Katrina pov ..
After what happened at the party , I vowed to never speak to strangers ever again,
Guess what .. ?! That Patrick guy is a multimillionaire guy who was one of our guests and the press could not take it but take a picture of us and now it's the only gossip In the social media ,
I couldn't care less as I switched off my phone after receiving countless missed calls from Damon, I have no idea what he wants but becuase of my ego I choose not to answer him,
I mean why should I , ? He is my ex husband and he needs to grow up and stay away from me , it looks like he doesn't understand the term divorce ,
First it was at the party ... Him stalking me and now countless missed calls . I need to change my number but not anymore though , becuase today night I will be living to the camp .
Yep .. today ! I am so happy I am leaving for the millitary , I understand that I will be leaving everything behind but this is for the best and I wish that it will go the way I have planned it ,
A new beginnings ... New life , new friends and a low key life ..
Interesting , I got out from my bed and stood on my mirror before walking to the bathroom,
I look horrible ..
Like literally so horrible ..
It's like dozens of mice bit on my hair and now it looks umm ..
Awful !! ?
Sighing out loud , which made me choke out of my breath because it was stinking I ran to the bathroom to brush my teeth.
Whew better !! I choked out after brushing my teeth and immersed myself into the warm water . It felt so good for my skin,
It felt really .. great that I chose to go to my room and put head sets and put some music and come back to the warm t water again ,
Opening my playlist , I opened one of my favourite songs by Tony Braxton ..
"Unbreak my heart .." this is one of my favourite songs with a lot of deep meaning into it , I love it though I am not a good fan of the oldies ,
But sometimes .. well I pass through and I am in love with Tony Braxton , she is amazing,
And the music started ..
"Don't leave me all in this pain, don't leave me out in the rain,
Come and bring back my smile , come and take this pain away ...
I need you now .. to hold me now , when the nights are so unkind ... "
The lyrics alwsy get better whenever I listen to them , they have a deep meaning and all I can say is just listen and cry out of fear , pain and the future that's ahead of me together with my good and bad decisions that I have decided of my life .
After an hour or so, I rinsed my body and went out to my closet .
I opened the closet and took out comfy clothes which were my pants and a shirt , and dried my hair and went out to the kitchen with my phone on my hands ,
Honey .. how are you feeling now , ? Mom asks.
I was taken a back , because thinking of the outbursts she made yesterday night made me look at her again before replying with a small,
"Am fine ma ,"
Good to hear that .. she replies and sipped her coffe and resumes reading her newspaper .
Did you watch the news , ?
Yes I did , I replied walking to the kitchen aile and put some pancakes on my plate and went to sit beside her on the table ,
Why didn't you go to the office today , ? I ask with a slight frown ,
Well can't I stay in my own home now , ?
This woman !! I didn't mean that way ,
You are usually at the office mom, and you staying at home it feels odd . I scoffed which made her chuckle , it seems my children know me too well than myself ,
Maybe .. you are always strict with your routine combining with us .
Hmm .. she replies smugly carrying on reading the newspaper on her hands .
She stood up after few minutes and walked to her room silently,
What's with her , ?
I washed my plate and walked to my room ,
I started to fold and pack some of my things that I wanted to take with me including my favourite bras and boxers ,
Hehe .. boxers are comfy and my coochie gets a lot of air ,
A knock snapped me out of my thoughts , in walked mom with her hand bag on tow ,
Umm do you want to go out with me today , ?
Noding my head with my jaw on the ground , I followed her behind .
She left work to spend time with me , ? Then I realized I was going away this night itself so it wasn't a big deal but deep within I am happy .
She entered in the car and started driving , what are you taking, ? Have you started packing she asks her voice a little soft ,
Umm yea .. do you want anything ,? Let's go shopping ,
She didn't let me answer her as she packed her car Infront of a very big mall and we went in,
We entered and not soon, we were in the collection of shirts , shorts and jeans .
This looks so cool, I muttured and took a grey baggy shirt and pants and show her ,
Yep that fits you .. sarcasm filled in her voice making me laugh .
Mom stop !! For a moment I thought you were complimenting my choice of clothes ,
Oh you have a choice too, ? She asks. And alas !I was taken a back with what she said ..
Umm yea .. I mused ,
Rolling her eyes , she took some shorts for me , more underwear and winter scarfs ,
Mom that's not needed , this was all listed on the paper and some others I have already paid so they will give them to you,
But mom ..
No, I am already suffering right now , but I have no choice but to let you do whatever you what Honey .. am I not allowed to care , ? She asks and I felt really bad ,
She was in the verge of tears as she talked ,
I am sorry, I hugged her which made her to break down ,
Why are my children crazy and full of weird choices !!she laughed through her tears ,
It is what is though .. I am going to miss you , my little bean .
I miss her calling me that !! She has always been so careful with us all .
Especially when any of us gets hurt , and well I am the only one who keeps on hurting her every time .
I don't listen to whatever she says to me and right now I am all deaf ears , I want to join the millitary .
Please don't hate me honey ..she whispers .
I am just being a concerned mother hen ,
Never !you will always be my number one .. I said whilst smiling with prickles of tears threatning to fall .