*blurry vision*
All I heard was screaming. Crying. Pain. Every blow to the head was the fullest. I can feel every inch of pain. I couldn't take it anymore,I wanted out. But the funny thing is....there is no way out.
"NO! STOP! STAY AWAY FROM ME!!!!"
*gun shot goes off*....
*gasp*
"Kayla?! Kayla?!"
I couldn't stop myself from screaming. Everything, all of it felt so real. I can feel my heart beat out my chest. I was sitting up on the bed desperately trying to catch my breath.
"Kayla its ok! It was only a bad dream.."
I looked at Niall with tears coming. I couldn't stop crying. I was emotionally unstable. Niall just looked at me and rubbed my back. He pulled me in his arms and petted my hair. I was crying in his arms.
"Shhh it's alright. It was only a dream.everything's gonna be ok."
The sad part Was...it wasn't gonna be okay.
-Hours earlier
NIALL POV
"NO! I'm not gonna put her threw that! I won't let her!"
I was furious at my mother. She told me we can't let Kayla stay here with us anymore. That she has to go back. Her baster of a mother got money off of Kayla and Julie from the state. And if Kayla isn't living with her, she and her ass hole of a boyfriend Frank won't get the money.
"We have no choice Niall. I don't wanna bring her back but what choice do we have?"
"We got lots of choices mother I'm not putting Kayla back threw all that crap!"
"Kayla's mother won't get money from them if she isn't there. And she's thinking of pressing charges for saying we stole her."
"We got money mom, we can hire the best lawyer."
"Believe me, I wanna keep Kayla as much as I want too but she's gonna turn 18 soon. Right now my hands are tied. Once she's 18 she has the right to come live with us but until then she has to go back."
"Mom you know what goes on in that house. Your own sister is a monster to Kayla and Julie!! And I'm not gonna just sit around for 5 months for her to finally leave hell!!"
"WELL I CAN'T MAKE TIME FLY NIALL I'M ONLY HUMAN! ALL I WANTED TO DO WAS PROTECT THEM FROM MY SISTER BUT IF THE COMPANY KNOWS WHAT GOES ON IN MY FAMILY THEY WILL CUT ME OFF!!"
"WELL FUCK YOUR CLIENTS!! THEY CAN SUCK MY FUCKEN DICK FOR ALL I CARE ITS NOT FAIR TO THEM THAT TRACY DOES ALL THIS SHIT TO THEM!! THEY DON'T DESERVE THIS BULLSHIT AND YOU KNOW THAT!!"
Me and my mother went at it for 3 more hours. She finally stormed off to cool down while I went to my office with a bottle of rum. I usually don't drink and can't drink because of baseball. But I needed it. I was at my breaking point. It was unfair, this thing you call "life" is unfair. Why does Kayla have to go back to living in hell? Going back there is like throwing an angel in a pit of fire with Lucifer and watching him tear the wings off. Kayla doesn't deserve this. Tracy wasn't always like this. She use to be an amazing,fun and loving aunt when I was a boy. She'd always take us out to the zoo, or to the park with Kayla. But then everything changed when Frank came along. Kayla's dad left my aunt when he found out she was pregnant. It was hard for her but she had us to depend on. She was happy for a while. But after a while everything started to change. She went to party a lot, drink, do drugs like cocaine and pills. It was hard for all of us,Mostly Kayla. Then just our luck, Frank came into the picture. He showed her the dark side. The way he lives and thrives off of. She was his property, and she had no saying. When she got pregnant with Julie, he left her for 3 years. He spent his times sleeping with sluts and Prostitutes. He would always come in and out when he needed something from Tracy. But all he did was use her like a toy. She couldn't say anything about it. It's like she had a Leash around her neck and he held the other end. That's when she started to get violent. She always blamed Kayla for everything. She always told her she's the reason they have no food, she's the reason her mother has no man, she's the reason Julie came along when no one wanted her. She's the reason...
After 3 years, Frank came back. Sure he slapped Kayla and Julie around infront of her mother, but she wouldn't care. She loved Frank too much. She needed him. She couldn't live without him and she would always do the same Violet blows . We tried so hard to win custody and take away Kayla and Julie from all of that. But then something came our way. When my father died everything stopped. My mother couldn't work, so everything with the lawyers and all slowly faded. We were left with millions, and I had all the riches. I was just 12 years old when my father died. I didn't know how to run a Corporation, and my mother was too depressed to help me with anything. I was left alone with everything my father has ever owned. And I had no body. Who took it worst was my aunt. My dad was like a big blood brother to my aunt. She didn't see him as a brother-in-law. She saw him as a dad figure. One my mom and aunt never really had. When she found out, darkness took over that woman. She started beating Kayla almost to death, and every time she try's to go for Julie, Kayla stops her, but gets the worst blow for protecting her little sister from getting killed by their own mother. Funny, the person who suppose to protect you and love you no matter what from harms way, is actually the harm and Hatred itself.
Years later when Kayla was 16, Frank did the unspeakably. What he did was pure evil! And you don't know how bad I wanted to kill that mother fucker! He deserved what he got. Kayla did the right thing, but the right thing led her almost to jail,To court. This so called "justice" is just full of shit. If they only knew what goes on. Kayla had to leave the next day. I took a sip of my rum and dozed off. Till I was awoke from the sound of screaming.
"KAYLA?!"
I ran upstairs as fast as I could. I swung open the door to Kayla's room. I can see her kicking and screaming in her sleep. I ran to her bed side and tried to wake her. She finally comes to reality but is still in shock. I try calming her down. Finally she calmed down, but she was crying. I pulled her closer into my arms. She was just laying there, crying into my chest an laying on my body.then all of a sudden she whippers something.
"Please...just let this all end. Please..."
After hearing those words tears started falling out my eyes. I couldn't help my baby cousin, and was worst. She's going back to the one thing I fear her life over. Sending her back home.
HARRY POV
I was buttoning up my white shirt while looking out the window from in my bedroom. I can see the kids playing and waiting for the school bus to pick them up. They all where standing there, with their mothers and fathers. Hugging them and kissing them goodbye when they had to leave. I just smiled and grabbed grey jacket walking out my bedroom door.
I went down stars to join my mother and father for breakfast before school. When I got there, I saw my parents eating and talking. My father was reading the news paper and my mother was spreading jam on her toast.
"Hello Lord Harry." One of the maids said while bowing. I bowed back and smiled as I sat down in the dinning table. Our dinning table was in the dinning room. The walls are painted white with pinkish-white roses Designs on them. Our table was grand and around. White with silver pedestals on the legs from the white chairs and table. We had big windows that stood tall to the celling with white light cotton curtains. Under the table was a grey and pink rug that matched the flower pots/stands by each corners.
"Hello son how did you sleep?" My mom said greeting me with her smile.
"Fine mother thank you."
I grabbed a bowl of eggs and bacon from the table, and some chocolate chip waffles. Chocolate chip waffles where my favorite when I was a boy. I would always wake up from my mother's smell of homemade waffles. When my mates slept over, I would always ask my mother to make us all her famous waffles.
"Hello son how are you this morning?"
My father said taking off his reading glasses and putting down the paper.
"Fine dad."
"That's good, well I hope you had a lot of sleep because we are going to be golfing today after school. I want you to know the family Business and associate with my fine men I work with."
"Sure dad, I'd love that."
We smiled at each other and then my dad looked at his watch.
"Son your going to be late for school. Don't you think you should be going now?"
I looked at the time and I jumped.
"Your right!" I got up and stuck a waffle and bacon in my mouth. I grabbed my jacket and kissed my mother goodbye.
I got to school just in time before the bell rank. I was in class waiting for Kayla to come in. Once she came in with Jezelle I smiled at them both and waved.
y̫o̫u̫'r̫e̫ s̫o̫ n̫e̫r̫d̫y̫ h̫a̫r̫r̫y̫.
"Hey guys"
"Hey Harry." The girls said at once. Jezelle sat down in her seat talking and gossiping as usually,While me and Kayla listen. I noticed Kayla looked a little sleepy. I figured she didn't get enough sleep or something.
"Hey Kayla are you ok? You look a little tired."
"Yeah, I'm fine."
She gave me a small smile and looked back down at her desk. I knew she wasn't fine. But after everything with the whole Liam thing I wasn't gonna push my limit.
The hole class period Kayla stood still in silence. I was getting worried that something really bad happened to her. I wanted to ask her so bad but didn't know how. While I was thinking, I took a glance up from looking at Kayla and found Mr.Anderson starring at me. When I caught him, he looked back down at his computer pretending it never happened.
w̫h̫y̫ d̫o̫e̫s̫ h̫e̫ a̫l̫w̫a̫y̫s̫ s̫t̫a̫r̫e̫ a̫t̫ k̫a̫y̫l̫a̫? d̫o̫e̫s̫ h̫e̫ h̫a̫v̫e̫ a̫ w̫e̫i̫r̫d̫ f̫e̫t̫i̫s̫h̫ o̫v̫e̫r̫ h̫e̫r̫? n̫o̫ i̫t̫ c̫a̫n̫'t̫ b̫e̫.. h̫e̫'s̫ a̫ t̫e̫a̫c̫h̫e̫r̫. p̫l̫u̫s̫ t̫h̫a̫t̫ w̫o̫u̫l̫d̫ b̫e̫ c̫r̫e̫e̫p̫y̫.
I Shake it off and continue my work. When the bell rang for lunch I grabbed my back pack and binder. Before Kayla could reach her stuff, I decided to grab her bag and swung it around my arm to carry it for her. She smiled, which made me smile back at her. As we exit the classroom Jezelle was waiting for us by the door. We all 3 walked the the cafeteria laughing and talking. When we got there, Jezelle walked off saying she will buy lunch for all of us.
Me An Kayla shook our heads okay and found a table to sit in.
As we waited for Jezelle to come back with our food, I decide this will be a good opportunity to ask Kayla what's going on.
"So what's bugging you?"
KAYLA POV
I froze at those words. I didn't want to tell him what I overheard last night between Naill and his mother. I had chills at the thought of seeing Frank and my mother. I wanted to puke. I was terrified, and I don't think Niall knows what I know.
"Um nothing, just didn't get enough sleep last night that's all."
I had to lie to Harry. I didn't want him knowing what really goes on in my life. If he knew, he'd probably laugh at me and walk away. Harry just looked at me pressing his lips together.
"You sure? You know I'm always here for you Kayla. You can tell me anything, I won't judge."
b̫u̫t̫ y̫o̫u̫ m̫i̫g̫h̫t̫ l̫e̫a̫v̫e̫ m̫e̫
I wanted to cry, at least shed one tear. But I couldn't. Not in front of Harry.
"Hey guy I'm back."
Harry went from looking at me to looking at Jezelle. He smiled at her and thanked her as he grabbed the red tray from her hands. I sighed in relief as Jezelle came back with our food. Harry handed me my plate and smiled softly at me.
"Thank you."
I looked at the plate of food laying Infront of me. I wasn't really hungry do to the stress and fear building inside of me.
"Kayla?"
Harry said with a worried face. Jezelle was behind him looking over his shoulders at me with a confused face.
I smiled at both of them then looked down at my plate. I swallowed nervously and took a deep breath. I began to force myself to eat ,I felt sick to my stomach but I had to do it. After I began to eat Niall came to the table.
"Hey guys!"
"HEY BABY!" Jezelle got up and ran to Niall hugging him. They both laughed as she almost tackled him to the ground while he lost his balance.
"Haha watch it baby you almost made us fall."
"I don't care. I haven't seen in forever!"
"I know love I'll try to make it up to you I've just been so stressed out and busy." Niall kissed Jezelle's hair and sat down.
"Oh how rude of me! I forgot to introduce you to our new friend. Niall this is Harry."
As Niall was digging in his base ball bag when he sat down. He finally looked up to greet Harry.
"Hey Harry I'm Nia-"
Niall stopped and his smile dropped as he looked at Harry. He was in silence as he stared down Harry. I was confused as I looked at Niall.
w̫h̫y̫ i̫s̫ h̫e̫ a̫c̫t̫i̫n̫g̫ t̫h̫i̫s̫ w̫a̫y̫? h̫e̫'s̫ n̫e̫v̫e̫r̫ a̫c̫t̫e̫d̫ l̫i̫k̫e̫ t̫h̫i̫s̫ a̫r̫o̫u̫n̫d̫ n̫e̫w̫ p̫e̫o̫p̫l̫e̫. w̫h̫a̫t̫'s̫ g̫o̫i̫n̫g̫ o̫n̫?
I then looked at Harry who had the same look on his face. They both stared each other down as if they where both lions looking at each other as prey. I looked at Jezelle who was just as confused as I was.It was about a minute when finally Harry spoke up, breaking the silence.
"Hello mate, I'm Harry. Finally get to see the famous Niall Horan." Harry smirked while sticking out his hand.
Niall looked at him up and down then to his hand. He shook his hand.
"Yeah, guess you do."
Niall had a blank look on his face.
"So uh Niall, you want the rest of my food? I'm not really that hungry."
Niall looked at me and smile.
"Of course." Niall took my plate of food and started to eat it. I looked at Jezelle again and she just shrugged her shoulders up and down. I then looked at Harry, he smiled and winked at me as he ate his food. I smiled back at him then looked down at the table rubbing my neck, loosing myself in my own train of thoughts.
w̫h̫a̫t̫'s̫ g̫o̫n̫n̫a̫ h̫a̫p̫p̫e̫n̫ t̫o̫ m̫e̫ w̫h̫e̫n̫ I g̫o̫ b̫a̫c̫k̫ h̫o̫m̫e̫? w̫i̫l̫l̫ I h̫a̫v̫e̫ t̫o̫ u̫s̫e̫ m̫a̫k̫e̫u̫p̫ a̫g̫a̫i̫n̫ t̫o̫ c̫o̫v̫e̫r̫ a̫l̫l̫ m̫y̫ s̫c̫a̫r̫e̫s̫ a̫n̫d̫ b̫r̫u̫i̫s̫e̫s̫. f̫u̫n̫n̫y̫ h̫o̫w̫ a̫l̫l̫ t̫h̫i̫s̫ h̫a̫p̫p̫e̫n̫s̫ b̫e̫f̫o̫r̫e̫ m̫y̫ b̫i̫r̫t̫h̫d̫a̫y̫.. h̫a̫p̫p̫y̫ b̫i̫r̫t̫h̫d̫a̫y̫ k̫a̫y̫l̫a̫... h̫o̫p̫e̫ i̫t̫s̫ e̫v̫e̫r̫y̫t̫h̫i̫n̫g̫ y̫o̫u̫ w̫i̫s̫h̫e̫d̫ f̫o̫r̫ i̫n̫ l̫i̫f̫e̫.
TRACY (KAYLA MOM) POV
I was cleaning the house getting it ready for Kayla for when she comes back home today. I missed her so much. I wanted to change for Kayla, although I am using her for the state money, I did want her back. I forgave her for what she did. For what she did to Frank's leg. Yes it was kinda his fault, but if she would have just get out of the way and let me have my man, this wouldn't have ever happened. Because of her actions she's going to court, and I hope they find her guilty. I finished up everything and sat down on the couch. It was quite, and all you can hear was the sound of the clock ticking. I looked over to the clock hanging on the wall. 2:40.
s̫c̫h̫o̫o̫l̫ s̫h̫o̫u̫l̫d̫ b̫e̫ o̫v̫e̫r̫ r̫i̫g̫h̫t̫ n̫o̫w̫.
I was nervous. I was sitting Twirling my thumbs around. After 15 minutes, I heard a car door close. I looked up at the door and got up from the couch. I walked to the door and fixed my shirt and hair. The door bell rang and I hurried and opened the door. There, standing infront of me was Kayla. She was Companied by two other people standing on each side of her. A man in a suite was standing on the left side of her and on the right was Naill. Kayla was in the middle of the two men. She looked so beautiful. I felt like crying seeing her. I grabbed her and hugged her moving side to side.
"I missed you!" Then all of a sudden my heart stopped. Kayla pushed me away and walked behind Niall. I was frozen at what she did. And my heart broke. I looked at Kayla with a shocked and sad face. Then the guy on the left side of Niall cleared his throat.
"So you must be Tracy. Hi, my name is Jonathan." He took out his hand. I looked at him then Kayla. I shook his hand faking a smile. "I work for the state of Louisiana abuse victims. May we come in?"
"Of course" I Stepped back and opened the door wider. As they all walked in, Niall whispered something in Kayla's ear. Then held her tight besides him as they both walked in after the man.
"You can take a seat on the couch if you would like?"
"Oh thank you." The man sat down and looked at both Niall and Kayla. He smiled as if saying it was okay, then they sat down on the couch next to him. Kayla avoided looking at me, but Niall just stared at me in discus.
"So, as you know I am here to drop off Kayla. But I'm also here to talk to you about the court date and what's going to happing. But do know Kayla will be turning 18 soon, so she will be permitted to leave the premises legally and have Custody of Julie. But until then, she has to prove she is worthy of taking care of her, and has to have a full time job and a stable well-together home for both Julie and Herself. In order to have full custody of little Julie. If not, in the mean time she will still be living with her grandmother Mrs. Lopez . Do I make my self clear?"
I look at Kayla, but all she is doing is closing herself into Niall's arms looking into the distance.
"Yes of course."
The man smiles at me.
"Good! So as you know we will be having the court date in the next month or so. But do know, if you by any chance have anything to do with what happened. You will be charged with your spouse Frank Jones and will be charged also ,but charged with domestic abuse on your children. which will add to your sentence."
I wanted to punch Kayla. For doing this to us, for doing this to Franck. All I wanted to do was drink and throw the bottle at her.
w̫h̫a̫t̫ a̫r̫e̫ y̫o̫u̫ t̫h̫i̫n̫k̫i̫n̫g̫?!? s̫h̫e̫'s̫ y̫o̫u̫r̫ c̫h̫i̫l̫d̫! y̫o̫u̫r̫ f̫i̫r̫s̫t̫ b̫o̫r̫n̫! i̫t̫s̫ n̫o̫t̫ h̫e̫r̫ f̫a̫u̫l̫t̫ y̫o̫u̫r̫ g̫o̫i̫n̫g̫ t̫o̫ j̫a̫i̫l̫. i̫t̫s̫ y̫o̫u̫r̫s̫. y̫o̫u̫r̫ n̫o̫t̫h̫i̫n̫g̫ b̫u̫t̫ a̫ c̫r̫a̫z̫y̫ b̫i̫t̫c̫h̫!!! n̫o̫t̫ e̫v̫e̫n̫ l̫i̫t̫t̫l̫e̫ s̫w̫e̫e̫t̫ n̫i̫a̫l̫l̫ pities you.
I looked at the mirror hanging above them.
l̫o̫o̫k̫ a̫t̫ y̫o̫u̫r̫s̫e̫l̫f̫. y̫o̫u̫ l̫o̫o̫k̫ l̫i̫k̫e̫ n̫o̫t̫h̫i̫n̫g̫ b̫u̫t̫ t̫r̫a̫s̫h̫! y̫o̫u̫ a̫l̫w̫a̫y̫s̫ w̫o̫n̫d̫e̫r̫ w̫h̫e̫r̫e̫ t̫h̫e̫ g̫o̫o̫d̫ t̫i̫m̫e̫s̫ w̫e̫n̫t̫. w̫h̫e̫n̫ y̫o̫u̫,k̫a̫y̫l̫a̫,a̫n̫d̫ e̫v̫e̫n̫ n̫i̫a̫l̫l̫ a̫n̫d̫ y̫o̫u̫r̫ s̫i̫s̫t̫e̫r̫ h̫a̫d̫ t̫h̫e̫ g̫o̫o̫d̫ o̫l̫d̫ t̫i̫m̫e̫s̫.t̫h̫e̫ g̫r̫e̫a̫t̫ m̫e̫m̫o̫r̫i̫e̫s̫. b̫u̫t̫ y̫o̫u̫ w̫a̫s̫t̫e̫d̫ i̫t̫, y̫o̫u̫ m̫a̫d̫e̫ t̫h̫e̫m̫ g̫e̫t̫ a̫w̫a̫y̫ f̫r̫o̫m̫ y̫o̫u̫ l̫i̫k̫e̫ a̫n̫t̫s̫. y̫o̫u̫ g̫a̫v̫e̫ i̫t̫ a̫l̫l̫ a̫w̫a̫y̫. a̫n̫d̫ f̫o̫r̫ w̫h̫a̫t̫? a̫ j̫u̫n̫k̫i̫e̫ l̫i̫k̫e̫ f̫r̫a̫n̫k̫? y̫o̫u̫ b̫l̫a̫m̫e̫d̫ e̫v̫e̫r̫y̫t̫h̫i̫n̫g̫ o̫n̫ k̫a̫y̫l̫a̫ f̫o̫r̫ w̫h̫a̫t̫ h̫e̫'s̫ d̫o̫n̫e̫ t̫o̫ y̫o̫u̫.a̫n̫d̫ w̫h̫e̫n̫ b̫r̫a̫d̫ d̫i̫e̫d̫, y̫o̫u̫ m̫a̫d̫e̫ t̫h̫i̫n̫g̫s̫ w̫o̫r̫s̫e̫. y̫o̫u̫ m̫a̫d̫e̫ k̫a̫y̫l̫a̫ a̫n̫d̫ j̫u̫l̫i̫e̫'s̫ l̫i̫f̫e̫ h̫e̫l̫l̫. y̫o̫u̫ d̫e̫s̫e̫r̫v̫e̫ t̫o̫ r̫o̫t i̫n̫ p̫r̫i̫s̫o̫n̫ y̫o̫u̫ d̫r̫u̫n̫k̫e̫n̫ h̫a̫g̫.
My mind kept repeating itself. Over and over again.
"Ms. Tracy? ... Ms.Tracy?"
"Huh?" I snapped out of it and looked at the man calling me.
"Ms.tracy are you ok?"
I looked over at Kayla and Niall who stared at me with confused faces. The man looked at them and they looked at him. The man pressed his lips and looked back at me.
"Well, I can see you must be tired from a long day. Me and the boy will get going. In the mean time, Kayla will stay here until the court date. Which she will be staying with Mr.Horan again."
They all 3 got up and walked to the door. I got up and stood there, not knowing what to do. Kayla followed them, they were talking, I couldn't hear what they were saying. Then the door closed. Kayla looked at me from the door hallway. We just stood there, in silence, starring at each other.
"So uh, I-I cleaned t-the house for you. I wanted to welcome you home to a clean house. And k-keep it clean for you birthday." I said smiling while showing her around the living room. Kayla looked at the living room, then back at me.
"Thank you."
We stood in silence again.
"So uh, I made a cake for you!" I said walking up to Kayla holding out my hands, but as I got to close she stepped back. I stepped back and grabbed my hands, holding them close to my chest.
"It's chocolate, your favorite!" I smiled, hoping she would give me some kind of emotion.
"Here! Let me get your bag!"
Kayla grabbed the bag from my hands and stepped back, not meeting my eyes.
"I can carry it myself thank you"
"I'll Uh, I'll set the table. I ordered pizza. I was hoping maybe we can talk. Maybe catch up on good old times."
"Maybe. I'm a little tired. And not all that hungry."
"Oh ok. I'll save you some just in case you get hungry."
Kayla nodded her head ok and turned around walking to her room.
"Oh and Kayla! ... I... I-I love you." I smiled at her and she just gave me a quick glance. Turning back and walking to her room. I knew She wouldn't just forgive me right then and there. I sat down on the couch, crying and thinking what I've done. This is all my fault...
NIALL POV
As we where in the car going home, all I could do was think of Kayla. I felt angry, guilty. I couldn't protect her, I just dumped her back in hell.
h̫o̫w̫ c̫o̫u̫l̫d̫ I d̫o̫ s̫u̫c̫h̫ a̫ t̫h̫i̫n̫g̫? h̫o̫w̫ c̫o̫u̫l̫d̫ I l̫e̫t̫ t̫h̫i̫s̫ h̫a̫p̫p̫e̫n̫?
All I could do was just look out the window and think. All the anger built inside of me needed to get out.
"It's alright Mr.Horan. This is all we could do for right now."
"No. It's not alright. You know what goes on in that house, you know what kind of danger she is in right now!"
"We know, and you should know she will turn 18 soon, and the court date is coming up soon which means she will be under your care again. Plus, If we do see marks on her skin. We are allowed to remove her."
All I could do was look at the man. The driver then told us we arrived at my place. I opened the door and got out.
"Just give it time Mr. Horan. Everything will be fine."
I laughed sarcastically at his remark.
"Yeah right, that's what you said last time when she came to me with a black eye." I slammed the door at his face and walked away from the car. As the car drove off I opened my door and closed it behind me. I punched the wall beside me and made a huge hole in it.
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As I punched the punching bag with all my force. All I could think about was Kayla. How her face looked at me for help, how she needed me the most, and I couldn't help her. How she's in this mess Cause of Tracy, how Frank Ruined all our lives. What he did to Kayla. I wanted nothing but to kill that mother fucker. He Wasn't a man, he was just a boy wanting to take all his anger and evil out on my family. My Kayla. More force came to the bag and the anger built more And more. Every Violent blow was getting rougher and Rougher. The harder I hit, the more the bag starts tearing. My final blow made the bag rip in half and fall to my feet. I could feel and see the sand all over the gym floor.
"Man, you must be really angry. Did someone steal your fries?" I looked up to see Louis leaning on the door way. I took out my earphones and paused my iPod. I walked to the table where I placed my shirt,towel, and water.
"I'm not in the mood Louis."
I took a sip of my water. I was sweating and out of breath. I was breathing heavy trying to catch my breath.
"What's wrong with you?" Louis said while walking to me. He sat on the table and handed me my towel.
"Thanks."
I whipped the sweat off my face and dabbed my sweaty body with the towel. I dabbed my sweaty six pack and then dabbed up to my chest. I threw the towel over my shoulder and drank my water again.
"So why are you upset?"
"What makes you think I am?"
Louis leaned over to look at the broken punching bag behind me.
"Well for starters you killed the poor punching bag and took your hole anger out on in. Be glad this gym is underneath the house and in your basement Because then you would have to pay for that if it wasn't." Louis said pointing at the bean bag.
"It's about Kayla." I said looking down.Louis face expression dropped.
"Oh."
"Yeah."
I walked to the weights and needle over the bar to put weights on it. Louis got up an walked after me.
"You know it's not your fault right."
I lifted up the weights up and down. Struggling at first to speak.
"Yeah, try telling that to my conscience."
"Ok... NIALL'S FOOD EATING CONSCIENCE STOP FEELING GUILTY!!" Louis screamed as he stood over me.
"LOUIS!!"
"What?! You told me too."
I rolled my eyes and continued to lift weights.
"You know it's not your fault she had to go back. And it's not your mother's fault either."
"All she cares about are the clients."
"Niall, your Over reacting to this. If the clients found out about her sister being a psychotic abuser to her own daughters, what do you think the people will say? You'll lose Business. Not to mention this is your dad's legacy he worked so hard for. Your mom is working on it all for when its your time to finally step in."
"Maybe I don't want the corporation."
Louis looked at me and shook his head.
"That's not what you said when your dad died."
I stopped lifting the bar of weights in my hands.A single tear came out my eye.
"I know you care about your Father's company, and I know you miss him. We all do Niall. Even me. Your just worked up and stressed out. Your Dad's company all in your hands once the new year starts,Feeling guilty because you couldn't do anything about keeping Kayla, not knowing how to tell your mom your dad died, or even knowing how to comfort her and tell her everything will be fine. You think everything is your fault. All the weight is one your shoulders."
Louis stepped closer to me and put his hand on my shoulder.
"I know your feeling guilty, all the stress is getting to you. You want to just help everyone out, make everyone happy. You try and try but can't. Niall it's not your fault, things happen for a reason."
I started to tear up,and then look at Louis.
"But it is, I feel like the pass is repeating itself. It's all my fault the boys where left all alone. It's my fault you guys grew all part."
"The past is the past Niall, we were just boys. Don't let this get to you. Remember the pack song?"
I looked at Louis confused. Louis just looked at me and was speechless.
"Don't tell me you forgot?" I stared at him and he rolled his eyes.
"2 L's means lots of love, 1 N means nandos."
I smiled and snag along with him.
" 1 Z means zebras and 1 H means horses. And that's what our pack song has in heeeeere."
Me and Louis both laugh while his arm was around me.
"That was a corny, and didn't really make a lot of sense."
Louis said while thinking of the song. I looked at Louis smiling, thinking of the olden days and good memories of our old pack back at London when we were kids.
"Great times." Louis looked at me and smiled. We hugged and he padded my back.
"Well I'm gonna go."
"Where are you going?"
"I gotta see an old friend."
"Who?"
Louis looked back at me from the door way with his right arm holding the side of the door way.
"Don't worry about it mate."
Louis smiled and walked out. I thought for a minute who could Louis be seeing at this time? And who's this old friend? I shrugged it off and walked back to the bar. I began to lifts weights again and try to forget everything that happened.
*FLASH BACK*
"Please... Don't leave me! I beg of you PLEASE NIALL!!"
Kayla said while holding Niall's arm not letting go as he tried to walk off.
"I'm sorry Kayla... I wish I could do something."
Kayla looked at Niall and began to tear up.
"But... he'll kill me..."
Naill looked at Kayla. He can see the fear in her eyes,He started to tear up but looked away closing his eyes. Niall whispers, "I'm sorry.." He then pulls his arm out of her grasp and began to walk away towards the car. He can hear Kayla cry out to him. But all he can do is close his eye shut and tight, and pretend he couldn't hear out her cry to him.
I shook my head to get the thought out. The thought of me not being there. Not protecting Kayla. Not holding her in my arms. I was like her big brother. And I couldn't let my little sister get hurt. But there was nothing I can do.... Nothing.
LOUIS POV
As I drove to the hospital all I could think about was Niall.
p̫o̫o̫r̫ n̫i̫a̫l̫l̫,h̫e̫ d̫o̫e̫s̫n̫'t̫ d̫e̫s̫e̫r̫v̫e̫ t̫o̫ f̫e̫e̫l̫ t̫h̫i̫s̫ w̫a̫y̫. b̫e̫s̫i̫d̫e̫s̫, I l̫i̫v̫e̫ r̫i̫g̫h̫t̫ b̫y̫ k̫a̫y̫l̫a̫ a̫n̫d̫ i̫f̫ a̫n̫y̫t̫h̫i̫n̫g̫ h̫a̫p̫p̫e̫n̫s̫ I k̫n̫o̫w̫ s̫h̫e̫ w̫o̫u̫l̫d̫ c̫o̫m̫e̫ r̫u̫n̫n̫i̫n̫g̫ t̫o̫ m̫e̫ f̫i̫r̫s̫t̫.
As I parked the car and turned off the Keys I laid my head back in the car seat closing My eye. I took a deep breath.
"Here we go."
I opened the car door and got out the car. I stared at the hospital for a moment and closed the car door. I pressed the lock button on my car keys and began to walk. When I walked in I looked around the lobby, I walked up to a nurse behind a desk.
"Hello, where is room 201?"
" second room towards the left hallway."
"Thank you." I smiled at the nurse and she smiles back. As I got in the elevator and pressed the 2nd floor button all I can think about was how he would react. I knew he wasn't in the best condition to have visitors. Specially the ones who could give him a heart attack. As the I heard the ding, the doors opened and I stepped out. I finally fond the room I was looking for and knocked on it while softly opening the door.
"Come in"
I smiled and walked in. I could see him on the bed, shocked to see him.
"Boy did you get a beat down mate."
"What are you doing here Louis?"
"Came here to see you... Liam."
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