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My wolf reached out and grabbed the collar. Don't take It! I screamed smashing against the walls she put up blocking me from her. She looked at the collar for a moment then without breaking eye contact with Jason she put it on. After it touched the skin of my wolf's neck I knew it was over there was no point. The only way to ever get it off now was if Jason and only Jason took it off.
I stopped trying to break threw her walls and just sat back and watched as Jason gave my wolf a smile. I would have no privacy from now on, Jason would not only be able to read my thoughts but he would be able to know where I was at all times. And if I don't do what he says then the collar now around my neck would tighten and keep getting tighter until I followed his orders.
"It looks beautiful on you." Jason commented wrapping his arms around my wolf's waist. He leans down and kisses her on the lips, My wolf, now having him all to her self didn't make the kiss a short one either. My wolf started losing control and I took back over all of my body. I pushed away from Jason glaring at him as hard as I could. If looks could kill he'd be ten feet under.
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"You tricked her!" I hissed
"It was for your own good." Jason said licking his lips as if trying to save the taste of my lips. He knew he wasn't going to get me to kiss him anytime soon. And he was a hundred percent right.
"Once she figures out what you really meant. She's going to hate you." I snarled at Jason.
"I don't need both of you to love me I just need you at my side for all eternity. Now," Jason started walking towards me making me take a step back searching for safety but only for my back to hit the wall behind me.
"Aroura I order you to kiss me." Jason smirked.
"Never." As soon as I said those words the collar around my neck got tighter but I refused to give in I was stronger than that.
"Come on Aroura you can't resist forever." He said leaning in closer. My breath hitched and I felt a bubble form in my stomach. I suddenly had the urge to kiss him, and to summit to him. I started to lean closer, then shook my head. What was I thinking?
"I can control your emotions Aroura. Now kiss me." I could tell Jason was starting to get angry.
The collar on my neck got tighter so much that I couldn't breath. I started choking. Every cell In my body was telling me to kiss Jason but I knew what I wanted and right now that was to get as far away from Jason as possible. I started seeing dots and blacking out. Just a few more seconds, I thought, then I will be safe for a while. My knees weakened and I fell into Jason's arms. Jason looked at me worried.
"I take back the order." Jason said worry evident in his eyes.
'At least he loves us some' My wolf said sadly now knowing the real reason behind his actions.
The collar on my neck was softened drastically but I refused to take a breath. I knew It wouldn't kill me, but it would make me pass out for a day or maybe if I was lucky two. He rocked me back and forth in his arms begging me to breath. The black dots started to get bigger and I knew I would pass out in only a matter of seconds. The last thing I saw was Jason leaning over me, scared. And that was the last thing I saw before I was pulled into the safety of the darkness that consumed my entire soul.
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I held her in my arms small tears running down my cheek as she layed passed out in my arms. This was all my fault. Noah looked over at me with a glare that could kill ten people.
"Your going to lose her if you keep up this." He told me his voice deathly calm.
"I know." I told him sadly.
"No you don't know or you wouldn't be doing this." Noah's voice started to get louder.
"She's going to despise you and you know what I think you deserve it. After all the stuff you've put her threw I wouldn't be surprised if she rejected you."
I stayed quite, while my wolf was practically breathing fire at the thought of Aroura rejecting me. I knew Noah was right, while it was hard to admit, he was one of the smartest person I know. But my wolf was still angered by what he said. I thought about what he said. Would she despise me?
I knew Aroura somewhere in side of her she had feelings for me just like I had for her. But after all the stuff I have put her threw all the mental wars she had to endure in her mind and all the sadness I forced upon her. Would she make it out alive? That question alone was one of the biggest thing I had ever asked myself. And as much as it hurt me to say, I knew I was right.
Would she still love me? I knew that I was getting my hopes up she would most likely hate me after this. Would she reject me? That thought was a hard one. I knew we both had feelings for each other and I probably wasn't making anything better with the collar thing.
Giving Noah a lasting but grievous look I turned and slowly walked up the stairs leading to my bedroom. I concentrated solemnly on my mates heart beat, assuring my wolf that she was indeed alive and safe with us in our arms. And with a sigh he stopped trying to brake threw my barriers. I turn the handle of my door, and it swings open with a loud creaking noise then quieting down after a second. Walking over to our bed I couldn't help but think; What did I do to deserve a mate like Aroura?
She was amazingly beautiful, kind, and gentle even when she didn't notice. She was perfect, and deserved so much better than me, even though my wolf didn't agree. I have no clue what I did, I must have done something big to be mated to a girl like Aroura. I moved the covers and slid her into the bed hearing her, despite her situation, sigh in content. This was where I belonged, I thought while stroking her cheek in a soft manner that I hoped didn't hurt her in even the slightest way.
After I knew she was okay and comfortable I quickly hurried to the bathroom, since I have not had a shower in a few days. Me and my wolf both hated being away from Aroura. But we knew we needed to give her some space.
She would need space. And after everything I had put her threw I should at least give her some time alone. After drying my hair and slipping into some clothes I walk back into the room where my beautiful little mate lay her hair spread out over the pillow as she breathed in deeply. She looked like a goddess, my goddess.
I knew she would always be my everything, my life. I would follow her to the ends of the earth and back. I would do anything for her. So why was I doing this? Why was I making her life with me miserable? I needed to stop, I needed to fix my mistakes. I need to help her.
In that moment I knew that no matter what problem we went threw we would always find a solution. She would be the one to tame our darkness, our loneliness. She alone would be my one and only love. After her leaving I knew I loved her. I would always, no matter what, indeed love her until the day I took my last breath.
It was hard to admit to her out loud but I undoubtedly loved you Aroura, my only hope was that you shared the same feelings for me...
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