Descobrindo um novo sentimento :(statement.) Discovering a new feeling ( Portuguese)
I remember waking up with a massive headache.
It appears that I had been drinking and passed out drunk. But I came over to my house.
I am not at Emilio's.
He is everywhere with me, in my night and my day.
He never leaves my thoughts and mind, he is my twenty-four-seven company.
I was thrilled that Emilio was with me yesterday when a bomber had dropped itself on me.
He did kind of indirectly help me.
The kiss we shared, wasn't just a normal or lustful one, it was a one for using the other as a small distraction from the cruel reality, at least in my opinion.
And I found myself hating Sandros Ortez more than Emilio Dontiello.
A few months ago, before I met him at the prison which led us to here today, I would never believe myself right now and how I am feeling toward him.
It was so different from Seth which is Sandros, I hate him for how he did betray me. I still can't deny that I once had feelings for him, they were normal love.
My feelings for Emilio are more intense and wild.
Because I love him.
It would not take a fool to guess that because it is clear as the sky.
And I hate myself for falling for him because he is still an enemy of mine that I should put in prison.
And my foolish heart decided to love him.
"Valentina, come here. What are you still doing up?" My mom shouts from downstairs.
"I will be down," I shout back. "So pushy," I mutter under my breath as I go downstairs.
As I was moved by my father's office, I hear something that catches my attention.
"Sandros Ortez." My dad says.
Why is he talking with that prick?
"Yeah, I know that I am late for our work but I sure will manage." He sighs.
What is the worst that may occur?
Papãe works for Sandros Ortez. God help me, I will lose my mind.
A small chapter hehe;)