Read at your own risk (R-18)
[Ay we? Pahiya pala siya kung ganon?]
Tumatawa na sabi ni Gianna sa kabilang linya. Kasalukuyan kasi kami ngayong nagku kwentuhan tungkol sa unforgettable embarrassment na ginawa ni Stephanie kagabi. I was also only sitting down into my room's little balcony while having and taking my breakfast since I don't have anymore appointments for today.
"Ganon na nga," Sagot ko sa kanya matapos ko humigop ng gatas sa tasa ko. I loudspeak and putting down my phone above on the table located in front of me so that I can also eat my bread. "Ewan ko ba roon, ang lakas sobra ng loob gumanon sa mommy ni Gav. Ako na nga ang nahiya para sa kanya."
[Ay gaga! Ambisyosa ang ate mo!] I heard suddenly Tyler's voice in her background already but I did not surprised at all because of the fact that they were always been together. Na Halos pag nagdikit talaga sila hindi na sila mapaghihiwalay pa. I rolled my eyes a bit and looking away when I heard Tyler messing around Gianna.
Kaya bumuntong hininga na lang ako at kumagat sa bread na hawak ko. I waited for Gianna to say something more but she did not already response back to me that's why I already assumed that she's busy with her lover. In the end, I'm the one who ended the call and turning off the screen of my phone for a while.
After taking and finished my breakfast, I went for a seconds to downstairs until I reached the dining area to wash the things that I already used. I went upstairs also quickly when I've done doing it. I walked to my closet to start choosing my outfit for today.
Nagsuot lang ako ng croptop shirt partnered with my maong high waisted shorts. I let my wavy hair straight down. I put also some light make up and liptint before I went out of my room with Goffer. Ngayon ko na lang ulit siya naharap at naalagaan dahil na busy ako masyado sa paghahanap ng trabaho.
I went to the backyard of the house to smell and breath some fresh air. Nilaro laro ko lang siya roon ng mag isa. Nakangiwi akong napatingin na lang rin sa phone ko dahil sa walang magawa. I stay there for a couple of hours before I proceed and went back to inside the house para pakainin si Goffer. Sa totoo lang, sa ilang buwan ko ng ini spoil ang sarili ko sa pagbabakasyon, Hindi na ako masaya. Gusto ko na magtrabaho.
Habang abala ako sa paghahanda ng pagkain ni Goffer, my phone exactly suddenly rang representing Gaviniel's name on the screen. Kaya kaagad ko na kinuha iyon at sinagot. Napapansin ko sa kanya palagi na lang siya tumatawag sakin. Hindi ba siya ganon ka busy sa trabaho niya? Pinindot ko na lang rin ulit ang loud speak so that I could still keep all the things that I've used.
[Magandang umaga Mahal ko!] Malambing at mahinanon na bungad na sabi niya kaagad sakin. Hindi ako nagsalita at paimpit na napakagat sa pang ilalim ko na labi. Anong trip nito ngayon at ganito siya sobra ka sweet? [Mahal? Nanjan ka ba?]
Huminga ako muna ng malalim bago ako nagsalita. "Nandito ako," Sabi ko sa kanya. Nang makita ko ng sakto ang timpla ko sa pagkain ay nilapag ko na rin agad iyon sa harapan ni Goffer at lumakad na muna palayo dala dala ang phone ko. "Anong nakain mo?" Pang aasar ko rin agad.
[Nakain?] Medyo maingay ang background niya sa paligid kaya alam ko ng nasa loob na siya ng company at mukhang kararating lang niya.
"Sobrang sweet e," Halos kinikilig na sabi ko.
[Bakit? Hanggang ngayon ba hindi ka pa rin nasasanay? Alam mo naman sayo lang ako ganito.] Palihim akong napasapo sa noo ko, pakiramdam ko parang namumula at umiinit na kaagad ang mga pisngi ko! [Ano? Bakit hindi ka na makapagsalita jan? Okay ka pa ba?]
"Oo okay ako no!" Sagot ko sa kanya. Umaakto na parang hindi kinikilig.
[Talaga lang huh?] Pang aasar niya rin kaagad sakin. Napanguso ako at impit na kinagat na lang ang labi bago sumagot.
"Totoo naman e!" Pagpapalusot ko.
[Well, Okay then,] I heard him laugh a bit. [But why you're always doing this to me ha love?]
"Ang alin?" Kumunot ng bahagya ang noo ko bago umupo sa sofa. Kinuha ko ang remote para buksan ang tv at tumingin ng pwedeng mapanuod since I've been missing again to watch more Korean dramas and other series as well.
[You're voice always already making me crazy.] He used his husky voice at this time! I even heard him letting a heavy deep sighed. [By the way love, can you go to my condo later? I have something for you.]
"Ano naman yon?"
[Basta. You should go there later hm? I'll text you the time. Ibababa ko na rin muna ang tawag dahil hinahanap na raw ako nila Engr. Zamora.] Pagpapaliwanag niya.
"Okay, You take care there hm? I love you." I sweetly said to him before I leaned my back against the sofa.
[I love you more.] He ended the call after.
Buong panunuod ko ng K-Drama ay hindi ko maiwasan ang mapaisip tungkol sa ibibigay sakin ni Gaviniel mamaya. Ano kaya yon? Saka anong meron? Hindi ko naman birthday. Siguro baka trip niya lang no? Ilang minuto pa lang rin kami na natapos na mag usap ay nareceive ko na rin kaagad ang text niya.
Kaya matapos dumating ng tanghalian at hapunan ay nagsimula na akong mag asikaso. Hinayaan ko na muna si Goffer na maglakad lakad roon sa sala. I quickly taking a shower again first. Hindi na ako nagtagal pa dahil ayokong pag antayin si Gaviniel kahit na alam ko na napaka bait at understanding nung lalaki na yon sakin.
Nagsuot ako ng black spaghetti strap top na ipinares ko sa high waisted ripped jeans. Pinatungan ko na lang rin 'yon ng style loose cardigan. I let my wavy hair straight down and put some light make up as well as my lipstick. Sinuot ko rin ang flower silver earrings ko maging ang white sneaker rubber shoes ko to complete my outfit. Ganon rin ang relo ko.
Nang sa tingin ko ay okay na ang lahat sakin ay kinuha ko na ang sling bag ko na nakapatong sa ibabaw ng kama bago ako lumabas mg kwarto. Pagbaba ko sa sala minsan ko pa na nilapitan si Goffer para haplusin ang ulo nito. Tumayo na ako at dumaretso sa labas ng maramdaman ko ng tumunog ulit ang phone ko.
From: Love
I'll be late a little bit. You should come there first. I love you!
To: Love
Okay love got it! I love you too!
Binalik ko na sa bag ko ang phone ko pagkatapos niyon at mabilis ng sumakay sa sasakyan ko. I felt so relieve when I saw that there's no many vehicles on the road so that I quickly and safe to reach the place. Bago ako lumabas at bumaba sa sasakyan ko ay nilabas ko muna ulit ang phone ko para itext si Gaviniel at sabihin sa kanyang safe akong nakarating sa building ng condo niya.
When I went out to the elevator, daretso na muna akong umupo sa bench na meron roon at doon siya inantay na dumating. I played some games na lang rin muna so that I cannot be that bored while waiting.
"Love!"
Natigil ako at naiangat kaagad ang ulo ko ng marinig ko ang boses ni Gaviniel. Basta na lang akong tumayo rin kaagad at patakbo na lumapit sa kanya. I put my arms around to his neck so that I could pull him closer to me and suddenly, giving him a peck of kissed into his lips.
I laugh a bit when I saw him widening his eyes a bit. Mukhang ganon na lang siyang nagulat yata kaagad sa ginawa ko. But after few seconds, he also kissed me back. It was soft in first but when I felt that it was slowly getting hard, I stopped and pushed him a bit away from me.
"Bakit?" He suddenly asked in confusion.
"Love?" Nakakunot na sabi ko sa kanya at mabilis na lumingon sa paligid. Mamaya pala may nakakita na samin!
"Halika na nga," Bumuntong hininga siya at naramdaman ko na lang sunod na hatakin niya ang kamay ko papasok sa unit niya.
Padabog ko na pinaupo ang sarili ko sa upuan at tahimik na nilapag kaagad ang bag ko sa ibabaw ng mini table. Habang siya naman ay saglit na munang dumaretso sa kwarto niya para magbihis. Habang nag aantay rin sa kanya ay napagpasyahan ko ng hubarin ang cardigan na suot ko at ipinatong yon sa tabi ko.
Pagbalik ni Gaviniel, he was now only wearing a white sando together with his black boxer. Napansin ko na may hawak hawak na rin kaagad siyang paper bag. He still looked fresh even though he went to his work. Parang hindi man lang yata siya napagod.
"Here is my present for you," Pag aabot niya sakin ng paper bag na hawak niya bago siya umupo sa tabi ko. Kinuha ko iyon pero hindi ko kaagad binuksan.
"Thank you love," I smiled at him. "Pero para saan naman to?" Tinignan ko iyon at saglit na sinilip.
"Something that you can use to," He put his arms on my shoulder before he hugged me so tight. I even feel him kissing the top of my head. "That thing was symbolizing my love for you."
Tumawa ako at pabiro na hinampas ang likuran niya. Kahit kailan talaga siya! Sobrang sweet! Kanino kaya siya nagmana?
"Hindi ka nanaman makapagsalita," Pang aasar nanaman niya kaagad sakin. "Pero okay lang yan mas gusto ko yan kaysa naman hindi ka kiligin." He whispered into my ear.
Nakanguso akong lumayo sa kanya at pabiro siyang inirapan. Mamaya ko na lang siguro bubuksan yung regalo niya. For now, mas okay na mag bonding na muna kami dahil mahigit dalawang linggo rin kaming hindi nagkita.
"Love, kamusta naman pala ang trabaho mo?" I asked on him while I'm now busy playing his chin. Tinanggal ko na rin ang rubber shoes ko kaya malaya na akong maipatong ang paa ko sa sofa. "You seems like your not that tired ah?"
"What?" Nakangunot ang noo na tanong niya. He also started to rubbing my hair. "Paano mo nasabi?"
Ngumiti ako at sandali na lumayo sa kanya. "Kasi look at your face," Turo ko sa mukha niya. "Ang fresh fresh mo pa rin. Anong sikreto mo?"
He pinch a little my both cheeks and suddenly went closer to me the reason why I move myself back. Nang wala na akong maatrasan ay tahimik na lang akong napatingin sa kanya at napahawak sa dibdib niya.
"Magaling kasi yung nag aalaga sakin," He said!
"Siraulo!" I whispered to him.
Itinulak ko siya pagkatapos niyon at sandali na tumayo para sana maglakad papunta sa kusina para kumuha ng tubig dahil nauuhaw na ako. Pero hindi iyon natuloy dahil bigla na lang akong napatid sa kung anong bagay na nakakalat sa sahig. I thought I was going to be down fall to the ground but then, there's Gaviniel who grabbing my wrist.
Nanlaki ang mga mata ko ng mauntog at mapahawak ako sa dibdib niya. Kaya umayos kaagad ako ng tayo at inangat ang paningin ko sa kanya. Ngingitian ko na sana siya pero ayon na rin agad ang strikto niyang pagtitig sakin.
"Be careful love," Panenermon niya sakin. Kasunod niyon ay inalis niya ang paningin sakin para naman tignan kung ano ba yung bagay na nasa sahig. He put me down to the sofa when he already saw it and suddenly took it before walking again to put it in the trash can. "Ano ba yung kukunin mo?"
"I'm thirsty," Mahinang at napapalunok na sabi ko.
"Then wait for me there," Sabi niya. "Ako na ang kukuha."
Pagbalik niya, he was now holding a glass cup of water. Kinuha ko iyon sa kamay niya at pagkatapos ay mabilis ko ng ininom. I put it down above the table before wiping my lips. Natigilan lang ako ng mapansin ko ang patuloy niya pa rin na pagtitig sakin.
"Bakit? May dumi ba sa mukha ko?" I touch my face a bit. Pero hindi man lang siya sumagot. "Love," Pangungulit ko pa sa kanya but he still did not answering me. "Love naman..."
Dahil roon, saglit ako na tumigil sa pangungulit at binawian siya. Hindi ko rin siya pinansin nang magsimula na siyang tawagin ang pangalan ko. Pinikit ko ang mga mata ko at nagpanggap rin na natutulog. Bahala siya jan!
Hindi ko naman sinadya na muntikan na akong masubsob e! Kasalanan ko ba? Kung nakita ko lang yung bagay na iyon edi sana naiwasan ko na.
"Yup, Stephanie? Yeah I know her really?" Dinig ko rin kaagad na sabi niya!
Sa inis ko, mataray ko na binuka ang mga mata ko at matalim akong hinarap siya kaagad. I put my both arms against on my chest while raising my brows to him. Pairap ko siya na hinampas ng malaman ko na it was only his joke! Wala pala talaga siyang kausap sa phone niya at bahagyang inaasar niya lang ako!
"Stupid thing!" Bumuntong hininga ako at inis na inalis ang paningin sa kanya. Sinandal ko lang ang likuran ko sa kinauupuan ko. "Ikaw pa talaga ang may gana magalit sakin ah? Malay ko ba na may nakakala-"
Hindi ko na naituloy pa ang sinasabi ko ng bigla na lang niyang iniharang at ipantakip ang index finger niya sa labi ko. Umiling pa siya ng bahagya bago niya ako inihiga sa dibdib niya.
"Sineryoso mo naman masyado," He whispered to me. "I understand naman na hindi mo sinasadya yon love, pero dapat mag ingat ka pa rin."
"Nag iingat naman ako e," Pagpalag ko pa.
I stopped talking when I noticed him looking straight and silently into my eyes. His gaze on me already turns into a dark one making me confused a bit. Nangunot ang noo ko at hindi ko ganon maintindihan kung ano ba ang ibig sabihin ng mga tingin niya na iyon.
I gulped when his eyes suddenly started to went down to my nose, cheeks, up until to my lips. I was about to say something when his eyes suddenly glanced at the door. Kaya pati tuloy ako ay napatingin roon kung anong meron.
"Is there something person that you're waiting for?" Maingat ko na tanong.
I startled and my eyes suddenly widened when I glanced back, Gaviniel already kissed me on my lips! He started to hold my neck and slowly putting his other hand went down into my chest. So, I quickly closed my eyes as I wrapped my hands tighter around into his shoulder as well as on his neck to deepen the kiss. I opened my mouth so he could push his tongue inside me.
He aggressively held and massaged my mound against my spaghetti strap while kissing me. I whispered a moan into his neck when he slowly pulling down the strap of my top revealing my strapless and laced bra.
My hands slowly went down to his chest, undressing his white sando. His kisses went through my jaw until he playfully licked my neck up to my chest. I bit my lower lip and arched my neck when he was kissing me there. I was admiring his muscles in front of me.
"I wanted to taste every corner of you love," He said while looking at me like a wild lion.
I was about to answered him also when he suddenly aggressively kissing me again on my lips. His kisses on me were slowly deepen and deepen which makes me already being crazy. He slowly unbuckling my belt to remove my pants even though my panty so that in the end, I'm already naked in front of him.
After that, he also undressed himself in front of me making me gulped. I licked my lower lip when I saw the fullness of him. He hung my both legs in his arms before entering me. I closed my eyes as I feel the pain. Hindi ko na nai-stay ang mga kamay ko sa batok niya at hinayaan na lang yon na mailapag sa sofa. He let out a heavy breath when he successfully filled me to the brim. Pakiramdam ko ay masusugat na ang labi ko dahil sa kakakagat ko. I even felt the sweats on my forehead.
When I finally adjusted to his length, he started to thrust slowly, giving me hints of pleasure. He whispering some sweet words also into my ears so that he could distracted me. I tried to reach for him but my hands were already tired. I screamed when he gave me one hard thrust.
"Ah! Ah! Gav," I moaned.
I was about to closed my legs because of embarrassment but still, he opened it more wider using his other one knees. He thrusting me so hard and so fast inside me. I opened my eyes to look at him, seeing him in his pleasured expression.
"Love, Gav," I moaned when I felt something into my body.
As if he knew, I was going to explode, he stopped thrusting and stepped back, removing himself inside me. Hingal na hingal ako na tinignan siya. I thought it was the end, but I was wrong. My eyes widened when he suddenly pushed me to towards the wall. My hands automatically touch it also when he bended me over.
I painful closing my eyes again as he entered me from behind without warning. I moaned loudly but he already stiffle my moan using his hand. It gave me a different kind of feeling. He pulled out and pushed hard himself harder inside of me.
"Ah! Fucking you Gav!" I screamed when he angled himself.
I felt that my knees were already trembled and tired as well. Pakiramdam ko parang kahit na ilang minuto lang rin ay matutumba na ako sa sahig.
He put his hand on my back and pushed himself harder and faster inside of me when he found my spot. He spread my legs wider using his feet and angled himself to hit the spot.
He gave a few more sloppy thrusts before he removing himself inside of me. I felt him releasing his juice above on my stomach. I was panting so heavily after that, trying to hold him but I really felt already tired.
Hingal na hingal akong napaupo na lang rin sa sahig at pagod na pagod na sumandal sa bandang sofa. He leaned on me to kiss me on my lips again.
"I love you," he whispered.
"I love you too," I whispered also to him.
I bit my lower lip when he left to get a clean blanket as well as a box of tissue. I gathered myself to had energy to taking a shower before putting on back my clothes. Nag order na lang rin kami ng pagkain dahil halos manlambot ng sobra ang binti ko at hindi ako ganon na makalakad ng maayos.
I gulped and silently letting a heavy sighed when I felt Gaviniel sitting down beside of me. We're now in his room. I was sitting down on his bed and leaning my back against the headboard. Katatapos niya lang rin maligo na kasalukuyang may hawak hawak na towel na ipinampupunas niya sa kanyang buhok. I slowly biting my lip when my mind suddenly remember what happened earlier.
"How's my love?" He suddenly asked on me. He leaned his head on my thigh while straight looking at me. "Still in pain?"
"Saan mo natutunan yon ha?" Ibinalik ko ang paningin ko sa kanya at basta na lang siyang tinuro. "Bakit mo ginawa yon?"
"Simple lang," He said. "Para tumigil ka kakaingay." Ngumisi siya at pagkatapos niyon ay ninakawan nanaman niya kaagad ako ng halik sa labi!
This guy! Namumuro na kakahalik sakin! Ganon na lang ba talaga kalambot ang labi ko para kaadikan niya?
"Dito ka na lang muna matulog love, samahan mo ko." Pakiusap na bulong niya sa tainga ko. "Since hindi ka naman ganon na makalakad pa." Pang aasar niya rin kaagad!
Paimpit akong napakagat sa labi ko at ngumiti bago ko palihim na pinagapang ang kamay ko para kurutin siya sa kanyang beywang. Tumawa siya at sandali na tumambay na muna rin sa leeg ko para sabihin na joke lang raw yon.
Like he's wish, I stayed at his condo that day. Tinext ko sila Mama, Papa at maging si Kuya para magpaalam at ganon na lang ang paghinga ko ng maluwag ng lahat parehong pumayag sila mama puwera lang kay Kuya na sobra nanaman kung makapag react. I already also informed all of them about my relationship with Gaviniel pala at guess what? Tuwang tuwa sila lalo na si Mama.
"Mahal," Tawag sakin ni Gaviniel. I looked at him while I was leaning my head on his chest. Tahimik na lang kami ngayon na nakahiga sa kama niya at nanunuod ng kung ano sa Netflix.
"Bakit mahal?" I asked on him.
"What are your personal plans?" Bumuntong hininga siya bago tumingin sakin.
"Plans?" Saglit akong natigilan at nag isip. "Of course, first having a stable job, to earn my own money so that I can build my own house."
"Ano pa?" Tanong pa niya ulit.
"To have a second car, to visit all the places around the world."
"Ano pa?"
"Making myself always happy so that I can't feel the stress. Have a healthy body."
"Yon lang?" He suddenly raising his brow. Mukhang hindi siya ganon na satisfied sa mga sinagot ko sa kanya.
"Oo." Tumango ako. "Bakit ikaw?"
"Ako?" He slowly looked back at the tv screen and suddenly acting like he was in a deep thinking of something. "Marami."
"Tulad ng?"
"Dagdagan pa ang branch ng negosyo ko, Makapagpatayo ng isang shelter para sa mga kapos palad na nakatira at pakalat kalat sa kalsada," Lahat ng sinasabi niya ay iniisa isa niya gamit ang daliri niya. Habang ako naman ay hindi mapigilan ang mapahanga sa kanya.
Naalala ko nanaman tuloy kaagad yung pagkakakilala ko sa kanya when we first meeting each other. I thought he was a bad person because of what he looks that day, Pero yon nga, totoo pala talaga ang sinasabi nila na 'Don't easily judge the person if you still or did not know who is she or he yet.'
Nagpapasalamat rin ako dahil sa lahat ng naging relasyon na nagkaroon ako, sa kanya ko lang naranasan yung ganito kasaya. Tinanggap niya ako sa kung ano ako at hindi na niya inintindi pa kung ano ang nakaraan ko. Kung ano ako dati wala siyang pakialam roon. Dahil sabi nga niya, mahal niya ako sa kung sino ako.
Sa dami ng sinabi niya, halos ngiti na lang rin ang magawa ko. Sobrang nakakahanga lang nga rin dahil sa totoo lang, ang lahat ng kailangan niya ay meron na siya but still, he has so many wishes and plans that wanted to build. Not for his own but for the other people who are helplessness and poor.
"Pinahahanga mo naman na ako ng sobra love," I said on him. I hugged him so tight also before giving him a peck of kissed on his lips. "Sobrang thankful ko talaga kay lord dahil ikaw ang binigay niya sakin."
He laugh a bit and smiled on me. I felt his hand on the top of my hair and slowly rubbing it again. He straight looked into my eyes. "Suwerte rin ako dahil sa lahat ng babaeng ibinigay sakin ni Lord, Ikaw ang natatangi."
"So, yon na lahat ng plans mo?" Pagbabalik ko sa topic namin kanina. My eyes widened a bit and my brows furrowed also when he shaking his head.
"I still have one," Nakangiti na sabi niya. Ngiti na hindi ko alam ang ibig sabihin.
"At ano naman yon?"
"To marry you and to have a family with you."
To be continued...