lisa: he is handsome y/n
y/n: hmm
waiter: here's your order
y/n: thank you
...
lisa: y/n you know that it's okay. you don't need to feel bad.
y/n: i know and you know lisa he was the sixth one in last 1.5 year.
....
[what i am doing? i wasn't like this. i could never hurt an ant before and now i have hurt six boys. am i hard to find love? a love that will make me feel alive. i hate this emptiness that is inside my heart.]