Always in All ways
*****
Donny
"Love, I have to go.. Tinatawag ako ni Dad" I said and looked down..
"Go ahead.. Don't worry about me Donny.. Here, you can visit the twins.. I uhm.. have to go." Aalis siya? But I thought we were fine kanina?
"San ka pupunta? Are you going back?" I'm scared of the answer, hindi ko kakayanin if she'll leave me again..
"Babalik na ko sa States, I don't if babalik pa ko.. I'm glad that you're happy with your career now.. salamat ulit sa pag asikaso saakin kagabi" she let go of my hand and kissed my lips..
"I love you daddy.. and I'm sorry kung dahil saakin nagkagulo yung management" walang sabi sabi she kissed me again and left a tear at my cheeks..
Why is my life like this? Bakit kailangan mo pa isakripisyo ako para sa trabaho ko Kisses? Why can't you just choose your happiness?
Daddy A : Son where are you?
Donny : Condo.. namin
Daddy A: Are you crying?
Donny: you don't care! I'm on my way!
I'm so mad! So mad at the people around me! Putangina hanggang kailan ba ko ganito? I just want to have a happy family, yet my kids died at an early age.. Kisses chose to leave because she thinks she's a hindrance to my career.. for fucks sake! I can leave my career just to be with her!
I was about to go in my car when the wind went straight to my face..
"Daddy, I love you.. " my Athena.. I smiled when I entered my Car.. Stay calm Donny..
@AT PANGILINAN RESIDENCES
"Donny?! Anong post nanamn to? Bakit wala ng DonBelle?" Out of all people akala ko si Mommy ang kakampi ko.. I glanced at Solana and Hannah but they just looked away like I did wrong
"Kuya, I thought Ate Kisses only? Why someone is on your bed na?" Solana said.. I chuckled
"That was your Ate Kisses, Sola!.. " oh my baby sister is not a baby anymore.. she's already 15!
"What happened? What post is this?
"Mom" I just bursted out crying.. I just can't help it..
"Mom, I hate myself for not choosing Kisses 5 years ago.. For taking her for granted. Ma ang gago ko! Ang gago gago ko! n-ng dahil sakin namatay mga anak ko! K-kung sana hindi ako trabaho ng trabaho noon s-sana buhay sila.. s-sana happy family!" AH SHIT!! TANGINANG BUHAY!!
"Mom slapped me so hard that I can't even feel anything.." she is so mad.. I can see it
"SINABIHAN NA KITA! TALK TO KISSES BAGO SIYA BUMITAW DIBA? I TOLD YOU TO MAKE TIME FOR HER! TANGINA NAMN DONATO! Why didn't you notice that she is hurting? Everytime she sees you with other girls? She's crying alone sa kwarto ko pag wala ka dito.. I know about my grandchildren.. but I never seen them not even once!" She's crying because of me.. I know they are all disappointed saakin.. I'm a disappointment I know that.. Hannah spoke
"I have you clues before, I knew that she was pregnant, the way she acts and eats I already knew.. I gave you hints Donny pero hindi mo pinapansin.. Fucking regret it's your fault anyway" she left the house without even saying where she's going
Fuck you Donato! Ang gago mo, ang gago gago mo!
FLASHBACK
PRESENT
Tangina bakit hindi ko napansin? She's craving for ice cream! Fuck ang gago ko!
💜🍩💋
Please don't forget to vote, comment and share my stories!