You’re my sun, one and only in this world
I bloom for you, but you make me thirst
It’s too late, too late
I can’t live without you
Even if I’m drying out, I try harder to reach you
But it’s no use, it’s a dream to be broken
I run and run, but I’m not getting anywhere
Just burn me out, yes
Keep pushing me away
This is a fool, crazy in love, chasing in circles
Make me run
Make me run more
Let my feet rip apart with wounds
At least I can
I smile when I see you
I run, run, run I can’t stop
Run, run, run again I can’t help it
In any case, this is all I can do
All I know is how to love you
Run, run, run again
It’s okay to fall
Run, run. Run, again
It’s okay to get hurt
I’m alright, even if I can’t have you
Pitiful destiny, point your finger at me
Run
Don’t tell me bye, bye
Run
You make me cry, cry
Run
Love is a lie, lie
Don’t tell me, don’t tell me
Don’t tell me bye, bye
Everyone says it’s over, but
I can’t stop Is this sweat or tear,
I can’t really tell oh
My love stripped bare, the stormy winds
They make me run again, my heart beats again
Make me run
Make me run more
Let my feet rip apart with wounds
At least I can I smile when I see you
I run, run, run I can’t stop
Run, run, run again
I can’t help it In any case, this is all I can do
All I know is how to love you
Run, run, run again
It’s okay to fall
Run, run. Run, again
It’s okay to get hurt...
11:03 pm
4 years.
4 years have passed by. Ever since all of it happened. I remember it vividly. I remember running away from home and the transporting into the future. I remember the unusually beautiful beings I saw. I remember a lot, but it is so faded.
I remember Jungkook.
My heart has not been the same without him. So many days have passed, yet I still hope I see him one day. I feel like a part of me has been taken away. I need him.
I live with Bangtan in a fairly big apartment. There are four rooms, so two people in one room. But I share my own room, ofcourse. I never went back to my old home, I don't feel safe there anymore.
I never heard from my parents ever again after that day.
"K everyone lights out!" Taehyung shouts- completely ignoring the neighbours-, signaling us to go to sleep as he turns off the lights in the home through the main switch.
We all had jobs. I worked as a therapist. Mainly because during the first few months after what had happened, I had been going through a lot of mental issues, and I got engulfed in psychology as it got really interesting... you know, the way humans function and all. It got to the point I wanted to work in a field associated with that. But I also wanted to help people going through a rough time.
It really helped to occupy my mind and time. Therefore I went with it. Everyone else in Bangtan all got their own jobs
... and partners.
They tried to not really appear with their signifact others infront of me because they knew I had feelings for someone who I haven't met in 4 years. I appreciated that, though it still made me feel lonely. But I'm happy for them.
I closed my eyes, and tried to drift off to sleep.
A fairy-tale like world. The sun shines brightly as the wind blows by. The birds chirp happily and ever so freely as they cover the baby blue sky in small groups. The clouds are fluffy, pure white, just like cotton candy. The grass looks so youthful, with small white flowers being swung by the wind, like a seesaw.
I realise that I'm wearing a light white dress made out of thin fabric, long sleeves flowing like flower petals as well as the rest form the dress. I'm bare-footed, I can feel the soft grass beneath my feet.
The sight is so breathtaking. I feel so free, like I have nothing to worry about. I peacefully twirl around. Then I flop onto the ground, staring into the sky.
I hear a seesaw, slightly squeaking. I lift myself up and look around and see a seesaw going to and fro, with a guy around my age on it. He looks harmless, and ethereal, even though I'm facing his back, with a slight distance between us.
He has pretty dark fluffy hair, and he's wearing a free, white flowy shirt with matching trousers.
He swings so happily, as if he is carefree. Happiness engulfes his whole being as he starts giggling. I run up to him and nudge him. "Hey let me join, seems fun!" I jump on it as he slows down a little.
I start giggling too. I look at the boy and my smile grows bigger as tears fill my eyes. "Jungkook..." I say quietly.
"Y/n..." he smiles, both sadness and happiness filling his eyes, "I'm sorry I didn't come back earlier I ju-"
It all crashes, it all crumbles... like dried flower petals.
"No- wait!" I scream as Jungkook disappears, too.
I’m alright, even if I can’t have you
Pitiful destiny, point your finger at me
Memories crumble like dried flower petals
At the tip of my fingers, under my feet
Right behind your back
I’m chasing butterflies, so lost in dreams
I follow your traces
Show me the way, please stop me
Let me breathe
I run, run, run
I can’t stop
Run, run, run again
I can’t help it
In any case, this is all I can do
All I know is how to love you
Run, run, run again
It’s okay to fall
Run, run. Run, again
It’s okay to get hurt
I’m alright, even if I can’t have you
Pitiful destiny, point your finger at me
Run
Don’t tell me bye, bye
Run You make me cry, cry
Run
Love is a lie, lie
Don’t tell me, don’t tell me
Don’t tell me bye, bye