Sasha's POV
Y/N forgot her clothes on the bed so I went to go give it to her. I don't like girls Romantically but Y/N's an exception. Ever since I started watching her vlogs, I felt something that I didn't think I would feel towards a girl.
And When I met her, Damn I felt as though my feelings for her worsened but I have to stay cool to continue in being her food buddy.
I also know that she and Annie are or were a thing but I could sense that Y/N still has feelings for Annie , Even for just a little bit
Once I stood in front of the bathroom door and was about to enter, I heard Y/N's voice
"she wouldn't like me the way I like her" She stated
Is she talking to her self?
And what did she mean? Who's she talking about? a slight pain aroused on my chest , The thought of Y/N liking someone else hurts me more than it should
I knocked at the door and Y/N immediately answered. "You left your clothes on your bed" I stated while slightly opening the door "oh , uh.. Thanks , just put it there and I'm almost finished" Y/N said and so I did what she said and went back
I went to Y/N's balcony and stared at the stars. "Y/N...Oh how I wish she could be mine. After all that happened , I can't hold my self back but..." I stopped as I heard the door of her room opened , indicating that she's done showering
I stared at her silhouette as she was drying her hair. Her body's just so glorious , she's too perfect for me...
I sighed "Oh Sasha! I thought you were outside...but anyways I'm done showering" Y/N said as she approached me
I couldn't utter anything as I stared at the depths of her [E/C] orbs , I got lost in them.
I was mentally admiring her eyes until she placed her arms at my side, thus trapping me
"Love what you see?" She asked slyly with a smirk on her lips
"I-uh..I have t-to shower" I awkwardly said before slightly pushing her away from me
I can't let myself fall for Y/N
Y/N'S POV
"I-uh...I have t-to shower" Sasha stated before pushing me away from her and going back in only to get a towel before she went to the bathroom.
"Hmmm.." I hummed , disappointed at the way she acted. She doesn't want me does she?
I need to understand that...
I went back to the bed and scrolled through my phone , that was when I saw Annie's messages
ANNIE
Annie : I miss
you Y/N!
Annie: U busy or
smth?
Annie: Y/N! please
come back to me
I sighed, contemplating wether or not , should I reply to her. Annie...She broke my heart not just once but a hundred times
I'm not gonna be fooled by her again. Ever
Being broken by someone you really loved for a long time is just so draining and depressing
I plopped on my bed and closed my eyes when my phone suddenly rang
And without Looking at who it was , I answered
"Y/N!" Annie slurred . I went back to the balcony and locked the door behind me just to be sure
"Y/N I miss you~" Annie once again said causing me to sigh. "You're drunk Leonhart" I coldly replied "N-*gag* No I-I'm not silly~" She slurred again , It was pretty obvious that she was drunk "Pick me up will you? Just l-like be-before" She whispered
I sighed and massaged my templates. I heard the door to my room opened as Sasha entered "Why don't you ask Berthold to pick you up since you..." I couldn't finish what I was saying "hmmm...I need to get some sleep. Goodnight" I hang up
I just had to reminisce that moment today... I really need to get over it at some point
Don't get me wrong, I totally moved on from Annie but I'm still scared of betrayal because of what happened
I went back inside only to see Sasha sleeping on my small sofa so I carried her on my bed and laid beside her until I fell asleep