("If I say how I feel, would she really listen"💔)
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Lyla's POV
We sped off and drove back down the street on our way to get our nails done. I grabbed the aux and played "All in" by Youngboy. "If I say how I feel she really listen." I mumbled the lyrics to the song nodding my head. Chi glanced over at me then sighed he turned the music down. "I'm-." He started to say. "Sorry, Ik." I said looking at him then looked out the window. "MANE LYLA CAN I JUS APOLOGIZE WIT OUT YOU SAYIN SUM." He yelled stopping at a red light. "Who you yellin at?" I asked turning to him. "Ohhh snap." Grace said quitely. He shook his head chuckling then sped off from the light. "Nah answer me Jonathan." I said mad. "She pulled out the government." Grace said with a shocked face. "Talk." I said again. "Look I don't wanna argue I was jus tryna say sorry and you always interrupting me like shut up sometimes." He said rubbing his head. I started to say sum harsh but I didn't surprisingly. "Ight." Was all I said then turned to the next song. "Death Exclaimed." by Youngboy. "My heart wouldn't act righttt, tryna explain so she can leaavve." I sung along with a single tear dropped from my eye. "Best you ok?" Grace asked softly. "Yuh." I replied back mumbling. She nodded then sat back. We pulled up to the nail shop den I got out. I ain't tryna stay wit him no longer den I have to. I walked to the door of the shop and waited for Grace. She came then we entered the place. We sat down and waited for an opening. "Heyy." A lady said coming up to us. "Hi." I said cracking a smile. "You two together?" She asked. "Yes." I replied back. "Ok we have to spots open next to each other, if that's coo." She said nicely. "That would be great." I said getting up as Grace followed. We sat down and the other lady came doing Grace's nails. "So what would you like?" She asked. "These ones." I said showing her the one's I wanted. "Ok those are pretty." She said nodding. "Thank you." I said. She got to work on my nails as Grace showed the other lady which ones she wanted.
1 hour later (Idk how long it takes)
"I love mine." Grace said as we walked out the building. "Fr." I said looking at mine. These were mine and I posted on Insta👇
Lovely.Lyla-Liked by lilmosey & 1.0 million others.............
A beautiful gem that was suppose to lighten up my day 🖤
lilmosey: Get back to the house we gotta talk!
↪Lovely.Lyla: Omw 🙂
wyo.chi: Can we jus talk pls 😣
↪Lovely.Lyla: GET OFF MY PAGE 😐
⬆⬆⬆shaderoom: what's this about 👀
⬆⬆⬆ Lovely.Lyla: You too 😑
jheneaiko: I'm confused 😶
↪Lovely.Lyla: You should be 😗
⬆⬆⬆jheneaiko: What's dat suppose to mean 😒
nba.youngboy: Talk to me slime 🥺
↪Lovely.Lyla: when you get here 🙃
random_9: Dramatic smh, can't even be good to ya mans 🙄
↪wyo.chi: SHUT UP JIT 😡
⬆⬆⬆nba.youngboy: Fr mane 🤬
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Grace's turn:
br3aceface_grace-Liked by Lovely.Lyla & 250k others......
Nun too much nun to lil 😎
Lovely.Lyla: Love em 🥰
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We walked back to the car and got in. I got in the back on purpose and let Grace sit in the front. I looked and saw how my comments was askin if I was good. I ignored it and put my phone on DND. Jhene sayin she confused she should be, she ain't neva round. We drove back in silence until I grabbed the aux. I put on "I Ain't Scared." by yet again Youngboy. "I'm allllright don't worry don't cry." I sang as tears came down my face. I saw Chi looking at me through the revere mirror. I ignored it and nodded my head to the song. We soon made it to the house. I got out the car and walked into the house. I saw everybody looking at me I put my bag down and ran upstairs......
Mosey's POV
Bruh.... I saw Lyla come in with tear stains and ran upstairs. I'm not gonna chase her, ima let her be and cry it out. "Where she go?" Grace asked concerned. "She ran upstairs is everything ok I saw on the Instagram post?" Lynx asked worried. "Idk, I can't really speak on it." She sighed then walked up the stairs. I saw Chi walk in rubbing his head. "Whatchu den did now?" I asked irritated. "Look I don't wanna talk bout it rn." He said sittin down holding his head. "Bro yo girl over here cryin her eyes out and you don't wanna talk bout it." Jay asked lookin at him like if he had three heads. Chi gave him a blank face then looked off. "That's my sister." Neek said for the first time in a while. "And I said if you hurt her I would hurt you." He said gettin up. "Naw leave him alone." I heard Lyla say softly. "He ain't even worth it." She said sittin down.
Back to Lyla's POV
I ain't finna let everybody jus hurt each other. Dis suppose to be a happy day. "We suppose to be happy I ain't finna worry bout no drama." She said on her phone. "I said I was sorry." Chi said throwin his hands up. "That ain't even enough Jonathan and you know that." I said glaring at him. He shook his head and got up then left. "Chi." I said sighing. He ignored me and walked out the house. "JONATHAN." I yelled after him. He didn't answer. I sat there holding my head then folded my hands together. "It's ok." Grace said comforting me. I nodded. I got a notification that Chi posted sum. I went to it 👇
wyo.chi-Liked by jaelynx_ & 1.0 million others.....
Lost the girl that actually cared 💔
Lovely.Lyla: Answer the phone Jonathan 😟
↪wyo.chi: I'm coo 👍🏽
lilmosey: Come back to da house, NOW
↪wyo.chi: Naw ✌🏽
nba.youngboy: I'm comin over der naw!
↪wyo.chi: I ain't over der 😐
LylaxChi_mafia2: Is everything ok 😟😦
↪wyo.chi: Ion yet 😥
bandkidjay: Chi answer da phone 😰
↪wyo.chi: I'm ight ya'll have fun.
bandkidmalek: I don't be on here do yk it's important, BRING YO SELF HOME NOW!
↪wyo.chi: Naw bro ❤
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Lyla's POV
I kept trying to call him but he declined all of em. I'm starting to get worried. "He'll come around." Mosey said getting up. I got a call from Jhene I answered it. "I'm omw but is everything ok wit you and Chi?" She asked. "Idk." I said sitting my phone down. "Oh well I'm basically almost there." She said. "Ight." I said nodding then hung up. I went live to see if he would join. There was thousands of people here. I got sad when I didn't see his name. "Heyy." I said as my voice cracked. I saw comments like "What's wrong" "Where Chi at" "Why you cryin" "lemme join". I Looked at the "lemme join" comment. It was Chi. I clicked on it and sent him a request. He popped his head in the camera then set his camera up wher I could see him. "Where you at?" I asked worried. "Don't worry bout it, have a good day, ok?" He said smiling. "Naw where you at it's bout to start." I said looking at the time. "I want you to have a comfortable day so Ima come back later." He said playing with his hands. "Ok." I said hurt. I let a tear drop from ma eye. I guess he saw it cuz he said, "Pls don't cry, ima see you later." "Ok." I said wiping my face ending the live. "He said he'll be here later." I spoke up. "Ight." Everybody said nodding. "Ima go freshin up Jhene said she's here." I said getting up. I walked up the stairs and went into the bathroom. I looked at myself in the mirror and rubbed my eyes. I sighed then splash sum water on my face then walked downstairs. "Sup girl" Jhene said smiling. "Heyy." I said giving her a hug. "You ok?" She asked again. "Idk." I said sadly but true. "It's ight let's turn up." Grace said coming over. "Yea, let's go live." Jhene said sitting down. I nodded. "Wsggg." I said popping my head in da camera. I didn't even feel like looking at comments, it's jus negative energy and I really don't need dat. "Thank you guys for all da love." Grace said reading the comments. "We got a countdown goin on we still got an hour still the song drops." Jhene said happily. "Yuhhh make sure when it do to run it up." I said doing my lil dancy dance. "Yurrrr." Jae said popping his head in the camera. I saw comments like "How you know Lynx" "HIII LYNX IMA BIG FAN". "Thank you 'jaelynx_nm.fp' preciate it." He said smiling. "I been knew Lynx befo I knew Mosey em." I said answerin the question. "Fr." Lynx said nodding. There was a knock at the door. "I got it." I said getting up to answer it. I opened the door revealing Youngboy and some of his gang. "Yooo." I said giving a hug. "Jus cuz you seem happy naw don't mean nun, we gon talk after." He said with the 'you not slick' face. I huffed the nodded. "Where's my bby's?" I asked looking around the guys. "Right here." He said moving out the way. "Heyy." I said giving them a hug. They waved then rubbed their eyes and ran inside. "You wore dem out" I said laughing. "Yuh that was cuz of Draco." He said laughing. "Who's dis Yb?" The guy said standing next to Youngboy. Ik who he is with his green bean lookin self, shoot ik the whole NBA gang befo Youngboy introduced em to me. "Dis Lyla, the girl I was talkin bout, remember." Yb said laughing. "Heyy Bby Joe." I said waving. He looked at me confused. "Ik you?" He asked lookin at me sideways. "Nah da other way round." I said chuckling. "You an oop?" He asked holdin onto his glock. "Nah son, I jus knew all ya'll cuz I was fan. Ain't no mean fa dat." I said laughing. "Oh ight, my fault." He said removing his hand. There were some other guys I jus waved. "What you know me too?" A guy with Elephant ears. "Yea big ears, ya names Ben." I said laughing. He straight faced me. "Ok lumped sided edges." He said crackin up. Yb tried not to laugh as the rest of the gang cracked up. "Mane wtv." I said lettin dem in. "Wait you don't know me?" Anotha asked. "Lemme see." I said turning around lookin at him. "Ofc Kendall." I said smiling. "Mane." He said laughing. "Wait shawty my turn." A familiar voice said. I turned around and saw Tjay. My eyes grew wide. "Wyd here?" I asked glaring at him. "Yb invited me." He smirked. "Get out." I said calmly then walked to the living room. "You ain't happy to see me." He asked following me. "I'm confused." Youngboy said looking at me thinking. "Don't think bout it he ain't even worth the time." I said rollin my eyes. "Tjay." Mosey said getting up. "Sit down." I said looking at Mosey. "Naw you got some nerves coming up in here." Mosey said walking closer to him. Then gang go up and surrounded him. "Tjay leave NOW." I said annoyed. "U really don't miss me, ha?" He asked acting hurt. "Do I have to remove him cuz I will." Youngboy said. I nodded. "Ight bet, Ben and Kendall get him outta here." He said mad. They got up and got him out. I rubbed my head. "Was that-." Youngboy started to say. "Yea." I said nodding. "Oh, my fault I didn't know." He said sittin down next to me. "Oh it's ight." I said getting on my phone. "Always gotta ruin the vibe." Jhene said crossing her arms. "Righttt." I said going live. "Wsggg bro we have 30 more minutes." I said reading my story. "Is that Yb?" I read outloud. "Dang if only a piece of his hair is showin and ya'll all over him." I said shakin my head. "But yea." I said showing Yb. He chuck;ed then waved. "Wsgg." He said smiling. The comments were goin crazy. "Ight chill befo my phone blow up." I said laughing turning my phone away. "They love me, what can I say." He said brushing his shoulders off. "Boyyyy." I said laughing mushing his head to the side. "Manee." He said laughing. "Ima do a lil dance real quick." I said looking dead a Youngboy. He looked at me confused. I turned on No Mentions and skipped to the part where he does the dance. "Ayyy get it LYLA." Grace said hyping me up. I stopped the laughed. "Yuh slime." He said chuckling. I picked up my phone looking at the comments "Ight she slimed up" "What it do slime" and more. I smiled to myself. "You ready?" Jhene asked looking at me smiling. "I'm kinda nervous." I said sitting back. "Don't be you worked hard for this song, and killed it." She said smiling. "Thank you >3." I said smiling back. "You growin up to fast." Mosey said shaking his head. "It's ok old man." I said laughing. "Mane I'm not old." He said mugging me. I mentally rolled my eyes and chuckled. "I'll be right back." I said getting up going upstairs. I went in my room and went through my secret box. It's a box that I put in all my emotional stuff, like stuff my uncle gave me before he died. Just special stuff with that. I can't really wear Chi's promise ring that he gave to me before cuz it has lots of diamonds in it. So I slide it on my finger and looked at it. Usually I would smile, but today it felt different. I jus couldn't put my finger on it. I put everything back in the box and put it away. Then walked back downstairs. I sat down and listened in on their convo so I knew what was going on. "DANNGG, Lyla's what that on your hand?" Grace asked shocked. "It's the promise ring that Chi gave me a lil while back." I said with a blank expression. I couldn't really show any emotion for it after what happened today and the miss communications we've been having lately.... "Oh I love it." She said smiling. "Thank you." I said tearing up. I put my head down so no one could see. It's ok. It's ok, everything will be jus fine. I said to myself then wiped my face. This was the ring 👇
It's beautiful. I love it, I bet it cost a pretty penny. And that's means the time he spent to pick it out was probably a lot. I looked at it again and tried to smile but it felt forced. "You ok?" Mosey asked. "Yea, I'm fine." I said nodding. He nodded then conversated with everyone else. I sat there and waited for the time to tick down, so that I could eat ice cream in my bed and let all my feelings out. I was tempted to do it rn, but I didn't want to ruin everybody's day. I looked at the time and it was 11:50. "10 more minutes." I said looking at the live. "Yayayaya" "Let's go turn up time" "Can I see ur ring". "Yeah you can see my ring." I said slipping the camera. "WOWOWOW" "How much dat cost guh". "Ion how much it was a present from Chi." I said smiling this time. "He really does care bout her" "I told ya'll I shipped". "You funny 'Lylas_fav3'." I said reading their name. "You my fav?" I questioned smiling. "Nah sweetheart I'm her fav." Grace yelled over bein salty. "No you ain't" The comment read. "Ya'll funny everybody my fav." I said shaking my head laughing. "Mhm." Grace said failing to mumble. "Ight it's time there's only 2 minutes left." I said excited. "Count down time." I said as it hit 1 minute. Everybody started to count down then it came to 20 seconds. I smiled as I joined in counting down. "19-18-17-16-15-14...." Everyone shouted. "10-9-8-7-6-5-4..." They continued. "3-2-1!" I shouted and ran over to Jhene and hugged her. "Our new song "I'll Kill You" is out now." Me and Jhene shouted together. "Go run it up bruh." I said cheesing. My phone was blowin up with notifications that I was bein ated in sum. I didn't check any, for right now. "Yooo thank you sm." I said looking at the live. "I see you bestie." 3Three said acting girl-ish. "🤪." I said making the face. "My bestie, but carry on." Jhene said rolling her eyes. I laughed. "Turn uppp." I said turning on "Murda Business." by Youngboy. "What, you wanna do somethin'?Tryna to put sum to bed now. Whipped up, hop out with glocks. And we be aiming at your head, huh, I wanna do something. Lil Top like to see red, huh." I yelled singin the lyrics. Youngboy was doin his thing singin his song. I turned on plenty more and we danced and sung. I played sum Mosey songs to cuz he was startin to get jealous 😅. We had fun and talked. Then everybody went their seperate ways. Some headed home and everybody that lived here stayed and settled in. Everybody went upstairs, but I stayed down here wit Grace, Jhene, Jordan, Youngboy and his kids, and Kay. "Ayyy girl I'm finna head out, but congrats again and more will come." Jhene said getting up giving everybody a hug. "Ight text me when you get home." I said smiling. "I will." She releasing from the hug then headed out. "I gtg to Lay." Grace said getting up. "I will wash da clothes and stuff and give em back." She said walking over to give me a hug. "Nah those are for you to keep." I said hugging her back. "Thank you." She said smiling. I crouched down and gave Jordan a hug. "Be good for your sister." I said smiling. She nodded. "Bye." Grace said waving. "I would ask what happened between you and Chi, but ima let that sit for now." He said giving me a small smile. "Ight." I said nodding. "Text me if anything go down, I pray nun do." He said getting up giving me a hug. "Shoot me too." I said chuckling. "Bye." Tay said waving. "Bye." Me and Kay said waving. He left out too. I was gonna wait for Chi to come home but I'm too tired. "Go upstairs I'll be there in a minute." I said talking to Kay. "Ok." She said made her way upstairs. I walked into the kitchen and got me sum ice cream den headed upstairs. I gave Kay sum to change into den sat on the chair in our room and ate sum ice creams. Thoughts came and gone. But one stuck wit me. Is he gonna break up with me???? 😳💔..........
A/N: Gotcha again!!! Anotha cliff hanger thingy. Ima leave ya'll with that for now. The updates might start to be pretty slow cuz I got school comin up soon, so yea. Jus so ya'll know I ain't ghosted you 👍🏽 But thx again for 2.1k and I hope ya'll are really enjoying dis book fr fr 💙. And thx also to the people I shouted out in da beginning preciate it fr 😎. Ima let ya'll go doe, till next time ✌🏽
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