Oh hii,
I know
I know...I am quite late this time... so sowwyyy for that...(pout)
Actually we neighbor friends suddenly planned a picnic on a tracking place,
How can I say no...whoohooo...
I love wildlife trackings, and guess what
We went for it hihi
...that's why I couldn't make proper time for write...
Sorry...
Peaches☹
But,
Now that I am back...
Let's sway together;)
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It's been 3 days, since the attack on Kim's.... there is no sign of Taehyung...only they found Seokjin senseless in an abandoned alley, 3 hours after searching...
Jeongguk is going crazy.... the saddest truth he got to know about Taehyung's health is not helping it at all..
Jeongguk himself went to Hoseok's clinic for an investigation and get some clue , but returned with a truth, a truth which scrambled down all his world in just a mere second.... He legit did a huge mistake to sent Tae to his Hyungs alone. He is now guilty. Guilty for not being with his Husband on that moment, when Taehyung needed him the most. He is suffering way too much now... searching for Tae, snapping at anyone tries to pamper him with pity. He don't need pity... he believes that Taehyung is not any weak.. he will definitely find his way to him.... right?
Jeongguk is taking care of Seokjin in his own mansion, who is senseless for 3 days now. Jeongguk appointed a private nurse to take care of his Hyung. They have been with them from that day. The Jeons can't let Namjoon to suffer alone. They all are family the pain should be mutual too as like sooths...
Taehyung should be alive is what everyone is praying all these days... freaking how can someone ever think of even hurt him...he is so much bubbly to even dislike....but hate?
'TAEEEEEEE.....'
Seokjin shouted vibrantly... sitting on bed from sleeping...this is the first word uttered from his mouth after this constant sleeping...
Namjoon literally cried after seeing him on sense.
'JIN'
Namjoon shouted rushing towards him...trying hard to not startled the other.
'JINIIII omg...Thank god you awake.... omy god... Jiniii ...I was so scared ....sniff*.....'
Namjoon cried even harder hugging the other.
'Where is Taetae Joonie?'
Namjoon suddenly choked on his air after hearing his husband.
'he is here right?'
Seokjin still seems like dodge out... His eyes are only searching for Tae... he has no power to walk right now.
'Ji- he hic* is missing...No one hic* knows his whereabouts....'
'You are pranking right?...hahhaha I know...BUB COME OUT JINI SERIOUSLY GOT SCARED... I KNOW...YOU ARE HIDING....'
Seokjin shouted while laughing....
'Shhh shhh you sniff* are still weak Jini.. Doctors said not to shout and walk more..Taetae .... will be fine... we all are-
'TAEEEEE BUB....COMEEEE....'
Seokjin shouted...
'Seokjinie....omy goodness ... thank god ...omy god...'
Mr.. and Mrs. Jeon said running towards the room after hearing the shouts..they also couldn't stop their tears after seeing him all in sense now.
'I ASKED WHERE IS TAE?(Gritted teeth)'
'Taetae is still sniff* missing... we all are trying our best Jini... Jongsuk and Jeongguk is all the sniff* way over the city searching for him...all the time-'
'This is all my fault... hic*....I know... i couldn't even protect my brother... how useless I am right...hic*...Joonie... i will hic* die....if something happens to him....hic*... oh no no.. Doctor said to keep him...secret-
'Secret?'
'HYUNG....'
Jeongguk shouts while bursting inside...invading their talks...followed by Jackson who seems really tired.
'F- Finally...Hyung..Are you okayyy?'
Seokjin nod meekly... crying silently... into his husband's arm.
'Now tell me who were they?
who took my Tae...Did you saw them.. how they look like...?'
'They were hic* wearing black suit.. I couldn't see faces hic* they were wearing mask...
Fuck..
Jeongguk cursed internally...
'Did they say something...? Like did they demanded something to you.. '
'No they just came and injected me... then Tae? TAE IS WITH THEM NOW.. THEY TOOK HIM.... JEONGGUK HELP HIM... HE IS LONELY AND SCARED .... AND TAE IS SICK... JEONGGUK TAE IS SICK....DOCTOR SAID THAT WE CAN'T LET OTHERS KNOW.. THEY WILL DEFINITELY FIND OUT... THEN POLICE.TAETAE HATE POLICE.....DON'T DO ... DON'T DO THIS....Help him-
'HYUNGGGG...'
Jeongguk stopped the other shaking his body a bit.
'M-y hic* Tae-tae is sick...'
'Hyung...I Know.... I know everything...don't worry I will find out everything...trust me Hyung...please...please listen to me...don't pressurize please
....'
Jeongguk is pleading Seokjin while crying softly...but he seems so much in his own mind battle to even listen to Jeongguk.
'Taetae is sick... I don't remember the name... it ....it...says...schim ... I forgot... I FORGOT ... They said he hic*....he have drugs... he will....forget...he will get more weak...and....gulp* hic*..and if Police finds out..hic* he will be in asylum....Jeongguk trust me... tata can never take drugs..'
'I know sniff* I know..Hyung I trust him...sniff*...please stop...please..'
'Jini ple-se stop...sniff* pl-ease...'
Namjoon tried to protest...
Mrs.jeon placed a glass of water to take only to get rejected.
'..please don't misjudge him...hic*...something is wrong....hic* someone is behind him...hic*...someone is trying to hic* hurt my bubba...he is alone...help him..hic* help him please...don't leave hic* him..don't...never....'
With that Seokjin again passed out in his husband's arm...making everything again same like a few minutes ago was.
Jeongguk is just looking at the senseless body, not uttering anything.
'Bunny....'
Mrs.Jeon softly calls for her son... who seems so much in horrifying state...he is getting weaker from not having proper meal, but standing all the way everytime as if he is healthy.....but nothing can be hidden from a mother.
'Bunny, please at least eat an apple okay?-
she is praying silently that he won't snap at anyone and do everything with patience...
But for everyone's dismay Jeongguk just silently walks out from the room... not even responding to his mother...
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Things has always messed up with Jeongguk's life.. before getting married with Taehyung he even made up his mind that happiness is not in his favour.. but arrival of Taehyung changed everything... when I said everything.... I mean it.. he started to enjoy every bit of his life...every second was beautiful.... but his own fate is now chasing Taehyung too.
Yes he thinks that whatever The Kim's are facing is only because of him... his IRRESPONSIBLENESS is the reason too.. hell how can he forget that he can't even guaranteed his self safety, then how he will make his husband safe....????
Not only Jeongguk, but Jongsuk also is trying the best possible ways for Taehyung to find him...but seems like the person behind the kidnapping is way more skilled.
Jeongguk is now sitting on the cold floor of their bedroom....clutching his legs into his chest while sobbing randomly.... he is feeling helpless now...he tried every possible way to find his husband but nothing worked out...
'Tata...'
The small boy calls peeking through the door of Taekooks bedroom.
Jeongguk immediately wipes his tears and gestures the boy to come towards him, with a small sigh.
Jisung walks towards Jeongguk and straddled on his lap...
'Tata ith not home yet? Where ith he? Did he tall(call) you? I mith him..(pout)'
'You miss Tata very much now?'
'Yeth Vewy muth, joonie saith he went to thopping(shopping) kikikiii..Tata wee bwing ithceam...mowe..don't scowl him Otay Tutu...'
'Yes, I won't s-cold sniff* him ever again..'
'You awe tying(crying)'
'Yes, I am crying....because I am sad... a big time sad....I am helpless now...baby...'
'Whoooo don cwyy tutu..tata wee scowl me..if you cwyy...he Wii say I distub you..but I didn't kikikiki...why you cwyingg tutu(pout)?'
'I lost something baby, very precious to my heart...'
'What ith tutu?'
Gulp* I can't tell you baby.... I can't....
'Tutuuuuu...'
'Aa-h..Umm.. yeah sigh* I lost
the diamond of my marriage ring baby, whom I promised to treasure.....'
'But,You have this tutu...'
Jisung said while placing his small finger on the beautiful diamond ring Jeongguk is wearing.
The ring Jeongguk made with Taehyung's art design when they were on their honeymoon.
'It's just a stone now bun. The shine is missing...and I don't know where to find.....'
Jisung is really in dilemma trying to solve the irony....
'Don't cwayy(cry) tutu... tata and I wii fine(find) the thine(shine)...'
Jisung said while wiping the others tears...
(Whisper)' you know..we awe minion militawy (military) we can do anything...kikikiki...'
'Hmmm... do you know your Tata is a very strong man.'
'Yeth lite a tigeee....rowwrrrrrr....'
'Chukle* yes..a very fierce one...he will never tolerate it if someone try to hurt his family....'
Jeongguk is saying more like comforting himself...he don't know what to do more...
BUT,
One thing can't be denied that he has been silent to a very important point, only because he have no solid proof against it... he can't snap at that person whom he despises the most and perhaps somewhere doubting too.
'Jeon sir....'
A maid knocks on their door calling for him.
'Yes?'
'Its time to sleep for Jisung... I am here to take him...'
'Anii I wii swweep with Tata when he tome..'
'Uhumm..Bun...when Tata will come.. I will definitely tell him to sleep with you ok? Now go please...'
'Otay tutu(pout)...by by.. tutu...kiss*'
Jisung run towards the maid singing a soft melody after kissing Jeongguk...
Sometimes Jeongguk definitely wants to go back to his childhood, no tension, no responsibilities only enjoyment....sigh*
'Kook?'
Jeongguk's heart literally went back to normal after Jisung's arrival to his room a few minutes back but now.. his whole mind and heart is blasting after hearing the voice.
He is praying God to not let her test his patience...which is at the peak of break down...
But....
Fuck it.... he can't act like normal anymore...
Jinah.....
'Kook did you find something about TA-
'Scoff* You are happy now right?'
'Wh-'
'You should be happy now Jinah..because Taehyung is not in between us, you can have me all to yourself...wasn't it what you wanted desperately....crying all over...shouting even drinking...hmm?'
'Kook i-'
'JEONGGUK (Gritted teeth )'
'Gulp* Je-ongguk what are you talking about I don't know any-
'REALLY..YOU DON'T KNOW JINAH...WASN'T IT YOU WHO WANTED TO HAVE A SECRET AFFAIR WITH ME...NOW THAT TAEHYUNG IS NOT WITH US...YOUR WAY IS CLEAR RIGHT?'
'Jeongguk I fucking don't know anything.I myself is crying and praying for Taetae....'
'I SWEAR, A SINGLE CLUE...JINAH...A SINGLE CLUE IS ENOUGH FOR YOU TO DIE... YES... I WILL NOT SPARE YOU...IF I FIND ANYTHING AGAINST YOU.....'
'HOW DARE YOU JEONGGUK TO-'
'GET OUT...'
'Je-'
'I SAID GET OUT OF OUR ROOM... I DON'T NEED YOUR FUCKING SYMPATHY....'
'WHY...WHY ????ARE YOU SCARED THAT YOU WILL FALL FOR ME AGAIN..THAT'S WHY YOU WANT ME TO GO NOW RIGHT?'
'FALL FOR YOU IS THE MOST UGLIEST THING I EVER DID IN MY PAST...And you know it well that I don't repeat my mistakes...(Gritted teeth)'
'YOU KNOW WHAT... NOW YES I AM HAPPY THAT TAEHYUNG IS GONE... AT LEAST NOW HE DON'T HAVE TO SEE HIS HUSBAND'S EX GIRLFRIEND IN THE SAME HOUSE...NO ONE CAN TOLERATE SUCH THING FOR LONG...I MYSELF WAS IN SHOCK LIKE ..NO ONE CAN BE THIS MUCH GREAT RIGHT???..'
'Bunny what is happening?'
Mr. Jeon said running towards the bedroom..after hearing their shouts....followed by Jackson and Mrs.Jeon too...
'YOU NEVER KNEW MY HUSBAND JINAH...YOU NEVER KNEW...HE IS THE ONE WHO CONVINCED ME TO LET YOU STAY HERE....DO YOU KNOW WHY...BECAUSE HE KNOWS HOW IT FEELS TO GROW UP WITHOUT PARENTS...HE FUCKING TREASURE JISUNG LIKE HIS OWN SON...BUT YOU ARE A DISGUSTING BITCH...'
'scoff* How much do you know about his past? He himself was a disgust-
'JINAH...DON'T CROSS YOUR LIMIT I DARE YOU...'
this time Mrs. Jeon shouted, having enough...actually she herself is in shock how Jinah knows about Taehyung's past. or just making any story by herself....still she don't wanna worry Jeongguk more now.. he rarely sleeps nowadays.. and after hearing such past he would be more devastated, as she thinks...so she want to tell this later...
'JINAH....THIS IS IT....THE LAST RESPECT I HAD FOR YOU IS ALSO VANISHED AT THE VERY MOMENT YOU INSULTED MY HUSBAND AGAIN, YOU DESERVE TO LEFT OUT JINAH, YOU ARE INTOLERANT..'
'THEN OK FINE...IF YOU CAN'T TOLERATE ME HERE...I AM LEAVING THIS HOUSE...I CAN'T STAND HERE ANYMORE GETTING HUMILIATED BY YOU-AAGHH...'
Jinah couldn't finished her sentence but to get interrupted by Jeongguk choking the hell out of her....
Jeongguk is in range...he lost every possible ways to think logically now.... he want to kill someone....and that someone is Jinah.
'BUNNY, LEAVE HER...'
Everyone present there is looking at them in horror...
'WHAT DID YOU JUST SAY BITCH, HMM? I HUMILIATED YOU? HMM? THAT'S WHY YOU WANT TO LEAVE HERE? WHY YOU ALWAYS GETS DESPERATE ABOUT LEAVING HMM...?
Jeongguk twisted her neck even more tighter....Mrs.Jeon is crying...all these time seeing them..Mr. Jeon himself don't know what to do now...
About Jackson?
Well he was kinda enjoying the scene...but enough is enough...'
'ONLY THAT YOU CAN FULLY MAKE PLAN TO DESTROY US RIGHT? DON'T YOU KNOW I KNOW EVERYTHING ABOU-
'JEONGGUK LEAVE HER...'
Jackson shouted while trying to free Jinah from Jeongguk's grip...
'FUCK LEAVE HER SHE WILL DIE...'.
Jeongguk finally leave her...making the girl coughing out loud while clutching her neck.
'Please Uncle Aunty and Jinah... leave us alone....we need to talk..'
Jackson said glaring at Jeongguk who is still fisting his hand and glaring at the shaking girl while trying not to snap at anyone...
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After they left,
'WHAT THE HELL KOOK.
YOU PROMISED ME TO COOPERATE WITH IT....'
'YOU DID TOO JACKSON... FREAKING YOU PROMISED TO MAKE TAE SAFE TOO...BUT BROKE IT RIGHT?'
'THAT THING WAS DIFFERENT... AND IVE APOLOGIZED TO YOU TOO...'
'BUT YOUR APOLOGY IS NOT BRINGING MY TAE-'
'I KNOW ...KOOK..I KNOW...YOU DON'T HAVE TO FUCKING REMIND ME THIS ALL THE TIME...HE IS NOT ONLY YOUR HUSBAND....EXCEPT EVERYONE'S DEAR TO THEIR HEART...CAN'T YOU SEE WE ALL ARE SUFFERING TOO...TRYING HARD TO FIND HIM...BUT IF YOU TRY TO ACT FOOL ALL THE TIME THEN WE SURE WILL BE IN GREAT DANGER I TOLD YOU-
'FOOL? ACTING FOOL? JACKSON YOU WERE THE ONE WHO FUCKING CONVINCED ME TO LET THAT BITCH LIVE INSIDE OF THIS MANSION....ONLY FOR SAFETY....THEN HOW THE FUCKING....TAE GOT DRUGS...FUCKING TELL ME...WHO THE HELL FUCKING GIVE MY TAE DRUGS....
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'kook I am trying... to find out everything...'
'Sigh* Jack..I can't sit comfortably...eat delicious dishes...inhales this toxic air, whereas we don't have any idea where my Tae is? How his health is?.....
Jeongguk this time broke down....
'He- sniff* can't eat ...until I feed him sniff*... he is lonely....Hoseok said ... he is mentally unstable now...sniff* ...someone drugged his mental system...sniff* ...someone is definitely behind Tae...we don't have any idea...hic*...we have only one suspect that is Jinah...but still she is living like a queen not a criminal....
(Wipes tears roughly)
'I am sorry Jackson...but I can't....I can't anymore act like I am clueless.... I am sorry....I can't let Jinah live here... she must go this time....'
Flashback:
3days after Jinah came to the Mansion with Jisung:
(Inside of Jeongguk's office cabin)
'Oh Hyung..wow I was about to call you..'
Jeongguk says to Jackson..who seems more like in tense? Jackson walks towards the chair and sit there..
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'Kook...I've something to-
'Wait Hyung... first let me tell my words...I've decided to give Jinah my Busan's penthouse all to herself...she can have any job plus in this way me and Tae can have a proper connection with Jisung too right? How was the idea Hyung?'
'Ko-ok-
'And oh.. I've decided to appoint-...oh ok ok tell me Hyung what was you about to say... only I am blabbering haha...'
'Ko-ok...its t-hat...I was ...kind of ...um...I mean it w-as at first okay...don't fr-eak out nor snap at me...its that...Umm
'Hyung please tell.me..yahhh'
'Kook i- Its that I wanted that to co-urt Jinah...she seems beautiful and elegant...and ....kook...
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Jeongguk is just looking at Jackson without any emotion plus expression...
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Sigh* I know, I am sorry...I am looking like a fool now.. hell who would not after all I wanted to court my brother's ex-
Jackson's words cut by Jeongguk's loud laugh, catching him off guard.
'Hahahahaha hyung...what did you think.. I will get mad at you...Haha that's why you seemed so much tense back then..hahahaha....
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'Hyung....she have my son doesn't mean that she have me...'
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'I-ts no-t that koo-'
'I've move on Hyung..ok?... and I am now even more then happy to know that you want to care them...I think they are so much safe with you....uff finally well I was kind of expected that too Kikikikiki...
Ok now that you too with me I don't have to fear for anything Hyung....
I was thinking to appoint two or three
bodyguards for their safety too...how is it? I can't put her into danger right, what if someone tries to attack them after knowing that she has my son-
'Jisung is not your son kook.'
'What the hell...
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Ommmoooooooooo....