Notebook-san.
Is it possible to get addicted to some cologne?
Because I do.
I love the smell of Y/ns cologne on me, I always put it in my bed sheets and even to some of my things. I bought a lot of the same one and I kept hidden the original one.
The smell made me feel things, I felt like I can't get enough of the smell, I even wanted to consider myself bathing to it.
The smell reminds me very well of Y/n.
With that I sometimes make scenarios on my head or before I sleep thinking that they're with me sleeping besides me.
The cologne made me sleep at night peacefully. Very peacefully.
But of course since Y/n didn't know that I know what their cologne is, I make sure none will enter my room and before going to school I carefully clean myself as to not smell as the fragrance of the cologne.
It saddens me not to wear that cologne but I needed to be careful.
It doesn't matter because someday she will know anyways, and that's the time we are already both married and I will tell them everything and we will only laugh at this.
It isn't a big deal.
They won't mind.
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