Jag andhera tu sitara mera (C...

By Sinthia_BD

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This ff was created on Colorstv's most popular show barristerbabu. Its totally based on my imagination. I am... More

Chapter 1 Bondita's accident
Chapter 2 heartbroken bondita
Chapter 3 new begining
Chapter 4 majboor to mazboot
Chapter 5 Years passed
Chapter 6 her return
Chapter 7 Tulsipur
Chapter 8 New office
Chapter 9 women abuse
Chapter 10 invitation
Chapter 11 in Rc mansion
Chapter 12 You are changed
Chapter 13 who is he?
Chapter 14 a night together
Chapter 15 the truth
Chapter 16 bondita's marriage
Chapter 17 bondita's decision
Chapter 19 heartbroken Anirudh
Chapter 20 engagement
Chapter 21 the reality
Chapter 22 Final decision
Chapter 23 manorama left
Chapter 24 kulfiwala day
Chapter 25 Dewana babu
Chapter 26 days passing
Chapter 27 Dev's return
Chapter 28 haldi day
Chapter 29 Wedding day
Chapter 30 I can't leave without you
Chapter 31 reunion ๐Ÿ’ž
Chapter 32 key of happinesses
Chapter 33 wedding night ๐Ÿคญ
Chapter 34
Chapter 35
Chapter 36
Chapter 37
Chapter 38
Chapter 39
Chapter 40
Chapter 41
Chapter 42 part 1
Chapter 42 part 2
Chapter 43
Chaptet 44
Chapter 45 part 1
Chapter 45 part 2
Chapter 46
Chapter 47
Chapter 48
Chapter 49 part 1
Chapter 49 part 2
Chapter 50
Chapter 51
Chapter 52
Chapter 53
Announcement๐Ÿ“ข
Chapter 54
Chapter 55
Chapter 56
Chapter 57
Chapter 58
Chapter 59
Chapter 60
Chapter 61
Chapter 62
Chapter 63
Chapter 64
Chapter 65
Chapter 66
Chapter 67
Chapter 68
Chapter 69
Chapter 70
Chapter 71
Chapter 72
Chapter 73
Chapter 74
Chapter 75
Chapter 76
Chapter 77
Chapter 78
Chapter 79
Chapter 80
Chapter 81
Chapter 82
Chapter 83
Chapter 84
Chapter 85
Chapter 86
Chapter 87
Chapter 88
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Chapter 18 My pain your tears?

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Next day in office anirudh was in his cabin. Someone knocked.It was Bondita.

Anirudh : yes come in.

Bondita entered.

Anirudh with teary eyes : tum?🥺

Bondita putting her head down.

Bondita : woh kal jo bhi hua uske badh aap apni wallet wohi vul gaye the.😓

Anirudh still watching her with pain in his eyes.

Anirudh : ha rakhdo...waise Congratulation Ms.Bondita basu.😠

Bondita looked at him with teary eyes.

Bondita : Woh kis liye?😓

Anirudh : Accha tumhe nehi pata? chalo main hi bata deta hu. Tumne shadi ke liye haa jo keh di.

Bondita : Sukriya sir.

Anirudh : Bondita main jaanta hu tum ne ghusse main shadi ke liye haa keh di? Aisa maat karo Bondita.

Bondita : Kiyu aap kar sakte ho dusri shadi to phir main kiyu nehi?

Anirudh : Nehi Bondita. Aise jald bazi main itna bada faisla maat lo. kiya tum khush ho ish shadi se? kiya tum piyaar karti ho Dev se? kiya tum khush reh paogi? aapni zindegi kharap maat karo.

Bondita : accha apse kisne kaha ke main khush nehi hu ish shadi se? main khush hu kiyu ki Dev mujhse piyaar karta hain or woh apni marzi se shadi kar raha hain mujhse. aap ki tarha majboori main padhkar nehi.

Anirudh : Accha? or tumhara kiya? Kiya tum Dev se piyaar karti ho?

Bondita : Haa main bhi usse piyar karti hu.

This line brokes anirudh's heart but still he is trying not to believe in bondita's words.

Anirudh : Accha yehi baat meri aankhon main dekh kar kaho ke tum usse piyaar karti ho.

Bondita looked at him with painful eyes.

Bondita : Haa karti hu main usse piyaar.

And she was about leave but anirudh screamed.

Anirudh : aah.

Bondita turned back and ran towards him.

Bondita : kiya hua aapko? aap thik to hain na?

Anirudh : haa bas chaye gir gayi thi haat main.

Bondita with tears in her eyes : Dikhaiye ziyada jala to nehi... and she hold Anirudh' s hand.

Anirudh : Main thik hu. Par tumhari aankho main asoo kiyu aye? Chot to mujhe lagi na to tum kiyu ro rahi ho?

Hearing this Bondita left Anirudh 's hand.

Anirudh : kiya hua? jawab do? he started coming near Bondita.

Bondita about to leave but Anirudh held her hand and pinned her to the wall.

Bondita : Yeh aap kiya kar rahe hain haat chodiye mera mujhe dard ho raha hain.

Anirudh : Or mere dard ka kiya? jo tum mujhe de rahi ho? chot poucha rahi ho?

Bondita : main aapko chot poucha rahi hu? or jo 10 saal pehle mujhe chot diya tha woh bhul gaye? par main nehi bhuli kuch bhi.

Anirudh : main jaanta hu maine galat kiya tumhare sath par tum jo kar rahi ho kiya woh sahi hain? ghusse main faisla maat lo Bondita.

Bondita : Nehi maine sahi faisla liya hain or humdono ek dusre se piyaar karte hain or hum khush hain.

Anirudh : Accha? to mujhe taqleef main dekh kar tumhare kiyu asoo nikal rahe hain Bondita?

Bondita : Mujhe kiyu taqleef hogi? aap mere kuch nehi lagte. Nafraat karti hu main aapse. apko chot lage ya na lage aapko dard ho ya na ho mujhe kuch fark nehi padta.

Anirudh : sach main fark nehi padta?

Bondita : ha nehi padhta or haat chodiye mera... and she pushed anirudh and leave the cabin.

Anirudh : Main jaanta hu Bondita tumhe aaj bhi meri fikar hain. tum aaj bhi mujhe taqleef main nehi dekh sakti to kiyu tum itna dard de rahi ho mujhe or khudko dev se shadi karke? main jaanta hu tum dev se piyaar nehi karti or main tumhari shadi dev se nehi hone dunga.

After finishing work Everyone has left. Bondita started walking towards home. She is alone on the street. She saw few mens were dragging a girl forcefully and the girl was crying and screaming.

Girl : Bachao mujhe koi. chodh do mujhe. bachao.

Bondita about to rescue the girl but anirudh pulled her.

Anirudh : Bondita kiya kar rahi ho?

Bondita : chodiye mujhe ush ladki ko meri madat ki zaruraat hain. jaane dijiye.😠

Anirudh : jaanta hu par tum akele unse ladne jaa rahi thi. kiya tum unse akele lad pati. tumhe kuch ho ja ta to?

Bondita : kuch nehi hoga mujhe. or main kisi se nehi daarti.

Bondita pushed Anirudh and went near the girl.

Anirudh : ruko.... bon...

Bondita went to them and punched one of the man. who was holding the girl.

Bondita : chodo chodo usko.😡

Man 1 : teri itni hinmaat tune mujhpe haat uthaya? ab ek ladki dusri ladki ko bachayegi?

The mens were started laughing.

Bondita : haa ladki hu to kiya hua? main tum sabse ladne ki hinmaat rakhti hu.


Anirudh was watching everything. Anirudh in his mind : Wah Bondita kitni ni daar ho tum. kitne hinmaat hain tum main. mujhe tum par garv hain.

Man 2 : waise maan na padega ladki main daam hain or kitni sundar bhi hain.

Man 3 : Haa ishe chodh usko pakad.

They were about to touch bondita But our hero held that man's hand.

Anirudh : soch na bhi maat usse chune ki.😡😡

Man 1 : tu kon hain?or teri lagti kiya hain?

Anirudh : Patni ha woh meri or main uska pati.

Man 2 : accha? kiya ladki fasayi hain maan na parega. kabhi hamain bhi mouka dedo.

Anirudh got angry and started beating them badly. Bondita was watching holding the girl.

Bondita : tum thik ho? woh log kon the?

Girl : woh log mujhe zabardasti uthake le jaa rahe the.

Anirudh stop beating them.

Anirudh : tum dono thik ho na?

Bondita : haa par....bachiye

one of the man hit anirudh ' s head and they satrted beating him. That moment Villegers came and stopped those man.

Girl' s father : aap dono ka bohat sukriya. aap dono meri beti ko bachaya.

Anirudh got fainted and fall on the ground.

Bondita : patibabu....😲 ( me: patibabu keh hi diya)

she go and put Anirudh' head on her lap.

Bondita crying : Patibabu kiya hua aapko uthiye na? patibabu...😭


Anirudh was bleeding but he smiled and open his eyes...

Anirudh : kiya kaha patibabu?☺️ yeh sabdh sunne ke liye mere kaan taras gaye the. aab kuch ho bhi to gum nehi.

Bondita : Nehi patibabu kuch nehi hoga aapko.😰

Girl's father : Are beta inko kitni chot lagi hain jaldi se ghar ke jao. Or haa aap dono ka bohat sukriya aap dono ka ehsaan kabhi nehi bhulenge.

Bondita : koi baat nehi. Yeh to humara farz tha.

Then some villegers helped bondita to take anirudh home.

They reached in Rc Mansion.

Bondita : aap logo ka bouhat sukriya.

Villegers : nehi beta koi baat nehi. hum chalte hain.

They left Bodnita belled the door. koily opened the door.

Koily : Bondita Malkin kiya hua chote malik ko?

Bondita : woh sab choriye pehle madat kijiye ink under le jane main.

They took Anirudh to his room he was still fainted.

Bodnita with tears : sab log kaha hain jaldi se vedh ji ko bulaiye.

Koily : ghar main koi nehi hain. sab log mousi ji ke ghar gaye hain or sab kaal hi ayenge. Main abhi Vedh ji ko bulati hu.

Vedh ji came ans checked Anirudh.

Vedh ji : inhe hosh aate hi yeh dabai khila dijiye ga. yeh bilkul thik ho jayenge.main chalta hu.

Bondita : sukriya...aapka 🙂

Vedh ji and Koily left.

Bondita : patibabu bohat daard ho raha hain na? aaopko? mujhe apki baat maan ni chahiye thi. nahi main unse akele ladne jaati or nahi aapko itni chot lagti. Kitni chot lag gayi aapko.

she started crying holding Anurudh's hand.Anirudh slowly opened his eyes and saw bondita crying.

Anirudh : ro maat main bilkul thik hu.

Bondita : aap ko hosh agaya? main to daar hi gayi thi aab jaldi se yeh daba kha lijiye. khaiye.

Bondita gave medicine to Anirudh.

Bondita : aapko bohat daard ho raha hoga na? rukiye main haldi ka lep laga deti hu.

She started applying haldi on his wounds.Anirudh just staring her.

Anirudh : Ek baat puchu?

Bondita : puchiye?

Anirudh : Tumhe meri itni fikar kiyu hain? Main to tumhara kuch nehi lagta na? to phir yeh sab kiyu?

Bondita : Haa kuch nehi lagte aap mere par insann to hain na? insaniyaat ke naate yeh sab kar rahi ho.or kuch maat samjhiye ga🙄

Anirudh : accha to phir tum itna kiyu ro rahi thi mere liye? abhi bhi tumhare aankho se asoo nikal rahe hain.

Bondita wipped her tears : Woh....woh...yeh sab chodiye or aap yeh haldiwala dudh pijiye. pijiye.

Anirudh : yeh mere sabal ka jawab nehi hain.

Bondita put her finger on Anirudh's lips.Anirudh stopped and he was just staring her with teary eyes.

Bondita : chup chap yeh haldiwala doodh pijiye.😠

Anirudh : nehi mujhe nehi peena yeh bilkul bhi accha nehi lagta.

Bondita : Aise naak pe haat rakhiye or pe lijiye.

Anirudh : accha baba thik hain.

He started drinking the milk.

Anirudh : ho gaya.

Bondita : nehi pura pe jiye.😑

He finished the milk. Bondita helped him to lying on bed. Bondita about to leave but Anirudh held her hand.

Anirudh : maat jao na 🥺🥺

Bondita : accha thik hain nehi jayungi aap so jaiye main yehi hu.

Anirudh fall in sleep holding Bondita's hand tightly.

Bondita with teary eyes : kitni chot lagi hain aapko.pata hain? aapko aise dekh kar mujhe bhi kitna dard ho raha hain? pata nehi itna sab kuch hone ki badh bhi kiyu aapko taqleef main nehi dekh sakti. kiyu aapko dard main nehi dekh pati. nehi bondita tu ish baar nehi bighal sakti. or teri shadi bhi fixed ho chuki hain kisi or ke sath or tu yaha? Yeh galat hain.

Bondita slowly free her hand from Anirudh. And again she applied turmeric on his wounds. And left from Anirudh 's room.

Next morning everyone returned in Rc mansion. Koily told them everything about last night.

Kaka : kiya humara anirudh thik to hain na?

Koily : haa malik Bondita malking ne unhe dabai bhi de di or unke chot paar haldi bhi laga di hain. or abhi chote malik sou rahe hain.

Kaka went to Anirudh' s room.

Anirudh wake up calling bondita ' s name.

Anirudh : Bondita....

kaka : beta tum thik to hona?

Anirudh : Bondita...Bondita kaha hain?

Kaka : woh to yaha nehi hain.

Anirudh looked at his wounds and smiled how bondita was crying for him.

Kaka : kaha kho gaye? thik to ho na tum?

Anirudh : haa kaka main thik hu.

kaka : bondita beti ka bohat bohat sukriya ussne tumhari madat ki jaab yaha koi nehi tha. Pata hain usse dekh kar mujhe humesha humari bondita bahu ki yaad aati hain.

And he take a deep breath and left from there.

Anirudh : kaise batau aapko? ke wohi aapki bondita bahu hain? maaf kariye ga kaka par main abhi aapko sach nehi bata sakta. jab taak sab kuch thik nehi ho jata main aap logo ko kuch nehi baata sakta.

He again saw his wounds and got lost in Bondita 's thought. 🤭🤭🤭

Few days passed. Anirudh was healing but he was missing Bondita.

Anirudh : kitne din ho gaye bondita se mila nehi. Itni fikar karti hain meri fir bhi ek baar dekhne taak nehi ayi.😞 kiya sach main usse meri fikar nehi hain?😓

Suddenly he heared kaka' s voice. Bondita and Mr.Basu entered with Vinoy.

Kaka : are bondita beta ayo ayo. kaisi ho tum?

Bondita : main thik hu aap kaise hain?

Kaka : hum bhi thik hain.

Bondita : or woh kaise hain? mera matlab Anirudh Sir kaise hain?

Kaka : woh bhi thik hain aab. tumhara bohat bohat sukriya humare bete ki itni dekh bhal karne ke liye.

Bondita : uski koi zaroorat nehi. woh to mera farz tha.

Anirudh heared her voice from the room.

Anirudh : Main jaanta tha tum jarur ayogi mujhe dekhne tumhe kitni fikar hain meri.

Anirudh become very happy and he was coming to hall but he stopped and tears started rolling from his eyes.

Why he stopped? and why he started crying? What happened? 🤔

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