Fiona
I sat on my apartment roof watching the stars and moon. I don't understand. What did I do to deserve this? As far as I can remember, I have been good to every soul I've met. I don't understand why I deserve this. I have done no wrong in this world.
I thought about how I put my entire family and friends in danger just so I can live. How selfish.
I just wish I could talk to my dad one more time, tell him I'm sorry if I did anything, anything for him to just forget about me. He was the only family I really had.
I thought about jade. What have I done? Tears fell off my cheeks.
I wasted no more time and dialed Anna's phone.
"Hello?" she answered. I said no words.
"whos this?"
"uh...hi" I should barely speak
"is this?"
"I don't know"
"oh my god. Fiona!"
"Hey," I said smiling.
"How did you get this number?"
"remember the waitress at the diner, she gave it"
"damn your sneaky"
"so like do wanna hang out sometime? I really miss seeing you"
"sure when?"
"tomorrow, meet me at the mall at 12 PM"
"12 PM? isn't that kinda early?"
"I think its I good time because we can have the whole day to us"
"ok then see you tomorrow"
"ok bye"
"bye"
The only reason I wanted to do that so early was because I needed to get to her house quick. I just gotta somehow pull this.
. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .
I woke up the next morning and quickly got dressed.
I head to my car and started driving to the mall.
I saw her car and stepped out of mine to go greet her.
"hey!" she waved excitedly at me as she ran in my direction.
"hi," I smiled holding back the guilt.
she leaned into a tight hug.
"so what do you have planned?" she asked me.
"we'll see. I'm just so excited to see you"
"aw me too"
"let's go buy some stuff," I said cheerfully.
..........
"This was so fun what do you wanna do now?" anna asked as she looked through her bags of clothes.
"I kinda wanna go for a swim but I don't know if any pools would be open this time plus I don't like beaches"
"If you don't mind we can go for in Adrian's pool, I'm sure he won't mind plus you've been there so it's ok if I bring you over. but that's only if you're up for it" she asked.
I pretending to think for a while.
"uh I don't know to be honest"
"it's okay if you don't wanna go, I totally get it"
"you know what... f it lets go"
"Are you sure?"
"yah, it's fine we'll just be in the pool"
"yes! ok let's go"
...................
done part 20!