"I think that the universe decided that we really are not meant for each other"
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Bang Chan as himself
Lee Soo Ah as Yourself or Whoever in your mind was
Lee Soo Ah
A normal day as always, Bang Chan being a busy body, I can't even approach him these days, because of his work, being a producer, a leader, a idol guy who travels around the world.
I just can't take it, I love Chan with my whole heart, but this is too much, him having not much time for me kinda hurt me, I understand that he's an idol.
But I decided to give him more chance if he'll come home today, "Yeah... that's right! I'll give him a chance!" I said, as I stood up, trying not to be look like a depress person.
I cooked and cleaned for him, After a while, my phone's notification went on, I looked up and saw Chan's message.
Jagi~
Bang Chan
I think I'll go home tonight!
Soo Ah
Really!!?!?
Bang Chan
Of course!
Bang Chan
You happy?
Soo Ah
You can't imagine how much I'm happy right now!
Bang Chan
*Giggles*
Soo Ah
I cooked one of your favorite dish~
Bang Chan
*Gasped* I'll guess....
Bang Chan
Hmm....Jjajangmyeon?
Soo Ah
Correct!
Bang Chan
Sweet!
Soo Ah
So you better go home tonight!
Bang Chan
Yes ma'am!
Bang Chan
*Whines* Oh how much I missed you cooking
Soo Ah
I know you do
Bang Chan
*Background* Chan Hyung! The laptop's fixed! Let's go practice again
Soo Ah
*Disappointed* Oh....guess you still have a practice?
Bang Chan
I'm sorry Soo Ahh...you know me but don't worry we'll cuddle later *Teasing Voice*
Soo Ah
*Giggles* You got me
Bang Chan
I know
Bang Chan
I gotta go now baby
Soo Ah
Fine
Soo Ah
You should come home okay?
Bang Chan
Promise!
Soo Ah
Okay I love you!
Bang Chan
I love you too!
Ended
"Finally!" I said and watched some movies, while I wait him to come home, after a while I didn't realize that I fell asleep on the couch.
I just knew it when someone kissed me from my cheeks, "Wh-Wha?" I said, being confused and saw Chan above me, giggling.
"Sorry to keep you waiting" He said, I just jumped in his torso as I hugged him tight, since it's been so long since we see each other, even though it's only 5 days.
"You came!" I said to him still hugging him, he carried me in his arm as soon as he placed his things down, "I missed you" I said, as tears starting to threatened down.
"Aww....I do too" He said breaking my hug, as he looks in my eyes, "Don't cry" He said, wiping my threatening tears, "Wh-Who said I'm crying?" I said and just hugged him again.
"I do..." He said, caressing my hair, "How I missed you caressing my hair like that" I whispered to him, I felt him smile, "Shall we eat?" Chan asked, I just nodded still not going down in his body.
"Okay... Go down now so we can eat" He said, I whined, He laughed at how I act, "Fine....you can stay there" "Feed me" I said to him, he giggles again, "Okay okay" "Since I can see how much you missed me" He said, I hummed answering him.
"Ahh~" He said feeding me the food, I obeyed and swinged both of my feet back and forth, "I feel like taking care of a kid" He said giggling, feeding himself with the spoon I used.
"I'm your baby though..." "Well that's true" He said, and just hugged him again, "I'm full" I whispered to him and he hummed, "I have something to tell you when we cuddle in the bedroom" He said.
My heart started to unknowingly beat fast 'I'm scared....' I thought and hugged him tighter "Hey...? You okay?" I heard him asked, I just nodded at him saying I'm fine, even though I'm not.
After him eating we just left the dishes in the sink as we moved to our bedroom, we lay down to the bed, and cuddle up.
"How I missed this scent" I muttered, "But I have my perfume here?" I heard him tease, I smacked his chest as he just laughed it off, "Bad" I said, he just laughed at me.
After a while it's quiet again, as I started to fell asleep, "Baby?" "So the thing is....".
Bang Chan
"Baby?" "So the thing is....–" I was about to continue my word when I heard a cute snores, I looked down just to see my beautiful girlfriend sleeping beside me.
I caressed her cheeks, admiring her beautiful features for the last time, what you read was true, I've gone really busy in the future, so much practice in dancing, so much event, and being an idol is hard too.
But I choose this path, but I just can't see Y/n being hurt because of me, asking that when will I go home, asking if I'll eat in her place, saying that she missed me so much, saying that she'll wait for me no matter what.
"I... I'm sorry" I whispered, kissing her forehead, and soon I fell asleep while her small body was hugging me, me knowing that this last 5 days will be the last for me to see Y/n.
Lee Soo Ah
"Hmmm" I hummed as I stretched while sitting up, soon someone dragged me back down, to my bed, I giggled knowing who dragged me down.
"Stay...30 minutes more" He uttered, I booped his nose, as I kissed it, soon kissing his face all over, he smiled, as I makes my and his forehead touched as I closed my eyes again and said "Fine...".
"Yeyy" He said, embracing me more, "What should I cook for you?" I asked him while both our eyes are closed, "Kimchi fried rice" He said with a husky voice that makes me fall for him more.
I giggled knowing that its one of his favorite food, "Okay then..." I said trying to get up, "I said 30 minutes" He uttered, hugging me more tightly.
That's when I gave up and soon embraced him in my arms, as I played with his soft hair, "I like this curly hair of yours it makes them more look like a fried cotton soft ball".
"Is that a praise or a mock?" He asked looking at me with a puff eyes from sleeping, "Both?" I said giggling still playing with his hair.
"Do you have a work today?" I asked him, "Nope..." "I'm staying here for a bit" "Why?" I asked, "Well....my manager said that I should take a break atleast 5 days" He answered.
That's when I get concerned, I held his face turning then to me, "Why? What happend?" I asked him, he just smiled, "I just overworked myself nothing more".
I suddenly kissed his forehead, "Don't overwork yourself okay?" I said to him, he hummed, "Are you eating right?" I asked him, "We have a restricted diet....but don't worry we order at night" He whispered, I laughed.
"Okay then, that's good to hear" I said to him, "I should cook now, then go out shall we?" I asked him, "Not a bad idea" He said, Chan and I our relationship was public so it's kinda okay for us to go out some times.
The Stay Fandom was kind, they cheered us in our relationship, I was scared at first actually, but then the moment they found out that their idol who was the the most ideal type of every stays was cheerful.
They just support us on our relationship, so we're kinda comfortable going outside....well it's kinda uncomfortable when a dispatch followed us all the to our plans.
So sometimes we just take another route to lost him, for example a crowded place, "So....shall we go?" Chan asked, as I putted an black hoodie and grey pants, and so does he.
We got out, and have some fun, since Chan just have to be here for just 5 days, we got out of the house for 3 days visiting the boys, going to the amusement park, and 2 days spending time in my house.
"It's super fun" I said to him, as this day was the last day of him staying in my house, "When will you come back?" I suddenly asked him, "I...." He said, can't answer my question.
"Is there a problem?" I asked, he looked behind me and looked up a bit, looking at the moon, He stood up, and suddenly offered his hand, I looked at him confused.
"I need to tell you something" He said, that's when my heart started to beat fast again, 'Why is this so scary...' I thought.
"Wh-What is it?" I asked him, "I...." He said hesitating, "I'm sorry" He muttered that I didn't hear, That's when he finally blurts it out of his mouth.
"I think that the universe decided that we really are not meant for each other"
"Wh-What do you mean?"
"I love you Soo Ah and you know that..." "But I can't see you in pain waiting for me to go home...asking me when will I go home" "Saying that you missed me so much".
"You're saying you're every day life without me having in your side, it hurts me too more than you do" "Not having you by my side was hurtful enough" "I can't barely see you wait for me Soo Ah..."
"Chan no....please" I said tears starting to go down on my face, "We can work this out" "They allow us to date..." "Please I can wait for you more" I said to him, "I know...." He said, caressing my cheeks as he wipes the tear stain.
"Don't leave me please" I said, "I wish I could... But I think in the future...we will not be able to get to see each other nor talk..." "I'm getting busy after this rest" He said hugging me.
"Chan please" I said hugging him more tightly, "I'm sorry...." He said, I cried and cried in his embrace soon a honk of a car was heard outside of my house.
"As I said..." "I think that the universe decided that we really are not meant for each other"
"But remember...I still love you" He said to me, as he gets his bag pack and left me alone in my cold night house.
"Chan...." I uttered his name, and sob heavily, "I love you too..." I lastly uttered, but in the end, I tried harder and harder to move on, on him and it kinda work for a while, with a help of my friends.
Thought it's still stuck up in my head, but I can overcome it for a while... I guess I'm really moving on, but I hope so....
Bang Chan
"I'm sorry Soo Ah...." I lastly uttered before looking at her house before we depart, and be back for being busy body again....
The End