"So.. (L/N)?", "hmm?", you were currently munching your food, your cheeks plumped up like the ones from a chipmunk, almost making him laugh.
You tilted your head, looking at him with wide eyes in expectation, while still trying to chew the food in your mouth. He cleared his throat, not trying to get distracted by your cute looks, "as you know we got info about you", nodding your head in acknowledgment you hummed a yes, "but I'm just curious about a thing, it kept bothering me", nodding and humming the same way, you urged him to continue.
He wondered if he should just straight up ask you or if he should just start a simple conversation with you, sneakily asking you about it. He decided to do both. "I can't get the fact outta my head that you flashed your boobs", he laughed, making heat rise up to your cheeks in embarrassment.
With a full mouth you started to whine, "I was drunk~?!", "how drunk?", "very...", "who called the cops on you?", he asked, leaning in closer, his chin resting on his palm.
"A dude. He walked passed and I yelled 'woooooo', flashing my Tiddies. Thing is, he didn't call because of me flashing my Hakuna Matatas but because he thought I was on drugs and ready to jump him", Kakucho started to laugh once more, the situation too hilarious for him.
"But were you on drugs?", "No~! I never did drugs", you truthfully said, taking a gulp of your drink. "Hmm? You never did drugs? But why did you had them?", "ah? Oh.., I kept them for my friend because the police was over at hers. She used to smoke but we both were literally idiots back then... obviously they would check me next", you snorted at your own stupidity back then.
Kakucho nooded, "yeah, that was actually pretty dumb", "I know~", you whined again.
"You and your friend are close to each other, right? It was the girl from the club I send home, wasn't it?", you hummed in agreement, "I know her since my childhood. We did a lot of shitty stupid things that were pretty funny though. Crazy shit", you laughed.
"Tell me", he said, smiling at you but you waved it off.
"Probably too boring in comparison to your childhood", "You think so?", "Mmh, let me guess..", you suddenly said.
He was a bit hesitant cause you were odd and your behavior switched often. Sometimes you would believe that a fucking dumbass was sitting in front of you, sometimes someone who was irrational and impulsive and sometimes you got a glimpse of something deeper. Someone who did calculated steps, but it was so hard to catch that glimpse of you, as you were moving and talking effortlessly over it.
Kakucho was cautious about you, yet he welcomed the warmth and kindness in your eyes.
"Alright.. what do you think about my childhood?", "hmmm.. so you lost your parents early.. That scar is probably from an accident that was connected to your parents loss.
You don't seem very close to the others.. meaning that you probably had someone else you were with when you were younger, lost them in some way and now you don't let anyone get closer to you since it's not 'the same'.
Probably trust issues as well. But since you are the no. 3 of Bonten it does mean that you knew some of the members beforehand.
I assume, since you are a gangster, you met them through other groups when you were younger..
Also, I feel like, if it wasn't for some sort of influence of someone else, you wouldn't be here today. You seem nice and kind, maybe even emotional? I don't know but I feel like you would've just been a regular dude, doing your day to day daily life tasks but not being an actual gangster. Someone fucked up your childhood..", you mumbled the last part before taking another sip of your drink.
Kakucho looked at you stunned.
He felt like you just opened up a page of a book, that you knew by heart and read it to him without looking, word for word how it was written down. You noticed his silence and was about to say something, when he interrupted you, "I need a drink."
So here you were, 2 bottles of whisky later.
You both talking about anything and nothing. Noticing that Kakucho was much more talk active and loose when he was intoxicated made this whole thing a lot more relaxed, making him more easy going.
He had told you about his parents loss, to meeting Izana, a guy that was rather heartless but still seemed to have a soft spot for Kakucho.
He was his Servant, which you found odd regarding the fact that they were childhood friends, but who were you to judge, hehe. He did told you about the big Tenjiku and Toman fight. Mikeys old delinquent group.
You tried to get some more info out from him since there was one thing clear, you weren't as drunk as he was and you literally absorbed the information he gave you like a sponge. Cause little did he know that you weren't just the perfect liar and a perfect observer but also a perfect actor.
Seeing exactly right through him and what he tried to previously do.
If you were honest, you didn't had a lot to hide. You wouldn't even mind telling him everything about your past if he would just straight up honestly ask you, cause you weren't ashamed of what had happened.
You saw it as a lesson for life. Living through hell on earth you managed to find your way out of it and if there was one thing, everyone that knew you knows, is that you always valued honesty and loyalty.
You were always the type to say, "Just be honest with me. Just straight up tell me honestly what you want", never digging that childish whispering around the corner shit. Never digging the behind the back talking stuff.
You wanna know something? Fucking ask.
That's all you wanted. You tried to be a honest person as well, after all you didn't had anything to hide. The only times you weren't honest were, when your ass was on the line. Be it in front of the cops or other delinquents. You survived back then because you lied.
You lied your way through so many situations cause you wanted to live. Always considering the differences between lying because you don't wanna be honest and straight up a dick or lying for survival.
Lying because you cheated was a different lying because a gun was pointed towards you.
Lost in your thoughts you didn't notice Kakucho staring at you, his gaze never leaving your face, admiring it and studying it.
"You're beautiful", he suddenly mumbled, just barely audible in the silence engulfed room. That sentence alone snapped you out of your thoughts though. Looking back at him, your eyes met, holding an intense stare.
"How come a beautiful girl like you is so vulgar with words?", he chuckled mindlessly. "How come an angel face like yours has such a criminal record that goes from pick pocketing to murder?.... how.. how are you able to give me such an innocent look, eyes so pure and full of love despite all the things i read about you.. I hate how I can get lost in them..", he mumbled the last part, his fingers grazing your cheek and tugging some hair behind your ear.
You were a bit astonished, your heart picking up speed as his fingers slowly stroked your cheek, down to your jawline, his fingers dancing down your neck and collarbone before he retreated his hand.
"fuck", he mumbled, burying his face into his hands.
He let out a sigh, stroked his hair back and stood up, making his way past you with his empty plate, putting it down in the sink.
"I... I should head to bed.. you should too-", "why are you holding back?", you mumbled, looking down at your hands.
It went silent. Almost suffocating you in a way, but when you felt his hand wrap from the back around your jaw and neck, pushing your jaw up so you were facing him, looking up at him.. you felt the silence suddenly becoming incredibly loud.
Leaning down towards you, Kakuchos lips brushed against yours, before connecting them. Pouring his entire being into the kiss, you felt like your heart was gonna jump out of your chest. You haven't felt a deep connection like this through a kiss in a long while.
A soft, delicate yet passionate kiss was shared between you two. Almost like a silent love language. One of your hands finding their way into his hair, entangling your fingers into his locks when he softly and slowly broke the kiss, his lips still ghosting over yours, mumbling against them, "I hope.. that was alright..", "of course", you mumbled back before connecting both your lips with each other again.