Heyyyyyy
I'm back again!
Let's just get to it
Y/n is your name!
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You lead there looking at the ceiling
For hours
Then you got up
To check your body
You got up and took off your clothes
All you had left was you underwear and bra
You had bruises on your back arms and stomach
And bloody scratches on your hip
You didn't like your body before and even more now
You started crying
A tear fell down
Then two
Then you started crying heavy
Real heavy
You lead down and cried for hours
Then your heard the front door open downstairs
"Y/n!!! I'm home!"
Shit
You grabbed a sweater and put it on to cover the scratches and bruises
Your face was all red and puffy so you ran to the bathroom
You splashed cold water on your face
Trying to make it look like you weren't crying
You eventually did
So you went downstairs
"Hey mom"
You said trying to make yourself seem happy
"Hey! You look happy. You exited to visit the hype house?"
"Yes, very she is going to pick me up at 12:30"
"Ok great"
You go back upstairs for a bit
Just watching tik Tok
There was a notification so you taped on it
Basically everyone in the hype house followed you
Holy shit
You had 157k the last time you checked
But now you had 177k
You gained 20k since they followed!
I'm finally growing
You go downstairs and your mom is making pasta
"Hey mom, want some help"
"Sure honey!"
You helped your mom make dinner
30 minutes later it was done
You helped her serve it on the plates and you two sat down
*ding*
You grabbed your phone thinking it was Nai or Lucas
But it was your dad
"Hey honey! I was just texting to ask if you wanted to have dinner tomorrow"
You have only been in contact with him for a couple months
"Cant, I need to get ready to go see my friend"
That's not what you wanted to say, but you did
"Who texted?"
"Dad"
"Saying?"
"If I wanted to hang out tomorrow"
"What did you say?"
"No"
"Listen y/n I hate your father as a person, but I think it would be good if you guys talked, so you can have a dad."
"Mom I want a dad, but not if it's him. I grew up without him and I'm fine, so I'll be ok without him now. I don't need him"
She sighed
Fuck, I didn't want to upset her
You both sat silent the rest of dinner
Not even small talk
Once you were done you helped clean up then you went back to your bedroom
Nai called
You answered
"Hey y/n!"
"Hey"
"You good?"
"Yeah just a small, argument? I guess with my mom"
"You guess?"
"I don't know what it was, it was just about my dad"
Nai was the only one who new about your dad
It was really hard for you to talk about
You were 3 or 4 when you saw what he did to her for the first time
And it broke you
By the time you were 5 he had left
With no goodbyes or nothing
So you had to learn everything without him
And had to watch other people with dads have fun
"Oh I'm sorry, we can talk if you want"
"Not really"
"Ok. Well I'm here if you need"
"Thanks nai"
"Ok!! Let's see what you packed!"
You turned the camera and showed her
I can't wear half of these things because they will show my bruises
"You know what I'm going to switch some of these out"
You repacked with sweaters and short sleeve t-shirts
They only showed one bruise
You figured you could make a lie for that
Say you bumped your arm or something
"How are you and Lucas?"
You froze
"I- um good actually."
"Nicee you guys are so cute together"
I guess
"Yep"
She helped you finish packing all your things on facetime
"Ok Nai I'm going to go to bed now"
"Ok! Text me in the morning"
"Ok see ya!"
You both kissed the screen again then hung up
You led in bed then checked the time
9:33 pm
You decided to go to bed early
You washed your face and did your skin care
Then got in bed
You fell asleep after like a hour
Which was better then last time but still not good
*ring ring*
You flipped over and hit your alarm
Why does it feel so early
You checked the time and it was 9:30
Weird
You picked up your phone then got up to get ready
You had a shower then did your skin care and brushed your teeth
3 days
*ding*
Great who is texting me now
It was Lucas
"Hey love, pick you up in a hour?"
"Sure"
You both spent the day together and it was pretty normal
No hitting or getting mad
Same with the day after that
"Thanks Lucas"
"No prob love text me tomorrow so I know your safe"
You went inside and went to your room
It was like everything was normal between you guys
Omg I'm going to the hype house tomorrow!
You call Nai exited
"OMGGGG IM COMING TOMORROW!"
"OMG YAYYAYAYAY"
You guys have a long conversation about everything that you are going to do
"Everyone is really excited, especially Vinnie"
They are?
"Really?"
"Yes! I've said so much about you"
"Omg Nai"
"I had too!"
You called for a bit longer then you said bye
"I'm going to bed now Nai, see you tomorrow"
"Ok! I miss you! Love you byee"
You both kiss the phone screen bye then you end it
You lie in bed staring at the ceiling for hours
Why can't I fall asleep
You couldn't fall asleep for a long long time
Then you eventually fell asleep
*ring ring*
Great
You slapped the alarm then got up in a hurry
"Omg I'm going to the hype house!!!"
You go and put and your favourite shirt and pants
You got ready in the bathroom then looked in the mirror
You turned around and looked at your back
Since the shirt had a low back you could see the bruises
Great I can't even wear my favourite shirt
You look in your closet and put on a big baggy t-shirt
At least I still like it
You go downstairs to eat breakfast
I'm not hungry
Never mind I guess
"Hey honey! I told them I was going to be a bit late to work so I could say goodbye!"
"Aww thanks mom goodbye"
You both hugged and she held on tight
"You ok mom"
"Yes I'm just going to miss you"
She let go and then grabbed we bag to leave
You said bye as she was leaving then went back inside
You went upstairs and grabbed your suitcase and bag to put by the door
You waited in the downstairs living room till it was time
*knock knock*
No fucking way
You ran to the door and opened it
"OMG"
It was Nai
You ran into her arms and hugged her tight
"I've missed you so much!"
"Omg same!!"
You hugged for a bit longer then she helped you bring your bags in the car
"Thank you nai"
"Wait what's that bruise on your arm?"
Oh
"I dropped the suitcase and hit it on the door"
"Oh"
You both laughed
You guys got in the car and listened to the playlist You guys made a while ago
You both sung the whole way there
"Holy shit y/n your getting good!"
"Haha funny"
"I'm not joking"
You both drive a bit longer then you see the house
The hype house
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OMG WHATS GOING TO HAPPEN!!
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