Tyler's POV
My stitches had to be redone and I've been home for a couple days so I'm back to doing school from home and hating my life more. Thankfully this time I've managed to convince the important teachers to let me video chat into the lessons so it's more human contact and not just staring at the walls. Sam hasn't spoken to me since I left them, I heard he was very vocal in trying to find me but has completely ignored me since I've been home. I've spoken to Dr Simon's son JJ a lot since we've met, he's 19 and because his sister had this happen before he doesn't want to see another girl get fucked up like that again so he's been there for me through it all.
It's so annoying not being able to talk to Sam, he has been the reason for me getting out of bed and having as much fun as I could through the drama and issues in my life. I don't think he realises it either. I've texted him a few times and I can see that he's seen it but he won't reply, I didn't know he was that pissed off. I'm starting to debate whether to continue on with Sam, it might be easier for him If I let go then he doesn't have to deal with all my issues and the drama I bring along with me.
It still hurts to stretch or bend so I'm back to just light duties and not being allowed to do much. Taylors back home and they seem to be getting along which is good because I never came here to cause trouble between them. Later today I'm going to get my immune shots which I can't wait for because it means Daniel gets off my back and eases up the restrictions.
Taylor and I have ordered my dress for homecoming in a couple weeks, I'm still not sure if I'm going with Sam or not and whether I'll have to go by myself. My dress is short and stunning, it's an embroided with a floral pattern and grey it's just so classy and elegant looking and I'm excited to stun people in it.
(Dress is from Lucy in the Sky, Not my photos obvs)
After my last class is finished for the day I head downstairs to where Daniel is sitting on his laptop. We haven't been on good terms since I was in hospital, we've barely said two words to each other.
"Hi" I sigh
"Leftovers are in the fridge" He replies
"I'm not hungry" I say
"That's been the only reason you've come down here in the last couple of days so why else are you down here" He says
"I thought we were going to get my shots?" I ask
"We are" He says
"So shouldn't we get going then?" I ask
"Probably" He says as he shuts his laptop
"I'll be in the car then" I say
The drive was silent which was annoying, I just wanna be good with everyone and nothing seems to be fixing anything. I had to get 3 shots and then in another 2 weeks I have to go back and get the flu shot, the Doctor has also put me on birth control which is what Taylor and Daniel both requested because that would be the last thing we needed.
We went home and I just went straight upstairs, the bad energy is really not fun to be around. I started to work on my report for English, we had to read a book and then do a personal response to it following a theme.
There's a light tap on my balcony door, Sam standing there. I got up and unlocked the door before walking back to my desk, I just continued to type. He drops his bag on the floor and sat on my bed, its just silent and I'm not sure who's going to make the first move.
"Did you want to talk?" He asks
"Sure" I reply
"Why did you just run? None of us believed him and you just left us" He says
"I don't know, It was so embarrassing and you guys just sat there and barely said anything" I say
"That doesn't mean we agreed with him!" Sam snapped
"Don't yell at me" I say
"Well you do this all the time Tyler I don't get it, you legit told me that you can't have people in your life leave but you do the same to me so you need to make up your mind with what you want" He says
"I think I may have just rushed everything and maybe we shouldn't be together anymore" I reply
"What" He asked
"I'm sorry but nothing good has happened since we've been together and it's probably because we rushed it and there was so much drama with the twins and my family that maybe I just shouldn't be with anyone and need to focus on myself" I reply
"I can't believe your saying this" He says, clearly angry
"You wanted me to tell you what I want" I say
"I didn't fucking think you were going to say that!" He yelled
"I don't know what you expected me to say Sam" I reply
"Not that" He says
"I'm sorry" I say
"I don't want to lose you, Ty I lo-" He says
"What are you doing her Sam" Daniel says while standing at my door
"I just needed to talk to her" Sam replies
"Tyler knows that she's not to have anyone over" Dan says
I just have my hands covering my face, I'm trying so hard not to breakdown I feel sick.
"I know but you know I have wanted to talk to her" Sam says
"It doesn't matter, she's grounded and not to mention very vulnerable right now and I think you need to leave" Daniel says
"Are you going to say anything" Sam asks me
"No she's not now come on Sam you need to go" Daniel says as he pulls him along with him
Fuck this, I don't need to be wrapped in cotton wool, I know what I want and I'm being isolated from everyone I love and care about and I have had enough of it. I love him too. I run to my wardrobe and pack a small bag and then grab my laptop, phone cords books everything I need. I walk out to the balcony and I sit on the edge, I'm not sure how the boys manage to get up here because it is so high up. I throw my bag down first and I jump off and follow. I walk out to the street and Sam's car is still parked across the street so he must be at Jakes, I knocked on the door and his Dad answers and pointing me in the direction where the boys hang out the back. I walked around the back and the boys all stop talking and playing their games and just stare.
"Where's Sam?" I ask
"Ty" Jake says
"What? Is he ok?" I ask
"He thought you guys were done" He says while pointing to the outdoor swing where Sam is making out with someone.
I laughed and they stop and Sam realises it's me and pushes her away and starts to walk over, I grab my bag and head back towards home, he grabs my arm and I punch him in the face, he falls to the ground holding his face.
"Now we are officially done" I say