"Thank you guys for saving my life, I hope you'll never have to do it again though" Nat said
"Let's hope not" Tony said
"She still needs to rest she had a lot of hits to her head and her leg is still healing" a medic who was also in the room said.
Everyone left the room except Wanda. She had been so worried so she wanted to talk to Nat first.
You went to take a shower because you knew you smelled and looked horrible.
The past week you've only wore sweatpants and hoodies. And you hadn't trained since Nat went missing.
Before hopping in the shower you looked into the mirror again.
"F*ck, f*ck, f*ck I forgot about this. Why did I do this o my god I'm so stupid" you were yelled at yourself "WHY WHY WHY, HOW STUPID CAN I BE"
After you calmed down you took the shower like you wanted. After that you put on some more decent clothes.
Your favorite black cargo pants and a oversized black shirt, on the shirt was a women with a cigarette, and a quote that said 'I'm fine and I feel good, I'm feeling like I never should' you loved that quote.
After you got dressed you went to the elevator.
"Hi FRIDAY is Wanda still in agent Romanoffs room?" You asked
"Wanda is in the kitchen, agent Romanoff is alone" FRIDAY responded
"Thank you FRIDAY, Could you bring me to agent Romanoff her room please" you asked
"Of course" FRIDAY responded
A few seconds later the door opened for you.
First you knocked on the door and after you heard a soft "come in" You stepped back in the room where you've been for almost 2 days.
"Hi y/n" Nat said
"Hi, how are you?" You asked
"Better then before that for sure, but could still be better" she said
"Good to know, also you said you'd explain the ignoring, wanna do it now or later this week?" You asked
"Is now okay for you?" She asked
"Yes" you said
"Then I'll tell you now, well, since I got out of the red room I didn't let anyone get to close to me and I didn't let myself get to close to anyone, I was always scared that If I'd love someone they' get hurt or worse, get killed" she paused and started to tear up.
So you went to sit on the side of her bed and grabbed her hand.
"it's okay if you don't wanna talk now" you said softly
"But I do" she said
"Okay" you said
"Well almost everyone I've ever loved either didn't love me back or got killed, well some almost got killed but they were able to protect themselves, but they did get hurt and that's all my fault" she said with a tear rolling down.
"That's okay, I still don't get why you were ignoring me" you said
"Well, we were getting really close and I was starting to catch feelings, I tried to stop myself because I knew it would get you in danger" she said
"You weren't worried if I liked you back?" You asked
"It was pretty obvious you liked me, I don't think you ever have fallen in love before, atleast you never tried to hide your feelings" she said
"That's right, I never loved anyone before except my parents" you said
"Well there's a first time for everything" she said
She then put her hand on your face, you grabbed hers to and you wiped away the few tears.
She then pulled you in for a kiss, her lips on yours. It was a soft and short kiss.
She then laid her forehead against yours. Her hand still on your face and your hand still on hers.
You guys sat like that for a while before you broke the silence.
"Well you should rest again, I'll see you again soon right?" You said
"Yes I'm gonna rest because I wanna hang out and train with you again as soon as possible again" she said with a smile
"Okay bet" you said while getting of the bed "bye redhead" you said as you closed the door behind you while looking into her beautiful eyes.
You smiled while walking back to your room. You just couldn't stop smiling.
In your room you laid down on your bed. And a few seconds later you were asleep.
You woke up because there was someone knocking at your door.
"The door is open" you said
"No its not I already tried to just walk in" the person said
"Oh I think I locked it then, can't remember" you said while walking towards the door
Once you unlocked the door the person swung it open and it almost hit your face.
It was tony. He closed the door behind him.
"Is there something want to tell me?" Tony asked
"No" You answered
"How was your talk with Nat?" he asked
"Nothing special" you answered
"Y/n... you know I have cameras in almost every room right?" He said
"Creepy" you said
"I saw what happed between you and Nat" he said
"Oh no" you said
"I'm happy for you guys, but it better not effect the missions" he said
"It won't" you said
"Also dinner is ready so let's go" he said
"I'll be there in a few" you said
"Okay" he said while opening the doors
"Wait tony are there cameras in this room too?" You asked
"Maybe" he said with a smirk
You had fallen asleep with your clothes on so you didn't have to change that but you went to the bathroom to clean your face.
After you cleaned your face you put on some mascara and eyeliner before heading to the kitchen were the dinner table was
"Damn y/n where are you going? You got all dressed up for who?" Sam asked when you stepped in the room
"For me, myself and I" you said
After dinner you went to say goodnight to Nat.
You knocked on the door again, but when you didn't hear a "come in" or "yes" you got worried so you just opened the door.
"Hi y/n, you okay?" Steve asked
He was sitting in the chair and he was holding Nats hand. Their faces were close. Too close you thought.
"Yeah I'm fine, wanted to say goodnight to Nat, but after I knocked I didn't hear anything so I got worried and opened the door, sorry for that, I hope I wasn't interrupting anything " you said
"It's okay" Steve said
"Well goodnight" you said
You heard Steve yelling goodnight after you closed the door.
Nat hadn't said anything, she couldn't even look you in the eyes. That couldn't mean anything good and you knew that.
You got into you room and Locked the door.
You laid on your bed and buried your head in your pillow. You started to cry and scream into your pillow.
You were on a floor with Bucky and Wanda.
They both must have heard your screaming because a few seconds later you heard knocking on your door.
You got up and opened the door.
"Hey are you okay y/n" Wanda asked
"We could hear you, thin walls" Bucky said
"Well im okay, I think" you said
"I think doesn't sound convincing to me" Wanda said before just stepping into your room.
Bucky followed Wanda into your room.
Btw all your stuff from your apartment was brought to the tower, that's why you could change to you own clothes and stuff :)