Raavi pov
Yeh nahi ho sakta!!!!! Nahi......... Meri shadi dev se bilkul bhi nahi ho sakti!!!!! 🥺🥺
I was shocked..... Yeh kaise ho sakta hai.... Rishta toh Shiva ka aaya tha na toh phir dev........
Bhabhi yeh toh kab se ready hai... Dekho na kabse apne hone wale pati lo hi dekh rahi hai
I remembered krish words.... I was looking at Shiva toh phir 😰.......Then suddenly realisation hit me
Oh shit!!!!! Shiva aur dev saath mein bete teh ...... Every time I was smiling n looking at Shiva, other thought that I was looking at dev!!!! ...... Itni bari misunderstanding kaise ho gayi!!!!
Tears were rolling down my cheeks.... No this can't happen.... This definitely can't happen......!!!!!
Raavi!!!!!
Masi maa was coming to my room..... No she can't see me in this state.... My eyes were red because of continuous crying...... I run to my washroom n closed the door
Mujhe pehle Shiva se baat karni padegi!!!
Prafulla - raavi !!! (Shouting)
Raavi - masi mein washroom mein hoon!!! (Shouting)
Prafulla - tu kya kar rahi hai!!! (Shouting)
Ro rahi hoon!!!! 🥺😭
Raavi - masi shower le rahi hoon !!!
Prafulla - afternoon ko.....!!! (Confusingly)
I didn't reply
Prafulla - theek hai.... Pad jaldi aana sab tere bare mein baat kar rahe hai!!
Raavi - hmm....
I heard masi footstep .... She was leaving
Prafulla- abb itni bhi mat sharma!!! (Teasingly)
Tears roll down my cheeks.... Masi left closing the door
Yeh nahi ho sakta!!!!!! (Crying).... Dev aur meri shadi kabhi bhi nahi ho sakti... Mein hone hi nahi dungi!!!! (Crying)
I was crying, shouting, hitting the hall.....No this can't be my destiny, this is not what fate wants..... Shiva!!!! Shiva is written on my fate not dev.....
Pad Shiva ne kyu kuch nahi bola..... Usne sabko humare bare mein kyu nahi bataya.... Woh chup chap kyu tha?? Why didn't he speak up??? Is he ready to leave me??? Kya woh apna promise thod dega??? (Crying)...... Nah!!!!!!! This can't happy!!! (Shouting)....
I suddenly remembered that movie !!!!!
Nahi he won't leave me ..... He himself told that he can't stay without me..... Nah!!! He won't leave me!!! (Crying) .... Please say that he won't leave me???(Crying)....
My heart was filled with fear... My whole body was numb....
Sayad usse bhi abhi pata chala hoga.... Ya maybe.... Waise bhi woh do din rajkot mein tha.... Maybe isliye woh humare bare mein nahi bata paya.... Shiva mujhe aisa chod toh nahi sakta (crying) .... Raavi dont cry Shiva tujhe chod kar nahi gaya hai!!!!!
I was convincing myself that Shiva can't do this.... He won't do this!!!!
Mein abhi niche jakar sabko bol dungi ki I love Shiva n only shiva!!! (I wiped my tears)
I was drenched... I came out .... Took another dress n change fast!!!!
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When I reach down , I saw that everyone already left.... Masi n masa paa were talking
Jagat- aa gayi tu!!! (Smiling)
Raavi - sab chale gaye???
Prafulla- ha.... Tu itni der kar rahi thi... Woh sab chale gaye!!!
Then masi maa came towards me n kiss my forehead
Prafulla - mein bohot khush hoon ki tu pandya parivaar ki bahu bane wali hai....!!! (Hugging me)
🥺🥺🥺
Prafulla - dev ki biwi bane wali hai!!! (Smiling)
I immediately broke the hug!!!!!
Raavi - masi mein bahar ja kari hoon apne friends ke saath... Kuch kam hai!!! (Coldly)
Jagat - thodi der tho ruk shadi ki baat...... (I interrupted)
Raavi - aakar baat karte hai!!! (Coldly)
I went out before anyone could stop me
Shiva Mujhe milna hai .... 15 minutes mein ghat mein aaja .... Aur agar Tu nahi aaya toh mein pandya niwas aa jaungi
I message him n directly went to ghat
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My whole body was numb .....with each minute, I was getting scared, I was worried, tens..... My heart was filled with fear
I was continuously checking my phone.... Shiva ne message padha ki nahi?? Woh aayega ki nahi???
I was keeping my finger cross..... I was praying ki woh aa jaye please!!!!
Exactly at fifteen minutes I saw him parking his bike!!!
Woh aa gaya!!!
I was a little relief .... But the fear was still inside
I kept looking him as he was climbing up the stairs......His face was pale n his eyes were swollen , which was evident to tell me that he cried alot..... It pain my heart to see him like this...
Raavi pov end
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Shiva pov
As I was climbing up the stairs , I saw her standing there ,waiting for me .... She looks broken, her eyes were telling me that she cried alot... Her face was pale n she looks broken!!
It feels like someone has just stab a knife right on my heart
I knew that raavi will definitely question me.... When she send that message, I didn't knew what to do.. But I have to talk with her.... There was no turning back now.... I know it will break her heart but then...... 😭
As I reach up raavi came running n gave me a tight hug n started crying
Raavi - Shiva.... Yeh sab kya hai ?? (Crying)
But I stood here numb... What will I say to her when I myself don't know what is happening!!! That what exactly does our fate want !!!
Shiva pov end
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Raavi pov
I hug him tightly n was crying my heart out.... I just don't wanna let him go....
Raavi - Shiva... Yeh sab kya ho raha hai??? (Crying)
Shiva stood there numb.... Fear filled my heart as I realised that he didn't hug me back..... I hope he is not thinking wat I m thinking!!!!
Raavi - (breaking the hug) Shiva tu theek toh hai na!!! (Cupping his cheeks)
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He was not answering me!!!! He was just looking down!!!!
Raavi - Shiva.... Please tu kuch bolna please ... Dekh mere dil baitha ja raha hai!!! (With watery eyes)
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Raavi - Shiva please!!!!! (Broken)
Shiva - humein alak ho jana chahiye!!! (Broken)
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Di..... Did.... He.. Rea..... Really.... Told that we should separate!!!.... Did he really!!!!!!
Tears starting rolling down my cheeks..... My heart broke!!!!.... Broke into pieces 💔💔
I stood there statue.....
Did he really!!!! How can he!!!!!
I broke down.... I kneel down n cry my heart out.....
Raavi - Shiva tu kaise kar sakta hai mere saath aisa !!! (Crying)
Shiva immediately kneel down n take me in his arms
Raavi - tu yeh kaise kar sakta hai !!! (Crying)
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I was now calm..... Shiva was protectively holding me.... He didn't even leave me for a moment
Bola tha na ki he will never leave me 😌
Raavi - Shiva chal jakar sab ko bata dete hai ki hum ek dusre se pyaar karte hai!!! (Sobbing)
..............
Not again !!!!
I look up at him.... His eyes were getting watery
Shiva - abb kuch nahi ho sakta hai!!! (With watery eyes)
💔
My happy world was shattering..... What does he mean by nothing can happen now!!!!
I push him n stood up...... Shiva too stood up
Raavi - kya matlab kuch nahi ho sakta hai?? (Shocked)
Shiva - (looking down) dev tujhse pyaar karta hai!!! (Broken voice)
Raavi - aur mein Shiva..... Mein kise pyaar karti hoon!!! (Sternly)
Shiva look at me
Raavi - bol Shiva mein kise pyaar karti hoon (coldly) ........ I love u dammit!!!!! (Shouting)
Our eyes met..... We share a painful eye lock
Raavi - tujhse pyaar karti hoon aur mein abhi ja rahi hoon sabko batane ki mein tujhse pyaar karti hoon na ki dev se!!! (Sternly)
I turn to leave but Shiva held my wrist
Shiva - please!!! (Broken voice)
I took a deep breath..... I just can't listen to his broken voice.... It pain my heart.... I turn
Shiva - raavi dev tujhse bohot zyada pyaar karta hai!!! (Softly)
Raavi - aur mein tujhse pyaar karti hoi !!! (Calmly)
Shiva - woh tere bina mar jayega!!! (Hurt)
Raavi - aur mein tere bina!!! (Broken voice)
Shiva - tu baat ko nahi samajh rahi!!! (Hurt)
Raavi - toh samajha na mujhse...... Kya dev dev laga ke rakha hai....!!!! (Frustrated)
Shiva - tu dev se shadi karle!!! (Murmuring)
But it was loud enough for me to hear it......
I was in disbelief...... Does he even know what he is saying!!!! Does he even know what will be the consequences of all this!!!!!...... I was angry... Is he out of his mind!!!
Raavi - Shiva tu pagal ho gaya hai..... Tera dimag kharab ho gaya hai!!!! (Angrily shouting)
I started hitting him in his chest
Raavi - mein koi dev vev se shadi nahi karne wali...... Tu ne soch bhi kaise liya ki mein usse shadi kar lungi !!! (Angrily)
Shiva - tum dono ek dusre ke liye perfect ho!!!! (Softly)
I look up at him
Shiva - tum dono ki personality same hai, tum dono ki choices favorite sab same hai...!!! (Broken voice)
Raavi - kisne kaha yeh sab!!! (Sternly)
Shiva - sabhi kehte hai!!! (Hurt)
I pull his collar..... He look at me
Raavi - chup ekdam chup (angrily shouting)
I took a deep breath
Raavi - mujhe logo ki baato se koi farak nahi padta.... Yeh meri life hai.. Mein decide karungi ki mere liye kon perfect hai aur kon nahi!!! (Sternly).... Aur mere dil ne chun liya hai tujhe.... Tu hi hai mere liye perfect!!! (With watery eyes)
I lay down my head in his chest n heard his heartbeat....
The moment was precious ❤
Shiva - raavi tu meri baat nahi samajh rahi hai..... Dev tere liye perfect hai.... Woh teri tara hai.... Woh tujhe bohot zyada pyaar karta hai.. Woh tujhe sab kuch de sakta hai!!! (Broken)
I was getting very angry
Nahi raavi don't lost ur calm!!!!
Raavi - kya woh mujhe ghar wali feeling de sakta hai jo tu mujhe deta hai.... Kya woh mere liye kisi ko mar sakta hai jaise tu marne wala tha vicky ko.... Aur woh mujhe bepanah pyaar de sakta hai jo tune mujhe diya hai.... Ya phir kya woh mujhe waisi wali feeling de sakta hai jo tune uss kiss mein diya tha.... Kya.....
Shiva cover my mouth
Shiva - please aur kuch mat bol!!!! Please!!! (Pleading)
I removed his hand
Raavi - tu chahe kitna bhi bol le ki mein aur dev perfect hai.... Pad tu bhi janta hai ki hum dono imperfectly perfect hai (smiling) ...... Aur yeh kya perfect perfect laga ke rakha hai.... Duniya mein kuch bhi perfect nahi hota k na..... Aur mujhe imperfect hi rehna hai.... I just want u!!! (Smiling)
Shiva - raavi.... (Grabbing my shoulders) tu baat ki seriousness ko nahi samajh rahi!!! Sab log tujhe aur dev ko shadi karte hua dekhna chahte hai.... Agar tum dono ki shadi nahi hui na toh sabka dil toot jayega!!!
Raavi - tu na pagal ho gaya hai.... Agar meri aur dev ki shadi nahi hui na toh sirf dev ka dil toot jayega ..... Baaki sab ka nahi.... Masa paa,masi maa kya chahte hai ki mein khush rahu, meri khushi tujh mein hai.... Suman kaki, dhara di, gombi aur krish yeh chahte hai ki mein pandya parivaar ki bahu banu... Toh tujhse shadi karke toh mein pandya parivaar ki hi bahu banungi na.... Aur rahi baat dev ki, I know uska dil toot jayega pad hum usse hum baat karenge na.... Usse heal hone mein time nahi lagega... Woh jaldi heal bhi ho jaye!!! (Calmly)..... Pad agar yeh shadi hui toh koi khush nahi rahega.... Mein kabhi khush nahi reh paungi, aur na kisi ko khush kar paungi..... Aur mein dev se kabhi bhi pyaar nahi kar paungi.... Dev ko ek compromise ki shadi mein rehna hoga... Kya tu chahta hai ki woh ase shadi mein rahe!!! (Seriously)
Shiva look at me
Raavi - isliye mein ja rahi hoon sabko bata ne ke liye!! (Smiling)
I turn to leave
Shiva - dev ne suicide attempt kiya hai!!
I stood there rooted.... What??? Suicide???? Dev????
I look at him horrified!!!
No this is not possible!!!
Raavi pov end
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