I'm numb
I can't feel anything
I cut
I feel something
Finally
You yell at me
Telling me to stop
Yelling
Saying it's awful
I get more depressed
I cut more
I try to hide it
But you still see it
More yelling
More cutting
More yelling
I can't candle it
I'm done
I can no longer take the pain
Or the voices in my brain
I just keep on trying and trying
But on the inside I'm dying
I just want to give up and say "Fuck it"
Because on the inside I no I'm not worth shit
But apparently people care about me
So I can't yet myself off a bridge and be free
I just can't take it anymore
I just want to walk through the door
The door that takes me away
The door that doesn't make me stay
I'm done with life and want to leave
But apparently some people would be peeved
To take my own life, I would be gone
But even more people would be gone by dawn
I'm done with this life
And all its strife
So I shall say, "Farewell
I shall see all you in Hell."