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𝑊𝒉𝑎𝑡 𝑖𝑓 𝑙𝑜𝑣𝑒 𝑏𝑦 𝑊𝑒𝑛𝑑𝑦
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He stumbled back a little as his eyes grew wider, he had an unreadable expression on his face.
"C-come in-inside." He stuttered as he rubbed his nape hesitantly and I nodded as I went in his flat.
𝑴𝒚 𝒉𝒆𝒂𝒓𝒕 𝒉𝒂𝒔 𝒔𝒍𝒐𝒘 𝒇𝒐𝒐𝒕𝒔𝒕𝒆𝒑𝒔
𝑺𝒐 𝒘𝒊𝒕𝒉 𝒂𝒍𝒍 𝒎𝒚 𝒔𝒕𝒓𝒆𝒏𝒈𝒕𝒉,
𝑰 𝒄𝒉𝒂𝒔𝒆𝒅 𝒂𝒇𝒕𝒆𝒓 𝒚𝒐𝒖
𝑬𝒂𝒄𝒉 𝒔𝒕𝒆𝒑 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒕𝒂𝒌𝒆
𝑰’𝒎 𝒓𝒊𝒈𝒉𝒕 𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒓𝒆 𝒔𝒐
𝒘𝒉𝒚 𝒂𝒓𝒆 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒉𝒆𝒔𝒊𝒕𝒂𝒕𝒊𝒏𝒈?
He gestured me to sit on his couch and he went in kitchen. Soon he came with a glass of water.
"Thanks." I mumbled as I drank the water, I was actually thirsty.
He kept avoiding my gaze, also he looked like he was doing some work. My gaze shifted to the dining table where few red ribbons were kept, scissors, glitter and a small box which was already wrapped.
I took a sharp breathe, he loved someone.
The reason I came running to him at that hour of time, because tomorrow would be Valentine's Day.
I at least wanted to confess my feelings before he accepts anyone's else proposal but turns out that he was planning to propose someone.
"Namjoon." I called him," It's okay if you don't feel the same towards me. That's understandable."
He slowly looked up at me, his eyes held emotions, I couldn't put a finger on.
"I just wanted to confess you." I bit my lower lip," Thanks for always caring for me and making me happy."
He kept staring me but didn't say a word which was making me uncomfortable a bit.
𝑰’𝒎 𝒍𝒐𝒐𝒌𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒂𝒕 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒇𝒐𝒓 𝒂 𝒘𝒉𝒊𝒍𝒆
𝑾𝒐𝒏𝒅𝒆𝒓𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒊𝒇 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒇𝒆𝒆𝒍 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒔𝒂𝒎𝒆 𝒘𝒂𝒚
𝑶𝒇 𝒄𝒐𝒖𝒓𝒔𝒆, 𝑰 𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒍𝒍𝒚 𝒅𝒐𝒏’𝒕 𝒌𝒏𝒐𝒘
𝑰𝒕’𝒔 𝒔𝒕𝒊𝒍𝒍 𝒔𝒐 𝒉𝒂𝒓𝒅
"Sorry for disturbing you at late night." I got up and turned towards the door," I would always be grateful for having you in my life. You have no idea, how much happiness you brought to me. Thank you so much."
It was painful for me with every step I took towards door, he didn't say anything, he didn't stop me.
It was hard for me to leave him, I wanted to hug him and tell him how much he meant to me.
He meant more than Jin to me.
Namjoon made me feel special, he sometimes changed his schedule for spending time with me. He reflected the affection I gave him. I didn't change myself for being with him neither did he.
We both were comfortable being our true self with each other. He made me feel like a family.
He made me feel home.
It was more heartbreaking to know we can't be together because I felt more attachment towards him than I ever did with Jin.
I was absolutely stupid not to realize those feelings earlier!
Maybe things could have been different if I had confess to him earlier.
A tear rolled down my cheek as I was about to twist the knob to head out but suddenly I was grabbed by my wrist before I was turned around to face him.
He gently pushed me against the door before capturing my lips with his.
𝒀𝒐𝒖’𝒓𝒆 𝒑𝒓𝒐𝒃𝒂𝒃𝒍𝒚 𝒎𝒚
𝑶𝒏𝒆 𝒐𝒏𝒆 𝒐𝒏𝒆 𝒎𝒚 𝒐𝒏𝒆
𝑻𝒉𝒆 𝒐𝒏𝒍𝒚 𝒐𝒏𝒆 𝒐𝒏𝒆 𝒐𝒏𝒆 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒂𝒓𝒆
𝑰𝒇 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝒊𝒔 𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆 𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆 𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆
𝒊𝒇 𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆
𝑾𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒔𝒉𝒐𝒖𝒍𝒅 𝑰 𝒅𝒐,
𝒘𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒔𝒉𝒐𝒖𝒍𝒅 𝑰 𝒅𝒐?
𝒘𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒊𝒇 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝒊𝒔 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆