Namjoon's Pov
"W-what?" my voice cracks and I stumble back a bit. Did I just hear right?
"Yes hyung, surprised? Hun? Then just think about me and how I'm feeling." he says and gets up, my throat is becoming heavy as someone just grabs my throat harshly and I can't talk.
"How?" I whisper, suddenly feeling guilty, only if I didn't stop Taehyung 12 years ago from killing his father then this would never happen.
"He changed his whole identity, Hyung, he was dating Noona's mother just because of her, can you imagine how sick he is? Only to use her for his dirty business deal he tricked her mom." he clenches his jaw tightly and I sit down on the bed as I wasn't able to balance my weight.
"He killed my mom, he killed her brother, he abused her, he raped her, he sent her to prison, he drugged her while she was in prison, he made her killer of her own sibling, now, tell me what should I do? How will I face her? I can't just go to her and say that 'Noona, my dad was the person who raped you every day, he killed your brother' tell me Hyung how will she react?" he says while tears are rolling down his face and here I become speechless.
"I'm a son of a fucking murderer, fucking abuser, why is God doing this to me? Why couldn't he just send me to a good family, was it that hard for him? Tell me why?" his voice cracks and he breaks down.
"Taehyung-"
"He didn't stop Hyung, he didn't stop, do you want to know what did he do again?" I look at him, getting up from the bed, I go near him and then take a sit beside him on the floor.
"Hyung, he-" he pauses and inhales deeply.
"He- he abused her again, he-he touched my Nini without her consent." he says and bursts into tears. I widen my eyes, my jaw clenches and I inhale deeply.
"He is the one who took those naked pictures of Min fucking Yoongi and her, he made a video of her and my father's intimate moments, she was drugged, that fucker drugged her again and took advantages of her, that poor soul doesn't even know what happened to her again, she was abused by that fucking monster again, Hyung." he sobs, I feel my eyes are watering.
"J-just tell me how I felt after watching everything that, a middle-aged oldy, who is my fucking father, touching his son's most precious thing without any permission, tell me how sick is he, just tell me, how could be he is my father, tell me." He sobs loudly and I pull him into a tight hug.
"How could he do that, Hyung? How? And Yoongi? I thought he loved her at least for one day, then how could he do that to her? How will she react if she finds out that Yoongi, the guy she loved once, did this horrible nasty stuff to her? She will die, Hyung, she will just-just-" I pat his back.
He breaks the hug and wipes his tears.
"Most important thing, he is the gang leader of our rivals, he is the one who is keeping hostages,
he sends me the video and threatened that, If I don't break up with Nini, he will viral those pictures and videos, and will kill those hostages where are almost 30 woman and 10 plus children." he says and grits his teeth.
"I didn't have had an option, Hyung and I had to do that, only to save her dignity, save those hostages. " he says and I'm searching for words, what should I do and how should I react now?
"I'm helpless, Hyung, I'm fucking helpless, after so many years I'm feeling helpless again, I messed up everything, only if she said that Yoongi wasn't in that cafe and she was drunk, I could have taken some actions that time but she didn't say anything to me nor Jungkook said anything, I don't blame her, maybe she thought I will behave like an overprotective jerk." he says and hides his face on his palms.
"I lost her, Hyung, I lost her, I broke her heart into millions of pieces and I don't deserve her, I couldn't protect her, Hyung, I couldn't protect her from that monster, that monster abuse her again, Hyung, again he touched her in a dirty way but I couldn't do anything, he touched my Nini." he sobs loudly.
"I'm a son of a rapist, a son of a murderer, a son of an abuser!" he cries out and my heart is aching now.
"Tae, calm down, we will find something very soon and...Noona would never be mad at you, all you did was everything to protect her and I'm proud of you." I pat his shoulder and pull him into a tight hug.
"Do you know what she said when she left this place? She said she will love me no matter what and she said that she will pray for me to find someone who will truly make me happy, but she is my only happiness, Hyung, she is my everything but-but how will I face her? How could I just say to her that-that my father is her abuser, the rapist, the killer? How will I tell her?" he says and hugs me tightly.
"Hyung, I said I'll report to the police if she doesn't leave my place, she...she was begging to me Hyung, she was begging to me to not end our relationship, she was begging to not broke her heart, how vulnerable, devastated she was, but I couldn't do anything, Hyung, It's hurting Hyung, It's hurting like pure hell, I love her, Hyung but I don't have any courage to face her, to face this truth." he sobs.
"Calm down, Tae, everything will be fine." I say.
"Everything will be not fine, Hyung, she won't ever forgive me, never!" he cries out, I have never seen him this vulnerable, never and this is hurting me now, but I'll take this revenge very hardly that Kim Joowon would never forget, I'll make his life like pure hell, I'll poke out his every single organ and make them feed to my own hungry dogs! That fucking monster, he can't be a human.
How can a father do this to his own child? How could he just do those nasty kinds of stuff to Noona? He even recorded a video and send that to his own son, how sick is he? How did God create that fucking monster?
"Calm down and pull yourself together, Kim Taehyung, It's time to make your father's life miserable as he did to your Nini and you." I say with my straight voice, no, he can't be like this, he can't lose like this. He meant to be together with Faiza and he has to protect her, she is her destiny and only she.
"Hyung, I can't face her ,Hyung, no matter what, at the end of the day, I'm that fucker's son, I'm carrying his blood and...and I won't ever be able to face her again, how will I just look at her eyes? How?" he whispers and I sigh.
"You can't lose, Taehyung, you can't just leave everything like this." he finally looks at me and flashes a small smile.
"I already lost my most precious thing, Hyung, I don't have any other stuff to lose." he chuckles bitterly.
"She deserves better than me." he says.
"Shut up, Taehyung! Don't act like a sick sad lover, she is yours and she will always be yours, no power in this world could detach you from each other." I spat.
"But Hyung-"
"No but, get up and come with me, we have got a lot of things to do." I say and get up, then extend my hand towards him.
"Come on, Taehyung, let's get it!" he smiles and clutches my hand, then stands up.
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Jungkook's Pov :
It's been 15 days since Taehyung and Faiza broke up their relationship, I don't know the reason but there must be something which I don't know, I should be happy to know the news but I couldn't make myself happy.
Faiza is drinking the vodka like a maniac while burning the cigarettes one by one at the same time, she lost a lot of weight, she got a huge dark circle under her eyes, all in one, she is actually devastated and I can't see her like this, so I left the bar.
On the other hand, Taehyung doesn't talk to us, he locked himself totally in his room, doesn't eat properly, he got skinnier and fragile, that bright boxy smile totally fades away, he doesn't talk to anyone, nor does he is concentrating about music, dance, nothing! My question is if they can't stay without each other, then why don't they just get together again?
I knock on Taehyung's door but no response, I knock again.
"Go away, I don't wanna go to the vocal room, I'm on my vacation and if you're here for feeding me then just go away, I don't have an appetite." he says out loud, his voice is shaking as if he was crying.
"Hyung, It's me, Kook, may I come?" I say and wait for him to reply.
"If you're here also for talking about her, then get out." he says harshly and I sigh.
"I'm coming." I declare and push the door, step inside, in this middle of the summer, under broad daylight, his room is totally dark, I go near the window and open it.
"Why did you open the window? Ugh! Close it, my eyes are burning." he says annoyingly.
"You need the outside nature's brightness and fresh natural air." I say and take a seat on his bed, he is sitting there while clutching a scarf, I guess it's her.
"What is it in your hand?" I ask and he hurriedly hides that behind his back.
"Nothing, why are you here?" he asks, I examine his feature clearly, that jolly, good-looking handsome Taehyung fading his beauty, he looks pale, fragile, weak, vulnerable, and devastated.
"Why are you doing all of this, Hyung?" I ask and he slowly looks at me.
"What I'm doing?" he asks and I chuckle.
"If you can't live without her, then why don't you just go and get her? Why are you both hurting each other like this?" I ask.
"W-who says I'm hurting myself? I'm perfectly fine and what she is doing isn't my cup of tea." he says and I chuckle again.
"Yeah? Then why were you holding that scarf of hers? You missed her and that's why you were sniffing and inhaling her scent there, isn't it? You said you can't sleep without her scent." I say and smile.
"N-no, that was just a piece of fabric, nothing important." his voice cracks a bit and he is on the verge of crying.
"And I can sleep without anything, I-I don't need anything." he replies.
"Oh yeah? I guess you have still some of her clothes, accessories, lipstick, choker even the undergarments too, am I wrong, Hyung?" I raise a brow.
"I have nothing and get out from here, I don't want to talk about her." he says harshly.
"She becomes a chain smoker again, she spends all the time in the bar, buries herself in alcohol, always cries and you're the reason behind this." I say through my gritted teeth, why are they so stubborn?
"I don't care what she is doing." he says and looks away.
"Okay fine, you know Hyung, I like her, I love her, and tonight, I'm going to propose to her, I'm gonna get her, let's see what happens." I say and he looks at me with disbelief.
"Y-you what?" his voice cracks again.
"You heard right, I love her and I'm gonna propose to her tonight, I'll make her mine tonight." I say and get up from his bed.
"S-she won't accept you, never, she loves me and only me, she will never accept you." he says and I chuckle.
"And what about you? Do you love her? Why do you care if I propose to her or not? Why do you care if she accepts me or not?" I ask and he gets muted.
"She won't accept you." he says again, suddenly burying his face in his both knees and I sigh.
I go near him and take that scarf from his behind.
"Then I'm gonna take this with me, Hyung." I say and he slowly looks at me, he widens his eyes and hurriedly gets up from his bed, and runs near me.
"No! That's mine, you can't take that with you!" he spats and snatches the scarf from me.
"Okay fine, wait until I snatch her from you and if she accepts me, then I promise I'll never break her heart like you, I'll never trick her and I'll cherish her more than you, so that she won't ever try to come back to you." I say and turn around.
"She would never accept you, Jungkook, I trust her." he says.
"Confidence is good but overconfidence is very bad, Hyung." I smirk and leave his room.
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A/N: This book is going to end very soon and I'll miss writing this book😔
Don't hate Taehyung, just put yourself in his situation and then judge him, I know you can't hate him.
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