Katrina
It was a long day today . My neck is in pain , and top of all I am over the moon .
Totally worth it,
I was accepted in the millitary and the training programs are starting after a few days,
Yay...
Are we done yet,? I ask mom for the thousand time ,
Not yet ! Sign here and here. ..
She kept on telling me while I followed after reading pages of conducts , policies and bla bla bla ...
Ah laws ..!!
Done , she says and took the papers on her hands checking them for the fifty time ,
"You can go .." she chirped and carried on with her work like nothing happened ,
Shaking my head I took my purse and give her my goodbye in which she stayed silent like I did not exist and shooed me off .
"Such a caring mother ... "I scoffed under my breath and banged her door to irritate her.
I walked to the familiar walls of my brother and saw him on the phone , all confident and strictly professional talking making me giggle .
My brother is a sexy piece ...
I closed his door silently and walked to his table silently.
He frowned when he saw me and then cut the call after another minute of talking,
I am telling you, i would have went crazy if I were to be a lawyer . Some people aren't just good into that sector ,
One of them it's me ,
And what the hell are you doing here, ?
Smiling,I replied i came to see you ,Is that wrong or am I not allowed to come and see my brother on his office , ?
Nop , I didn't mean that way .. i meant to ask how are your here, ?You don't like this place at all,
" Alright mom called , "
He laughed lightly and asked ,
Did she threaten you,. ?
Ah .. nop ! I mean a little yea .. I had to come here as soon as possible.
But I am done , do you want to go out with me , ? I begged giving him my puppy eyes .
Not working sis ... I have tonnes of works and it's all becuase of you and mom,
Ughh !! . How I love her so much !! He gritted out making me burst into a fit of laughter .
"Don't tell me you are tired , ?"
Nop i am not ,he replied Instantly and rearranged himself and cleared his throat
" What happe... "
And what the hell are you doing here , ?I heard a familiar voice of mom ..
Well busted !!
Looking back, I gave her a little smile and replied, I just came here to check on him .
Pointimg a Finger on Leonardo, I seem a little dramatic but atleast this can save me from her wrath ,
Does he look sick to you, ? Did he tell you that he wanted an audience in his office , ? For goodness sake get the hell out of here right now Katrina before I call on the guards to take you out .
Daughter or not ! This is a working place and you better leave .. you have seen him at home. HE IS PERFECTLY IN SHAPE !
Isn't that enough , ?she asks breathless while I winced with every word .
I ..I am sorry ,i tell her stopping myself from laughing and walked out ,
I couldn't take it anymore as I started laughing ,she is a scary woman and at the same time crazy .
"Calling security guards on me , ?" She must have drank alot when I walked out from her office .
She can be a bit confusing but that's all .
I walked out of their hall and walked to some of the employees quatres ,
Mrs... You are back ,oh congratulations ..
Oh you looked so pretty today ,
And bla bla ..
The employees kept on telling me whenever I pass through them , can't that stop .. ? I don't want to be praised about anything .
Especially after I couldn't save my pathetic marriage ,
Stop thinking about that.. my subconscious says to me and I remembered that I had to be positive about everything and to not think of all the corny shit past that I had.
It's all behind .
I started driving with the Intention of losing the negativity that I had in me ,
I took a long drive , leaving all my mirorrs open so that all the negative energy to drown off from within me,
Feeling the cold air passing through the windows of my cars .. I relaxed and breathe in feeling all of my other parts relax to the cold air ,
It felt good , comfortable and relaxing at the same time .
After a few minutes more , I looked at the driveway and saw that I was the only one there .. chuckling.
I started to drive back to a park that I have seen a few minutes ago ,
I locked the door of my car and sat on a nearest chair that was just beside a big tree , it was peaceful and there isn't alot of people who are here today enjoying the blissful air.
It was in the afternoon, and the sun was shining brightly ... A small smile tugged on my face as I watch each every thing ahead of me ,
It felt different ,becuase Damon was not here with me and he has been mostly controlling everything that I did ,
Hello miss , a woman came to me ,
Clearing my throat with a small smile I replied with a small hello,
So you usually come here , ?she asked with a smile and looked Infront
Not really .. it's my first ,
Oh I come here every now and then,she says making me smile a little ,
And how does it feel , ?
Peace .. she whisperes enough for me to hear , I feel the same too,
I am Laura , she introduces herself . And i am Katrina ,
Such a beautiful name Laura ,I complimented after a long silence ,
Thank you, she replies with a Sigh .
She checked her watch and bid me a good bye after few minutes claiming that she is meeting up with some one ,
Nodding my head I kept on sitting there until I couldn't anymore.
Walking to my car , I saw a young couple who were on the car , they were down driving through the same driveway that I have been an hour ago ,
Sweet .. I didn't realise I spat it out venomously,
oh, you shouldn't be spiteful .Just becuase you once dreamt of you and your wretched husband doing the same doesn't mean others shouldn't , my inner me scolded .
I just couldn't keep up with the sight, Shaking my head I started driving on my way home silently.
I know I am strong, but sometimes the small sweet things have a lot of triggers than the bigger ones ,
Dreams are always dreams ... A happy marriage can never happen if two of you are not perfect in any way ..
Maybe that's what made us part ..
Only perfect people make it work .
Shutting my mouth , I drove home with a lump on my throat .
Lord help me ,