Bold text Is Gojo's thoughts
*warning* idk how to call it, it's not smut just making out so I guess slight smut 🤷♀️
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As Gojo sat down on your bed he waited for a few seconds to think about the situation "Ugh she's such a baby""first it was Megumi and now it's her ...""I'm taking care of people as if I wasn't the strongest person alive""I should be the one being taken care of" he rolled his eyes back before putting his hand on your shoulder to shake it
As he did so you turned your head to look at him Which succeeded in surprising him since he thought you were sleeping
You grabbed his arm and pushed him on your bed
Now you and Gojo were both lying in bed your arms wrapped around Gojo's left arm placing it in between your boobs as your head was on his shoulder
At the sight of you like this Gojo bited his lips in order to contain himself before finally saying "I really think you should wear that shirt, you're gonna get cold "
"But... I'm hot" you said while shaking your head
"Well if you drink that much and get this close to someone you're sure gonna get hot"
He looked at you only to see that you had your eyes closed, He slowly tried to stand up without waking you but he suddenly had an idea
He grabbed his phone from his pocket, opened his front camera before taking a bunch of selfies of himself with you tugged on his arm
"You're gonna be so mad tomorrow when I'll show you the pictures "he let out a chuckle at the amazing idea he just had
"I wonder if I should sent one to Nanami... Nah he's gonna block me again"
He stayed a few moments like this,
going through his phone, watching videos or playing games...
After half an hour he decided to leave, but as he tried to stand up you grabbed his waist bringing him closer to you
He let out a a chuckle before smirking as he poked your cheek with his finger "hey you know that you're being awfully clingy"
You opened your eyes and just looked at him with red cheeks because of the heat coming from your body and the liquor you drank, making his smirk disappear into a much more serious expression
"And they say I'm the reckless one" he whispered before putting his hand over his face trying to calm himself
"Hey you know I gotta leave" he said with his hand still covering his face
You squeezed his waist before slowly kissing his jawline he removed his hand from his face and looked at you with a surprised expression that soon changed into a smirk
"So you're that kind of drunk"
You didn't stop kissing him in fact you even grabbed his jacket in order to remove it
He closed his eyes to think about the situation, he didn't know if he should stop you, he obviously wanted to do it but you were drunk, he wouldn't have thought about it if it was someone else but since you're working with him he didn't want to make things awkward
He let out I sigh before looking at you for a few seconds "A little bit won't hurt" he grabbed your face and kissed you deeply taking you by surprise
The feeling of his lips over yours made your heart flutter, you put yourself on top of him placing your legs at the sides of his waist,
He sat up and grabbed your waist with his arms to push your body closer to his and you did the same thing by putting your arms around his neck to continue the kiss
Suddenly Gojo grabbed your cheeks with his hand making you open your mouth for him, he looked at you with a smirk on his face before saying "stick out your tongue"
You did as he said before he kissed you now with both your tongues exploring each other's mouth, after a few moments you broke the kiss to catch your breath only having a string of saliva connecting your mouths
This made Gojo chuckle "what ? you can't take it anymore?"
You were dizzy and couldn't even answer him you grabbed his jacket and took it off
When you saw his naked torso you paused a moment before leaning your forehead on it, Gojo didn't know why you didn't kept undressing him but all of a sudden he felt your breath on his skin and realized that you were panting
"Hey you good?" He asked
"I...i can't believe... I finally get to see those mommy milkers"
He looked at you with a startled expression
"What?"
"Why... why did you kill him?"
"You're literally making no sense at all... who are you even talking about?"
"...Toji why did you kill him...hic...if he was alive... I-I would've tried to get kissed by him....also"
"YOU MEAN MEGUMI'S OLD MAN" Gojo's eyes widened at what you just said
Your tone got harder "BUT HE HAD THE BIGGEST DICK I-i SWEAR"
Gojo stayed silent for a few seconds still processing what you just told him "how'd you know that?... Mine's bigger anyway " he pouted
"Hmm?" You hummed not really listening to what he was saying
"Whatever..." he rolled his eyes before adding "you wanna get railed this bad?" He chuckled before grabbing your ass with his hands taking you by surprise once again
"What's that?" You calmed down as you just stayed atop of his torso with your head on his 'mommy milkers' as you called them, enjoying their warmth
"I knew you were inexperienced but still you don't know what getting railed means?"
"You mean... fucking?"
"Oh so you know...." his grin got wider as he was ready to take your kissing session further, he kissed the top of your head before whispering "If you want I can show you"
"Hmm" you weren't listening you were just slowly falling asleep in his arms
He started to fondle your ass cheeks before once again whispering "I'll be gentle since it's your first time" he licked his teeth as if he was starving, Gojo loved having sex, not all the time though, but when he did he always enjoyed it
And since you arrived, you grabbed his attention. You weren't from his world and he wondered a lot about how it would feel like doing it with you
You also weren't bad looking, you sure didn't look like a model but you still had your charms, he also liked your character, he didn't like girls that thought too highly of themselves as if they were better then everyone
You were down to earth and a little self conscious, which made him desire you even more as he wanted to see your embarrassed and flustered expression in bed
But even with all this he never tried anything, it wasn't uncommon for him to desire some women but it didn't mean that he would automatically do it, he liked making himself desirable to the point where women would crave him
You straighten yourself at what he just said, you were now sitting up and staring down at him "what do you mean first time?"
He smirked and grabbed one of your boobs through your bra playing with it with his Hand "I'm talking about sex"
"Yeah I know but... it's not my first time"
"Really?" Gojo stopped touching you and raised an eyebrow at what you said "wait... you told me you're 18, how old were you during your first time?"
"I guess 14" you lowered your head, as your face started to redden at the embarrassing discussion
"Wow you really didn't waste your time, was he good ?"
"I don't know..." you looked away trying to look unfazed by his comments
Because of your reaction he realised that you only did it once and chuckled before saying in a teasing tone "I could make you find out"
"I don't want to have sex Gojo" you said while removing yourself from him
"Wait seriously?" He sat up and looked at you with a confused expression
"Yeah... I never told you I wanted to have sex" you went inside the duvet before turning your back to him as you were trying to finally go to sleep
"Then why did you kiss and undress me if you didn't want to ?" His tone started to get more annoyed as he kept talking
"Because I wanted to kiss you and since i was shirtless I also took off your shirt" you mumbled
He put a hand over his face clearly annoyed by what just happened
"You know that because of you now I'm horny?"
You turned around to face him before saying "If you want we can cuddle?"
"What?... no I've got a boner cuddling ain't gonna do anything" he looked at you with a mix of annoyance and disappointment
You glanced at his pants and saw a bump your eyes widened as you got closer to it
"So that's a boner..." you poked it with your finger before Gojo grabbed your hand "no more teasing if you're not gonna do anything don't make it worse"
"But it's weird that I didn't feel it since i was on top of it" you looked back at it almost in admiration before whispering "and it's huge"
Gojo bited his under lip trying to contain himself after what you just said "stop acting like you never saw a dick in your life"
"But I never saw a dick in my life" you said while sitting down on your bed next to him
"You're joking right ?" He looked at you trying to see if you were joking, but you weren't "not in even porn ?"
"No..." you were getting so much embarrassed that you didn't want to see him "can we I don't know... stop talking about it maybe?"
"I could show you mine, hehe and you know what, since I'm in the mood I could even let you have a taste, Hmm?" He clapped his hands before giving you a big smile waiting for you to unbuckle his pants
"I-I don't know I never liked going too far with guys so... I'm not sure..." you felt bad about giving Gojo a boner and not taking responsibility for it
"If you don't like doing it then why did you do it at 14?"
"I-I don't know... he... he helped me" you kept stuttering as you were filled with embarrassment and guilt
"What kind of bs is that? Are you saying that he helped you by fucking you ?" he laughed a little bit finding what you just said quite funny
"Well yeah... no?"
"No I mean I don't see how he helped you... it's kinda weird what you just said" he said while chuckling awkwardly at the odd remark
You didn't say anything you just tried to process what he was saying
After Gojo looked at you, he saw how lost in thoughts you were because of what he said, he wasn't expecting you to start thinking too deeply about it
"But don't worry it's not how many times you did it that matter, it's how you do it" he looked back at you with a proud look on his face impressed by his own wisdom as he tried to clear the misunderstanding but you didn't say anything
Gojo looked at his phone and saw that it was 2 am
"I think you should go to sleep it's late" As he said so he started standing up but before he could do it he felt your hand grabbing his arm
"Can you stay?" You asked in a weak voice looking at him with puppy eyes
"Well you see I've got stuff to do and also tomorrow..."he desperately tried to find an excuse to leave but when he saw your hands shaking he decided to stay
You both had your back turned at each other silence filling the room and after a while you decided to say something
"Gojo?"
"Sleep" he quickly said in a dry tone not forgetting your betrayal
"Okay" you said not wanting to bother him
He sighed "what is it ?"
"I thought about what you said and... I wanted to know... is it okay if you don't do your first time with someone you love?"
"It doesn't matter as long as you enjoy what you're doing"
You didn't say anything afterwards as you decided to sleep and let Gojo rest
After a few minutes Gojo turned around to face you as you still had your back facing him, he looked at you for a moment before asking "you didn't love your boyfriend?"
you didn't answer since you were already asleep, he laid on his back before letting out a sigh and putting his hands over his face, whispering "How did you get here?"
He once again turned to face you but this time he slid his arms around your waist and pushed you near him closing the space between the both of you
His hands were slowly caressing your body in order to keep you warm, "you keep listening to me everyday but you never told me anything about you..." he buried his face in the crook of your neck before giving your shoulder a small kiss "I feel like I can be myself with you, I know it's because you already know a lot about me but I don't know... you're just so nice to me"
His hold on you got tighter and after a few minutes like this he decided to finally leave to let you enjoy the rest of your sleep
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This chapter is sooo long sorry 😣
Also If you read the story for the smut 😏 don't worry it will come later in the story
Btw I don't know if I should change the warning in the story description cause I don't know if smut is like enough cause recently I've been reading a lot of smut on ao3 and I think that once the smut start in the story im scared it will be too much graphic 😭
I ALSO REMEMBERED SOMETHING I WANT TO CREATE A SECOND LOVE INTEREST IN THE STORY 😭🥲 BUT IM NOT SURE SO TELL ME IF YOU THINK IT'S A GOOD IDEA😣 it would be yuta...but now that I think about it he's 17 and y/n is 18 is it like pedophilia??? 😔 If you think it's a bad idea I don't mind keeping the story as it is🧊