09.06.2021
9 - rebirth or represent the cosmic egg or creation, energetic life force
6 - higher insight
2021 = 5 - adapting to balance
09/06/2021
A day birthing a new philosophy to adapt & be balance .
After almost 7months or 6months later, I finally address this topic due to being distracted to my knowledge. Out of compassion & consideration towards & for another. I don't regret it.
Why admire ?
From my understanding admire is simply being pleased with a presentation & consciously being willing to blindly fall further based off what something seems to be. It's like, liking a observation because it resonate with brain's satisfying
reference points. Admiring gives power to cease the agreeable feelings or not, for its merely the reflection from the observation sparking thoughts potential off
something seeming to be great as it actually is. Please excuse if the last two sentences played liked mirrors but their a big difference
between love & admiration.
Love is being aware of the pros & cons of the observation yet still admiring despite what could go left. Admiration on the other hand is feelings of satisfaction arousing from the observation of the perceive potential but you don't love it just admire cause you don't know what could actually happen. So that's why I rather admire before love because
saying I love based off a first impression is like committing to a college for football. Touring the country to make a best football decision, yet committing to a school because
you love the atmosphere based off the campus orientation, but have yet to meet any of the team players head coaches but commit to the school for football. But if you just admired the atmosphere & didn't
blind you from every original reason of you being there, which was for your football career not your preference of how each class should be ran or the all of the fancy campus accessories.
Just admiring the orientation, grants the option & want to see what are the other orientations, football players
& staff are like. Overall being less caught at first sight. Reminds one to keep ones options open, why because anything can happen anywhere on any giving day & to place all eggs in one basket sets one up for let downs.
If preferences aren't met or if the preferred pleasing reality eventually starts to look different. Then feelings & thoughts
of disappointment rain but such could've being avoided if one would have never been so lost in the thinking love at first sight yet just admiring to understand.
That if something goes left then it is what it is,
I admire what I thought it was.
Not what it showed me it could be.