Yoongi really did ignore me ......
He avoids me. He avoids my stare. He avoids being near me.
He really did.
But isn't it what I want? I question myself.
If that is, why am I feeling so sad.
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'Y/n what's wrong with you two. You two are avoiding each other since after that party'
Jimin ask while eating his food.
'Did you two fights? What's wrong tell us. We are friends' Cho said and I sigh.
'I don't want to talk about it here.'
'Then let's meet at the café after school. I don't like you two acting like that. We are friends Y/n.'
Cho said and Jimin agree.
'Okay let's meet after school'
I said and continue to eat my food.
Just then Yoongi enter the cafeteria with Mina. Wait what is she doing with him.
He is talking with her and smiling. And I am not liking that sense.
She is clingy to him so much and I just wanna run and drag her away from Yoongi.
I lost my appetite so I throw my food and leave to my next class.
'Dammann I ain't never seen Y/n that mad in my life. Girls are scary when they are jealous'
Jimin said watching Y/n angrily walk away from cafeteria.
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After we want to the café like we said.
'So, spill it all. There is something really serious is happing.'
Cho said seriously and Jimin nod.
I sigh and explain them what happened at the party and the fight after next day'
After telling them everything, they both silence for a sec.
'So, he is leaving you alone like you said. That's why he is avoiding you? '
Jimin said and I sigh.
'I didn't mean to hurt him... I just don't know what to say at that moment. I didn't mean it.'
I explain to them.
'I think he got hurt. We all know he like you from the start. But things got wrong'
Jimin said.
'Let me ask you Y/n. Be honest with me' Cho said seriously while looking at me.
'Do you like him too?'
I got silent for a moment.
'I mean no...' "BULLSHIT!' both of them said making me startled.
'If you don't like him, you won't be jealous and storm out of cafeteria like today honey'
'And you won't be sad over him leaving you alone'
They both shut up with facts. I don't know what to say anymore.
I know it too but I am afraid of it.
Suddenly Cho held my hand and I look at her.
'What's stopping you Y/n' She ask softly.
I sigh.
'I am afraid.' I said and tear fall from my eyes.
'I am afraid that I goanna get hurt like my parents. I know I love him too but I am such a coward and hurt his feeling. He is a good guy; he deserves someone better.'
I said and cry. Cho hug me tightly and Jimin is looking at me sadly. He doesn't like seeing his best friend is being like this.
'Y/n ahhh.... I don't want to say this but what happened to your parents was happened.
It's not your fault. And you can stay like this forever y/n with that thought. Not everyone is like your dad. And I am sure Yoongi is a good guy for you. Why don't you let your past aside and try to open it?'
Jimin said and I look at him.
'Jimin is right Y/n. We know you like him so why don't you fight for it girl'
They both look at me and smile.
They are right. Why don't I fight for it?
'I will try guys' I smile and they both happily smile at me.
'That's our Y/n. Don't worry if he does something bad I will cut his dick'
Cho said and I laugh.
'Geez! You girls are scary' Jimin said with his eyes widened.
That's it.
I should stop being coward and fight for my love.
I smile.
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Next day I walk to school with a little happiness.
My eyes looking for Yoongi everywhere.
First, I need to apologize first then I will confess my love for him.
I walk to my class and sit at my seat thinking about my plan.
A few minutes later, the class fill with more students.
Later Cho and Jimin come and sit near me.
'Look like our Y/n is Back' Cho said smiling at me.
'It's that Power of Love?~~~~~' Jimin said dramatically and I roll my eyes.
'Stop it guys. I am kind of worried what if he doesn't wanna talk to me anymore'
I said worried.
'Uh uh.... stop bring your negative thought. He loves you, he will listen to you okay'
Cho said resurging me. Jimin hit my back softly.
'Fighting we are here for you okay'
I nod and smile.
'Thank you, guys'
'Puff... what are friends for?'
Just then Yoongi enter and our eyes meet for a sec.
I am about to smile at him but he looks away from me and walk to his seat.
I feel kind of disappointed but is my fault anyway. I sigh.
Is okay fighting Y/n.
When the class finished, people start to leave the class. I wait for a moment to talk with Yoongi.
Jimin and Cho went out quickly while mouthing me Fighting. I smile back at them a little.
When Yoongi is about to leave I walk to him and stop Infront of him.
He looks kind of surprise but keep his face blank.
I am trying to talk to him.
'What? 'He said sternly making me look down.
'Umm... ca.Can we talk?' I said shuttering a little.
Fuck why am I shuttering like an idiot. I curse myself.
'About what?' He asks me and I look at him in his eyes.
Just like that I kinda lost in his eyes.
His eyes are my weakness. Those dark cat like eyes.
When I am about to answer him, someone call him.
'Yoongi!' We both look at the sound and saw Mina.
That Bitch.
'What are you doing, I am waiting for you' she said with her annoying voice while secretly glaring at me.
'I am coming Mina' Yoongi said to her and look at me.
'If you don't have anything to say I am leaving' he said and leave me.
And me being idiot, I watch him walking to Mina and smiling.
Why is he always smiling at her like that and not me?
Those smiles used to smile at me and make me happy.
Before they leave Mina look back at me and smirk.
I sigh and walk to cafeteria to join my friends.
'Don't give up Y/n....you should try talk at him again okay.'
After telling them what happen they both are recurring me.
I nod at them and play with my food while looking Yoongi table.
He is talking with Mina and smiling at her.
This sight is breaking my heart into million pieces.
'I don't have appetite I will leave first'
I said and leave.
After school I waited for Yoongi at the gate. I sat on the small stair and wait for him
While watching people leave one by one.
Some of them look at me with curious but I don't care.
I am thinking about the words to tell Yoongi.
'Well look who is here' Why is she always pop out of blue and disturb me.
'I don't want to talk with you leave' I said calmly.
'Do you think I don't know what you are doing Y/n?'
I look at Mina frowning.
'I told you to stay from Yoongi and I will make him mine'
I stood up and face her.
'And I told you I won't stay away from him'
She glares at me I return it.
'Bitch do you think he will like you back after hurting him Y/n'
She smirks at me. How did she know.
'You don't know anything Mina so is none of your business.'
Suddenly she makes a sad face and take my hand start begging me.
'Please Y/n you already take everything from me and famous than me. Stop making me suffer'
She said and I give her a questioning look.
'Wtf are you saying' I said and take my hand back suddenly she acts like I push her and fall down the stairs,
'Mina!' Suddenly Yoongi push me behind and I fall back. He walks to her helping her stand up.
I didn't notice him coming that's why that bitch act hun?
Jimin also come and help me.
'You okay Y/n?' I nod at him. Jimin looks at Yoongi angrily.
'Y/n what the fuck are you doing I can't believe you did his to Mina. Isn't it being famous and popular enough for you'?
I can't believe him saying this to me. Is he believing her?
'Man are you believing her over Y/n?' Jimin yell back at him.
'Yes, and I even saw it with my two eyes. Can't believe I fall for you Y/n. I hate girl like you the most. Just leave us alone will ya?'
His all words are stabbing my heart like a knife. I don't even know what to say.
Jimin is about to punch him but I pull him saying don't do it.
Yoongi help Mina to walk and they leave us. But I notice her secretly smirking at me.
When they leave, I hug Jimin and cry.
He hugs me back and sigh.
'Don't cry Y/n. You don't deserve him and your tear don't deserve him'
'He said he hate me...... but I didn't do anything Jimin ahh...' I sob really hard and cry.
He shhh me softly and comfort me.
After that Jimin take me to my apartment and leave.
He told me he could stay but I want to be alone and he understand.
After that I broke down again.
No matter how much I love, I get hurt at the end anyway.
I hug my knees and cry out of my heart.
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