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Now I'm back to my lonely house Yaya is still ignoring me my brother talks to when he needs to or when he's checking up on me other than that he doesn't talk to me I just appreciate the fact that he still checks up on me Buhle and Yaya have become really close I could safely say Buhle has replaced me now and I'm not happy but there's nothing I can do about it work has been hectic now I'm eating dinner and drinking wine and I recieve a phone call and it's Lubanzi
Well I'm sure you're wondering who Lubanzi is......he is the guy I told you about the one who uses me for sex only not that I'm complaining but I just wish he would at least look at me as more than his booty call I have feelings for him I won't lie but he has made it clear to me that it's just sex and if I want more or I start developing feelings for then maybe we should stop this arrangement but I don't want that so I just keep my mouth shut I think that will be the best thing to do....
Me:what????
He hangs up....argh this guy why would he call then hang up on me I'm definitely not calling him I have a lot on my plate and he is the last thing on my mind....well he calls again
Me:what is it Lubanzi??
Him:I'm gonna to drop this call and call you again and you better answer in a good manner
Well guess what he drops the call for real.....he is really testing me rhaaa he calls again
Me:hello
Him:hey how are you??
Me:I'm good and you??
Him:I'm good.....now listen when I call you next time dont you ever answer my call like that show me some respect I'm not your friend
Me:mxm...why did you call me....and listen here I dont have time for your nonsense today you better say why you called me
One thing I can tell you about Lubanzi is that he is the most arrogant person you would ever meet he is also rude he always demands respect....I'm not going to lie he intimidates me sometimes
Him:open the door
Me:Ini??(what?)
Him:don't make me repeat myself
God why did I speak to him like that I can hear the anger in his voice all the confidence I had is now out the window the confidence was boasted because he was not in front of me and now he is here what will say now...I quickly go and open the door and he pushes me aside and gets in he is so rude yaz
Him:lock the door
I close the door and do as he says I go the living room and he is sitting the confidently in his work suit this guy is mostly in suits and damn he looks good in them as for his cologne it is so intoxicating and now it smells the whole living room...
Him:woza la(come here)
I go and sit next to him now I'm so nervous and sitting uncomfortably in my fucken house because of this man
Him:this is not the first time ungidelela what did I say to you the first you did it??
Me:........
Him:Ndaloentle I'm already pissed off and you not answering my question infuriates me
Me:I'm sorry
I have never apologized to any man and I have never submitted to any man but this guy is making me do things that I don't want to do and when I said sorry it was because of the fear I have right now if looks could kill I would be dead right now like literally
Him:I did not ask you to apologize
Me:what are you doing here??
He chuckles and I know that it's not because he finds what I said funny its because he is pissed and he can do anything right now he stares at me for a while
Him:you have been ignoring me
Me:I was busy
Him:I don't care when I call you...you should fucken answer my calls Ndaloentle
Me:I can't just drop things in my life because you're horny
I slightly raise my voice
Him:that tone...its that tone that ticking me off
Me:..........
Him:so you want us to stop??
Me:at this point I think we should.....bye Banzi
*****He laughs and looks at me*****
Him:the fact that you think you have a say in when we end is really funny because you don't
Me:what do you mean??
Him:for a lawyer you're really slow and dumb
He says it like he didn't just insult me rhaa he is so full of himself
Him:this will end when I say it does
Me:I have a choice Lubanzi you can't sleep with me even I don't want to that would be rape
*****he smirks*****
Him:you're right about one thing you do have a choice......however you see everything you have....you can lose it with just a snap of a finger even your job and I can also make sure you don't ever get employed again here in south Africa don't test me wena Ndaloentle
Me:you're bluffing
He stands and fixes his suit and looks at me with a smirk
Him:we will see by tomorrow if I am bluffing goodnight Ndaloentle Bhengu
He says that walking out of my apartment what have I gotten myself into kodwa
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The following day:Wednesday
This morning I woke feeling refreshed I'm looking forward to how today will turn out I just arrived at work and I'm in my office going through my clients file and my PA walks in my office I look and smile
Me:morning what is my schedule looking like today
Her:morning......Mr Cele said I should clear your schedule and you should come to his office
I frown and I tell her she can leave and after a few minutes of contemplating I go to Mr Cele's office and I know I hear him say 'come in' I go in and I greet him he gestures that I sit down and I do
Me:you asked for me sir what is the issue
He looks at me with pity
Him:I don't know how to say this but at the end of the day I have to say Becky firm depends on this
I frown
Me:what is the problem sir did I do something wrong??
Him:Ms Bhengu look you're one of my best lawyers in this firm even though you have been slacking lately however I might have to let you go...
Me:what?!
Him:it's hard but I have to
Me:but why
Him:the ball is in your court if you fix this then everything will be fine
Me:what do you mean
Him:Mr Gumede is the one behind this if you apologize for whatever you did then I won't fire you....and please note that my hands are tied he has the upper hand
Me:Now I know it's okay Mr Cele
I walk out I'm so numb right now why god why me....so he wasn't bluffing when I get into my office he is in my office
Him:close the door
I close it and walk over to my desk
Me:Lubanzi please not my job
Him:I warned you angithi awulaleli(you don't listen)
I start crying
Me:Lubanzi please I'm sorry if my father finds out about me being fired from work I'm dead
Him:you know what I want right....this is just a warning ohh and you haven't really lost your job just do the right thing MaBhengu
He walks over to me and pecks my lips as he about walk out
Me:Lubanzi you have many girls who want you please don't do this to me
He walks out and closes my door I sit down and start crying.....how will I explain this to my father he will find out soon that I lost my job he is really strict