Authors note.
Hey my dear readers I hope you all are doing alright today/ night oh and thank you guys for reading my story ❤️and [warning ⚠️]this might hit you different so I suggest you guys prepare tissues 😭🤧 well shall we start 😽.
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Pov.
Toru was in the cafeteria thinking of his dream or rather nightmare Toru was spacing out he didn't even notice Yuri was walking up to him Babu Yuri called but got no answer Babu Yuri called again bit still no answer so he did the only thing that could snap Toru out of his spacing out issue Yuri kissed Toru that made Toru snap out of his thoughts huh Yuri kun how long have you been here? Toru asked Yuri ivah beebah hearah foh 2 seconds Yuri said in his childish tone Babu are yah okeh huh yes of course Yuri kun I'm just um thinking of something that's all Toru said with a fake smile on his face Yuri for a moment felt like something was off about Toru but decided to brush it off okeh baBu Yuri then began to sit next to Toru who was eating his lunch babu wah yah eating? Yuri asked oh uh this is pudding pushig? Yuri said in his childish tone uh yes pudding do you want some Yuri kun? Toru asked Yuri yes yes givah meh some pushig pweese baBu Yuri said in his childish tone okay Yuri kun anything for you Toru said with a fake but joyful smile open wide Toru said Yuri began to open his mouth ah hmmm yum yum fufu Yuri said in his childish tone with delight glad you like it Yuri kun Toru said happy
But then Yuri grabbed some of his food and shoved it in to torus mouth Toru was surprised on what Yuri did but swallowed the food Babu yam yam fufu eat eat Babu eat eat fufu Yuri said in his childish tone happy and joyful while feeding Toru Yuri kun that enough how about you you might not have anything to eat if you keep on feeding me Toru said with a slight smile and a blush on his face eh no no babu eat eat Mah fufu Yuri said to Toru using his childish tone eh but what about you Yuri kun me okeh Babu eat eat fufu becoushe Babu needah enewey Yuri said in his childish tone and kept on insisting Toru on eating his food so that Toru can get energy in the end Toru had no choice but to eat Yuri's food Yuri smiled with delight but Toru was feeling guilty because Yuri had no food so he gave his pudding to Yuri and an apple that he had saved in his backpack here Yuri kun it's for you Toru said with a smile thank chu~ Babu Yuri said in his childish tone and gave Toru a little kiss on the cheek.
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Time skip in torus dorm 💋
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Toru was in his dorm he closed the door and locked it and fell down by the door sobbing thinking of what his own suffering said to him in his dream let me help you give in to me give me your body your soul your life! That thought kept on echoing inside torus head he was shedding tears of sadness why me he thought his heart was breaking into two why does no one love me he thought in sadness just when I thought I had a family that loves me cares for me and just when I thought I can finally see my sister again why he thought while shedding tears of sadness
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Me: crying first thing in the morning 😭
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Me: wanting to jump over the phone and hug baby Jimmy why🤧💔
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Me: getting 4 boxes of tissues and crying to pain 😢
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Me: thinking about my warning this really hit different wow :-):-(
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Me: saying why did I make this why did I break my own heart and yours why did I make everyone suffer? Why🔪
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Yuri pov.
Where is Toru I haven't seen him since in the cafeteria where could he be? Maybe he's in my dorm or maybe he's busy or maybe he got into an accident no that can't be I immediately went to my dorm and checked under my bed but he wasn't there nor he wasn't taking my stuff that got me worried then I decided to go to the rooftop but he wasn't there nor in his classes then I decided to go and ask yuno kun yusho kyuun havah yah senah mah Babu? I asked in my childish tone huh I'm sorry Yuri senpai but I can't understand you? Yuno kun said so I grabbed his note book and took a pen and wrote this
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Yuno kun have you seen my Babu anywhere?
Huh that's much better Yuri senpai now I can understand you but no I haven't seen Toru kun anywhere I thought he was with you isn't he?
No babu is not with me because I haven't seen him ever since the cafeteria.
Eh what do you mean you haven't seen him since lunch time!! Yuri senpai.
That's why I'm asking you since y- your his only f- friends
What's that look on your face Yuri senpai why are you scared that I might take your precious little Babu hahaha!!!
Why you little give me a damn good reason why I shouldn't punch you in the guts!!
Ah because if you do punch me in the guts you might not find your Babu at all
God damn you good point whatever yusho kyuun I have to go here's your stupid note book and pen back.
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Pov.
After that Yuri went outside and search from tree to bushes and classes to clubs fujisaki here no no Fujisaki here no no no where where? Where? Yuri was lost like a dog but then- Yuri senpai it was akemi calling him huh wah yah doing hearah akemiiii kyuun Yuri said in his childish tone trying to hide his sadness on not finding Toru akemi could tell something was a bit off about Yuri yuri senpai what's wrong akemi asked Yuri was sweating anxiously huh noteh wwong uh meh just hotah hotah Yuri said in his childish tone but akemi didn't buy it Yuri senpai you can tell me is it about stalker kun huh Babu where where Yuri suddenly became alerted when akemi mentioned his beloved I knew it akemi thought havah yah senah Babu? Yuri asked akemi no I haven't seen him anywhere oh okeh byeee akemi kyuuun:-( Yuri left with a sad look on his face
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Meanwhile in the Hallway :-(
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Pov
Toru was walking down the hallway trying to forget his thoughts about what his own suffering said and find Yuri but when he was walking he heard some first year and second years talking about something or rather someone. Have you heard the news it said that Yuri ayato has a boyfriend?! The first year boy said really who? The second year said in confusion it said that it's his stalker you know with that creepy stalking thing he does the first year said to the second year with an awful look on his face hahaha I bet it's just another one of Yuri ayato's toys again the second year said with laughter but then the first year spotted Toru and said oh look everyone it's Yuri ayato's boyfriend or should I say toy hahahaha what did ayato use you for his fun ahaha the first year laughed at Toru and everyone in the hallway was laughing along Toru was heart broken even more Toru ran into the bathroom and looked himself in the mirror how he was a mess he hated it he hated people making fun of him but yet maybe they are right maybe Yuri did just use him for his game maybe he was only a toy a plaything Torus eyes were completely red with all the crying he hated everything but then he saw his suffering again well hello there Toru fujisaki remember me y- you Toru said in fear so you do remember me good boy poor you look what's happened to you your a mess those first years and second years who hurt you I can help you take your revenge Torus suffering said to Toru in an evil devilish way torus emerald green eyes became dull his body was trembling with fear r-revenge Toru said yes revenge you me together we can take everyone down who hurt us took advantage of us used us all you have to do is give in!! His suffering said and tried to reach out to Toru NO NEVER HOW ARE YOU EVEN HERE!! Toru screamed in fear hahahaha such a poor helpless thing you are were ever you are I'm with you forever you and I are the same Toru fujisaki exactly the same his suffering smiled at him with an evil aura no we are not the same get out get out!!! Toru screamed in agony due to torus screaming the mirror broke you may not see it now but soon Toru fujisaki you and I will become one and you will give in hahaha that's was the last thing he heard before everything was broken.
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Time skip O_o
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Yuri was still looking for Toru but couldn't find him then he was walking down the hallway when he saw some boys laughing everyone was laughing wah yah laughing aboutah he asked a boy oh it's just that a boy with emerald green eyes was crying hahaha and running to the bathroom hahahaha everyone laugh meanwhile Yuri was filled up with anger there was an angry aura around him and Everyone noticed and decided to run meanwhile before the boy who was laughing could run Yuri grabbed him and dragged him to the locker and pinned him WHERE IS HE! Yuri asked in rage huh where is who? The boy asked with fear WHERE IS THE BOY WITH EMERALD EYES!!! Huh why do you care who are you anyway huh oh the boy didn't know who was he messing with MY NAME IS AYATO YURI!!! Yuri said in pure anger a- ayato Yuri the boy said in fear yes NOW ANSWER ME WHERE IS TORU FUJISAKI!!!! He he's in the bathroom. Yuri let go of the boy and immediately ran into the bathroom with worries
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Meanwhile in the bathroom 😢
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Pov.
Toru collapsed on the floor crying with agony I want to die I hate living like hell no one loves me and no one ever will Yuri kun just used me he never loved me I am so stupid for believing in love I am so stupid to have ever dreamed of a family I HATE THIS I HATE MYSELF Toru screamed then Toru grabbed a piece of glass and cut himself on his left cheek and right leg and his arms he didn't care that he lost a lot of blood instead he allowed it to drop on the glass he then got out of the bathroom and went to the rooftop hoping to end himself.
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Meanwhile.
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Yuri was inside the bathroom hoping to find his beloved but what he saw made his eyes widen in Terror there was broken Mirror glass everywhere with blood on them Yuri then felt a chill ran down his spine he immediately knew something was off his head was beating in panic Yuri immediately ran to the rooftop for some reason meanwhile Toru was already at the edge of Mori Mori academy rooftop ready to end his life that is when Yuri opened the door BABU Yuri screamed Yuri kun I love you excuse me really Toru said letting go and ready to fall but Yuri wasn't going to let that happen he ran and grabbed Torus wrist and pulled him to safety BABU don't leave meh yuri said holding Toru tightly please Yuri kun let me die Toru said with tears Yuri heard this and became angry NO NEVER IM NOT GOING TO DO THAT!! Yuri said in his normal tone I'm tired Yuri kun I don't want to live anymore let me die please Toru said beging for Yuri to let him die when Yuri heard this he felt his heart was stabbed by a thousand knives Yuri immediately hugged Toru DON'T DO THIS TO ME BABU DONT I DON'T KNOW WHAT I WOULD DO WITHOUT YOU!! Yuri said trembling Toru was shock because he had never seen Yuri trembling Toru hugged back shh shh I'm sorry Yuri kun I didn't mean to do that but I'm tired of this Toru said crying NO DON'T GO please I love you to much Yuri said please don't leave me please Toru just didn't want to see Yuri suffer like this so he kissed him don't leave please Yuri said Toru just smiled and hugged him alright Yuri kun I won't leave I love you I love you too they both knew they couldn't go on without each other.
True love sometimes hurt but can always open up your true feelings 😢
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Authors note.
Oh my goodness 2209 words that's my first time ever I hope baby Jimmy is alright my heart 💔💔😭😭 I'll update the next chapter later okay 💔💔💔💔💔