✓ PLEASURABLE MESS

By hyunifilm

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❝―You need me, and you know it.❞ (Mafia Series #1!) In which a girl discovers that she's carrying the child o... More

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By hyunifilm

I'm back, hoes. Currently writing this while I'm in class so there might be some errors that I didn't notice while I was writing!





"Listen Y/n, whatever happens you need to be strong." Jackson said and placed his hands on my shoulder

"He needs to live Jackson, I still need him" I say. Jackson lowered his eyes to the ground and sighed. I know that he's not sure if Hyunwoo's going to be okay

Judging from his condition as soon as he got into the ER it's a 50/50. He stood up and went to Namjoon


"Jackson you know Hyunwoo's not going to make it- well not unless a miracle happens and he somehow managed to escape death's door" Namjoon says

"I know, but I don't think Y/n can take the pain if Hyunwoo leaves her like that." He said and looked at Y/n who was very worried and anxious as to what the news the doctor might bring

"It might be dangerous for her situation especially since she's pregnant if she hears about the news the doctor might bring, may it be good or bad she can't-" Namjoon couldn't finish his sentence when the doctor finally went out of the ER


I immediately stood up and greeted the doctor. The doctor took a moment of silence before speaking. My heart was racing as I clasped my hands together, hoping.

"I'm sorry," My heart slowly sank. No, this can't be

"We did everything we could but it was too late. He lost a lot of blood. If he had gotten here early we could've had saved him but...I'm sorry for your loss"

I couldn't hear him, his voice was inaudible to my ears as I only stared at the door where my brother is in. He bowed at Jackson then left

The doctor's news left me fazed at my spot. I felt cold, empty, and the end of the rope of hope I was holding so tight hoping that my brother would be  alright, vanished into darkness.

It felt like my heart was sinking and that I had just lost a part of me, a part that I cherished so much that I couldn't possibly live without the existence of it.

My brother who gave me what my parents should've had given me, my brother who gave up his dreams just to raise me, my brother who chose to understand my stubbornness and still stayed with me.

He became a big part of me,

But I lost him.

"No..." I ran into the ER and the nurses tried to stop me but it was no use. I stopped at his bedside. He was resting, peacefully. Too peacefully.

Jackson signaled the nurses to leave the room and they obliged

"Hyunwoo, what about your chips?" Tears started to evade my eyes and my knees gave up on me. I supported myself by placing my hand at the side of his bed

"Please come back. I promise I won't complain about you eating all the chips in the refrigerator again just- please don't leave me like this.. come back Hyunwoo!" I broke down, burying my face in the sheets and held hyunwoo's hand as I weeped

His hands were cold but it still feels like home

I felt Jackson's hands gently placing on my shoulders. I turned to him "Jackson! There must be a mistake Hyunwoo isn't dead! He can still be alive.." I said and I knew it was ridiculous

"I'm sorry Y/n.." He said and avoided eye contact with me

At this time, only one person came to mind. The one who caused the death of my brother. Yuri, the two-faced traitorous snake!

I'm going to kill her

My emotions got the best of me it was like my rage was eating me up that I didn't care if I killed someone with my bare hands anymore. I felt numb and the only thing set to my mind was to eliminate the one who caused my pain.

I stood up and glanced at namjoon's gun that he was hiding. He carries around that gun all the time since he's our family's consigliere

"Y/n" Jackson called with a worried expression and extended his hands to me incase I dramatically collapse due to the shock or something

No, I don't want to be weak anymore

I don't want to be some kind of stuck up like princess who needs someone to protect her because she can't defend herself. I'm sick of people protecting me and because of that...

I glanced at Hyunwoo's now cold body, I lost someone dear to me. I looked into Jackson's eyes hoping that he can get what my eyes were talking 'sorry' for what I'm about to do would definitely make you worry

I walked pass by Jackson and Namjoon as they only watched me. They were both confused and looked at each other and Namjoon finally realizes what I did

He searched his clothes to search for his gun that he hid. Yes, that's right I took it. It was one of the techniques Taehyung taught me

I even laughed at him because why would I need to learn that pick-pocketing assassin style technique when I don't have any plans on stealing something from someone

But he only said this, "Sometimes you need to borrow stuff without them knowing." Then smiled

It was hard but I got it from a few tries and failures. I got to use it today which was, I say, really effective that even the great feared Jackson didn't even see what I did

I started to run because Namjoon realized what I was going to do and chased after me but I won't let him stop me. Not today.

Hyunwoo, I won't let the person who took your life breathe the same air you used to breathe. I'll end her and all of the people who helped her, torture her loved ones in front of her and I will definitely not let her die a good and quick death.








"You again?" Hyunjin furrowed his eyebrows and puffed in annoyance "It's only the second time I've seen you again but I'm already getting sick of your face. Agh why did I also have to remember you" He said

Chan scoffed "I also am sick of your face Hwang and that's why I'll kill you so I won't see that face ever again." The men behind him started to attack Hyunjin and Felix

They weren't armed or anything. They were using their own fists. Felix's sweet reflexes made him dodge any attacks that chan's men threw at him, it even looked like he wasn't trying

Felix kept on dodging while both of his hands was rested at his back and was holding the roulette in one of his hands as he was busy dodging their attacks and glancing at Hyunjin

Hyunjin was blocking and mercilessly shooting his enemy without a single thought of it. Blood splashed to his face but he didn't even care

Felix smirked at the sight of Hyunjin killing his enemies. "I think my nickname, 'Mad Dog' would be much suited for him" he laughed and while his guard was now down his enemies took this opportunity to punch him in the face

And so he was punched.

His face stayed looking at the ground for a second before scoffing and facing the men he was fighting again "That was rude" he lost it and shot all of them  one by one

Hyunjin saw Chan going to Yuri and untying her. He worked with her and now he's helping her escape. "Tch!" He let out and swiftly slides at the ground to aim at chan's hands that was untying Yuri

Chan yelled in pain and glared at Hyunjin. Hyunjin immediately dodge one of chan's man that was supposed to punch him while he was still laying at the ground

But the man's body fell beside him when a gunshot erupted. Felix was aiming at the man with his gun and smirked when their eyes met "I can't let you die" he says

Hyunjin just let out a small scoff of chuckle and stood up. They're facing Chan who's arm was bleeding "Why don't you just surrender? I promise your torture experience would be very enjoyable." Felix says

"I.." Chan smiled and pulled out an object from his pockets. Shit. "Will never surrender" he pulled it and threw it at the ground

"Flash-bang!" Hyunjin yelled and pushed Felix with him to the ground, few meters away from the stun grenade as it went off. Hyunjin quickly covered his ears and closed his eyes and hoped Felix did too

It took a moment for Hyunjin's hearing to go back to normal, although he did cover his ears they were close to the flash-bang so covering their ears had benefited them only a little

Felix, on the other hand, was unaffected. Maybe he covered his ears well but it looked like he was in no sense of panic. Felix helped him get up "You okay?" Hyunjin hissed, there were still some ringing in his ears

"Yeah, are you okay?" He asked back and Felix only laughed at him. "I've never felt this good! This brings back memories"

Huh? Getting hit by a flash-bang brought back memories? What the hell are those memories for a flash-bang to actually remind him of that specific memory. He's a weird dude

"Yuri escaped and so is Chan, we need to get them and torture the shit out of them!" He laughed and ran outside to chase after the two

Hyunjin was still adjusting because of what the flash-bang did to him that was why he was walking all wobbly









The sky thundered and the cold rain started to pour. I have arrived at the mansion, I managed to get those two off my tail

I was soaked but I didn't care. I've totally lost it.

I saw two people running out of the mansion and my rage flared inside of me like a fire burning very bright despite being in the rain.

I walked towards the girl that was in a state of panic of what she's been through inside. She stopped when I was getting closer to her and her fear began to eat her

She glanced at the gun I was holding and her legs trembled as she took a couple of steps back while I was walking towards her. "No, No! Stay away!" She screamed and fell back to the ground

"Please..." Tears disguised with the raindrops in her face rolled down her face but not even an ounce of pity, I felt nothing.

My conscience was telling me to end her. I raised the gun to her forehead as she weep knowing that she'll die

"Agh!" The one who was with her lounge towards me with a knife in his hands even though his other arm was bleeding. I dodge his sudden attack and grabbed his arm that was holding the knife

I'm familiar with his face I mean who would forget the man who kidnapped her son? This guy too had harmed one of my loved ones so he also can't live.

I snatched his knife from his arms and slashed one of his ears making him in scream as blood gushed out of his ears and he tried to stop the bleeding with his arms that was now covered with blood

I wasn't myself anymore.

I turned to Yuri whose eyes widened in fear when she saw the man's ear at the ground. The knife was sharp that it cut an ear in one slash

I crouched, reaching her level and smiled at her. I wiped the blood that was on the knife to her face and chuckled

She's frozen from her spot. I guess she's just a little lamb in the inside, a fragile and weak lamb who acts tough because of her background but trembles in fear when the reaper who reaps death is right infront of her

"Shall I take your eye out first?" I said

Yuri's breath hitched showing that she's very frightened about what I had just said. "Silence means yes" I was about to stab her eye, not until-

"Y/n!" The familiar voice made me halt. I looked up to Hyunjin who was panting, eyes widened when he saw the man on the ground and what I was about to do.

Ah, how I missed that voice calling my name but not even Hyunjin can stop me from doing what I set my mind to. I raised the knife and stabbed her eye

"AGHHHHHH!" She screamed and screamed. I pulled out the knife again and slowly walk towards her while she was crawling backwards "STOP! NO! STOP! IT HURTS!"

"Does it?" I asked with no life in my voice. I raised the knife and was about to go for her other eye when a hand stopped me, restraining me from going any further

"Let go of me! I want to kill her!" I struggled to break free from Hyunjin's tight grip on my hand "LET GO!" I screamed

"Stop! This isn't you!"

"What do you know about me!? You know nothing!" Tears that I've held back for a while started to come out "Hyunwoo's gone.. and the only thing I can do for him is to kill the one who killed him!"

"The thing you can do for him is to live your life where you're happy! Don't be stupid and don't become a monster like me!" He yelled back at me with furrowed eyebrows and a worried expression

I stumbled back when I felt an abnormal pain in my stomach, my eyebrows furrowed in pain as I felt dizzy. Hyunjin's expression changed from worry to confusion

No.

I reached my hand to where I feel some sort of liquid coming out and took my hand back that now had blood on it

Hyunjin was left shock to see blood in my hand and he only realized what happened when I started to lose my consciousness. The last image I remember was Hyunjin's shocked fa



"Jackson wait up!" Namjoon panted and stopped. He held his knee to support himself and looked at Jackson who had stopped. He's looking at someone

Namjoon traced his line of vision and saw Y/n and Hyunjin. Hyunjin was stopping Y/n's hand that was holding a bloody knife. Judging from the two people that seemed injured at the ground Y/n might have caused that

Jackson started to ran to them when he noticed what was going on and he was right. Y/n fainted and Hyunjin had caught her

"Get her to the hospital right now!" Jackson said and signaled Namjoon to take the car to get Y/n to the hospital

"She's..." Hyunjin was still left in pure shock when he realized what happened. Jackson's eyebrows furrowed "Yes! She's pregnant! And you're the father now take her to the hospital!" He yelled

Hyunjin immediately carried Y/n and ran to the car that Namjoon drove. "Goodluck with those two" He glanced over Yuri and Chan that was still on the ground

"Take care of my sister" Namjoon smiled and nodded as they drove off










"Yo Y/n was such a badass the way she sliced that bastard's ears and stabbed Yuri's eyes gave me goosebumps! Ha.. If I knew she had a side like this I would've gone after her and made her my wif-" Jackson shove the chains to Felix to stop his blabbering

They were now at shabby torture dungeon Jackson owned. This was where Felix stayed, although he wasn't tortured because no matter how much you torture him he would only laugh like a maniac

Felix came from a family of assassins and he went through training throughout his whole life. One of their family trainings was torture, they torture one of their family members so that they can withstand torture

Felix is a raised monster. With those training he's been through he's not withstanding torture but he just couldn't feel the pain anymore

Jackson tortured people because he enjoyed their screams and the sound of agony coming out from their mouths but doing it to Felix displeases him

"Can I also take part of the torture? I mostly did the torture to Yuri but we got interrupted" He sighed with sadness and pouted at Jackson

"Just chain them up" Jackson said which made Felix to let out a small chuckle. After Felix had chained the two of them Jackson faced Yuri who was trying her best to avoid eye contact

"Can you still see with your other eye?" He asked but Yuri didn't respond, instead she only looked away when Jackson crossed his arms in front of her

"Hey. He asked you a question." Felix said with a furrowed eyebrows and Yuri couldn't help but to gulp

"That's good, we'll just have to take out your left eye then" Yuri panicked and tried to go away but she was chained, unable to go anywhere

"No...please!" Yuri screamed "Let me go! In exchange I'll tell you where Hana is!" She desperately pleaded. She couldn't bare the pain of having another eye taken away from her

Jackson laughed because he finds it ridiculous "Wow- Just wow, throwing your ally into the spot just to save yourself?" He laughed while clapping. It echoed throughout the dungeon

"Those are people I hate the most" His voice turned serious and brought his face closer to Yuri, took a long pause and just stared at her eyes "I may be a bad guy but I can never abandon the people who's with me"

Jackson showed her the knife and smiled "NO NO NOOOO!" Yuri screamed but there was nothing she could do to escape the pain. She brought it upon herself, she was just unlucky enough that her plan went against her






"Wah you really tortured her good." Felix dusted his hands. He had just thrown Yuri to her cell, she lost both of her eyes and lost the voice to even make a sound

Jackson ignored him and only stared at Chan "I can see that your ear is fine" He mentioned and Chan scoffed in ridicule "I know that you only helped that girl because you know she can help you take down the Hwang" Chan started to giggle and laugh

His head fell back as he stared for a couple minutes at the ceiling before looking back at Jackson. He grinned ear to ear "It's my grandfather who wants to take down the Hwang so that he'll give his power to me to take you down"

Felix hearing this conversation made him confused. Chan and Namjoon seemed to have a past. "I didn't know you're the new owner of grandpa's shabby old dungeon" he looked around

"Yeah, I bought it." Jackson's short response made him scoff in unbelief

"You bought it? Why? To remind you of your first time killing someone?" Chan says but his face wasn't laughing, he was serious. Dead serious. Felix can see Jackson's hand clenching into fists

"I heard you have siblings now? And the other one just died. Don't you get it? You were born to kill not to protect and sooner or later you will also lose your sister because you failed to protect her! Just like how you couldn't protect rose" Jackson's throat started to dry and his voice just couldn't get out from his mouth. His hands were trembling in which he tried his best to hide but Felix noticed it

"What? Are you angry? Imagine how she felt when her best friend was the one to point a gun at her head and send her to her death and don't even start that shit telling me it was an accident!" He shouted, his nose wrinkled as he glare at Jackson with full of despise "You killed her and you will bring nothing but death upon your sister!"

Jackson suddenly threw a punch at him, a very strong one. He started to palpitate as he struggled to stand up "Lock him up" he told Felix and walked outside to gasp for fresh air

"Jackson! You really look pretty with a flower crown on you head!"

Jackson stopped walking and tears escaped from his eyes. It's the first time he cried ever since that incident. He never cried. He stopped crying when that incident happen

"Jackson!"








"Jackson! Chan said his grandpa have a very spooky dungeon here! We can build a hideout there!" Her tiny little hands grabbed Jackson's hand as they ran to where the dungeon is located

When they arrived, they were in awe. The dungeon was awesome. A perfect place to set up their Headquarters for their superhero game

"Where's chan?" Jackson asked and looked everywhere

"Hmm I don't know but let's go in first!" She giggled and Jackson nodded with a blush on his face. He liked her and he know his friend, chan, also likes her

Chan is also aware of that. When they started to notice their feelings towards the girl and realized that they were rivals they came to an agreement

To let Rose pick which one of them she'll choose. They won't hate each other and still treat each other as friends and if they aren't the one who got picked they are forbidden on doing anything to sabotage their relationship

That was their agreement.

"Woww! This dungeon is really big! Look there are prison like bars! We can imprison villains here!" She got a sharp rock and scraped something at the wall

Villain's Prison Cell!
- Hero Rosealette

Jackson caught something at the corner of his eye, a black thing that looked so cool. He reached for it and his eyes shine. It was a gun

"Hey. I found something!" Rose immediately stood up and went to Jackson "I found a gun! Wah it's my first time seeing one, is this real?" He observed it and rose took it from him

"Oh wow this is very cool!" Jackson reached back for the gun because he felt uneasy to let her hold a gun "Hey! Why are you taking it from me? I want to take a look at it too!" She pouted

"Yeah but I heard guns are dangerous and it looks real! We could get hurt!" He explained and tried to reach for it again but rose was stubborn

"I just want to take a look at it what's so wrong about that?" When Jackson was busy pulling the gun back to him she became stubborn and didn't let go of the gun

"Yeah but-"

"Stop it! Get your hands off of it I just want-"

"No! You could get hurt it's better to.."

"You're no fun! Stop!"

"Stop being stubborn and give it back before anyone of us could get hurt!-"

BANG!

Jackson's eyes trembled and slowly looked down to Rose's stomach, it was bleeding. The gun was pointing directly at her stomach.

While they were arguing and pulling the gun, one of them must've accidentally pulled the trigger. Rose looked down on her stomach and looked up to Jackson's trembling eyes

"J-Jackso..n" blood started to come out from her mouth and her eyes slowly closed

"Rose!" Chan's voice erupted from the side and immediately rushed to the bleeding best friend of his. Jackson's hands trembled as he stared at Rose's body with wide eyes

"JACKSON CALL SOMEBODY! JACKSON!"




She arrived dead at the hospital

Her parents were just ordinary people and she was the only child. Her parents couldn't even give her justice because it was a family member of the Wang who killed their daughter

Jackson's father paid them for them to migrate into another country and to live there and start a fresh new life but their plane crashed

Jackson's father planned their death because he was sure that this incident will affect the family and Jackson in the future. He sent them to a private plane and ordered the pilot to 'accidentally' crash the airplane

After that, Chan was the only one who attended Rose's and her parents funeral. He was angry at Jackson not showing up and blamed him for what happened

His anger didn't vanish but to only grow more because of the information he received that Rose's parents death was planned all along by Jackson's father

Without hesitation, he immediately accepted his grandfather's proposal to him and hunt down the Hwang's and when he's successful his grandfather will offer him his hand to take down Jackson

Chan had only one thing set in his mind and that was to give justice to Rose who died unjustly and to her parents who wasn't supposed to die but Jackson's father planned their death

Chan went through such lengths but was having a hard time catching the Hwangs and he realized that his power wasn't enough and so he found Yuri

When he heard about Yuri and Hana's plan he agreed to it because it involved the Wangs if he knew that Y/n, the woman he kidnapped was a Wang he would've used her against Jackson. But he lacked information.

He thought when he teamed up with Yuri they would be able to finally take them down, not only the Hwangs but also the Wang (I HATE IT THAT IT SOUNDS THE SAME WTF). He's killing two birds with one stone but luck was not on his side and he ended up to the dungeon where it held a very dark past between him and Jackson

But for him to actually buy the dungeon... does he have no shame? Did he buy the dungeon to remind him that it wasn't his fault?

"Yuri" he called to yuri who was on the other cell but she didn't respond. He sighed "It seems like I can never win against Jackson huh?" a mirthless smile formed on his lips and chuckled





He broke their agreement. "Rose I like you!"  it took a lot of courage to say that to Rose face to face. Rose tucked a strand of her hair, the wind hitting her hair made her beautiful.

Chan extended the flowers he picked at the corner and handed it to her. His face was very red and he was very nervous, his heart was beating so fast that it could go out from his chest anytime

Rose took the flower and smelled it, her eyes closed as she did that. "Thankyou, Chan" she says and smiled at him

"But I like Jackson"

Jackson was always the one who wins at everything. He even won the heart of the girl he loved, won multiple awards for being outstanding, won the competition where Chan was his competitor.

I always lose at everything and even at the brink of death you still called for his name, you still chose him and not me who was holding you while you were covered in blood. Who held you so tight, telling you I still need you

But despite that, you still loved him.

( 🐴 ) NEIGH
-Yey! Finally updated. My exams were fine ig- almost died at math but it's okay🧍🏻‍♀️ sorry for updating late I got busy with scrims in call of duty (If you know that game) BUT ANYWAYS IM BACK BITCHES

-Rest in peace, Hyunwoo

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