*2 months later *
"Baby you have to wake up , you can't stay here anymore he needs you ". "No I wanna stay here with you . Daddy he doesn't care about me . He's the reason why I'm here in the first place ." I said .
He chuckled "so danm stubborn just like your mother , believe it or not that's why I loved her so much ." I laughed "how you and mom wasn't even together ".
"That doesn't mean that I didn't love her Yaya " he said laced with attitude. "Daddy if I go back all me and blues problems won't disappear they just gone get worse . He has a baby on the way and I don't wanna get in between what's important to him you know ".
"Girl I had a whole wife and I still took care of you no strings attached. So what I'm telling you is just because he has a baby doesn't mean your not a priority." I shrugged my shoulders knowing he was right . I just couldn't be with blue at the moment. He almost got me killed plus he has a child on the way . No Thank you .
"Daddy i don't think so , maybe me and blue aren't meant to be " I said . "Well if you don't do it for him do it for your mom baby . " I completely forgot about her for these past 3 months I was so happy with my dad she barely crossed my mind . "Your right I have to go back ".
He chuckled. "I'm always right but let me tell you a secret. . You and blue will only last as long as he wants it to last . But also explore your options, Blue isn't the only man in your path baby . " he took his finger pointing at me ."But god made someone just for you , and when he puts two people together even the universe can't separate them " .
"Daddy if not blue , who " I said confused.
He kissed my checked "you will see ".
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Minutes later my eyes fluttered showing bright lights . "Danm it's bright as hell in here ". A sitting Jay and my mom both ran over to me crying tears of joy . "Momma I only been gone for like some months what you gone do when I go to college " I chuckled. " visit every day "she said .
Jay was still in the corner crying . "Jay stop crying " . "I'm trying I can't I been so emotional for no reason lately ."
"Bestii are you pregnant " I said with a grin . "Girl hot girl Meg could never be put in her place " she said . "She could for nine months if she's having sex " my mom said .
"Me not know what your talking about " Jay said . "Mhmmm " . I couldn't help but laugh because I knew the truth .
Jay quickly grabbed her bag walking out . "Iya I hope you not having sex ." My mom said looking at me . "Momma I just woke up and you grilling me ." I laughed .
"And am I don't need no grand babies right now . I'm still a hot girl by heart " she said crossing her heart . "Momma you know you like 35 right ".'
"You know I can still beat your ass right " I laughed knowing she would try .
Minutes later the doctor came In and did some test . "So how I'm doing doc ". " Good actually , we're still running test and the ones that already came in were pretty good " he said .
"So when can she come home " mom said . "Where going to keep her here for tonight just incase something goes wrong , then we will release her tomorrow evening at 12".
Won't lie that was music to a bitch ears . Plus I ain't have this kitty played with In 3 months. I might just go see my no good ass boyfriend.
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*the next day *
It was now 10:00 am and I was stuffing my face with greasy foods . I don't care what the doctor said I was starving and I wasn't eating no dry ass meatloaf.
"You know you ain't supposed to be eating that " doc said . "Let's be real pooh , would you eat that . " he stood there dumbfounded not speaking a word . "Yeah that's what I thought " he let out a chuckle and walked out.
" Iya you can't talk to those people like that " my mom lectured. "I'm just being honest " I sung . No cap future and his toxic ways was such a vibe for me .
As time went by me and my momma set there and joked and talked about my father . Jay kept texting me telling me she was going to pick me up from my house , but I already made up my mind that I was going to see blue so I declined .
"Well it's sad to see one of my favorite patients go "doc said wiping fake tears off my face . "I knew I was the shit " I said sticking my tongue out .
He gave me my release papers telling me to keep it easy , and that he didn't want to see me here again . A dapped him up and than me and my momma walked out the door and walked outside .
"I can't believe I'm saying this but a bitch missed being OUTSIDE " I yelled . "Iya shut that shit up "my momma said hitting me at the back of my head .
We got in the car and I decided to text blue .
Dumbass Giovanni🤕.
Me : I bet you wonder where I've been , but anyways a bad bitch is up .
Him: that's good to hear I'm glad you up lil momma .
I exited out the thread , I was going to tell him I was coming over but I wanted it to be a surprise.
"Momma can you take me to Giovanni's house ." She rolled her eyes "yes guhh " . I cheesed showing all my teeth . Honestly I was hurt about the baby situation, but I realized that me and Blue wasn't together and he didn't have to be loyal to me . I was just mad that he waited a WHOLE month to tell me .
We pulled to Blues house and I got out the car . I walked to the door and knocked on the door . Of course Lola opened the door . Trying to be cordial at least for the baby , because wether she liked it or not I was gone be in his life .
" wassup Lola is blue here " I said trying to be friendly . She rolled her eyes "yeah girl he here , somewhere upstairs " . She moved out the way and let me in . Thank you god . I thought she was finna give a bitch a hard time .
I walked in the house walking towards blues room . Getting closer I thought my ears decided me until I opened the door . There was blue all up in some bitches guts .
"Wooooooowwwwww" I yelled so that they can both hear me . Blues eyes quickly widened when he seen me . He got up out the bed immediately throwing his shorts on trying to get me from walking out . I was furious cause why would he do this . Yeah was broke up or whatever but he was still posting me acting like he loved me .
"Iya I'm sorry " he said . I rolled my eyes and mugged him "blue know you not " I whined . He pulled me in by my waist . "Iya im sorry , I really am I just ain't think you was coming back for real . You had me stressing " he said kissing all over my face . "Blue if I take you back you gone have to cut whoever this is off " .
The girl looked at me and rolled her eyes . "Yes bitch he gone cut you off " I said looking at her . "Dumb ass hoe " I mumbled.
He looked at her and than at me "Nina you gotta go " . She scoffed and then got her stuff walking out the door . "Blue you gone be back " she said .
"Hoe know he won't , he love it here . You see who he chose lil mama ." Honestly if my dad wouldn't have told me that me and this nigga might be destined to be together I would have just beat his ass and left . But I was gone play it cool for now . Even though I was upset cause he was looking between us as if he had an option.
"You forgive me " blue said looking sad . "No I don't nigga but I wasn't gone let that hoe have what was mine . Nor was I gone let her think she was running shit . But honestly this what we do when people half dead " .
"Nah we don't . I meant what I said everyday she laid in this bed all I could think about was you . Obviously nobody got my heart like you do ."
"You don't mean none of this blue you just had a whole bitch in your bed . Taking MY DICK . How that work if I got yo heart ".
"Yo dick " he chuckled. "Yes my dick , and I swear on yo people if you cheat on me again we done for good " I said looking into his eyes letting him know we was serious.
"It's understood " he said leaning in for a kiss . I quickly put my hand over his lips "no sir you was just in here kissing all ova that bitch I don't think so , and change them sheets so we can cuddle ".
"How you don't forgive me but you wanna be up under me " he said . "At this point Giovanni if you don't shut the fuck up I'm gone kill you with yo own gun ."
"Speaking of killing I had to smoke Portia ass " . I paused for a moment trying to comprehend what he was saying . "Fuck you mean you had to kill Portia ".
"Yaya she told Od where you was . Aint no way I was finna let her get away with hurting you that shit was dead ." I smiled giving him a hug . "Awwww you like me " I said .
"Something like that , but really Yaya I'm glad we can work this out . I know I be doing you dirty and I need to stop that shit cause believe it or not I love yo ass for a reason ion even know yet . He said . Him saying those words really made me feel all gushy inside .
"I like you to my guy " I said kissing his check .
TBC ....