I Don't Want to Be Loved

By Yoh_nika

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Genre Adult Drama Fantasy Josei Romance Smut Tragedy Author(s) Starlight Artist(s) Ruck 러기 럭 Description Riha... More

Chapter 0: Prologue
Chapter 1: Golden Bird's Feather
Chapter 2: Loveless Marriage
Chapter 3: Queen
Chapter 4: Hertia Cesca
Chapter 5: Queen Candidate
Chapter 6: Get Out
Chapter 7: Rightful Heir
Chapter 8: Wanting His Love
Chapter 9: A Nobleman's Pride and Dignity
Chapter 10: Send Them Out
Chapter 11: To Crichton
Chapter 12: Feared Queen
Chapter 13: Make a Wish
Chapter 14: The First and Last
Chapter 15: Is This Your Answer?
Chapter 16: Virginity
Chapter 17: Dimitri Priebius
Chapter 18: Life In Her Belly
Chapter 19: He Believed In Her
Chapter 20: I Don't Want To Marry
Chapter 21: I Want To Live A Happy Life
Chapter 22: Of Crichton Blood
Chapter 23: Golden Feather
Chapter 25: The Boy and the Sun
Chapter 26: Years Later
Chapter 27: I'm A Crichton
Chapter 28: Young King
Chapter 29: Another Funeral
Chapter 30: There Was a Time...
Chapter 31: Unconditional Love
Chapter 32: The Dream
Chapter 33: Plague, Massacre, and Defeat
Chapter 34: New Man
Chapter 35: The Bride To Be Is...
Chapter 36: Suffer the Same Fate
Chapter 37: Grief and Shame
Chapter 38: A FutureFar Worse
Chapter 39: Run Away, Girl
Chapter 40:Danil Lyurik
Chapter 41: Tied To Him
Chapter 42: A Favor
Chapter 43: Fear Must Be Overcome
Chapter 90: I'm Sorry, Rihannan
Chapter 44: I'll Be Alright
Chapter 91: Will You Trust Me?
Chapter 92: Dimi Over You
Chapter 45: You Who Treats Me Like a Dog
Chapter 93: I Liked You Since Then
Chapter 94: You're Beautiful
Chapter 46: I'll Kill You Myself
Chapter 95: Nothing Greater In Life Than a Woman
Chapter 96: Yearning Kiss
Chapter 47: Useless Black-Haired Beast
Chapter 97: The Duchess' Advice
Chapter 98: Predatory Marriage
Chapter 48: Long Time No See
Chapter 99: Using You
Chapter 100: Taste of Wine (19)
Chapter 49: Marry Me
Chapter 101: Large Physique (19)
Chapter 102: Maidenhood (19)
Chapter 50: Divorce Me a Year Later
Chapter 103: The First Pleasure (19)
Chapter 104: Garden Check (19)
Chapter 51: I Accept Your Offer
Chapter 105: Blooming Flower (19)
Chapter 52: Igor's Regret
Chapter 53: For Dimitri's Sake
Chapter 54: Suicidal Impulse
Chapter 55: She's Already Dead
Chapter 56: Your Majesty, Please Get Out
Chapter 57: Not Your Real Wife
Chapter 58: Rihannan and Arundell
Chapter 59: She's To Marry Me
Chapter 60: Mother's Grave
Chapter 61: Rihannan, My Love
Chapter 62: You're My Wife, I'll Protect You
Chapter 63: Igor Cesca (Perspective)
Chapter 64: Are You Crying?
Chapter 65: Your Wish
Chapter 66: He Liked Her, After All
Chapter 67: Pleasure of Desire
Chapter 68: A Wife Who Does Not Love
Chapter 69: Hope of Love
Chapter 70: Public Disgrace
Chapter 71: Torturous Beauty
Chapter 72: Women Love Flowers
Chapter 73: Wedding Ceremony
Chapter 74: Queen's Palace
Chapter 75: Can't Fool Me Twice
Chapter 76: Igor's Debt
Chapter 77: Duchess Kisses Her Hand
Chapter 78: Human Nature
Chapter 79: I Like You, Queen
Chapter 80: I Remember You
Chapter 81: Dinner With Igor
Chapter 82: Igor's Clumsiest Best
Chapter 83: Thought He Liked Men
Chapter 84: I Owe It to Her
Chapter 85: The Betrayal
Chapter 86: Anastasia's Daughter
Chapter 87: Queen's Motive
Chapter 88: The Truth
Chapter 89: Mother and Son

Chapter 24: If She Did Her Job Properly...

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By Yoh_nika

The man stared at the boy with eyes of dramatic flair. He did not have much option left, this he knew well, and so he groaned, he groaned and pursed out the bag hanging from the side of his waist and held it out nervously. His lips donned a clumsy, crooked smile geared towards the bitter and chaffed sailors.

“Ah, aye, let us not act like this, what do you say? Why not calm down first, how does that sound? My mas… I mean the little boy, he’s just lost his temper. That’s all. No need to get jumpy. How about this. Take this bag as a token of my apology,” laughing nervously, he belched forward and stuck his hand out.

The sailors, all with a grim and ghastly countenance immediately brightened at the sound of coins jingling inside the bulky bag. One sailor immediately snagged the bag from the man.

“Aye, I agree, mate. We can settle this like real men,” said one of the sailors. “You gotta learn to discipline that boy, my friend, else he’ll die of early death.”

“Ha-ha, yes…” the man laughed apprehensively.

The sailor looked over his shoulder and stared at his mates.

“We’re not angry, are we?” he said.

“No, ‘course not! I was just out here wonderin’ if the little boy’d lost his mind,” said one sailor. “All’s good. We good here.”

The rest agreed, nodding their head vigorously. At one point someone suggested they head to the bar for a drink and they did; later they were found drunk as a fiddler.

Only the man and boy were left in the dock.

The man wiped the cold sweat on his forehead and looked at the boy gazing at the blue sea. “Your Majesty, what is happening? I’m confused as a bee without nectar! Pray tell me what is going on, Your Majesty.”

Without warning, the young king slammed his door open at dawn a few days ago –– told him to dress up and get ready. Fast. Then they jumped on the horse and immediately galloped straight south. Didn’t even get no explanation.

They’d been on the road without sleep and food for a few days and the man was heavily famished. He requested the young king for a short rest. Said the horse needed rest else they’d die from overworking themselves.

The young king nodded at his assessment and at last they took a break.

The man smiled, relieved.

Thereafter, they entered a nearby inn and hurriedly eat as they listened to the conversation between two commoners.

“Aye, d’ya hear what’s happening in the mansion?”

“Ya talkin’ ‘bout Count Alessin, right?”

“Ya, that one.”

“Ya. So I heard his wife died recently. Heard he left the funeral early. Didn’t even bother to see his wife buried. Heard he had an illegitimate child from a love affair too. Soon as his wife died he brought that child to his home, but his legal daughter kicked him an’ the bastard child out like it was nothin’.”

“Huh. How’d that happen?”

“The legal daughter didn’t want no child from another woman in the mansion.”

“Wait, how’s that possible? Why would the Count with a title get kicked out o’ his own house an’ by his own daughter?”

“Heard the late Countess was o’ noble royal blood. Her property was the dowry for marriage. It was signed in the contract that should she die, her heir would be her child. Guess the Count had no right to his wife’s properties. A load of bullocks I tell ya.”

“God, can’t believe he’d get kicked out by his own daughter. What an embarrassment!”

“Know what though, the Count’s got a headstrong daughter. He won’t hafta worry ‘bout her future.”

“See, that’s why I can’t have no daughter. God, I can just imagine what ah’ll hafta deal with, but if I do end up getting one, best believe she’ll be an obedient, little girl. Can’t have a child runnin’ loose like that. Not in mah’ house.”

The innkeeper’s wife, she’d been stirring the pot as the two men raved on the latest scandal.

“What’s wrong with you?” she said irritably. “What kind of a father brings home a bastard child from another woman soon as his wife dies? That sure tells a lot the kind of man he is! A stinkin’ bastard, that’s what!”

“What a load o’ bullish nonsense is you speakin’, you ignorant woman! If the Countess had done her job properly, he wouldn’t needa go out findin’ someone else to fulfill his desires! He’d stay faithful! Hah! Bet the Countess’ a fish in the bed!”

“What? Oh, so this is the woman’s fault? What rotten values have ya got in that fart brain of yours?! Aiish, you don’t deserve my food! Spit ‘em all out, you damn bastards!”

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