Nicotine Dependence is what they call my mum
she lights her cigarette and I see what I'll become
my nana would call it a sin
I don't believe in no religion
I wish there was no s in front of he
Where's this God when I'm begging on my knees
patterns flow and I interrupt them
a perfect line I'm a fucking anfractuous
kick me out when I was already unwelcomed
a disguise in plain sight
what an embarrassment
slurring words, losing sight
I'm numbing, this feels right
hand me another shot they hit me faster
who was I a couple of hours ago I don't remember