secret:
i dont call it a puffer coat wtf is that its a puffy jacket
is bff the worst type of person
I WAS ONE LETTER OFF
STFFUUU ITS PICTURE DAY TMRW AND I JUST AND I JUST GOT THIS HUGE PIMPLE 🖕🖕🖕🖕
MY SKIN HAS BEEN CLEAR FOR SO LONG 🖕🖕🖕
whats ghe thing called when uour favorite parent tells ykj you arent thejr favorite kid egen thiihht thats whats theyve told u for literally ever and u know tjeir like hald joking bht r still cruinfn
dod i just call myslrf avny
quick someone who looks like this
fall in love with me quick im sad
i am litrerally crying what is going on this is the worst let me do my homeowkr also i feel bad i was like
no ill come with u its ok i know u wanted to go but not alone ill see if i can come and then without checking i was like hey lol remember how i said i would come with u not 10 minutes ago i changed my mind u have fun though but also the thing is in like 12 hours so u cant get mad at me for canceling last minute because i literally canceled 10 minutes after we made plans
i am so borecd ok wait i was playing that typing game on my computer and i was very good a t it s i got such a hight score it was crazy actioally people should be more like me also did you know i can actually type in my not just weird i just chosse not to use my fingers so it seems like i cant also im always tireda and forget where htings are so its ok
STOP I HAVE SO MUCH OF MY ART PROJECT LEFT KMSKMSK
OKOK I HAD TO MAKE A POSTER AND IVE HAD LIKE A WEEK TO WORK ON IT AND WE STOPPED WORKING ON IT DURING SCHOOL AT THE START OF THIS WEEK SO IVE BEEN COMING IN DURING FREE PERIOD AND STUFF TO GET IT DONE AND I AM SO SCARED I JUST KNOW THINGS ARE NOT GOING TO WORK OUT I BROUGHT IT HOME TODAY AND ITS SITTING ON MY FLOOR STFU ITS LITERALLY 10 PM I SHOULD GO PICK IT UP AND FINISH IT
I LITERALLY DONT EVEN HAVE THAT MUCH LEFT I JUST HAVE TO ADD A CAST SHADOW FOR ONE THING AND GO OVER THE TABLE THING OUTLINE I DREW IN PEN AND THEN ADD THOSE SPOOKY BUBBLE LETTER THINGS IN THE BACK ISTG ITLL TAKE ME LIKE 30 MINUTES I JUST HAVE TO DO IT
did you know im actually on my computer right noW ALSO WZAIT STFUUUUU IF I MAKE A PLAULIST 4 SOMEONE THAT IS NOT 4 U TO LOOK AT
i made this playlist 4 one of my irls and it got like 10 likes so i made it private BUT IT WAS A SPECIAL PLAYLIST PUNCH PUNCH PUNCH
the punch punch punch was there because those are the emojis i would have used i just dont have the energy to add rn
STOP BECAUSE THATS THE ONE CON OF WORKING ON MY COMPUTER I LITERALLY USE SO MANY EMOJIS AFTER EVERY SENTENCE ITS MY WAY OF COMMUNICATING I JUST DONT HAVE THE ENERGY TO PULL THEM UP ON MY COMPUTER AND IT DOESNT MAKE SENSE FOR ME TO
HEYYYYYY
i started reading red white and royal blue this book is so special to me
on todats episode of is avni a bitch or is everyone else actually anotyibg
the people who made me cry yesterday 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣
DAYS 👊 LIKE 👊👊👊👊 MASQUERADES 👊👊👊👊👊👊👊👊👊👊👊
DOES THE ACADEMY IS KNKW HOW PERSONAL THEY R. TO ME 👊👊👊👊👊👊👊👊👊👊
it is so weird to me no one can see me when im in my room I AM LITERALLY ALL BY MYSELF NO ONE CAN SEE ME
THANK GOD
me sittinf on my bed screaming the lyrics to cardigan while dancing is not something i want anyone ro see
also eatinf luckt charms
hi 🤪🤪🤪🤪
takes heart shaped strawberry jam cookies to the peace offering
ALLLSSOOOO my parents werent home so i started crying over how good the box of strawberries i got was
was in the past tense because i ate the entire box in a single sitting -a few bc i needed someone else to taste them (parents)
wait i didnt need someone to taste my parents i needed my parents to taste those 5 star strawberries
yes
BAEEEE I WANNA GO TO MY FRIENDS HOUSE ALR OK I WANT THEM TO TASTE THE COOKIES IM TAKING
i am such a person who bakes
ALSO HELLLOOOI MY HAIR LOOKS SO GOOD TODAY GIVING EVERYTHING
people who do know how old i am how old do u think i am
OM G WAIR
mcm nvm i forgot
HHAHYGGGHHDDHDJWNSN
my stomach hurts i am so hungry i cannot wait to go to my friends house she is givning me food
i mwan i could eat at home but theres a huge party going on and i dont wanna interrupt it u know its oarents only which is whi im going to the friends house but ya
ao im aittinf on the jud bench oml its so comfy wr have this cushion couch thing 🙏🙏🙏🙏
ALSO OMG movie moment i was walking home from school and someone i used to be friends with AND ALSO USED TO LIKE A LOT was also walkinf and they came up to me and we walked together and they asked me what i was listening to and i unplugged my headphones and just let it play and when we got to the pool where we go like opposite ways they told me we suoild start talkingbagain and also that i had a goof mysic taste 🙏🙏🙏 i love friends 🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏
anyway just now realized how dumb this app is what am i still doing here i should not be on here in the first place ajd then i go no bc friend and then bug angone who has ever interacted with me
and like spillinf my guts to literal complete atrangers cannot be safe but wtv i mean ehat r u gonna do ???????
insert long rant i just deleted and added into the projecting chapter
this is fucked i just texted irl bff this entire thing shes asleep right now but ill wait until she responds to see if i have any friends left but i cannot do this i need someone to listen to me
imagine i just keep adding to the projecting chapter and the second i decide to throw this account onto an isolated inactive email and stop using it i publish it and release all of my problems into the world for someone else to deal with
yes that would be so smart i could just detach with them but still have access to them you know in case i ever needed it for anything which i doubt i would why would i need rant from myself 3 years from now but its still weird to think about like
i am zoning out and at this point just typing words where i think words would go i cant do this good night ill type to u tomorrow
HEEEEYYYYYYYY
its beem more than tomorrow
i was alseep dor 22 hours uesterday ajd then i woek up and was still stired
AAAYYYYYYOOOOOOO LUCIFER SEASON 6 BABEYYYYYYYYY
i just realized i have not been active on here for like a week but i mean i hva ebeen kust no one else nnkws bc km kot talking only talky to myslefy
imagine if oneone of u knew what i was saying every as ntheh this entire buok bujst rashed and burnded and thne we all criesd
bc someine just responded to somrhting on there saying they dodnt know hwat i was sayinf and then iwas like og m only like fouf people can understnad anything i say
anywaf
wow holy moly thads a lot of words like 1500 kinda workxs
anyway gonna go onmu phone bc i dont wannt a just my ocmputerf anymore im wathcung tv
ALSO WAIT JUUST REALIZED I HABVENT PLAYED ANICMAL CROSSING IM SO LONG BUT I CANT ANYMORE BC I ODNT HAVE THE SWITCH STHIS IS SOSS SAD ANEVERYTHIGN IS BAF
SHIVER SHIVEDR I AMNSO COLD
mo i waont turn my fan off i like thensiund it makees
i like gimmy baears they are so yummy mmmm
gummy bears
never will underatnd that scne e when people just pull a neclamdce offand r all frmasmtic about it how did u do yhat
AYYYOOOOO where do bikers get their jackets this is so bizarre ato me OMG I SPELTHUT IT CORRXTT OMG EVERYONE CELETBRATWD ok but like i saw this dude wand he w son his mitercylce and bff herte did u get it did they allg etnem custom made thstas so funnt to me
ayyooo i have hoooommeewwwooorrkkkkkk
its so dumb kms kms its going to take Hours
LITERALLY IT CAN GO DIE I HATE MATH
also omg did we talk about the met gala here
i dont think we did
it was so dumb i am angry
screams and cries and sobs i miss avni from the first chapters of this book
screams and cries in june 8 2020
anyway MAN
someone added me to the gc for our school 👊 or grade ig 👊
literal hell on earth
pov im about to post this and i left something actually terrible in it
TAYLOR SWIFT 👊👊👊👊👊👊 YOU ARE MAKING ME GO INSANE 👊👊👊👊👊👊 WHAT DO YOU MEAN IM GOING TO BE SELLING SIGNED COPIES OF FEARLESS TV CDS FOR 19.89 AFTER RELEASING THE FIRST 1989 TV SINGLE EVEN THOUGH I ANNOUNCED RED FOR NOVEMBER AND THERES RUMORS OF EVERMORE THE LONGPOND STUDIO SESSIONS WHICH I JUST LAUGHED AT ON TIKTOK AFTER NOT DENYING JT WHAG DO YOU MEAN DID YOU KNOW THIS WOMAN IS THE SOURCE OF ALL OF MT PROBLEMS
YOU 👊👊👊👊👊👊👊👊👊👊
screams and fights and doesnt kiss anyone in the rain bc it isnt 2 am and im not cursing your name and im not so in love that i act insane im actually insane because of how much i hate taylor swift