
Levi checked around first before I stepped out. I had my gun cocked and loaded as we headed down the stairs. The dead should be gathered at the top instead of down here. Our steps echoed off the walls, I wouldn't normally go down like this without having Comrade do a stair check and running back up to warn me.
Levi kept moving, his blades out and prepared for any threats. We passed the different floors and arrived at the bottom. Levi carefully pushed the exit door open and looked around.
"It's clear." He answered.
I walked out and smelled the tainted air.
"Where first?" I asked.
"Let's search the grounds first, check for anything or my squad." He added before walking off.
I sped walked to the debris and searched for any sign of my brother. Just blood and crushed runners. I stabbed their heads for safe measure and moved on, I heard snarls and looked for Levi.
Those sounds were not good. Hunters. They're nearby.
"Levi!" I whispered-shouted.
No response. The snarls were louder as they grew closer. I prepared to shoot and had my gun aimed at the place where the sound was coming from. The growls and snaps were growing. . . Multiple of them.
It was just me here. No group. No friends. No brother. No wolf to help. And sure enough, the first blue hooded crouched creature appeared.
It's bloody hands and drooling mouth was rotten and old. Before I could shoot I was shoved to the ground. I grabbed my knife and blocked the other Hunter's mouth with it, the second ran and leapt onto me too. I managed to stab the first one and kick the first away, I crawled to my gun before it grabbed my ankle and dragged me back before sinking it's teeth into my calf.
"AHH- GET. OFF!!" I yelled before kicking it away.
I grabbed my AK, quickly flipped over into my back and shot it in the head. It's body then fell onto the floor. Dead.
I was panting and out of breath due to my panic levels rising. I sat up and looked at my leg, my right lower calf was bleeding and my skin was almost torn off. I lightly touched it and it instantly stung with pain, I hissed and held my entire hand over it .I heard someone land behind me, I grabbed my gun again, before I could aim and shoot, Levi kneeled beside me.
"What the hell happened?" He asked.
"Oh nothing much, I was just attack by two hunters and nothing more." I smiled sarcastically.
"Your hand is covered in blood."
"Oh, no way! I didn't see that!" I retorted.
His eyes then found my lower leg, my jeans were ripped and covered with my crimson liquid, he quickly stood up and backed away.
"Your bitten." He muttered.
"Yeah, so?"
"Your going to turn. . . Into one of them-"
"No, I'm. . . I'm not."
"You have to cut it off." He said.
"What?! No! I'm not going to cut off my leg-"
"You have to stay alive, what would your brother-"
"It doesn't matter, Levi-"
"Yes, it does! You went and got yourself but by the dead-"
"Me?! No! No! Your the one who walked off and I tried to find you, don't turn this around on me!" I snapped.
I grabbed my bag and pulled out a water bottle and poured the water onto my bite wound. It hurt but I sucked it up and tore off the lower pant leg before wrapping it around my leg.
"What are you doing-"
"I'm different, Levi."
"What does that mean?!"
"I'm immune! I'm not turning within 30 seconds, you see?!" I yelled.
He looked taken aback when I told him that.
"I'm immune, meaning I can't turn into one of them. I don't know how but. . . It's true. Look at this one. . . I got this one a while back by my own little brother. . ." I said as I took off my arm wrap. He saw the faint bite and looked at me.
"You can't become one of them?"
"No. I can't spread it or infect anyone. . . Micheal almost shot me and was going to shoot himself after but. . . I stopped him and he keeps my secret." I added.
I stood up and wrapped my leg again.
"Let's go. . ." I huffed as I walked on.
Micheal should be near us. I kept moving forward and heard Levi follow, I kept my gun down and listened. I only heard mine and Levi's steps, he sorta sped up his pace before grabbing my shoulder and sweeping my legs from beneath me.
"WHA- Levi?!" I yelped.
"Quiet. Your injured-"
"So are you!" I hissed.
His arms held me in a bridal style, he scoffed and walked. I groaned and just went with it, I couldn't help but let my head rest on his shoulder. He didn't mind, I just rested and let my body find comfort in his arms.
I really. . . Liked this. I felt so warm and safe in his arms, I felt my eyes close and I fell asleep in his arms.
~3rd pov~
Micheal led the group on, Comrade was searching for Y/n. Erwin, Hange, Mike, and the others were worried about Levi and Y/n. Micheal told them that they probably are already moving on.
"Should Eren scope it out?" Jean suggested.
"And have the blast attract more of the dead?" Mikasa asked.
"No, it's fine. Captain Levi will find us no matter what is happening." Eren added.
"Micheal, are you sure this is the-"
"Oh my god. . ." He muttered.
"Micheal?"
"I smell someone." Mike said as he sniffed the air.
"M-Micheal. . . Micheal!!" A voice yelled.
"It's me!" Micheal yelled before running ahead.
"Micheal wait!" Connie hissed as he followed.
The figure was running to Micheal before they crashed into each other.
"Your alive!" He cried.
"Micheal! Your safe, thank God you're safe! W-Where is Y/n? Don't tell me that-"
"N-no! She's alive. . . Uncle Henry, I was beginning to doubt myself. I thought you and dad were-"
"No. No. No. We're okay, your father is okay too. Who are they? Are these your-"
"It's my group. They helped me and Y/n, we need to find her and another member of their group."
Henry didn't let go of his friends son. He couldn't help but hold on, Micheal didn't hide his smile as he held on. Henry accepted the group and even led them back to his base where William and Manzuki were.
He told them that Manzuki was searching for a cure, to look for medicine that can help the living. Soon they arrived and now all they had to do. . . Was wait for the other two to come home.
~Y/n pov~
Waking up in the middle of a old house wasn't as comforting as I thought. I quietly sat up and saw a sleeping Levi in the chair across from me beside the couch.
It looked like he was keeping watch but fell asleep, he didn't sleep that much around anyone. Poor guy. . . He probably had insomnia.
(Fun Fact: Levi really does have insomnia.)
I sat closer and watched his closed eyes. I rested my head on my palm as I watched, I couldn't stop examine his perfect face.
I imagined what it might feel like if I. . . If he kissed me. What would his lips feel like on mine? Soft? Rough? Both? My fingers softly traced my lips as I imagined him leaning into me.
His arm snaking around my waist, his hand on my arm as he kissed my neck and collarbone, going lower and lower and lowe- NO! I screamed in my head and looked away from him. I searched my bag and saw that we had 2 bars left and 1 water bottle.
I need to distract myself. My mind kept wondering back to Levi, I can't stop imagining his hands exploring my body and his soft kisses showering me with lov- Um- Oh, Micheal! Micheal. . . I'll just thinking of Micheal and Comrade.
Is he okay? Comrade and the group should protect him alright. And Comrade would search for me, he can handle himself alone. That's what I always loved about Comrade, he knows what to do in this type of situation.
I got up and very quietly snuck upstairs to see the view of where we were. Once I got up stairs, I entered a room and shut the door. It was a master bedroom. A large king sized bed that was still nice and clean since it hasn't been used.
I looked out the window and didn't see the city. He must've carried us for a while. I looked around and saw 2 dead corpses, he took them down just now didn't he? The sun was going down already.
I heard some sort of movement coming from downstairs, before I could open the door, Levi busted through with a worried look. He looked relieved when he saw me.
"I thought someone took you." He sighed.
"Sorry. . . Didn't mean to scare you." I said.
He walked in and looked out the window.
"You carried me here?" I asked.
"No, I threw you." He scoffed.
"Wow. . . Must've been a rough landing then." I replied.
I sat on the bed and felt the softness and cushion feeling beneath me. And god it felt amazing. I sighed and fully flopped on the bed.
"What are you doing?"
"Laying down. . . I haven't been on a bed like this in a long time." I giggled.
He just looked at me before the window again.
"Lay down, Levi." I sighed.
"No."
"Why not? Have you ever been in a bed like this before?" I asked.
"I don't want to, and I don't need to." He answered.
I got up and walked over to him.
"Please." I said.
"Please what?" He asked.
"Lay down. I'll watch out for the dead while you rest-"
"I said no."
"Why not? You need rest, Levi. Your body and brain needs it."
He scoffed and looked out the window again. I rolled my eyes but didn't give in, I walked to the side of the bed and opened the blanket. Fresh and cold, waiting to be warmed up.
"Levi." I said.
"What now?"
"What can I do to make you get some sleep?" I asked.
". . . Clean this entire house." He said.
"We're going to leave this place anyway, why would I need to-"
"Clean this room then." He answered.
I chuckled before nodding my head.
"Fine, I'll clean this room, while your asleep." I said.
"While I'm-"
"Sleep." I repeated.
I walked over and held his hand before leading him to the bed.
"Lay down and sleep." I said.
He gave in and laid down, not before taking off his jacket and straps. Sliding down his shoes and laying down.
"Good night." I smiled before I began to clean the room.
~3rd pov~
Coyote tuned in her channel and waited.
"Do you have it?" A voice said.
"Not yet. The immune girl is still out there, the group is close to catching her." She replied.
"Bring her back quickly. I need her." He said.
"We will. . . Just give us some more time, the dead are growing at a higher speed and worse mutations. They're wiping out my squads." Coyote growled.
"Train them more, I suppose. My tests are coming to a close, that immune one is the missing piece of what we need. Do you understand me?"
"Yes. . . Manzuki."
~Y/n pov~
I swept the room and wiped the windows, Levi was fast asleep. I blushed when I pulled the blanket up to his chest and stepped back.
I kneeled beside him and looked at his calming face.
"Why. . . Why are you doing this to me? I hate you for that. . . But I also don't. . . Ugh, Levi. . . You stupid, short, emotionless, strong, yet handsome man. . . I hate that you make me feel nervous around you. . . That you always make me feel strange and unusual. Maybe. . . You are my first crush. . . It sounds worse when I say it out loud." I whispered.
I rested my head on the bed and let my arms cover my face. I couldn't imagine what would happen if i never met him. I hated him at first but. . . Now I think. . . I'm in love with him.
"Do I love you?" I mumbled.
Do I? I wanted to hold his hand. . . To kiss his head. His lips were right there, no. . . No, I need his consent. And plus he doesn't feel the same for me anyway.
"I'm probably just imagining too much. . . You already have a lover don't you? Heh. . . She's a lucky girl then. . . I'd probably do something stupid just to kiss you right now. . . You don't hear me. . . I wish you could. Sorry. . . I'm just. . . I'm not that good with my feelings is all. . . I'm just desperate for any sort of romantic feelings aren't I?" I chuckled.
I stood up and turned away before Levi grabbed my hand.
"Yeah. . . Your desperate. And you did something stupid." He said.
"Y-Your awake?!"
"Just because I was asleep, doesn't mean that I couldn't hear you." He said.
I gulped and turned away before he sat up and pulled my hand.
"You did something stupid."
"And what was that?" I asked.
"One. . . You didn't wake me and tell me that you had feelings for me. . . And two, you didn't kiss me." He said.
"I. . . I didn't kiss you?" I stuttered.
"No. . . You didn't." He answered.
I lightly sat on the bed and looked into his gray eyes. His hand felt nice in mine, my body moved and crawled closer to him. I held his shoulder and his jaw, I slowly leaned in before he closed the gap with his lips.
The feeling was amazing. His lips pressed so perfectly against mine, he was nervous. His hand rested on my hips as I turned the kiss into a more passionate and deeper kiss. I lightly tugged his hair making him gasp, I let my tongue explore his mouth as he held onto me.
We broke for a breath, I was lightly panting as he wiped his drool with his thumb.
"L-Levi. . . " I muttered.
"What?"
"Can I k-kiss you again?"
He didn't respond before taking my mouth again, he flipped me over and kissed my lips. My legs wrapped around his waist as I held his shoulders and let his tongue dominate mine.
He kissed my neck and my collarbone, he found my sweet spot making me mewl in response. He began to abuse it and stroke my arms.
"L-Levi~" I moaned.
"What?" He asked.
"Have you done this before?"
"No. . . I never kissed a woman in my life." He said.
I sighed as he began to kiss my neck again. I placed my hand on his head and held him there, I let my hands search his body, I felt his stomach and slowly unbuttoned his shirt to see his body again. He found my lips and kissed me even more, we may have been kissing, but Levi didn't go to far. We just kept it to a minimum.
Guess he still knew that doing it would probably cause problems for everyone, us included. We could be loud, distracted, or even. . . Be pregnant later on.
"You have no idea how long I wanted to kiss you~" he whispered in my ear.
"You wanted to?"
"Yes, that's why I've been so worried. Whenever you leave or go somewhere, I need to know where and come along."
"That's why you said dammit when you got up from bed." I giggled.
"You heard that?" He asked.
"Haha, yeah."
"I said that because . . . I knew I was falling for you." He muttered.
I kissed him again and flipped him over, I felt his body and kissed his bare chest, he still had a bandages on his body but he won't need them for much longer. His skin was so soft and smooth, my fingers lightly dragged on his skin. He chuckled a bit and held my hands still.
"Watch where you touch, brat."
"Why?" I giggled.
"I'm. . . I'm ticklish." He said a little embarrassed.
I laughed and placed my head on his chest.
"You are ticklish?" I giggled.
"That doesn't mean keep going." He scoffed.
"How about if I do this?" I asked before kissing his collarbone and laying on him.
"That's fine." He sighed.
He hugged me and kissed my head.
"How long have you liked me?" He asked.
"For a while. . . And you?"
"Ever since I laid my eyes on you." He said.
I kissed his neck again and placed my hand on the side of his face.
"Your really handsome. . ."
"And your beautiful." He answered.
I rested my head on his chest, he held me close and allowed me to sleep. Knowing I was safe and protected in his arms.
~~~
No nightmares again. I was barely energized to move away or get up. I just stayed in his arms, I was turned around and Levi was hugging me from behind. I held on his arms and let my eyes close again. I love this.
I heard some sort of rustling downstairs again, I stayed quiet and listened. Could it be the dead? Did they break in?
I slowly and carefully got out of Levi's arms and sat on the edge of the bed. I listened again and heard someone's voice.
"Look at this." Someone said.
"It's a bag-"
"Not just a bag, look. It's a survivor. Someone's still here, no one would leave a good gun like this." Both voices were males.
I quietly walked out and peeked over the stairway, I saw two men. One was tall, tan skin and had messy hair and a scarred face. The other had light skin and was built, his black ragged hair and blue eyes.
I then noticed who that was. Oh no. H-He's still. . . Still alive?! It's Micheal's old friend. I didn't even know his name, but I hated him so much.
I slowly backed up before one of them started to walk up the stairs. That pushed me to enter the room again and shut the door. I woke Levi and me and him hid in the room, I stayed under the bed and Levi hid somewhere else.
The men entered the room before looking around. I held my mouth with my hands and kept my breathing quiet to not cause any attention to myself.
"Did you also see what was inside the bag?" One of them asked.
"What?"
"Women stuff. Must be a lady that's here huh?" The other chuckled.
"Heh, yeah. So what if we find the lucky lady? What are you implying?"
"We have some fun with her, been a while ever since I got any."
I felt disgusted and even more nervous if they found me. What would they do to me? I stayed quiet and watched their feet walk by as Levi stayed silent somewhere else.
I then slowly turned my head and saw that one of them was looking under the bed and saw me.
"Found her!" He yelled before trying to grab my arm. I kicked him and crawled out from under it only to get grabbed by the hair and thrown to the floor.
"Le- AH!" I grunted when one of them kicked my side.
"Shh! Your more prettier than I expected little lady." Micheal's friend chuckled.
"Holy hell. . . " He muttered.
He grabbed my arms and pulled me close to his body.
"Let me go!" I snarled.
"Now why would I do that? Remember all those years ago? When you wanted me to take you? I remember. . . That you always wore white panties~" he purred in my ear before he shoved his hand into my pants.
"Get off!" I yelled before slapping him and kicking him away from me.
His other friend started to run at me before Levi came in with my gun and shot his head, he grabbed his blade and sliced into Micheal's friend's neck.
I covered my mouth and watched the man gurgle and drown in his own blood.
"Y/n, I'm sorry. I had to get our wea-" I cut him off and hugged him.
"T-Thank you. . ." I whispered.
"We need to go, the dead are coming."
"W-We can use their bodies as bait and toss them outside. . ." I muttered.
"Yeah. . . I'll do that, get ready to leave." He said before kissing my cheek.
I felt violated by the dead creep, but secure when I was near Levi. He really is Humanity's Strongest Soldier.
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