Chapter17:
Screaming For Help
Alli's Prospective
My eyes shot open in the mist of a scream. These nightmares have been accruing
every night and just won't seek to go away. The first night was the night my
grandma passed. Keaton tried to calm me down and make everything better,which he
did. I looked around the familiar white room that I had been at for two days.
My eyes set on the huge tv that was on but the volume was turned low. Then my
eyes set on the big glass window where the sun was just rising. I looked over to
the clock that read 5:46 a.m and turned over to find Keaton sleeping with his
head dug into his pillow. We had grown fond of falling asleep together,and now
it was just a thing we did. Sleeping together. Maybe it was just the comfort of
him being there,or something else. But I couldn't fall asleep without him being
there. "Keaton" I whispered pushing him slightly.Nothing. "Keaton" I whispered
again pushing him Alittle harder to where he was now shifting. "Mmmm what?" He
asked in his groggy morning voice with his eyes still glued tight. "I-I can't
sleep" I stuttered now embarrassed that I ha woken him up for this stupid
reason. "Alli,it's like 6 in the morning." Keaton said sighing. "I'm sorry" I
said barely a whisper slowly getting out of the bed. Walking over to my bad I
checked my phone and saw there was no messages so I threw it in the bag. I
grabbed all of my stuff and walked out the back door making my way home. Home,I
haven't been home in two days. Right after my grandmother died Keaton had
brought me to the xfactor house. It felt good to finally get out of there
though. I walked up to the front door pushing it open. All of the memories came
flooding back.
Iran to my room and just broke down into tears. Why does this have to happen to
me? Why can't everything just go good for me? After a bout an hour of sobbing I
decided that I needed to sleep. I walked into the bathroom opening the top
cabinet and taking out the bottle of pills. This would help the pane go away. I
popped seven in my mouth drinking them down quickly and making my way to my bed
and quickly passing out.