It was afternoon but arnav hadn't returned it worried khushi.... She kept glancing at door to know if arnav came or not..
She wanted to call him to know if he is fine or not.... Her mind and heart were at conflict at last her heart won she was about to call him when she saw arnav entering ... Her heart sighed in relief she just gave him a smile and averted her gaze
Arnav saw this and smiled a little.. He walked towards her making her heart race faster
Arnav: is arush okay... did doctor say something? ....
Khushi : yeah he is fine... He will get discharged in evening... She said not looking at him
Arnav: khushi I think you should freshen up.... He said softly
Khushi looked at him confused... Arnav smiled a little and pointed towards her clothes
Khushi looked at her clothes which are dirty
Khushi; ooh okay I would ask nisha to get some clothes here
Arnav passed her a packet making khushi frown
Arnav: you can wear this... Nisha had already left ..
Khushi just looked at him.. And took the packet it was a beautiful yellow suit though she has left wearing Indian dresses but she don't have any choice..
After khushi left.. Arnav looked at his sons who were sleeping peacefull... a smile crept on his lips ... He admired them ... He slowly took baby steps to them and carresed thier face and place a loving kiss on thier forehead..he knows he can't do this when they are awake but at least he can love them when they are sleepy...
He wanted to be with them tell them that thier father loves them very much... Be with them hold thier hand but he couldn't because they don't know him for them he is a stranger...
Khushi came after changing and the scene in front of her...melted her heart ...how she wish arnav had never ever hurt her... How she wish arnav would have understood her for once..
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5 days passed after that incident... Life is back to normal...
Khushi had joined her office back... Arush is fine and have started going to school... But what came as a shocker for her was arnav he didn't come to meet her or kids ... He never questioned her, forced her to cone back...
Arnav had called her asking about arush health.. He even asked about her which she ignored...but she had noticed the presence of bodyguards around her and kids.....
First she was scared feeling someone was stalking her but she after sometime she understood that they are bodyguards who arnav had assigned to protect her...
Khushi was cooking breakfast when the bell rang
Opening the door khushi saw a delivery boy
Person: mam parcel
Khushi was confused who may have sent her ... She signed the paper and took the parcel
Arya and aru came running down after getting ready for school
Arya: mom what is this?
Khushi: parcel aru... She said while serving the food..
Arya: who sent it mom...
Khushi: don't know but its something official
Arya: okay mom... Mom I miss new York you know today is basketball match In our school
Khushi: ooh so you are missing being the captain of the team.. She asked smiling
Arya: of course mom... He said with a gloomy face
Khushi: bacha don't worry we would go back soon
Aru: no need mom you know girls give me more attention here.... In new York girls are so angry bird like you..
Khushi: so I am angry bird... She asked with fake anger
Aru: oof course mom you are... You remember how you lashed at our tutor when she was late...he said laughing
Khushi: aru eat your food you are getting late for school
Aru: changing topic are we?
Khushi: aru stop troubling me ...
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Khushi opened the envelope to find notice from court... She was confused who will send her she is new here and dont even know many people but seeing the papers her confusion changed into anger
Arya: mom come lets go... He said waiting for her mom to come
Khushi: yeah coming...
Khushi descended through the stairs with thier tiffin and botel
Khushi drove her kids to school bidding them bye she started her journey to AR to meet someone important
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Arnav singh raizada was sitting in his cabin but Nah nah he wasn't working he was seeing the cctv footage of his house and AR
Every torture he inflicted on khushi every pain...she went through because of him... He closed his eyes everytime khushi cries ... He was truly a haiwan to her....
He had asked Aman to get all the cctv footage.. He wanted to see every pain he inflicted on his khushi .... He wanted to know his every mistakes to rectify it... Untill we don't know the intensity of our mistakes we can't rectify it..
After seeing them his eyes became teary .Did he really expect her to forgive him... Hell he couldn't even see the whole footage but she went through each and every pain ....
He hadn't meet her since five days because he was busy planning how to get her back... He couldn't loose her... He knows she hates him and she isn't wrong but he can't give up...he has to hold on....some relationship are worth fighting for and he had hold up this relationship for 8 years then how can he let it go without even fighting for once
Someone said " if you gamble on the name of love . .. Then stake what you like.. Don't fear. . How wonderful If you win ... Even If you loose all is not lost.... "
He did the same he had bet his everything to get her back....
Khushi might hate him for what he did but he couldn't sit back and see her going away from him couldn't he?
No relationship is easy.... You can't give up on someone because the situation isn't ideal ,and don't give up on someone whom you can't even go a day without thinking about....
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A Porsche entered the AR building....khushi parked her car and moved inside
Khushi walked towards the reception in her usual attitude
Some old employees who knew who khushi was widened thier eyes and stood up.. While the new employees were confused seeing the lady
Khushi: can I meet arnav singh raizada... She asked with a smile
Receptionist; mam do you have an appointment
Many old employees eyes widened in shock and fear is she asking ASR wife for appointment
Khushi gave her a smile ...
Khushi: no I don't have a appointment but I am sure arnav won't deny to meet me
Receptionist: mam I am sorry you can't meet ASR without appointment......,Although she was confused seeing khushi and some employees reaction but she need to do her job
Khushi: please call him and say khushi singhania is there to meet him... She said with a smile she still was the old khushi
Receptionist : mam but
She was about to say when aman came... He was shocked to see khushi
Aman: khushi mam you here?
Khushi: ooh hii aman actually I wanted to meet arnav
Aman: okay....
Receptionist: but sir she doesn't have appointment
Aman widened his eyes don't she love her job... Does she want to get fired
Aman: she doesn't need an appointment... He said and showed khushi the way to ASR cabin
Khushi: thanks Aman I want talk to arnav about something important so please make sure no one distrub us
Aman: sure mam
Khushi barged in arnav cabin making him jerk in shock... No one is allowed in his cabin expect aman... He was ready to lash and fire the person but seeing the person his anger vanished
Arnav: khushi you here? ... He asked in shock he knew khushi would come after what he did but her coming in AR was unexpected to him
Khushi: yes Mr raizada do you really think after what you did I will keep quiet.... She asked angrily
Arnav: khushi I just want to and my kids whatever I did was to get a chance.... He said sincerely
Khushi sat on the chair and smiled making arnav confused ... She passed arnav some papers which made him numb and shocked
Arnav: w..ha..t is th.. is...... Kh.. ushi.... He stammered not believing his eyes this was too much for him to handle
Khushi stood up and went towards him... Arnav could see a devilish smirk on her face
Khushi: do you really think I would sit back and see you snatching my son from me... I know you better than anyone arnav what you do and what you can doo i know everything better than you...
Arnav: khushi what is this... How did you get this.. He asked frustrated and angry even confused
Khushi: jo bhi sikha hian tumse hi sikha hain arnav ( whatever I learned is from you only arnav) ....
Arnav: what do you mean come to the point... He asked
Khushi: arnav do you really think you can only play dirty..... Even I know how to play dirty sweetheart... She said in a husky voice arnav couldn't believe she was the same khushi he knew he was scared seeing her
Khushi chuckled at his confused face and sat down on the sofa crossing her legs
Khushi: did you thought you can blackmail me again by sending custody papers ...?
Arnav: khushi I did that just to get you back.. I want to live with you and my kids.. But this how could you? And when I never signed any of this paper...
Khushi: arnav don't stress your pea size brain... You have so much money and power but you never used it but I am not like you... I payed your lawyer to get your sign on a blank stamp paper.... Khushi smirked making arnav look at her in shock
Arnav: how dare you khushi? How can you stoop so low.... He asked angrily
Khushi: arnav curse as much you want .. I only learned it from you the way you manipulated me and threatened me using my family as a bait in past i also did the same... You can never claim any rights on my child because this paper clearly states that you don't have any rights on them.. She said making arnav heart thud with pai
Arnav: khushi it's not fair how could you do this... You got this sign by cheating .... He said as he knew this was the only way he could get her back
Khushi: ooh arnav I really loved seeing your shattered and scared face... Now you understood what you feel being helpless ...you also did the same with me...I was helpless in past but not anymore
Arnav: khushi you can't do this ..... This is wrong anyway you have to stay with me for 6 months as per divorce notice..... He said trying his last weapon
Khushi: is it arnav? I can easily get divorce on the basis of forceful marriage, physical abuse and last but not the least Infedielity of you and your ex gf after all she is staying in rm even after I left .. She said smirking
Arnav heart beat faster... He could see the devil in front of him... If he thought he could use his power to bring her back then he was surely wrong... This isn't the same khushi she is changed no one can control this khushi now.. he understood what she meant when she said khushi singhania never looses . ... He lost today ASR is helpless first time he lost
Khushi: but i won't do that because i am not arnav singh raizada I am khushi singhania i could never stoop so low to win .... I will live with you for 6 months but I have few conditions
Arnav did a salsa dance mentally... He was so happy his heart filled with joy... He hasn't lost ...his khushi Herself came to him.... He is ready to do anything for her anything
Arnav: you just say khushi I agree to every demand but just come back
Khushi: don't fly high Mr raizada let me complete
1 . Your family will stay away from me
2. You and your family won't interfere in my life
3. You will increase the security of rm
4. I am just giving you chance to become a father not husband so you don't have to keep your hopes high
5. You will agree to each and every demand I make
Arnav: I agree khushi.... He said though his heart broken hearing the 4 demand but still he composed himself saying it's just starting he will win her back... His love will win her back
Khushi : last but not the least if you fail in these 6 months you will let me go.. You will forget me and will never come back in my life
Arnav looked at khushi horrified... His heart breaking into peices how could he let her go... It's not possible and forgetting her he could never forget her...he can't his heart beats for her
Arnav: no khushi I can't.... He chocked
Khushi looked at arnav with blank expression
Khushi: the only reason I am giving you the chance is I don't want to be with you... I want to get free from you and this is the only way
Arnav: I can't khushi... I can't let you go it's painful please don't do this to me .... He pleased but it didn't effect khushi
Khushi: you have 5 minutes Mr raizada to tell me your answer .... She said sternly
Arnav looked at khushi with painful eyes brimming with tears... It's painful to let go the person you love...
Arnav: khushi please...
Khushi: you want a chance or not...
Arnav gulped the lump his insides churned with pain... He can't loose her he just can't she is his heart beat without her he would cease to exist.. He only knew how he lived in these years with the hope of getting her back
It's do or die he just can't loose the chance of getting her back
Arnav: I agree ... He said gulping the sob
Khushi: good I will be at rm in evening
Arnav just nodded with tears
Khushi moved out of his cabin
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Pam and sim stood horror struck seeing khushi
Pam: chamikili
Sim: is she chamkili I can't believe ooh God is this some kind of dream
Pam: no it's real
Khushi descended the stairs... She was happy that everything happened the same way she wanted.... When arnav send her divorce and custody papers she was damn angry but after understanding his Intentions she played her cards ... And as usual she won
She saw sim and Pam seeing her like they saw a ghost chuckling mentally she ignored them
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Khushi was in her cabin with some of the employees about some deal after they left the cabin she sat down thinking about what she did
She knew she was wrong but she can't loose her kids they are her lifeline .... And about arnav she needs to think... People may think she is acting heartless but the problem is she has stopped feeling... Love never dies but feelings do... Everyone has exploited her emotions to a level that now she doesn't care... Even if she wants to forgive arnav she is over...
death isn't the biggest lost... The biggest lost is what dies within us when we live
Arnav - the person she loved more than anything but she lost herself , her self respect in loving him...
She don't regret loving him but she regret letting him abuse her.. Letting him manhandle her... She regret trusting him so much because he always misused her trust..
She knows only arnav wasn't at fault she too was... Because no one can hurt you untill you allow them she forgived him without even a simple apology from his side... He took her for granted because she let him do that...
But what's the point... It's all over walking away was painful for her but she knew staying was more than painful... It's kills when you realise the person you consider as your whole world the person you considered so important never considered you important....letting it go isn't easy but sometimes holding on is more painful
Stab the body it heals but injure the heart and it last lifetime ... And she too have wounds which will never heal
Khushi: if I wasn't forced to do this than I wouldn't have given you a chance.... She whispered
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