"Bey baby tell me what's wrong." -Nicki
"Nothing Nic I'm fine." -Bey
"I know you aren't fine babe just talk to meee" -Nic
"Onikaaa." -Beyonce whines out being frustrated
"Bey you can talk to me. You talk to me any other time so why aren't you
letting me in today?" -Nicki says sincerely
"I just.... can't." -Bey says as she starts to cry
"Can I just lay with you please?" -Beyonce whines
Nicki sighs
"Ofc boo." -Nicki
That made Bey smile like a school girl as she laid her head on her stomach and Nicki noticed.
"You like when I call you that huh?" -Nicki
"Yep. Alot" -Bey
Bey keeps twisting and turning not being able to get comfortable. She took her shirt off.
"Take this off please." -Bey says motioning to her shirt
Nicki complied. Beyonce wanted to feel skin to skin contact with Nicki without it being sexual but Beyonce couldn't stop crying.
"What is it baby?" -Nicki says as she runs her back trying to comfort her.
Beyonce continued to cry.
"Baby its hurting me seeing you like this you have to talk to me so I can help you." -Nicki
𝘠𝘰𝘶 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘢 𝘨𝘰𝘰𝘥 𝘱𝘢𝘳𝘵𝘯𝘦𝘳 𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘺 𝘧𝘦𝘦𝘭 𝘩𝘰𝘳𝘳𝘪𝘣𝘭𝘦 𝘫𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘣𝘦𝘤𝘢𝘶𝘴𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘢𝘳𝘦.
"I can't I want to but I just can't." Was what Nicki made out through Bey sobs
"Did you kill someone?" -Nicki
Beyonce shook her head no
"Did you cheat on me?" -Nicki
Bey shook her head no instantly
"Do you wanna break up?" -Nicki
Bey shook her head no
"Are you sad because of me?" -Nicki
Bey hesitantly shook her head no which Nicki noticed and knew she wasnt being a hundred percent truthful. Nicki sighs
"Then baby it's nothing we can't fix." -Nicki
"Please Nika not rn." -Bey
"Okay BeyBey." -Nicki
Silence filled the room aside from Bey sniffles and sobs once in a while. She started tracing hearts on Nicki's stomach to soothe herself which made Nicki smile at her choice of shapes. Nicki thought about when she first seen a change in her girlfriend and that was after her therapy seesion. 𝖣𝗂𝖽 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝗍𝗁𝖾𝗋𝖺𝗉𝗂𝗌𝗍 𝗌𝖺𝗒 𝗌𝗈𝗆𝖾𝗍𝗁𝗂𝗇𝗀? 𝖨𝗌 𝗌𝗁𝖾 𝗌𝗍𝗂𝗅𝗅 𝗎𝗉𝗌𝖾𝗍 𝖺𝖻𝗈𝗎𝗍 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝗐𝗁𝗈𝗅𝖾 𝗌𝗂𝗍𝗎𝖺𝗍𝗂𝗈𝗇? 𝖣𝗂𝖽 𝖨 𝗌𝖺𝗒 𝗌𝗈𝗆𝖾𝗍𝗁𝗂𝗇𝗀?
"How was your trip?" -Bey says breaking the silence
Since their argument they were never able to talk about the trip or what Bey did while she was gone. The question made Nicki smile.
"Its was good, fun, and relaxing for the most part except for the randoms tryna get with me and the ending of course but I really enjoyed it. Thank you." -Nicki
"That's good babe." -Bey
"What did you do?" -Nicki
"I did alot of working. Booked a lot of meetings and studio time so I can make new music and express some feelings. Cleaned, Mediated, and I stayed at the gym most of the time. It was tiring but it was really peaceful." -Bey
Nicki scrunched her face up
"What you tryna say Bey it's not peaceful when I'm here?" -Nicki said letting her accent slip out
Beyonce chuckles "No babe that's not what i'm saying I love it when your here."
"Mmmhmm that's what you better say." -Nicki
They shared a laugh but soon the sadness washed back over her and she instantly felt like a burden remembering and encounter she had when she was 13 years old. She wipes her face and gets up.
"I'm sorry Nic." -Bey
Nicki was confused on why Beyoncè was apologizing right in this moment she felt so comfortable with her lover in her arms. This feeling was indescribable to her but she loved it.
"No babe lay back down." -Nicki whined
Beyonce looked at her with a confused face
"You like when I lay on you?" -Bey
"Yes babe it's my favorite part of the day." -Nicki
" well I thought....nvm." -Bey says as she relaxes back into Nickis embrace. The wall that she put up so quickly was tore back down just as quick. She laid back in her arms but all her mind could think about is what had happened when she was 13 years old.
𝘍𝘭𝘢𝘴𝘩𝘣𝘢𝘤𝘬
13 𝐲𝐞𝐚𝐫 𝗼𝐥𝐝 𝐁𝐞𝐲𝗼𝐧𝐜𝐞 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝐚𝐭 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐟𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐧𝐝 𝐀𝐥𝐢𝐜𝐢𝐚'𝐬 𝐡𝗼𝐮𝐬𝐞 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐬𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝐥𝐚𝐲𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐝𝗼𝐰𝐧 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐜𝐮𝐝𝐝𝐥𝐞𝐝 𝐮𝐩 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐚 𝐟𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐧𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐬𝐡𝐞 𝐝𝐢𝐝𝐧'𝐭 𝐤𝐧𝗼𝐰 𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐲 𝐥𝗼𝐧𝐠. 𝐖𝐡𝐞𝐧 𝐬𝐡𝐞 𝐜𝐚𝗺𝐞 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝗺𝗼𝗺 𝐟𝗼𝐫 𝐚 𝐰𝐞𝐞𝐤𝐞𝐧𝐝 𝐭𝗼 𝐠𝐞𝐭 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐡𝐚𝐢𝐫 𝐛𝐫𝐚𝐢𝐝𝐞𝐝 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝗺𝗼𝗺 𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐫𝗼𝐝𝐮𝐜𝐞𝐝 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐭𝗼 𝐡𝐞𝐫. 𝐬𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝗺𝗼𝗺'𝐬 𝐟𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐧𝐝 𝐝𝐚𝐮𝐠𝐡𝐭𝐞𝐫. 𝐁𝐞𝐲𝗼𝐧𝐜𝐞 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝐚𝐥𝐰𝐚𝐲𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐭𝐲𝐩𝐞 𝐭𝗼 𝐜𝐫𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐩𝐡𝐲𝐬𝐢𝐜𝐚𝐥 𝐥𝗼𝐯𝐞 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐚𝐟𝐟𝐞𝐜𝐭𝐢𝗼𝐧 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐧 𝐟𝐫𝗼𝗺 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐟𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐧𝐝𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐩𝐬 𝐛𝐞𝐜𝐚𝐮𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭'𝐬 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐬𝗼𝗺𝐞𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐬𝐡𝐞 𝐧𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐡𝐚𝐝 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐩𝐚𝐫𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐬. 𝐋𝗼𝐧𝐠 𝐬𝐭𝗼𝐫𝐲 𝐬𝐡𝗼𝐫𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐲 𝐰𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐥𝐚𝐲𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐝𝗼𝐰𝐧 𝐢𝐧 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐛𝐞𝐝 𝐜𝐡𝐢𝐥𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐮𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐥 B𝐞𝐲 𝐜𝐚𝐮𝐠𝐡𝐭 𝐚 𝐠𝐥𝐢𝗺𝐩𝐬𝐞 𝗼𝐟 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐟𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐧𝐝 𝐀𝐥𝐢𝐜𝐢𝐚 𝐭𝐞𝐱𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝗼𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐟𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐧𝐝 𝐭𝐞𝐥𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐡𝗼𝐰 𝐬𝐡𝐞 𝐟𝐞𝐥𝐭 𝐬𝗺𝗼𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞𝐝 𝐟𝐫𝗼𝗺 B𝐞𝐲 𝐥𝐚𝐲𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝗼𝐧 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐬𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐲 𝐚𝐧𝐧𝗼𝐲𝐢𝐧𝐠. 𝐓𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝗺𝐚𝐝𝐞 𝐁𝐞𝐲 𝐬𝐚𝐝 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐬𝐡𝐞 𝐢𝗺𝗺𝐞𝐝𝐢𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐥𝐲 𝐰𝐞𝐧𝐭 𝐭𝗼 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝗼𝐩𝐩𝗼𝐬𝐢𝐭𝐞 𝐬𝐢𝐝𝐞 𝗼𝐟 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐛𝐞𝐝 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐭𝐞𝐱𝐭𝐞𝐝 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝗺𝗼𝗺 𝐭𝐞𝐥𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐬𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐝 𝐭𝗼 𝐠𝗼 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝗺𝗼𝗺 𝐩𝐢𝐜𝐤𝐞𝐝 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐮𝐩 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐧𝐞𝐱𝐭 𝗺𝗼𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠.
𝖤𝗇𝖽 𝗈𝖿 𝖿𝗅𝖺𝗌𝗁𝖻𝖺𝖼𝗄
𝖠𝗌 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝗆𝖾𝗆𝗈𝗋𝗂𝖾𝗌 𝗅𝖾𝖺𝗏𝖾𝗌 𝗁𝖾𝗋 mind she relaxes into her lovers hold kisses her neck as they drift off into their sleep.
Yesterday...
𝙿𝚛𝚎𝚟𝚒𝚘𝚞𝚜𝚕𝚢 𝚘𝚗 𝚠𝚑𝚊𝚝'𝚜 𝚑𝚊𝚙𝚙𝚎𝚗𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚝𝚘 𝚖𝚎??
"Strip onika and I'm not playing when I get back here you better be naked and you better not touch yourself. got it?" -Bey
Nicki shakes her head yes
"Words." -Bey
"Yes." -Nicki
"Yes who?" -Bey
"Yes daddy." -Nicki
Bey grabbed something and went into the restroom. She quickly put on the new strap that she bought trying to try something new with Nic. While Nicki disobeyed Bey she couldnt help it looking at her naked body in the mirror turned her on and she began rubbing circles in her clit. Bey peeked in the room seeing her lover disobeying her the whole scene turned her on more she smirked knowing she was gonna have a field day with her body.
"So you just don't listen huh Onika?" -Bey says as she stands in front of her making sure she doesnt see her lower half.
"I- I-" -Nicki stammers
"Be quiet onika." -Bey
Before Nicki should protest she pressed her lips roughly against her lover's lips.
She then proceeds to leave little love bites across her jaw and lightly grazes over her spot without sucking on it like she knew her lover wanted.
Nicki was squirming in her lover's hold.
She traveled down and her breath spoke over Nicki's nipples causing them to harden. She uses her tongue and quickly swirls them in her mouth.
She travels down to her legs sucking roughly leaving hickies all over her legs and kissing every part except he throbbing clit as she watches the arousal drip down her thighs.
"Pleaseee." -Nicki breaths out
"Please what nika?" -Bey
"Please fuck meee I can't take it." -Nicki whines growing frustrated
"Ohh so you think you can disobey me and roll your eyes and have an attitude with me huh?" -Bey says speaking to her clit sending vibrations and her whole body shivering
"No daddy I'm sorry pleasee I need you inside me." -Nicki
Beyonce smirks seeing how desperate her lover was and she knew she was about to play with her to the max.
Bey pressed a small button on a remote causing the dildo to vibrate as she pressed against Nicki throbbing clits as she starts sucking on her boobs.
"WHA- I- mmm" -Nicki moans out
"More pleasee." -Nicki
"Daddy I need you inside of mee." -Nicki moans out
"I'm sorry I won-" GCO -Nicki
"Shut up onika." -Bey
"I-" -Nicki GCO
"Be quietttt." -Beyonce gritted through her teeth
Bey rose up letting her dick vibrate over her whole clit stimulating while she started sucking on her neck.
"Mmm. Omg." -Nicki moans out
"Ahh." -Nicki
Nicki starts grinding lowly on the dildo hoping it would just slip in but Bey wasnt going to let that happen. Bey stopped and stood at her entrance.
"Tell me what you want baby." -Bey
"You. I want you to fuck me pleass I want you inside of me daddy." -Nicki moans out
Bey placed the tip in her which led to Nicki letting out an exasperated moan. She kept placing the tip in and out making Nicki get frustrated and Bey decided she had enough of the teasing.
She put most of it into her thrusting at a medium pace.
"Ohhh fuckkk." -Nicki
"Thank you daddy." -Nicki moaned out
That made Beyonce want to show out and give her everything in her. Beyonce shoved the whole dick in her and started thrusting in and out at a fast pace which led to Nicki letting out constant loud moans.
"Ahhhhh- FUCKK OMGG." -Nicki
"Stopp I can't take it your too biggg." -Nicki
"Shut up and take daddy's dick babygirl." -Bey
Hearing that could have her cum on the spot Nicki couldn't do anything but feel every inch of Beyonce. Nicki's moans and screams filled the room as Beyonce rammed her dick inside her.
Phew what a sight to see.
"Im- FUCK AHHH Bey I'm cumming. IM CUMMING!!!" -Nicki screams
"Cum for me baby." -Bey said in a deep seductive voice
That's all Nicki needed to here before she started cumming. She panted out of breath as she finally calmed down from her orgasm. Nicki released so much cum it was dripping all over the bed.
I guess you do appreciate thing more when you beg for it.
"Get on your knees and come get this wet and clean it up for me." -Bey
Nicki complied crawling on her knees kneeling in front of Beyonce not wanting another punishment.
Nicki started sucking starting with the tip and going down taking the dick in her mouth no problem without losing eye contact with Beyonce. This right here caused Bey to have an orgasm. She placed beyonces hands on her boobs and Beyonce started squeezing them with to her pleasure. As Beyonce's cum dropped down her leg Nicki made sure to clean her up to show that another punishment would not be necessary as Beyonce came down from her high and realized she wasn't in control anymore she wasn't having that.
"Turn over face down ass up." -Beyonce
Nicki did as told. Beyonce slapped and grabbed her ass making Nicki groan.
"You wanted to have an attitude huh?" -Beyonce
Nicki didnt say anything
"Speak onika." -Beyonce
"Yes daddy." -Nicki pants out
"And after I told you not to touch yourself you did it anyways right?" -Bey
"Yes daddy I'm so sorry." -Nicki
"Mmmhmm." -Beyonce grabbed handfuls of nicki assed and slapped it making Nicki moan and her ass have a red tint. Beyonce started fucking her at a fast pace.
"Who's pussy is this?" -Bey
"FUCK! Yours daddy. ALL YOURS!" -nicki
Beyonce was fucking Nicki so hard she could've seen stars. She felt the dick in her stomach.
"OH MY FUCKING GOD BEY IM CUMMING OH FUCK IM CUMMING!" -Nicki
"Hold it." -Bey
"I can't daddy I can'ttt." -Nicki cried out
"Yes you can and will." -Bey
Bey delivered a few more deep strokes hitting her g-spot just to mess with her.
"Cum." -Beyonce says in a deep seductive voice right in her ear.
Nicki unraveled she was shaking, cumming, and moaning loudly.
Nicki knew what to do next so she got up on her knees in front of Bey but Bey had another plan. Bey grabbed her throat and started face fucking her like a slut and Nicki was taking it too. Her saliva and spit was dripping down Bey's dick.
"Good girl." -Bey
Bey laid back on the bed.
"Ride." -Bey
After hearing Bey say good girl that unlocked another freaky part of Tanya that no one knew existed.
Nicki was slowly sitting down the dick but apparently was taking to long for Bey and she slammed her down on it. Nicki let out an ear piercing scream.
Nicki started riding and bounce up on Bey's dick making sure to feel every inch. Bey was focusing on the way her breasts jiggled up and down and the faces she would make everytime she moaned.
"You look so fucking sexy Tanya." -Bey
Nicki threw her head back in ecstasy as she began to become undone.
As They both had cum Nicki fell back on the bed exhausted Bey took the strap off and started to lick Nicki clean.
"Bey please I can't do it anymore." -Nicki
"I know princess I'm just cleaning you up." -Bey
Bey cleaned her up and took the strap off and went to clean it up. As she got back her Nika was fast asleep. Bey chuckled to herself as she went a laid beside her.
Beyonce's mind was trying to trick her telling her that she was like meek and she actually hurt Nika which was getting Beyonce worried. Beyonce was fighting the thought though knowing she would never hurt Nicki on purpose. Her mind was at a constant battle with itself which always left Bey frustrated but she finally had end up falling asleep.
Nicki woke up in the middle of the night twisting and turning because she was becoming uncomfortable but she was so exhausted and tired she couldn't even speak or open her eyes. All the moving caused Bey to wake up.
"What is it babe?"-Bey
Nicki just continues to whine. Well Beyonce knew that she craves skin to skin contact after sex and to be honest in general. So she took her clothes off and Nicki nuzzled into her laying her head on her breast and when back to sleep. Beyonce smiled contently before falling back asleep.
𝓜𝓸𝓻𝓷𝓲𝓷𝓰
Beyonce woke up with Nicki in her arms and she smiled looking at her lover and feeling her in embrace. Seeing her black messy wavy hair covering her face while looking at her flawless skin she was perfect.
Nicki eyes fluttered open seeing her lover staring at her with a smile which made her smile in return.
"And your staring at me why creep?" -Nicki
Beyonce giggles lightly.
"Because your beautiful had me mesmerized for a bit." -Bey
Nicki smirks and smiles and they shared their morning kiss. Nicki's face immediately changed as she felt the aftermath of last night.
"Babe my legs hurtttttt." -Nicki pouts
Bey smirks. "I guess you'll listen to daddy next time wont you?" -Bey
Nicki rolls her eyes and hits her in the chest.
"Ayo chill. you wanna get in the bath?"-Bey
Nicki shook her head up and down in a yes motion.
Bey carries Nicki and put her onto the counter as she starts the bath and put all the essentials in it to soothe her. When it was all ready she put her in and she was about to walk out but Nicki interrupted her.
"Why arent you getting in with me?" -Nicki
"I will umm just give me a second." -Bey
Nicki went downstairs and got Nicki some water and some advil and came back up and had her take it. They laid back with Nicki on her front.
"I'm going to be gone all day nika." -Bey
"Why?" -Nicki
"Because Kelly is going back to Houston tmrw morning and I havent really had time to do anything with her." -Bey
Nicki felt guilty and put her head down.
"Oh. I'm sorry." -Nicki
Bey turned her around so they were facing each other.
"Its not your fault. Stop blaming yourself for stuff. We had some problems to deal with and I was working." -Bey
"Okay." -Nicki
Bey grabbed Nicki's chin and stared in her eyes.
"I love you." -Bey
But Bey said it if it was more of a good bye than anything which kind of scared Nicki.
"I love you too baby. Is everything okay?" -Nicki
"Yeah." -Bey
They continued their bath and got dressed for the day. Shortly after it was time for Bey to leave.
"See you later babe." -Bey
"Bye bye we'll probably do something when you get back then I'm going to go back home." -Nicki
"Gotchu." -Bey says a little saddened but covered it up with a smile.
Bey got in her car and connected her phone to the car and called kelly.
"KELLLYYYY." -Bey
"BEYY??" -Kelly said suprised
"You ain't think I forgot that you was leaving tmrw did you?" -Bey
"Ngl I thought you did honey bee." -Kelly
"Nope never that but I'm omw and we have a long day ahead of us so be ready." -Bey
"Kk." -Kelly
The call ended and soon Bey was at Kelly's hotel that she had been staying in. They were talking for a bit but kelly had noticed Bey was deep in thought and honestly looked sad.
"Aww honey bee it's going to be okay I'm going to come back and visit." -Kelly jokes
Beyonce waves her hand dismissing her.
"Girl bye." -Bey
"But fr Bey you okay?" -Kelly
"Yeah I'm fine anyways we starting this day off with some food because were fatties there is this new place called old lady gang and I heard it was really good." -Bey
"Bettt." -Kelly
They arrived and got seated in they were finally eating.
"This is so goood whoever made this needs their dick sucked immaculately." -Kelly
"KELENDRIAAA!!" -Bey
"Whatt it's the truth." -Kelly
Beyonce shook her head in disbelief and started laughing.
They ended their lunch date followed by hour long talks about their childhood and home back in houston and they were finally at their last destination roller skating.
"Beyonce yk got damn well I dont know how to skate hold my handdd." -Kelly basically screams
"Okay okayyy." -Bey
They were dancing singing and skating for hours Bey was on her way to drop Kelly off but then remembered the present she got her was at the house. As she was walked in the house while kelly sat in the car nicki pulled up about to go in the house.
"Hey nicki waitt." -Kelly
"Hey kells what's up?" -Nicki
"Nothing much but I've noticed that like Bey has been kind of acting sad. Are y'all good? Do you know what's up?" -Kelly
"I've noticed that too but tbh I'm not really sure but I'll try to get her to talk about it you know how Bey is." -Nicki
"Yeah thanks girl. I'll see you soon." -Kelly
"Ofc have a safe flight." -Nicki
"Thanks." -Kelly
Nicki walked in the house seeing Bey about to leave the door.
"Hey baby." -Nicki
"Heyy I'm about to drop Kelly off then I'll be back." -Bey
"Okay we can watch a movie before I go." -Nicki
"Okay bett pick one." -Bey says as she's leaving out the door.
"Gotchu." -Nicki
Bey went to the car and got inside with kelly.
"Soo the present is a little cliche but i wanted to give you a present before you left so open it." -Bey
Kelly opens it and it's a split bestfriend necklace in the shape of the houston out line that's says country gals.
"Omg I love it thank youuu." -Kelly
"No problem." -Bey
They took a few pictures and posted it to their instagrams before Beyonce dropped kelly off.
"Bye chocolate drop I love you will miss you." -Bey
"I love you and will miss you too honey Bey." -Kelly
They hugged and Beyonce went back home.
𝐁𝐚𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝗼 𝐩𝐫𝐞𝐬𝐞𝐧𝐭 𝐭𝐢𝗺𝐞
Bey awoke from the nap knowing that once Nicki wakes up and they watch a movie she was leaving and it saddened Bey and she didnt know how to speak it verbally so she decided to write her a letter.
𝐏𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐜𝐞𝐬𝐬,
𝐈 𝐟𝐞𝐞𝐥 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞 𝐚 𝐛𝐮𝐫𝐝𝐞𝐧. 𝐈 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐢𝐬𝐡 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐈 𝐟𝐞𝐥𝐭 𝐛𝐞𝐭𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐈 𝐰𝐢𝐬𝐡 𝐈 𝐝𝐢𝐝𝐧'𝐭 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐩𝐫𝗼𝐛𝐥𝐞𝗺𝐬 𝐰𝐫𝗼𝐧𝐠 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝗺𝐞 𝐲𝗼𝐮 𝐝𝐞𝐟𝐢𝐧𝐢𝐭𝐞𝐥𝐲 𝐝𝐞𝐬𝐞𝐫𝐯𝐞 𝐛𝐞𝐭𝐭𝐞𝐫. 𝐋𝐢𝐟𝐞 𝐢𝐬 𝐠𝐞𝐭𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐬𝗼 𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐝 𝐭𝗼 𝐤𝐞𝐞𝐩 𝐥𝐢𝐯𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐲𝐝𝐚𝐲. 𝐈 𝐡𝐚𝐭𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐈 𝐥𝗼𝐧𝐠 𝐟𝗼𝐫 𝐩𝐡𝐲𝐬𝐢𝐜𝐚𝐥 𝐚𝐟𝐟𝐞𝐜𝐭𝐢𝗼𝐧 𝐈 𝐡𝐚𝐭𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐈 𝗺𝐢𝐬𝐬 𝗺𝐲 𝗺𝗼𝗺 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐈 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞. 𝐖𝐡𝐞𝐧 𝐲𝗼𝐮 𝗺𝗼𝐯𝐞𝐝 𝗼𝐮𝐭 𝐢𝐭 𝗺𝐚𝐝𝐞 𝗺𝐞 𝐬𝐚𝐝 𝐛𝐞𝐜𝐚𝐮𝐬𝐞 𝐈 𝐟𝐞𝐞𝐥 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐡𝗼𝐰 𝐈 𝐝𝐢𝐝 𝐰𝐡𝐞𝐧 𝐈 𝐰𝗼𝐮𝐥𝐝 𝐜𝐫𝐲 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐲 𝐧𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭 𝐰𝐢𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐈 𝐜𝗼𝐮𝐥𝐝 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐜𝐮𝐝𝐝𝐥𝐞 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐛𝐞 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝗺𝐲 𝗺𝗼𝗺 𝐈 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐝 𝐭𝗼 𝐟𝐞𝐞𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐩𝐡𝐲𝐬𝐢𝐜𝐚𝐥 𝐥𝗼𝐯𝐞 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐲𝗼𝐮. 𝐈'𝗺 𝐬𝐚𝐝 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐢𝗺𝐞 𝗺𝐲 𝐚𝐧𝐱𝐢𝐞𝐭𝐲 𝐚𝐥𝐰𝐚𝐲𝐬 𝐡𝐚𝐬 𝗺𝐞 𝗼𝐧 𝐞𝐝𝐠𝐞 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐈 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐝𝗼𝐧'𝐭 𝐤𝐧𝗼𝐰 𝐡𝗼𝐰 𝗺𝐮𝐜𝐡 𝗺𝗼𝐫𝐞 𝐈 𝐜𝐚𝐧 𝐭𝐚𝐤𝐞. 𝐈 𝐥𝗼𝐯𝐞 𝐲𝗼𝐮.
Bey wipes her eyes as she drips the page out and rips the page out and puts it into Nicki's purse for her to read later. Nicki awoken from her nap and they watched a movie said their goodbyes and Nicki went home.
As Nicki was settling in she went in her purse to get her charger and find the letter.
"What's this?" -Nicki
Nicki reads the letter with non ending tears dropping down her face.
"Omg." -Nicki
Nicki gets her stuff and drives quickly to Bey's house and opens the door with the key bey had given her and opened her bedroom door.
****Trigger warning******
To find a knife, pills, and a lifeless looking Beyonce.
Sooo guys this chapter is really long because I dont know when the next time I'm going to update because I'm a freshman and school is strong so I want that to be my main focus at the moment.
This chapter was alot I know and I know some of yall gonna hate me buttt it's okay.
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I love you guys see you next chapter story for any errors❤